“Watching a movie and eating a meal, creating a light atmosphere. When I hear the word ‘break’, I pretend to be walking in the park and go to the zoo because I feel bloated inside. Then… … .”
As he endured the tingling sensation in his hand holding the phone, he came while he was muttering like magic about a plan he had simulated in his head nonstop since last night.
“hello.”
“You are late.”
“Yes?”
The man who didn’t even know what he was doing wrong and uttered a stupid voice looked really pathetic.
Not only is he not handsome, but his personality is such a thing. He must have never been in a relationship like that.
“It’s just on time right now.”
“So what? You must be at least 10 minutes early to your appointment. You don’t even know that each of those things determines your impression. Imagine if Seol-ha unnie came first. Don’t you feel sad when you think, ‘Oh, this person doesn’t really look forward to playing with me.’”
“No, why is the sublingual story all of a sudden here?”
Do you think I’m hiding it well from others? It’s really amazing.
“Your sister’s story is just an example, and in any case, it’s the minimum courtesy to the people you meet. Even if that’s not the case, I’m telling you to come out first, because you might be late because you’re caught up in an unintended incident. Really, this is the basic of the basics.”
“… … I will keep that in mind.”
He took a small notebook out of his pocket and began to meticulously write down what I had said.
“No, you just have to put it in your head and say it’s like that. Do you have to write it down every time?”
“If you don’t do this, you might make a mistake again.”
“It’s noisy, and from now on, it’s forbidden to take out that notebook in front of people’s faces. Because it looks so weird.”
When the notebook was taken, the man looked like a child whose toys had been taken away.
“The clothes… … Well, it’s all right. You’ll always wear it like that, okay?”
“thank you.”
It didn’t bother me too much, but I thought it would be better if I styled it according to my sister’s taste.
“Is that over?”
“yes?”
“Isn’t it common sense to tell someone something when they come dressed up?”
Actually, it would be disgusting to say such a thing between friends, but if you don’t say it like this, you’re the one who won’t give a single compliment to that person or your sister.
“Ahh. Yes, the cardigan is great. I think it’s because it’s ivory, it has a fall feel, and when it’s combined with denim pants, it’s rough and dignified, so I think it fits well with Ga-ryeon-san’s image.”
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear it, so don’t overdo it with your sister later.”
“Yes.”
He was a very good man with the talent to make people embarrassed.
“Sorry, I’m late!”
So, after arguing with that person for a while, my older sister came.
“Hey, is it very strange? Isn’t it strange? First of all, I did what Ga-ryun told me to do.”
That day, the older sister was glancing at the man like a frightened hamster with her head bowed. I didn’t like that.
“sister!”
“Um, sorry.”
Really. Why are you making excuses for being shy about going out boldly?
“Seolha, the glasses. Didn’t you leave it behind because you came in a hurry?”
“Oh, it’s okay. I have lenses No, do you feel a little tired of wearing glasses every day? Mmm, the hair is the same. I don’t mean to be fancy.”
The man was looking at her with a very perplexed expression. It was because if the mouth was still open, the saliva would flow out one after the other.
I understand. It’s crazy to see that my older sister, who used to wear only her ass hair, dongle glasses, and black sweatshirts, became a different person overnight.
In any case, it was worthwhile to hold onto someone who didn’t like it and decorate it.
“Hey, why aren’t you talking… … ? uh, is that weird too? Is it better than before?”
The man opened his mouth as if he came to his senses only after he stabbed me in the side.
“No no no. great. Very good.”
“I don’t have to lie.”
“It’s not a lie. The dress and the jacket over it go really well together. There—”
She started pouring out disgusting compliments like a quick-fire gun towards her older sister, who licked her lips while holding on to her skirt with a sullen expression. I told you not to do that!
“Hey, that’s it… … . Okay, so stop.”
However, my sister liked it so much that I decided to just leave it alone.
“It’s okay, let’s go. Before entering, what goods… … ? I think I need to exchange my license too. Then the movie will start.”
“Oh right!”
