Chapter 33 – Pathology
Time passed quickly.
Violetta was spending more and more days sitting blankly.
She was free to go outside, but when she got out the door, she didn’t know where to go.
Even when she went outside, her sanctuary was nowhere to be found. She’s just full of people. This was not very pleasant for her, who had recently started suffering from mild social avoidance.
“…….”
Violetta crouched down like her chrysalis and buried her face in her lap. Like her prenatal days when she was completely isolated from the outside world.
When she took this posture, she would feel at ease without limits. She is in a position that makes it very easy to escape from reality.
Mimicking her fetal position makes her feel as if she has returned to her childhood.
A time when the red jin of the world did not ask. A time when it was pure and pure. A time when she could live without any worries. All she wanted was to regress back to those days. If she could, she would go back to before she met him.
Suddenly, a mirror hanging on the wall caught her eye.
She didn’t like it
It seemed that the reality she was running away from was reflected in that mirror.
For my own comfort, it seems that my heartless heart that could sell even my close friends is reflected through the mirror.
‘I must have told Clara to put away the mirror.’
Now the lady-in-waiting I’ve been with since I was little seems to be treating me like an idiot. Violetta scratched her head with a cynical attitude.
Violetta buried her face deeper into her lap.
That day, curled up in her bed, she didn’t move a single step. Except when she eats.
***
When she went outside anyway, the limits were clear. The only place she was allowed to move around was inside the imperial palace. It is impossible to take a single step outside of that. It’s only that the scope has expanded a little, but it’s still the same as being incarcerated.
The situation in which she had to freely accept and accept only such things freely made Violetta go beyond misery and even feel a sense of shame.
All the more, that limited freedom was obtained by selling her friend.
It was only natural that she did not want to go out.
However, it wasn’t always like that either.
Very occasionally, there were times when I wanted to leave this disgusting and closed space.
Mostly when Viola was sitting in her seat and masturbating hard.
“Ahh, heh, uh, ah…….”
Violetta stared blankly at the epicenter of her moans.
Every time the viola played with her fingers, a flurry of unwanted pleasure kept creeping up from underneath her. It’s a bad feeling.
I don’t know if her hand technique has improved or if her body has become more sensitive, but lately, whenever Viola masturbated, her body became strangely hot, which made me feel worse.
“Huh…… !”
An orgasm that came unintentionally. Violetta pursed her lips to keep her voice from leaking out.
Her body trembled.
Perhaps it was because her heart had been impoverished, but her sexual desire and appetite had recently become stronger.
When a woman with a face identical to hers stared blankly at her masturbating, she, too, would be tormented by the urge to quench her lust without her wish.
Perhaps she wondered if her body was sending signals to release her stress.
When he came to his senses, his hand would slip into his pussy without even realizing it.
Just like now…….
“Huh…….”
A small moan escaped.
Violetta, who came to her senses, quickly removed his hand from her vagina.
…… Annoyance followed.
Emotional state jumps in seconds. I couldn’t even figure out why the hell I was doing this.
Distorting her beautiful army, Violetta glered at Viola.
“Stop it now…….”
“Hick, whoops! Ng Ho Ok… ♥!”
The low muttered voice was drowned out by shallow moans.
Under. Can’t hear I’m so passionate about it.
Violetta, as always, crouched like a chrysalis and buried her face in her lap. She plugged her ears to drown out the moans.
However, it was still noisy in her room.
Normally, she would just wait quietly for her masturbation to finish.
Today, somehow, I couldn’t stand it.
The only place she can find her stability. And the only right she has. Stillness. The situation in which it was being invaded was especially annoying today.
Violetta murmured once more.
“Stop it.”
“Five grains♥ Oh, ho-ok…… ! Ohhhhh… !”
Viola didn’t even listen to the back of her ear. Crying. In an instant, her emotions, which she had barely suppressed, overflowed.
Pop.
Suddenly, she heard the sound of something breaking in her head.
Violetta stared at her viola.
A jumble of words raced through her head.
“…….”
Sow.
Mad with lust
Not human.
Resemble me
Mirror.
“…… Stop, stop! Please stop!!!”
Violetta impulsively rushed at Viola, screaming at her.
Leaping on her bed, her body bumped into Viola. The bodies of the two were entangled and rolled across the floor.
“Ah…?”
Viola, who had been attacked unexpectedly, blankly blinked her eyes.
When she came to her senses, she was crushed by Violetta.
“I, Your Highness…… Ugh?!”
“I…… ! Tell me to stop…… ! You did…… !!”
Violetta, who occupied her top position, grabbed Viola by the collar and started beating her at random. Her fist strikes the skin without hesitation.
Her accumulated and accumulated stress burst out at once. The inherent violence was released without regret.
Fuck! Puck! Puck!
Every time she hit her opponent, pain transmitted through her connected senses. But Violetta ignored the pain she was feeling and continued beating her. No, it would be fair to say that she felt little pain. Adrenaline rushed through her like a colt unbridled by her overstress.
