94. To solve self-esteem problems, let’s at least install insoles (3)
94. To solve your self-esteem problem, wear insoles (3)
The room of memories we arrived in, guided by Yuri’s hand.
When I arrived there, an exclamation automatically came out of my mouth.
“Not much has changed here.”
“Well, that’s right…”
The interior of the mansion had many changes due to the fire that occurred at that time.
However, the room where Yuri stayed was preserved unchanged.
That means.
“Joe, I think it would have been nice if things had changed a little…”
It meant that it was still in a shabby state.
“It looks like they didn’t even touch it.”
“That’s right…”
The bed is old and unbalanced.
Frayed curtains.
The dust floating in the air tickles your nose.
It didn’t feel like a room fit for people to live in.
“Well, I guess it’s okay because it’s the same as before…”
Yuri said that and walked over to the bed and sat down.
Squeak-
Dust spread into the air along with an uneasy sound.
‘Let me at least do some cleaning.’
My nose was itchy due to the rising dust, so I rubbed my nose with my hand.
Then, Yuri must have thought that the dust she had created was the problem, so she immediately got up from the bed and started apologizing.
“I’m sorry, Damian…! I-I raised dust without thinking… ㅋ, is your nose okay…?”
“No, just like this. There’s no need to apologize that much.”
“Oh, no… I-I’m sorry…! Is it okay…?”
Yuri repeatedly apologized to me and apologized by bending his waist 90 degrees.
It’s not something to apologize for that much.
Does your aptitude go away only when you hear from my mouth that it’s okay?
I answered Yuri, who continued to apologize burdensomely.
“It’s okay. There’s no problem. So stop apologizing, Yuri. I’m okay.”
“Really…? I’m not angry… And my health is fine…?”
“That’s right.”
“Well, that’s a good thing… Phew…”
Yuri is relieved and takes a breath.
Judging from the slight tears in her eyes, she seemed quite embarrassed.
It’s been a long time since I’ve seen her, a chronic sufferer of glass, who is extremely unwilling to harm me.
‘In the end, the actions that were meant to help me always harmed me… ‘
Now I know what she was thinking and why she did that.
Should I say that my heart is actually weakened?
I passed by Yuri, who was apologizing to me, and sat down on the bed.
“The cushioning feeling is the same as before.”
“Oh, that’s right… The bed itself doesn’t seem to have changed much…”
Fussuk-
Yuri also saw me sitting down and sat next to me.
Then there was silence for a moment, and then Yuri rested her face on my shoulder.
“Damian, how are you feeling…?”
“Me? I’m the same as usual.”
“Well, that’s not it… It’s been a while since you came to this room… I wonder how you feel… I want to know what Damian is thinking…”
A desperate tone.
I wiggled my fingers and pondered for a moment before opening my mouth.
“I don’t feel very good.”
“H-why…?!”
Yuri must have been shocked by the answer, and she almost screamed in a fit.
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“B, where it started with me… Did you hate Damian…? That’s right…?”
“…Listen to what people say, Yuri. Don’t misunderstand.”
Chronic paranoia problem.
Yuri always interprets stories in a negative light, so it seemed like he had the worst intentions after hearing my answer.
I said with a short sigh.
“Ha… Yuri, you need to know how to listen to what people say.”
“Oh, I didn’t know… Damian… I’m sorry… No, I’ll try my best…”
Apologies are quick again.
By the way, what I was trying to say is…
“I feel bad when I’m in this room. At that time, I think of you, who was thin because you couldn’t eat and had scars all over your body. That’s why I hate this room.”
“Really…? I rather like it…”
Rather good?
Yuri spoke to me timidly, as if he had a different opinion than me.
“I… I think that was the best time… Damian came to my room in the early morning… Talked to me… And treated my wounds… So I… Wanted to come to this room with Damian… That time. “I remembered the good memories of…”
Those days.
For Yuri, who was always hurt, the best memory was the memory of being with me.
Was it not a room that was painful and poor, but a room that made me happy to be with it?
‘Still, I gave Yuri happiness at that time.’
Thank goodness.
I remember the days you were with me as happy.
Her emotions were new when she said that Yuri, who had been down somewhere, thought so.
Yuri told me that and then stood up as if he was embarrassed.
“Ah, anyway…! It’s a precious space for me… A precious space because I’m with Damian…! Well, I mean Damian…”
Yuri stamped her foot as if she was embarrassed, then peeked into my eyes and said,
“Boo, I have a favor to ask… Can you please…?”
“Please? What are you asking?”
“Well, that’s what I mean… I want Damien to sleep in this room… For the rest of his life…”
Lifetime?
That doesn’t mean…
Yuri seemed to have guessed right, she said with a smile.
“North… Be the head of the Justia family… Damian… Live in the North with me… When I’m with Damian… Even bad places get better… I can endure… That’s right… With me, hey, hey, Let’s get engaged… let’s get married… we’re friends, right…?”
Obsessed eyes.
And then, the steps are coming closer and closer towards me.
‘This is going crazy.’
Yuri suddenly seems to have broken her steering wheel.
She plowed into me like she was a dump truck.
In the form of a sudden confession.
“What do you think Damian…? Don’t you like Damian…? My gift…?”
“Oh, no! Wait, Yuri? Why don’t you stop and talk to me? Isn’t this too sudden?”
