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XX to Survive in the Academy 226

Chapter 226 – Ian Would Forgive You

“Actually, I have something to tell you.”
“What… To say?”

Maybe he thought my cautious voice was unusual.
Selena’s eyes tremble slightly as she waits for her answer.

“Even if I loved another woman, you said you wanted to be hugged by me.”
“…Yes.”
“I’m dating Michelle, not Dania or Angela.”
“Miss Michel?”
“Yeah…. Before I dated you. I’m sorry I hid it until now.”
“Ah….”

After a brief reply that sounded like a sigh, Selena was lost in her thoughts.
Her reaction bothered her, so I stared at her troubled figure.

“It’s okay.”
“Are you okay?”
“It doesn’t mean I don’t care at all. It hurts me a little, but it means I still want to be with you. And I also loved another man first. I’m not in a position to say anything.”

The expression on his face is surprisingly calm.
Even though Selena has become a lot more docile lately, there are still scenes in my head where she gets annoyed when she feels uncomfortable.

However, not now.

“Still, I’m a bit surprised that the other person is Miss Michelle.”

Rather, he was even smiling at me so that I wouldn’t feel sorry for him.

“…”

Take a moment to be surprised by the unexpected appearance.
He opened his mouth again to get the point out.

“I brought up Michelle for another reason.”
“Which….”

The smile that cared for me faded from her lips.
I was somehow reluctant to look at those trembling eyes again, so I said while looking at her on the ground.

“A novel featuring Lian…. The person who wrote it was Michelle. And Lian was written with Michelle thinking of me.”
“…Yes?”

Selena’s feet, who were walking side by side, stopped.
Realizing her belatedly, I looked back at her, and she was staring at me.

Then she came to her senses and asked.

“What do you mean? Why are you playing such a prank all of a sudden…”
“I’m not kidding.”
“Th-but I’m not fooled. There’s no way something like that could happen…”
“Did you send Michelle a message of her support?”
“Yes?”

Surprised, her face went white as I explained the content of her sponsorship message.

“Nonsense… So is Lian really you?”
“Yeah. So you don’t have to feel too guilty for choosing me.”
“Well, if that’s the case, then you know that from the beginning and imitate Lian in front of me…. But if Lian made it after seeing you, it’s not like he imitated… Since when did I…. It was a different person, or did I just think so?”

Her words flowed incessantly from her mouth in confusion.

Revealing the truth was just to get rid of the guilt, so this was not the result I was hoping for.

“Selena.”
“Mi, I’m sorry. My head is too complicated… Can you give me a moment to think? I want to be alone.”

I want to make it understandable here, but Selena’s attitude is quite adamant, so I think I’ll have to step back.

“…Okay. If things get messy, you can go see Michelle. He’ll probably tell you in detail.”

She would calm her Selena’s complicated mind.

“Yes, Thanks.”

Selena walking away from me with her quickened steps.
I just watched her without holding on to her.

I don’t know if it was before, but if it’s her now, it’s just that she’s so confused, it won’t change her feelings for me.

… When Selena calms down, Rihanna will be sorted out.

Before I knew it, her figure from behind became so small that it was hard to keep up with, and only then did I slowly move back to her steps.

Selena came out of her bathroom, rubbing her wet hair with her towel.

Returning after hearing an unbelievable story from Ian a while ago.
It was good enough to wash off the sweat from her body, but her expression was hardened.

‘Lian was Ian… ?’

Starting with that question, all kinds of questions began to bite the tail.

Even when she first fell in love with Lian’s side, did she eventually fall in love with Lian’s side?
Even when she despises him?

Then what about Ian’s past, whom she despised?
Since Lian’s warm personality originally belonged to him, is the inhuman appearance at that time a fake?

Or is Lian’s inhumanity hidden in the novel as well?

I do not know.
What is real and what is fake.
You never know what comes first and what comes last.
No matter how hard I tried to sort out the jumbled thoughts in my head, they were all jumbled up in an instant.

‘I don’t know….’

Said Ian.
No need to feel guilty
True to his words, she couldn’t completely erase the guilt of abandoning Rian.

However, to erase her guilt and end it, the sudden truth she faced was too shocking.

‘My head is so complicated that I think it’s about to break….’

I remember the last words he said to me as I sat at her desk with her head down.

He said that if you visit Miss Michelle, you will be able to hear more about it.

Hurrying up to her bed, she picked up her smartphone, which she had placed next to her pillow.

The next afternoon, which is Sunday.

Selena stood on the doorstep of Michelle’s house.

I wanted to come right away yesterday, but I couldn’t because my body was tired and it was not polite to visit suddenly.

“Selena, are you here? Come on in.”

When she sees the teacher’s brightly welcoming face, her feelings become more complicated.
But she went in unnoticed, and she sat with the teacher at her table.

“I heard from Ian. He said he’s a fan of my novels? I also learned about the relationship between Ian and I.”

For reference, Michelle still didn’t know about Ian’s relationship with Selena, and Selena vaguely guessed that fact.

If she knew, she wouldn’t be so welcoming to the person who seduced her own lover.

“…Yes.”
“I never dreamed that the person who sponsored me back then was Selena. Thank you so much. So what do you want to hear?”

Selena, hesitant, summoned her courage and asked.

“Rian… Is this the person you created with Ian in mind?”
“Yeah, that’s right. The reason why I started using Hautsa was because I wanted to show off Ian’s good qualities to others.”
“Ah….”

