Chapter 15 – Personal Growth
“Be gentle today.”
Lee Yu-na hugged the blanket and said.
“Yes? Do you want me to be gentle?”
I was just surprised and asked.
The reason I have never asked for anything she has ever done in therapy.
I just lay on the bed and slowly fell asleep while being caressed under the guise of my qigong technique.
Since the treatment was conducted in a fairly solemn atmosphere, it was unusual to ask for something before treatment.
“I mean, I didn’t sleep well while you were gone. So please take it slow.”
Lee Yu-na said while holding the blanket tighter.
Oh, that’s it.
I understood.
It wasn’t that I was complaining that my hands were rough or uncomfortable. It seemed that she couldn’t fall asleep easily while I was gone, probably because she had become accustomed to falling asleep with my caresses.
“Okay, I’ll soften you up.”
“Huh.”
Reason I covered her reddened face with the blanket and lay down on the bed again.
“Will you lie down?”
Why do you quietly turn over and face down? I pulled up the blanket and covered her lower body.
This attitude has become a habit.
There was no reason for me to touch the lower part of the body because the treatment proceeded through milking, and Lee Yu-na believed that my treatment proceeded by touching the back, waist, and shoulders.
Reason I was sitting on her knees next to her and putting magical energy into her fingers to start treating her.
She said in a small voice.
“Thanks…”
The face buried in the pillow. He was covering his face without looking at me.
“Okay. It’s okay, so you can sleep in peace.”
I smiled and stroked the back of Yu Na’s head.
Startled, she stiffened her body, but she didn’t react anymore.
I feel like I can sleep peacefully now.
I knew it without needing to express it further.
How relieved she is now that I’m back.
He put magic into her hand.
Since I had to pretend to be qigong, I poured mana into the blood flow first.
In fact, it had no effect.
“Ummm, um.”
Reason I block her moans.
I wonder if my hands still itchy.
[Cares LV.5]
A milking skill leveled up in Arachne Forest. Confidently used.
‘I just asked for it to be soft, so let’s use it a little weaker.’
This hand movement was half decided by my will, half by skill, so if I reduced the amount of mana I supplied, I could satisfy the request to soften it.
I put a little less mana than usual and rubbed Lee Yu-na’s back.
“Ha, um…”
A sigh escaped her mouth and her upper body relaxed.
As I rubbed her back, her waist, arms, and shoulders, I slowly fell asleep.
New, new.
Quiet breathing.
Reason I made sure she was completely asleep by holding her ear close to her face.
The vibration of her heart transmitted from her palm was also very stable.
This course is the most important to me.
To make sure she’s asleep.
If this goes wrong, it’ll be a big deal.
After checking the sound of even breathing. I put her hand into Reason’s clothes.
I undid my bra and slowly took off her top.
Of course, she didn’t forget to carefully [Caress] Her in the middle.
If I wake her up by mistake, my relationship with her will end.
Whoops, whoops.
Always this process is tense.
The reason was because the treatment started again in three days. Every time my skin brushed her palms, I was sweating.
I completely undressed her and turned her body around.
I grabbed her breasts and continued [Caressing].
*
Warm breasts.
Lee Yu-na’s pretty face while sleeping soundly.
Fluorescent lights shining peacefully.
For some reason, the toils of Arachne Forest passed through her mind.
It wasn’t like this when he grabbed Arachne’s breast.
It wasn’t so peaceful, it wasn’t this warm, it wasn’t so reassuring.
I just forcibly held it to activate the [Milk] Skill.
「Milk milking is peaceful」
[Milk is a symbol of stability and love. We need a healthy mind and spirit of the milking target. Heal the milking target by caressing, and correct her body and mind.]
After a long time, I took out the skill characteristics and read it again.
A trait that is probably related to the [Care] Skill.
I laughed when I saw that.
‘Is milking peaceful?’
Perhaps this explanation fits the scene.
The reason I am massaging her breasts on top of me.
Because she and I feel safe.
Reason I need this [Caress].
Remove curses and heal wounds through [Caress].
I like [Caress].
No matter how much she says it’s for treatment in her head, holding on to Yuna’s chest can’t help but feel better.
But then, what was the milking I did for Arachne?
There is no love or peace in it.
I only milked for my own greed.
Arachnes was forcibly stunned, and he grabbed her breasts and squeezed her breast milk.
Crap.
It is something that should never be done with the right ethics of mankind.
