132. I will die before your eyes (2)
132. I will die before your eyes (2)
Belua’s parents’ house.
Ruina is a countess from a small outskirts.
He rules over a territory of appropriate size, neither too big nor too small.
Perhaps that was why the size of the mansion was not that large.
‘I’ve only seen mansions that are too big.’
Anyway.
On the road to the mansion, a colorful flower field was spread out.
The size of the garden was larger than that of the mansion.
Bluebell said as she looked at the flowers.
“These are flowers that are difficult to grow. “The gardener seems to be taking good care of it.”
“That’s right, there were a lot of flowers at the Period Mansion, right?”
“There were a lot. Even though I hated raising it, I loved looking at it. Pretty things are nice to see just with your eyes, right? For example, jewelry.”
Bluebell loves luxurious items.
I felt like I was a lot more relaxed after seeing the beautiful flowers.
I suddenly thought that the person in the carriage had gone crazy.
“I have to break just one.”
Bluebell smiled and picked a blue flower and placed it in her hand.
As I was just looking at him, he said, hiding the flower behind his back.
“… This is mine. “If you want one, you can pick one too.”
“This is absurd. “I didn’t even think about asking for it?”
“Do you think I will be fooled? “You liar.”
… In my dream, did I do something to break trust?
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I’m being suspected of something I didn’t do.
It’s unfair.
“… Yes, you do everything.”
“Hmph, I’ll do everything even if you don’t say anything.”
Had a childish argument with Bluebell.
I followed the flower garden and reached the gate of the mansion at the end.
When we reached the door, I knocked on the door instead, leaving Bluebell very nervous.
Thump thump-!!
The door of the large mansion vibrated.
One of the servants who heard the sound opened the door from the inside.
He was an old man full of wrinkles, but his eyes had charisma.
He looked at our faces and lowered his head.
“Meet Lady Bluebell. But… “
That too for a moment.
He raised his head and looked at me with cold eyes.
“I can’t have people whose names and faces I don’t know into the mansion. “I’d like to ask who this is.”
Judging by his skillful aura, he is someone who has managed this mansion for a long time.
I was not discouraged and introduced myself confidently.
“Sinclair Damian. “He was Bluebell’s tutor, and he is also acquainted with Bellua.”
The old man stared at me and turned around.
“… “Please come in.”
It wasn’t a very friendly tone.
Bluebell and I followed him inside.
However, I felt like there was something strange about this mansion.
“… Hey, Damian.”
“… Did you notice it too? “More than this mansion-“
“Wow, this mansion is so dirty? It was well managed. “It looks like trash inside.”
“… “
It seems Bluebell hasn’t noticed yet.
I sighed and whispered into Bluebell’s ear.
“That’s not it.”
“Then what is it?”
“Here in the mansion… “
There is not a single woman.
The butler who guides us, the servants who work in the mansion, and the cook who prepares our meals.
They are all men.
I don’t know why they hired only men.
I felt that Ruina’s mansion was somehow uncomfortable.
“It’s probably just because you’re s*xist.”
“… “It’s noisy, Bluebell.”
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“This is the place.”
The old man stopped in front of a tightly closed door.
Then he looked at us with a creepy expression.
“Before entering the room. “There is something to be careful about.”
Like a zoo trainer giving a warning in front of a wild animal corner.
“First, Lady Belua is not in good condition right now. He is much less healthy in mind than in body.”
Bluebell calmly asked back.
“So?”
“I recommend that you do not stimulate it. “It’s no different from torturing someone who won’t live long.”
“That’s my heart. If I want to bother you, I will bother you. “Don’t give orders.”
“This is not an order, but a recommendation, Miss Bluebell.”
“Tch.”
Bluebell clicked her tongue and pulled my arm.
“Damian, that old man looks like you. “You only say things that make you feel bad.”
“I don’t know why I feel bad when I say it’s true.”
“You decided it was the right thing to say. What are you doing to decide that? “It’s annoying.”
Even though unexpected behavior was prevented, the crooked personality still remains.
I patted Bluebell’s head lightly and asked the old man.
“Ahh!”
“What is the second one?”
“Believing Lady Velua’s words. Of course, you can just trust it from the front and completely forget about it from the back. “I hope to show mercy to people who don’t have much time left to live.”