The answer came back without a second’s hesitation.
Selena, on the other hand, hesitated again before opening her mouth.

“Then, all of Lian’s personality comes from that man…”
“That’s right. I thought of the lines, but I took all of Lian’s kind and gentle personality from Ian.”
“Okay….”

After a brief reply, he gets lost in her thoughts and shuts her up.

“Why?”
“Joe, I can’t believe it. Lian genuinely loves her partner and tries to protect her body. I don’t think Ian will do that…”
“Ah. That part couldn’t be helped because the novel is for all ages.”

Selena asked with her wide eyes.

“So you’re saying that if it was a coming-of-age novel, Rihanna would have done that with Nicole?”
“Yes. He will probably love you kindly sometimes, and sometimes manly and powerfully. Ian is like that.”

Michelle smiles slightly, perhaps embarrassed.

“It’s a bit embarrassing to say this to a student.”
“Well, then… In case Lian bothers Nicole…”
“She’ll never draw. Ian never hurts anyone.”
“Ah….”
“If you have any questions, ask more. I’ll tell you.”
“No… I think I’m fine now.”

As Selena got up from her seat, Michelle followed suit.

“You want to go already? You can stay longer.”
“Oh, no. I have work… I’m sorry for coming to you on a holiday. I’m enjoying the novel, so please take good care of me in the future. That’s it, then.”

Leaving her teacher’s house in haste, she moved her feet to her troubled face.

‘Really, Ian was Lian… !’

The man I thought was so ideal that he didn’t exist in reality was actually close by.
Realizing that fact, my beating heart won’t subside.

However, the confusion in her head was not completely cleared.

‘Then what he did….’

I do not know.
The teacher said that Ian was never that kind of person, but in the past he was clearly coercive and threatening.

However, the warm and friendly appearance now is also clearly genuine.

‘I don’t know….’

The mansion arrived without clearing up his mind.
Her eyes widened as she passed the long hallway.
Because of Ian standing in front of the door.

“Selena.”
“…”
“Did you meet Michelle?”
“…Yes.”
“I see. I came because I was worried.”

Then she hugged him affectionately, but she hurriedly pushed him away as her heart felt like it would explode.

“Mi, I’m sorry. You’ll be fine with a little rest, so don’t worry too much.”
“Okay. Call me when you feel better. I’ll wait.”
“…Okay.”

Alone again, Selena threw herself on her bed without even changing her clothes.
Even when I buried her face in her pillow and covered her ears, her loud heartbeat was still there.

‘Lian Ian….’

Scenes from countless novels stored in my head.
All of Lian’s appearances begin to be replaced by Ian.

When the main couple share the same bed for the first time, pure Lian protects the other’s body.

But not anymore.
It is Ian, not Lian, who is in bed, and he loves his partner faithfully to his feelings.
Sometimes affectionately, sometimes roughly, they give the other person unforgettable pleasure.

Scene of romantic camping at school in the middle of the night.
That scene, too, was completely changed in Selena’s head.
Because actually she and her Ian made love at school all last night.

“Haha….”

When I think of that time, my whole body heats up quickly.
Before you know it, your left hand grabs your chest instead of your beating heart, and your right hand is groping for your panties.

“Ah….”

Her pubic area became full just by recalling the warmth of his embrace at the door.
Tired of touching her clothes, I undid my top and slipped my hands into her panties.

“Ian, Ian…!”

Recalling the sensation of his cock moving in and out, it tortures the clitoris.
It fell short compared to a real cock, but his body became so sensitive I couldn’t stop it.

In an instant, things from the past came to mind.
The rough appearance of Ian who forcibly raped and humiliated her.

While coming here, she wondered if the figure was real or fake, but it didn’t make any sense now that her head was full of Ian.
On the contrary, the body that remembered the pleasure at that time was getting hotter.

“Haaang, haha… Put the cock in me… Make it rough like back then!”

She can’t stop her hands begging her Ian who can’t hear her.

While comforting himself so painfully, he climaxed by bouncing her back.

“Hasssss.S.??

I’m sure it feels good, but the heat in my lower stomach doesn’t cool down at all.
Eventually, her trembling hands moved again in pursuit of the pleasure from earlier.

“Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha…”

After soaking her bed sheets for two hours, Selena’s masturbation stopped.
Because she has to tidy up her room before Dania brings dinner to her room.

But her mind was still full of her thoughts about Ian.

“Ian…”

She wants to be between him and she is in love.
It already is, but she wants to be irreplaceable more than that.
I want to be honest with each other and love each other sincerely.

At that moment, an important fact came to mind.

She is not honest with Ian.
She loves him with all her heart, but there are still lies left in her that she hasn’t revealed to him.

The fact that the reason she approached him in the first place was to catch and cast out his weakness.

She was, in fact, already feeling guilty about it from the time her crush on Ian grew.
But she was happy when he was kind to him, so she tried to look away and enjoy the happiness.

But no more.
She must tell her truth and be forgiven so that his heart that loves her with all her heart does not become shabby.

‘Okay…. If it’s Ian. He will surely forgive you. Because it’s kinder than anyone else. Are you okay. It will be fine.’

Having made her decision, she braced herself and clenched her fists.

XX to Survive in the Academy

XX to Survive in the Academy

아카데미에서 살아남기 위해 XX한다
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Status: Completed Type: Author: , Released: 2021 Native Language: Korean
Because of my ex-girlfriend, I got stuck in a game the company was making. It is also a cursed character full of death foreshadowing.

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