Chapter 266 – Longing
“…You’re being careless.”
After Taeho’s girlfriend returns.
Four months passed.
October already. The chilly air tickles the lungs. Fallen leaves were sticking to the sidewalk block. Maybe it was because it rained yesterday, so the stale air frowns.
“…”
We are.
Are holding on
‘I’ve seen this… I’ve already seen it… Ah, it’s been a while since I saw this… It’s been a while…
A half-dead person and a messy room.
I was confined to bed, sorting through the images in my head. Dad was worried many times, but that was only once. Because you noticed why I was doing this.
Still, thanks to my dad, I was able to hold on.
Since I was virtually in a ‘lost love’, the only one who helped me dying helplessly every time was my dad. That’s why I don’t make a weak face in front of my dad. Because that is the only filial piety you can give to your father. The only time I get back to normal is the occasional text message from Taeho.
‘Ah… I need to tidy up the room…’
Looks like I’ll have to clean it up once in a while. Except for the stuff that smells like Taeho, I have to throw it all away.
“…”
But.
Everything has to do with Taeho.
There is no way you can throw it away
“Ugh…”
The magic stone held tightly in his arms trembled.
This is the magic stone Taeho gave me when I went to Gyeongpo Beach to play. Holding it tightly in my arms, I was now… Holding on. Perhaps because it was a gift from the person he loved the most, warmth remained even in the infinitely cold.
“Whoops… Whoops…”
Taeho is my everything.
It was decided that way from the beginning. Because I decided to dedicate my all to Taeho. The love that had been rekindled many times while he was gone had entered the stage of fanaticism. It is now a cliché to say that nothing but Taeho can be seen.
Smart.
“Uh, uh…?”
Just as I was about to fall into delusion, I heard a knock on the door and my shoulders trembled.
“I’ll go in.”
“…”
Han Ye-rin enters the messy room.
“Here, this month’s portion. How is it, have you finished salting?”
“Uh, uh…”
Han Ye-rin sighs briefly and puts her box on her desk. A box that I received several times, once a month. It was the ‘last line to not go crazy’ with photos of Taeho, body parts, and smells.
Following Han Ye-rin’s words, I am now ‘chasing’ Tae-ho.
“Here…”
“Thank you.”
He gives Han Ye-rin a crystal ball.
Simply filming had limitations as a video work. Like the probe made by Null, the method of ‘inflammation’ by floating the concentrated magical energy near the target was adopted as the most realistic way to replicate the current object.
Using this method, touch, smell, and sound can all be stored. The video I’m handing to Han Ye-rin right now… Is Tae-ho’s ‘Masturbation Video’. It’s disgusting to even think about it, but this one worked the best.
The dyed crystal ball is delivered to each provisional alliance.
Desperate not to go crazy.
Tenacity to be loved.
Longing to love.
A clump of desire, in which everything is clumped together, leaves my hand.
“You must have heard from me, but I’ll say it again just in case.”
“…”
“I’m being careless. I don’t even know what kind of situation I’m in, I’m just ‘relieving’ that I have a boyfriend next to me.”
Han Ye-rin brings one of her chairs and sits in front of me.
“On the contrary, the owner seems to be nervous. He masturbated more than 10 times this week alone, as if his desires were building up. That’s a good sign, isn’t it?”
“…You know. So? So what are you going to do?”
“Now is your chance.”
Eyes meet.
“Please come closer. Master.”
“Yes…?”
Would you drop it right away?
“I won’t throw you away. Masters are quite crowded right now. I was honestly surprised. My frustration must have piled up to the limit, but you’re holding on with only ‘love’…”
It was literally.
Until now, Taeho had never had an affair. Even though there were girls like Han Ye-rin and me right next to me, I didn’t even try. Even though I’ve overlapped my body several times before without a break, even though I can do it right away by just stretching out my hand…
Did not do it.
That’s how much you love Yoo Seo-ha. I can’t possibly commit adultery in front of my girlfriend. I don’t know how many times she felt jealous when she saw it.
‘It’s not me… I have more girlfriends…’
Good night.
As if to prove that fact, she poured tears onto the bed again and again. Like a fleeting dream, it felt like it was nothing more than sex… I wish that love was mine… I really, really, really really really hated it.
I hated Yoo Seo-ha.
But, is this an opportunity?
“Of course I’m not going to have sex. I can’t even guess how many defense mechanisms my master has… Don’t even try seduction. It’s counterproductive.”
“Then, what are you doing…?”
“You have to poke your ‘weak spot’, you already know that ‘you can pay for it whenever you want’… So what do you do? You have to tell me ‘what kind of woman’ is paying for it.”
“But…”
“Yes?”
“Why is it me…? There are a lot of other guys…”
“Are you asking because you really don’t know? Seriously, if you brag like that…”
Han Ye-rin makes a genuinely displeased expression.
No why…
“You are the closest person to Master.”
“…Yes?”
At that point.
My heart is pounding. She is careless, her cheeks are dyed red by her incoming blow.