I tried to calm her down for a moment by waving her hand to stop her steps.
“There’s also the thing about Nadia I told you about back then! There’s a lot of work to take care of!”
“That’s okay… If you never meet a painter in your life… There’s no need to get engaged…”
“Then the reward for not keeping your promise is death?”
“No…? Damian won’t die…”
“On what basis do you say that-“
“I-I’ll make sure you don’t die… So it’s okay…”
“What do you mean, Yuri?”
“You don’t need to know about Damian…”
Was this originally Yuri’s true color?
The glass bridge moves slowly.
However, he was approaching me with an urgent expression.
The moment I wondered how to get out of this situation.
Yuri carefully opened her mouth and spoke to me.
“Damian… Please stay by my side for the rest of my life… Even though I don’t have anything great… I will still be useful if I have you by my side…”
“Wait a minute, Yuri? Calm down and talk honestly with me-“
“N-don’t abandon me… Just let me stay by your side… Because that’s enough for me…”
Fussuk-
Yuri sat down next to me again and leaned her face against my shoulder again.
But unlike before, the weight was heavy and seemed to be weighing me down.
As if I had fallen into a huge swamp.
I felt like I had to swim to get out of it.
“I’ll give you everything, Damian… I’ve now earned the position of head of the family… So I’ll be useful to Damian…”
***
“That’s crazy.”
Bluebell witnessed a shocking scene.
This is the shocking scene where the gloomy woman confesses to Damien.
“How dare you confess to Damian? You’re crazy. You’re crazy. Just by looking at what you say, you’re a crazy b*tch.”
Tsk tsk-
Bluebell walked down her hallway, clicking her tongue and gossiping about her glass.
I was angry, and curses kept coming out of my mouth.
She was most angry at herself for not being able to enter the place.
“Ssi, why didn’t I do it? What did that b*tch say that scared me? I’m so annoyed.”
Still.
“It’s better than being attacked by a psycho and dying. I can’t die at the hands of a b*tch like that, right? It’s better to be killed by Damian, or die myself in front of Damian.”
I have not reached the stage of depression.
Should we say that it has undergone some degree of rationalization?
“Wow, Bluebell! No matter how much I think about it, I think he’s a genius!”
It was right to see that we had entered the realm of self-praise.
Even then, a slightly uneasy feeling began to sprout within me.
“… No matter how much Damian has a thirst for fame, she won’t get engaged to that b*tch. The person I need to care about right now isn’t that gloomy kid. The person I need to see right now is…”
Verdium Nadia.
It’s just that b*tch.
Bluebell frowned as Nadia’s name popped into her head.
“Are you trying to sign a useless contract… And get engaged to Damien? Absolutely not. Even if I mess up at the engagement ceremony, you won’t see it that way.”
Bluebell walked down the hallway and into her own room, her eyes filled with venom.
Her servant told her to use that room while she was in the North.
Bluebell entered her own room and threw her body towards her bed.
Fussuk-
“Ugh, I’m so annoyed! I’m so annoyed! Why should I worry about that bastard Damian? I’m so mad! I’m so mad!”
Still, Bluebell searches her head hard to find her way.
Meanwhile.
Knock knock-
“What kind of bastard are you?!”
A knocking sound broke her concentration.
Bluebell shouted loudly towards her door, her tone irritated.
“Who are you? Who are you knocking on the door to my room?! Are you Damian? If you are Damian, you will die to me!”
Bluebell says so, but deep down she expects it to be Damian.
Unfortunately, the person who made the knocking sound was not Damian.
-Are you Yuri’s friend?
“You? When did you say I saw you informally?”
-Because I am older, I use informal language.
“Is it okay to speak informally when you’re older? You’re funny.”
-… Justia Irnia. I’m Yuri’s older sister. I’d like to talk to you for a moment. Could you please open the door? FYI, this may be helpful to you too.
After hearing Irnia’s words, Bluebell thought to herself for a moment.
‘Why do you judge that from there?’
Although she didn’t like it.
She was a little curious, so Bluebell opened the door and decided to listen.
“Well, okay. I’ll listen specifically to your story.”
Just like that, the moment I opened the door without any doubts.
“…What, did you bring some idiot with you?”
Isen, who was behind Irnia, rolled her wheelchair and entered her room.
Without hands and legs, he opened his remaining mouth and uttered one word.
“Your parents. That man’s death is all the fault of the Justia family.”
“…What?”
“The cause of death is poisoning. There is only one reason why I am telling you the truth.”
Spread the rumor in social circles.
So that the North has no choice but to go deeper into hiding.
“So that we cannot go any further. So that we can preserve the traditions of the North. Spread the fact that our family poisoned the head of your family. The traditions of the Justia family must be preserved.”
So that the North can never change.
Isen exposed the family’s corruption and revealed the truth so that they could not move forward.
To make the North hide deeper and keep its traditions.
Bluebell’s reaction when she heard about the Justia family’s wealth…
“Get out now.”
“…”
“Because I want to be alone! Get the hell out of here, you bastards!!”
It wasn’t quite good.
Enough that I even forgot to ask why.
Bluebell is now more popular than ever.
“S-ssi… B-You guys were the ones who killed my dad…? Everyone, just get out of here! Just get out of here!”
I wanted to be alone due to depression and anger.