I regret speaking up. Even if it’s awkward, the two men and women who were emitting a pink air stream suddenly turn their eyes as soon as the story of the movie comes out and run towards the ticket office.
Well, it was cute because they were two people.
“So, is that what it means? He is the main character who hated his father to death, but he said that he would eventually walk the same path.”
“I thought I would have turned myself in the next scene.”
“is it? But then the double lines that came out before that… … .”
It’s not like you do that until you come to eat. Also in a restaurant with a calm atmosphere.
The couple sitting next to me opened their ax eyes and looked at me, I’m sorry, because I thought I was going to die.
“Then I should have eaten too, shall I dig it up soon?”
“Yeah, I feel like I want to think calmly at home today.”
“Yeah, I’m also looking at the community and trying to sort things out.”
And when the words ‘Let’s break it’ came out of my sister’s mouth, I was really amazed. What is it that makes you look so proud of something you haven’t done?
Besides, that man, even if he somehow wants to stay longer, is not enough, so what? Think calmly?
Because of this, it must have been that I couldn’t subtract a single true intensity for more than half a year.
I grabbed their arms as they were walking towards the subway station and decided to walk to a nearby park.
“Unnie, why are you calling someone and trying to finish it your way? I’m still bored I canceled all my appointments to come here.”
“Go, sweetheart. Listen to me.”
Embarrassed, the older sister whispered into my ear for several odd reasons, but I didn’t listen.
After that, I planned to force them to stick together by walking around the park and taking pictures together at the zoo.
“I… … Sister, the sun must have gone down now, so go home soon—”
“okay okay. Just watch Dojin match.”
After committing it, I realized that I was not a person who enjoyed outdoor activities very much.
On the contrary, it was a sticker photo for my sister who started the engine from the middle, so I was dragged around because it was a shooting range, and I almost died.
It was supposed to be so much fun, so why did it stand still?
“Hey, Dojin really can’t shoot you. Oh, I missed it again.”
“Be quiet, please. It’s because I can’t concentrate.”
“Don’t make excuses and get it right. go home a little No, you’re going to have to go to the army next year, don’t you? Yes, what are you going to do with it?”
“… … Me, Garyun? I know it’s a joke, but I hope you don’t cross the line.”
To make matters worse, things started to go in an unexpected direction.
“Okay. Relax your shoulders.”
Why, was it when I grabbed the man’s shoulder and shook him around with the thought of going home, my sister said at that time.
“But you guys don’t know each other’s names?”
“yes?”
“What?”
“No, I’ve been walking that way ever since.”
“that… … that is.”
If you think about it, it’s like that, but it’s a little bit strange to come and call that guy by his first name.
“It’s more convenient to call it that way.”
“Don’t say anything strange and call me by name. After all, we are going to play together.”
“yes? Si, I hate it! Besides, going forward like this, what the hell… … .”
I was going to help out until today and fall naturally.
“yes? You were the one who told me to go like this. At first I thought it would be okay too, but it turned out to be a lot of fun. Dojin, were you having fun too?”
“Yeah, what… … .”
It wasn’t fun with me, it must have been fun with my sister! Because of my sister’s military affiliation like Suk-maek, I’ve never been together for this long before!
“Oh, my sister. I. That’s right, because you want to see him hit the target.”
“Ah, it’s over now, so hurry up. Come on, let’s call each other names.”
I got excited about the topic that I was embarrassed to say before… … !
In fact, my sister had the style of running recklessly without even thinking about the surrounding environment once the fire caught on, even if it was strangely pulled out. So he became friends with me.
“Dojin, you too.”
But even in a male-female relationship, that’s not the case. It may look cute once or twice, but it’s good to hear that you get tired of doing it over and over again.
“… … Mr. Garyun.”
Look, that guy is also confused. Guess who’s not Mosol? Because you have a talent for making the atmosphere cheap.
I was worried about such an older sister, so I couldn’t leave her alone. I had no choice but to revise my plan.
“Okay, just call me Garyun. I hate to hear respect from people who are older than me because it makes me feel old.”