“It’s really annoying to show off while taking all the good relationships? It’s a little offended, so don’t pretend you don’t know…! I even have a vulva, but I’m only treated as a slave, let alone a friend.”
The next chairman of Null, a mega corporation that controls the entire Old World, claims to be a slave and points a finger at me.
“Slave… Well, it’s not bad… But it’s not as bad as you. Still.”
Han Ye-rin says she’s okay, and she pats my shoulder with a reassuring look on her face. She was a relief, not a joke.
“…It’s getting closer to a ‘trap’.”
Han Ye-rin looks at me with a rather serious expression.
“This is ‘feed’. It looks very tasty too.”
It is a bait that will lead the situation to our side.
If you smell it lightly, at some point you can’t stand it and fall over.
“Let’s see how far love goes. In the end, we’ll be the ones who win.”
If you touch it, it runs away.
Then… The only way left is to lure.
Let us make our own choices, let them recognize that we are in the choices. Let us know that we are ‘always ready’. I’ll be the bait and make you realize.
That we are always by your side
The truth is that you want us.
“If we go on like this…”
Who is chosen at the end.
We will be
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Three months have passed since my girlfriend came back. The sky in October was high and blue like autumn.
“…”
Some extent…
Somehow I got used to holding out. The fact that they were pushed to their limits was the same, but they said they get used to the pain over and over again. I was driving away my sexual desire purely with one ‘love’.
My desire for a girlfriend was that strong.
Because I drove out Han Ye-rin, and despite all kinds of reverse rape and adulterous sex, I only thought of my girlfriend and endured it. To me, my girlfriend meant that much.
“…”
Shit.
When I think of reverse rape, my anger rises again. Thinking back, it was crazy. Although, later on, I took the ‘lead’…
“Whoa…”
When the thought reaches that point, the sexual desire begins to creep up again. The breath that was calm like a lake becomes rough like waves. I couldn’t get an erection like an idiot in a school class after a long time. Thinking of his girlfriend inside, he calms down his rising cock.
“…”
Thinking of your girlfriend and getting her erection down.
I’m not crazy either. As I meditate on that thought, someone next to me taps my shoulder.
“…Tae-ho.”
Stand up
With a small body like a child, he doesn’t even have the slightest flair, but his cock, which was naturally submerged, wriggles. Just being next to him was very exciting.
“…”
Had to get out As I try to stand up, Seol-ah grabs my wrist.
“…Why.”
“It’s nothing… I just wanted to see you… You’ve been avoiding me a lot lately.”
“…”
Seol-ah didn’t come any closer. As the strength in her wrists that were holding her loosened, Seol-ah stepped back slightly. I feel a little pity for that figure… I don’t know, her body sits on the bench.
“Hey, I know your girlfriend’s back… I’ve heard all, all.”
Seol-ah muttered in a crawling voice. It’s a voice that normally she would have missed, but this time she hears it clearly.
“I know that Taeho’s girlfriend told me to do that… You shouldn’t get involved in a relationship, but still… Tae, Taeho…”
“…”
“We… Woah, we used to be friends…”
A voice as small as her height is eaten up by even smaller cries. Seol-ah, who held my hand tightly, looked up at me. Coincidentally, the bench I was sitting on was the same bench I first met Seol-ah.
“In the middle… I don’t know what happened… Maybe, Taeho’s girlfriend is more important to us than we are… Hey, he doesn’t want to lose his girlfriend… He just does what his girlfriend tells him to do…?”
It’s not a ‘witch’ that is completely different from when I first met, who is stirring up the campus with my way. Just, she came to me as ‘Han Seol-ah’ and poured out the words she couldn’t say until now like tears.
That moment.
Flinch
The heart responds
Why… I don’t know. It was the second time I saw Seol-ah’s ‘weak side’, so I couldn’t stand her heart trembling. Seol-ah was crying in front of me. It’s the first time since then.
“Tae-ho… Please, please…”
In the classroom after school, when she first let me know that she was a monster. There was an unfortunate accident in the middle of which I was suddenly eaten, but the shock I had was significant enough to cover it up. It was happening again now.
My hands tremble at the heart that becomes weak like an idiot.
“We are still… ‘Friends’…”
Seol-ah, who held her trembling hand tightly, looked up at me with teary eyes. Seeing that scene… This time, my heart beats in a different way.
To put the word “The best wizard in the world” To shame, my heart beats at the sight of me becoming infinitely weaker. You can do whatever you want. That fact sticks in my brain like lightning.
Dangerous emotions overflow from the extremity of the chest in a fragile figure like a young small animal. It wasn’t as sexually stimulating as Han Ye-rin’s, but a different ‘sense of immorality’ plagued my expression.
My girlfriend doesn’t make that face.
“When we come back…As friends-“
“No.”
Still.
My heart was firm.
“Ahhh…”
Get up right off the bench. Seriously, seriously, it was dangerous. As I calm my rapidly pounding heart, Seol-ah looks up at me with weak eyes. There, she feels a little guilty.
“…Later.”
The tight lips open.
“…Later is fine.”
I’ll wait forever
“Sorry.”
As if running away from Seol-ah, he enters the building. At the last word, my heart boils as if it will explode.
