Chapter 34 – Before and After Have You Ever Had Sex?
“You before and after.”
“Ok?”
As far as I know, my older sister, Jin So-young, is the most outspoken person in the world.
Watching her pause before she could speak, I felt uneasy for some reason.
What the hell is your sister trying to say?
That anxiety was about half the hit.
“… Have you ever had sex?”
It was a very difficult question to ask and difficult to answer.
Okay. At this point, even my sister hesitates to ask.
It felt like I had discovered a human side of my sister.
“What, what? What are you talking about? Why are you asking such a thing all of a sudden?”
“Have you tried it? Haven’t you tried only answer questions Stop talking nonsense.”
“Ah, no, no matter how much noona has something to say. Privacy, invasion of privacy? That’s not even something to ask between parents and children.”
My sister asked. That means I have to answer.
But I rebelled even though I knew it was futile. It was because the cost of my consumed mental strength was too great to answer meekly, even if it was my older sister who was the absolute power in my family.
In exchange for resistance, my sister slapped my cock. Then he pokes the egg sac with the tips of her fingernails.
It was. I was exposing a vital point, and my sister was holding that vital point hostage(?).
“So. Have you tried or not? Can I break this?”
My older sister grabbed my pole and asked again.
There is no way you can break it!!
“… Ah. Yet. Is it still?”
I answered in a crawling voice.
“Hmm… Okay… ?”
I mustered up the courage to answer, but my sister’s reaction was sluggish. In fact, it’s like I didn’t even care much from the beginning.
My sister’s reaction set fire to my heart. So, I exercised courage, no, bravery, that I would not normally dare to imitate.
“That’s who, sister, uh… How is it?”
I immediately covered my mouth after speaking, but I couldn’t contain the words that had already come out.
What do you mean by listening to your sister’s experiences with men?
“Me? What do you think?”
My older sister smiled and asked me back.
Until now, I hadn’t heard anything about male relationships directly from my sister’s mouth.
However, there have been several times when plausible scandals have erupted in influential media outlets. Volleyball player A, celebrity B, businessman C. And there was a time when he was photographed exiting the same hotel as a famous American male golfer.
“That, well, what…”
It was a question that shouldn’t have been asked. I pretended not to be interested while watching the news about who my sister was dating or that I was spotted coming out of the same hotel, but if I heard the reality through my sister’s mouth, my mentality, which is weaker than a midwinter mosquito, would surely be torn to pieces.
I can’t put into words exactly what I feel for my sister. However, it was clear that it was not a common feeling between siblings.
Can we call this feeling of simple lust plus a little possessiveness love? The emotions I felt toward my mother and smile were not significantly different. Can such a baseless and selfish desire be called love?
Originally, it was a feeling that I would have only harbored in my heart, and I would have hidden it.
But at some point, as my relationship with my family took a turn for the worse, I gained something akin to self-confidence. My older sister, my mother, and Miso also have special feelings for me. It wasn’t just my one-sided feelings. Maybe I saw the possibility that my desire might come true.
And without a backbone, I couldn’t choose anyone. No, I didn’t even think about choosing.
With all three if you can.
As if there was nothing I could do about it because my mother, my sister, and my smile came out like that first. I crossed the line with all three in a passive manner. A relationship that is completely secret from each other and can never be told.
“Huh? What do you think?”
How about your sister Even at this moment, the way my sister treats me is not normal.
Perhaps, to my older sister, I might be perceived as a ‘fun toy’ or ‘a man who can play secretly without worrying about scandals’. If you get tired of it, you might throw it away on the spot.
But, is it really so? Is Noona here in such a light mood?
My sister is not one to suck men’s cocks in such a light mood. I know my sister’s personality best, right?
“… Noona, I wish it was still there.”
That was my one-sided hope. There was no answer to my sister’s question.
But that didn’t matter.
“I don’t want you to date other men. I hate scandals too. Even if it’s me, I want you to deny it. I…”
My throat was dry.
“… I wish I could be your sister’s first man.”
“You’re stupid? Are you stupid? Pervert asshole.”
It was ridiculous even when I thought about it. But I have no regrets about expressing my honest feelings.