“Still, that’s a bit.”
“Ah, I’m going to be bothered until I do it because my sister is triggered now, so let’s do it cheaply and finish it.”
But that didn’t happen.
“Go, dear, ah.”
“Yes, Dojin-hyung. Are you okay now, sister?”
“No, no, no. What is your brother? I don’t mind.”
“No, sister, please look at me.”
“Call me brother. Don’t be rude.”
Even if my sister was bothering me, I should have resisted, but I guess I didn’t know at the time.
That so many things can change just by changing a person’s name.
“Oh, oh, oh, oh—”
“Come on, it’s not that difficult. Tell me. ‘Dojin’s oppa~’
“… … That’s all for today.”
Now that I think about it, the name ‘that person’ was a psychological barrier that I had put up by myself so that I wouldn’t get any closer to that person.
Then I had to get away somehow. From that person and from my sister.
But when I came to my senses, I had already gotten used to being called oppa and going somewhere together as the three of us.
That’s right, from a certain point on, there was a person who genuinely enjoyed playing with the three of us, putting the cause behind the scenes.
It was refreshing to visit places or things that I had never done before. It was fun to have an oppa who reacts in a silly way every time I do something. And it was nice to see the older sister laughing happily while making fun of her older brother.
As time passed, Dasomi and Minseo came in, and the club room became more and more crowded. I couldn’t sleep because I looked forward to going to school every night.
Oh, I want to stay with these people in the future. The two people I really like are connected, and even after graduating from school, I think it will be very happy if we all get together and play together like this sometimes.
I was just thinking about it all the time.
Yes, I did… … .
Why?
The day I decided to watch a movie in the club room because it was difficult to go anywhere because of the heavy rain.
As soon as class was over, I went into the club room with my feet bouncing around, and in front of me was an older brother who sat on the sofa and slept coolly.
I didn’t bother waking up because I knew that I couldn’t sleep well because of my final assignments a few days ago.
So, while I was sitting a little far away and fiddling with my phone, I suddenly felt a shock on my thigh. It was my brother.
I was a little surprised, but I decided to stay as it was because I was afraid it would break if I moved.
At that moment, a familiar smell ran down my nose.
Come to think of it, these days, we spend most of our time together, so I couldn’t take over. I looked at my brother’s face, feeling a little nostalgic.
Although the atmosphere has changed drastically in the past few months, he still has an ugly and bad mood on his face.
Even when we first met, I never imagined that I would be friends with such a person.
All of a sudden, a playful sense of humor kicked in and he pressed his fingers all over his face with his fingers, but each time he let out a stupid moan and floundered his hands toward the air.
Did you even have a nightmare? No matter how many times I looked at it, it seemed really stupid.
Yeah, that’s really stupid.
And I just bowed my head and put my lips to my brother’s.
“… … ?”
It was impulsive. It was improvised.
It’s what I did, but I couldn’t figure out why I did it myself.
“… … Well.”
My brother’s eyes fluttered open.
“I’m sorry, I closed my eyes for a moment… … . what time is it now? Wasn’t your plan to watch a movie canceled because of me?”
I jumped up and ran out of the club room as if to run away.
“Are you pitiful?”
Soon after, intense vomiting began to creep in.
“Wow.”
I vomited. All, all… … .
The strange touch I feel for the first time in my life, the slight heat that rises up my lips.
It was dizzy. My heart was pounding, and in my head there were floating bright red lips floating around as if seducing me.
“Baby, are you okay? What face.”
When I returned to the club room with my staggering body, my older sister and older brother ran out with worried expressions on their faces.
“Just a little body. Is it because I haven’t been able to sleep lately? haha… … .”
I tried to laugh it off, but every time I look at my sister’s face, somehow, it feels like a sharp blade is stabbing me in the chest… … .
I couldn’t focus. I just fell over.
“Poor!”
I didn’t get hurt thanks to my brother who ran to me and hugged me, but when I was held in his arms, somehow I couldn’t stop the tears flowing down my cheeks.