I’ll wait forever
Just like a lost puppy, a word thrown at you in a pitiful way breaks my heart. Neither the chest nor the lower body was insane. The ties that were cut off like a thread entangled me.
Then, I felt regret.
The reality of having to get away from Seol-ah because of his girlfriend, and from everyone including Seol-ah, is filled with regret that would normally be unimaginable.
“…Are you insane?”
Brushes her hair with her hand No, no. Absolutely not.
…I only have a girlfriend.
Absolutely not.
“Whoa…”
Locked up in an empty classroom, I calm my heart.
No way
Even alittle.
Did not calm down
*
Kim Seok-hyun, who was in charge of Han Ye-rin’s ‘external boyfriend’, received an order.
[Terrify enough so that you don’t die.]
He shook his shoulders at the cold and insipid tone he could never imagine being a boyfriend.
Not with fear, but with joy.
“Ha ha… Ha… Ah, okay.”
[Hang up.]
Hee hee
“Wait a minute… Just look at this…”
Kim Seok-hyun, who was happy about being ignored, suddenly pulls down his pants.
*
Work suddenly increased.
After (forcibly) inheriting his father’s industry, the number of orders received gradually increased, and at some point doubled.
After forming an alliance with the ‘Mulsan Group’, special situations that are difficult to judge as a professional manager continue to increase… The time to meet with the boyfriend gradually began to decrease. Without exaggeration, the situation in which I could survive only by using my skills for 10 minutes continued like a train.
‘I want to see Taeho.’
Hi-Hi.
Still, I was able to hold on as long as I thought of my boyfriend. Taeho is basically a mugwort, and there is nothing to worry about in the first place. The ‘security’ I had was that obvious.
Because Tae-ho is single-minded.
“Oh.”
Have to work
Once that case is over, it will be able to spread its spirit in East Asia as well. Then you will be able to easily defeat the approaching women in the name of ‘power’. It was insufficient for now. A little more, a little more power. The lust for power pierces the heart.
‘Since I’m graduating soon…’
After graduating in February, six months later… I’m going to have a wedding right away. Wearing a veil and throwing a bouquet at a wedding hall…
“Yes.”
Calm down rapidly reddening cheeks and sit down.
Gotta work!
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It’s been 8 months since her girlfriend came back.
In the blink of an eye, 2021 years have passed and the new year has been bright just 2 months. After she returned home with her girlfriend after graduation, they overlapped their bodies for the first time in a long time.
‘It’s been a while’ I overlapped my body.
Maybe it’s because I’ve been busy with companies these days, but since four months ago, the time we met has decreased considerably. Even so, as the chairman, I take breaks as often as possible, but I couldn’t stick around all day like I used to.
Hehe…Hehe…♡”
She overlaps her body a couple of times, and the exhausted girlfriend collapses and slams her face into her bed. Her hot breath fills her bedroom.
“…Seoha.”
“Hmm…?♡ Why…♡”
“Can I do it one more time?”
“Uhhhhh”
Seol-ah rocks her from side to side with her head tucked into her pillow. I mean, she doesn’t like it. Even if I make a sad expression, he doesn’t even react as if he’s already lost.
“I, tomorrow… Have to go to work…”
“…”
“But…♡ Before I leave, I’ll give you a blowjob…”
Sorry.
After saying that, the girl closes her eyes. Silence comes to the bedroom where only the sound of breathing is left.
“…”
Okay.
…Seems like a lot of work.
It… Can’t be helped. If I were in the same position, I would have reacted the same way. In the end, this is also for me… I can’t help it. Even if you know you can’t help it also…
It was lacking.
“…”
She grabs her hand and shakes her still unerring cock. Today… Yes, it’s doubled. It was very cheap for this. However, it was still lacking.
So that her sleeping Seoha would not be uncomfortable.
She sits astride the bed and masturbates on her. At that time, another woman keeps popping up in her head. Thoughts that haunt me like scars excite me on the contrary.
“…”
At times like that, the conversation from 4 months ago is still vague.
‘I’ll wait forever.’
My heart is beating so hard that it hurts. A thumping heart pumps blood to the lower half of the body. Semen spurts out of the cock that was shaking hard with clenched teeth. Pouring white turbidity stains the bedroom floor.
“Haha…”
Shaking her head, she relieves disloyal thoughts. Let’s not forget, soon we will get married. We’re getting married in the next six months, what?
I want to meet you?
Me, never
Never.
It is impossible.
How the hell did you meet your girlfriend and then think of betraying her right away? You’re insane. Banging her on the head with her fist, trying to get her out of her thoughts. It took a while for my mind to return to normal.
“Whoa…”
I brushed her clear hair up again. Unlike my girlfriend who was drenched in sweat, my body was dry. She sighs, cleans up the semen on the floor with the artifact, and lies down next to her girlfriend.
“…”
Suddenly.
Longing comes
This isn’t what I wanted, but when thoughts like this start to bite after tail, my head gets dizzy again.
This isn’t it.
This…
It’s not.
It took more time to relieve the longing.