Are you saying that you should answer ‘I understand’ to your relatives’ nagging, but in your heart you should think, ‘Why me?’
This butler wasn’t just imposing ridiculous conditions.
Rather, the warmth of thinking about Belua is also visible.
As if this is not the first time this has happened.
“The third is… “
“Si, how long do you plan on talking about this!”
“This only applies to Lady Bluebell.”
“Me?”
The old man looked straight into her bluebell’s eyes and spoke only to her.
“I hope you don’t become like Lady Velua. “This is simply my wish.”
“W-what…?” Suddenly I cringe… “
“Now my role is over. You are welcome to come in. Thank you for coming.”
After saying that, the old man bowed his head and disappeared down the hallway.
What on earth is that person?
Bluebell glared at him and spoke.
“What is that person? “You just make strange noises.”
“It wasn’t such a strange sound. “I know what you meant.”
“Yeah, I hope you’re smart.”
Bluebell sarcastically thinks that he was the only one who did not understand.
Still, as we were having this small conversation, he didn’t seem nervous at all.
I put my hand on his handle and asked Bluebell.
“Are you ready?”
“… “Oh, that’s enough.”
“I’m going.”
Kkiik-
The door opened, and a large bed was visible inside.
A blue-haired woman lying helplessly in bed.
Bluebell’s mother, Bellua.
She closed her eyes and opened her dry lips.
“Call you guys… Waiting… There was… “
Contrary to the content I was wary of, the voice was kind.
Bluebell must have been embarrassed as well, her eyes widened and she stopped walking.
I held Bluebell’s hand, who didn’t know what to do, and headed inside.
“It’s been a while, Belua.”
“Okay… Cough… Sinclair Damien… Born with a strange fate… Human… It’s been a while… Cough… !”
Belua seemed to have difficulty even speaking, and vomited a handful of her blood.
“Uh, uh… !”
“Stay still. I’ll do it.”
I sat Bluebell in her chair and wiped her belle’s mouth with a towel.
Even though Bellua is her mother, she is the one who hates Bluebell.
She might do something to Bluebell if she got close, so I had to get close to her.
“That personality… really… You’re thorough… “
“It’s like that. “More than that, what happened to that body?”
Definitely the last time I saw it.
I was mentally unstable, but my body collapsed in an instant.
Bellua struggled to raise her body, and she looked at Bluebell and answered.
“Because my mind is not healthy… The body is just not healthy… Just as a healthy mind resides in a healthy body… I just took the opposite path… “
They’re all that b*tch.
The child I gave birth to.
Because of Bluebell.
Bluebell’s body trembled at Belua’s next words.
“Ssi, sir. “Why is it my fault?”
“hehehe… No matter how much you deny it… That’s true… Because of you… “Because my husband died.”
“The reason my father died was because those bastards poisoned Justia-“
“No, it’s because of you…” Cough… ! It’s all because you were born… That’s how it happened… Ah… “
If only you had never been born.
It would not have been decided for that kind of future.
“I should have died in my stomach…” “
The words are too harsh.
It’s too much.
I walked up to Bluebell’s side and warmly held her shocked hand.
Only then did Bluebell’s excitement subside.
“You’re speaking too harshly, Belua.”
“It’s bad, but what can you do…?” ? It’s all true… Cough… “
“Why is that true in the first place?”
What is the relationship between Bluebell’s birth and Irten’s death?
From the beginning, Belua was jealous of her own daughter.
Because that much of her affection for herself has disappeared.
No matter how you looked at Belua’s words, they were full of contradictions.
But…
“If you really think it’s not true… Listen to my story and you will find out… “
“What kind of point is that-“
Belua’s next words.
“The power of the family that comes only to the women of the Ruina family… Because that… I could tell… “
He hit my head hard.
“Irten… A happy future with my husband… Bluebell The fact that things changed because of that b*tch… “
“… “
“If only you weren’t there… My husband is not dead… !! The future has not changed… !! Cough!”
And.
“You too… You will have the same future as me… You saw it too, Bluebell… ? That man you love… The fact that you die… “
That’s not a dream, it’s reality.
What Bluebell worried about me.
“You too are walking the same path as me… “
“Shut up-!!”
It didn’t seem like something I could just ignore.