“Me, Your Highness. Stop…….”
A situation that can only be said to be out of the blue. Viola didn’t even dare to fight back and gave her a punch.
Even though she was brainwashed and had a distorted mental view, she was still Violetta’s shadow and escort.
The idea of rebelling against the escort target was impossible. There was nothing she could do except to give her a hit until she just let go of her anger.
“Black! Ugh… !”
The tiny fist hit Viola’s face again and again.
The only consolation of her was that Violetta’s emaciated and exhausted body of her did not allow her to exert much force on her fists on her. Even so, her fist her, which contained all her strength her, was still spicy…….
“Ouch!”
“Profit! What is his masturbation his! Why……! To me……! Why are you doing this……! You bitch like a sow in heat……! Ah——!”
The syllables are cut off every time he punches and exerts force. There was nothing to see in the field of vision narrowed with excitement.
Viola’s face was gradually stained with blue bruises. She endured the merciless beating, desperately twisting her head, barely avoiding being hit in a vital place like her eye her.
Violetta’s beating continued until she collapsed from exhaustion.
“Ha ha……. Mandible…….”
Exhausted, Violetta gasped for breath. Her clothes her were wet with sweat, and a sweet smell wafted from her mouth her.
Violetta’s slumped body her overlapped Viola’s her.
“…….”
Viola stared at her ceiling for a moment in silence, then closed her eyes. She struggled to lift her hand her, which was shaking in her pain, and gave her Violetta a hug.
I felt a cold warmth.
Her mind her was all jumbled up, and she could n’t bring herself to her senses her.
‘My, what have I done.’
Gradually, her head cooled and she began to understand the situation. What she had done came into view.
“Ah….”
As her urge subsided, belated regrets began to creep in.
Her only stressed her or the object of her beating her after sleeping with her gave her a hug instead. An indescribably terrible feeling. It was a miserable feeling.
But at the bottom of her apology her, her words her could n’t quite come out of her mouth her.
When she turned her head, the mirror on her wall came into view without fail.
‘…… What kind of expression is that?’
Violetta’s own face in her mirror was grotesque. She could n’t easily guess her feelings of her. Her eyes, nose and mouth were deformed as if they had been painted black. It looked black as if a shadow had fallen on her face her.
‘I don’t know anything anymore.’
The thoughts didn’t go any further.
Violetta, who had exhausted all her energy out of her, lost her mind and passed out.
“…… Majesty?”
Viola rolled her eyes embarrassedly as she lay beneath her her Violetta her.
***
It was long after that that Violetta came to her senses her.
“…….”
Opening her eyes, she blankly looked down at her fists her.
She swung so passionately that the back of her hand her still felt cold.
Violetta, who quietly recalled her memories of her, wrapped her hair several times while washing her face dry.
“Why the hell am I like this…….”
She didn’t even know she was stressed out enough to do it on impulse.
Was she saying that she was a very violent person? To the point where she beats people so mercilessly just because she’s a little angry …… ?
‘I am not that kind of person…….’
Only then is she no different from that man. With the man who mercilessly beat me on the genitals and the buttocks for refusing my orders.
Violetta’s heart was troubled.
“Ah, Your Highness! Are you awake?”
Clara, who had been lowering her face, lifted her head at her bustling noise her. She called Violetta, making as much fuss as she could to hide the fact that she had fallen asleep while nursing her.
“You have no idea how surprised I was to hear that she suddenly collapsed. Here, I cooked porridge in case you go hungry. Uh? Well…… It’s all cold Wait. It will be reheated soon, so please wait for a while.”
“Done. I’m not very hungry. More than that, the viola……?”
Viola was the shadow of the imperial family.
As a secret escort for the imperial family, who sometimes acts as her substitute in case of emergency, Clara, her maid-in-waiting her, should not know of its existence her …… As.
Ever since the man started setting up the imperial palace, everything and everything, including secrets, was exposed. Viola now just walks around with her face exposed. Of course Clara knew her too.
“He is being treated by a priest residing in the palace. I heard that her face was very swollen, and her nose was slightly lowered, making her look unreasonable…… ?”
“…….”
It seems that the condition is more serious than expected.
Since she was treated by a priest, there would be no aftereffects on her, but that didn’t make the fact that she had injured Viola go away.
I’ll have to apologize properly later. I don’t like to masturbate and torture myself every day, but that alone doesn’t justify violence. She said she sold out her friends her, but she didn’t want to give up even a hint of her humanity her.
Shaking her head, Violetta opened her mouth as if she had suddenly remembered.
“Come to think of it, Clara, when are you going to clean that mirror over there?”
A mirror that has been bothering my eyes since the other day.
Just looking at that makes my thoughts endlessly depressed. It was in her heart that she wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible.
By the way.
“A mirror?”
Clara tilted her head as she looked in the direction Violetta pointed.
“You removed the mirror the other day.”
Said Clara.