My sister’s reaction wasn’t bad either. No, wouldn’t this be pretty good?
“So, how is your sister?”
“What.”
“Are you pretending not to know now? I’ve answered everything.”
“… Me too, yet.”
It was an unconfident voice. But I was able to catch the whispering voice because I was focusing all my nerves on my ears.
“Sister. Can I open the window and scream?”
“What are you talking about?”
“I feel like bragging to the whole world that my older sister was actually a virgin.”
My older sister smiled and answered while pulling on my egg sac.
“Screaming and being a eunuch vs just living. Take your pick.”
“Just live. Sorry.”
I was still too young to lose precious eggs. And in the future, my eggs had a lot of work to do.
Somehow I couldn’t calm down. Because the inside of my chest is itching.
But, isn’t it? According to the flow of the conversation, isn’t there only one thing for the young man and the young man to do? Can’t we just hope?
My eyes met with my older sister, who was still chewing on my lower body like a toy.
“What?”
“No. Just.”
“I want to? Wanna try it? Sex.”
“Uh? Uh huh?”
“No?”
“No, no, rather than hate it, just like that… Can I make a decision lightly?”
“Does it look like I made a light decision in your eyes?”
“That, that’s not it…”
“Are you going to do it or not? If you’re not going to do it, tell me now.”
“Ha, I do. I’ll do it. I want to do it.”
For the first time, I revealed my true feelings to my sister.
Until now, I had pretended not to like it, pretended to be forced to suffer. It was a safety device in case of an emergency.
But this time, his instincts were telling him not to. If I say no, noona really won’t.
… But what if I want to?
“Perverted bastard. Are you really going to do it with your sister?”
Is your sister a joke? Are you serious?
Even if it was a joke, I can’t help it since I came this far.
I politely knelt on the bed in the hospital room. The pants and panties were down, so the lower part was particularly empty.
However, sex with my sister.
Are you going to do it? Do you want to do it?
Of course. Even if I was asked to give up half of my lifespan in return, I am confident that I would give it up without worrying for even a second. If I could have sex with Jin So-young, any man in the world would make the same judgment as me.
“Sister. Please have pity on this poor brother…”
My older sister tapped the back of my head as I knelt down and bowed my head! Hit
“Lie still, man.”
It was an act to relieve the awkward atmosphere, but it had an effect in its own way.
“You just stay still. Even if I do, I will do it. Okay?”
“Still… Can I just lie still?”
“Okay. Don’t move until you speak. Stay still.”
Following my sister’s words, I lay down on the bed again.
Pants still off. A pole and two eggs were loosely exposed.
My throat was dry.
But my sister told me not to move. So I didn’t move.
I didn’t know what my sister’s personality would upset her. So I decided to follow my sister’s words as best I could so that her heart would not change.
While I was lying on the bed and rolling my eyes, my sister got up and locked the hospital room door.
What does locking the door mean?
Is it really coming true? Sex with my sister.
After locking her door, her older sister returns and puts one of her legs on the bed. Her healthy thighs, exposed under her short skirt, took my attention.
Above her thighs, her sister’s hands reach into the skirt hidden in the shadows.
Then, slowly, as if she was showing off to me, she slowly pulled her panties down.
As I put one leg on the bed, my gaze was naturally sucked into the shadowy skirt. And inside it, the rolled white panties pulled down by my sister’s hand.
The fact that the panties came off meant that there was nothing to cover the secret garden that should have existed inside.
However, no matter how hard I strained my eyes, I couldn’t see the inside because of the shadow.
And even though I knew I couldn’t see it, I couldn’t take my eyes off it. Because that’s man’s nature.
My sister had taken off her panties in front of me several times before.
But today was different from other times. Previously, when my sister took off her panties, it was to see my reaction and tease her, but today there may be a major event behind it.
I could hear my breathing getting louder and louder.
As the level of excitement rose, blood rushed to the lower leg. My cock stood tall toward the ceiling, as if to claim, ‘This is my whole body!’
“You pervert.”
Seeing the state of my cock like that, my older sister also laughed. And my sister grabbed my tall cock as her handle and climbed onto her bed.
On the bed, my sister stood looking down at me.