A subhuman pervert that not even a villain would do.
I killed Arachne and took her breast milk.
Is it okay because Arachne is a monster?
Does it matter because it’s a bad monster that has no reason and kills people?
It wasn’t.
I didn’t.
At least, I felt guilty even though Arachne was my opponent.
“Ugh, uh… !”
A groan broke out.
In Arachne’s Forest, the situation was urgent, so I forgot the guilt.
A sense of guilt that cannot be washed away.
My heart was filled with tears, and it leaked out of my mouth.
I can’t.
It shouldn’t be like this.
You shouldn’t even wake up Lee Yu-na while making noise.
Keeping the [Caress] Strong, I put her head on Yuna’s stomach.
He covered her mouth and swallowed her moans.
The situation of squeezing Arachne’s breasts kept repeating itself in my head.
“Ugh…”
Can I be forgiven
Under the pretext of becoming stronger, under the mission of protecting people, can I abandon my conscience and continue milking?
Is that really the right thing to do?
“Huh…”
There was a little moisture in my eyes.
When was the last time I cried?
Since I was quite young, I became precocious,
I couldn’t even remember crying.
However, now.
I felt like I wanted to hang my head like this and cry endlessly.
[Caress]
“…”
She lowered her head and shook her head, then looked up.
[Milk is a symbol of stability and love.]
She looked down at reason my breasts.
In the middle of the swaying breasts, a dark red wound spread widely along the sternum.
That was a little off
As the red turned to orange and the black turned to blue, and each time it became lighter, I found stability.
It should be like this now. If only this
As long as Lee Yu-na was healed, it didn’t matter.
I found solace there.
The reason why I had to be strong was enough.
*
[Milk LV.5]
With a very skillful hand, he pulled her chest.
The breasts were compressed and the milk spurted out.
[Squeeze the breasts of ‘Yuna Lee’, the milking target.]
[Acquired 50mL of D-grade milk!]
[Acquired 50mL of D-grade milk!]
“… ?”
Milk grade went up.
So far, only E-grade milk came out from Arachne and Yuuna, so why?
I looked at the system message with a question.
Why did this change to grade D milk, it was still grade E.
Reason: When I looked at my breasts, the scene where the milk splashed around her evaporated and was absorbed into me did not look different.
Normally, I would focus on the treatment while caressing again here, but I watched with a little curiosity.
[Eligibility for milking: Lee Yu-na (D-class breastmilk constitution)]
[Milk amount]
-Grade milk: 2,300mL
-E grade milk: 5,500mL
-D grade milk: 100mL
-Total amount of milk: 7,900mL
“…”
There was something different about the status window seen from Lee Yu-na.
A new D-class milkran was created, with D-class milk constitution next to the name.
What the hell is D-class milk constitution?
If there is a difference between until now and today.
The fact that I had milked again after 3 days, and that my [Caressing] And [Milking] Skill levels had grown to 5.
Did it change because of that?
Did Lee Yu-na change into a D-class breast milk constitution?
Something didn’t touch me.
To explain only the skill level, it was hard to realize that his constitution had changed.
I felt like I was missing something.
While watching Lee Yu-na, I realized something.
“Ah…”
Her breasts grew
“…”
The size of my breasts, which used to be just right in my hand, is now small enough to hold.
“…”
[Frequent milking changes the milking target’s body into the most suitable form for milking.]
[A healthy body produces better breast milk!]
[Lee Yu-na’s body gets healthier for milking!]
[Yuna Lee’s breasts are growing!]
[I have a D-class breast milk constitution!]
As if explaining what I had realized, the message rang out belatedly.
I read the message over and over again, dumbfounded.
Suddenly?
I milked it in 3 days, but suddenly today?
Does your body change the more you milk it?
Milking skill level and frequency. These two seemed to be related to breast milk constitution.
So, when milking Arachne, E-grade milk came out, and when milking Lee Yu-na, F-grade milk came out first, then E-grade milk, and D-grade milk this time.
“Ha…”
He covered his face with his hands.
The more I know about milking skills, the more my mentality collapses.
I raised Lee Yu-na’s breasts.
“Haaa…”
The ground is gone, she sighed.
The desolate feeling of becoming a pervert with no answers.
Still, one positive side could be found.
[Yuna Lee’s body is getting healthier!]
In fact, the scar on her chest had shrunk.
Even more now than when my milking and petting skills were Lv.4.
The system message wasn’t lying, at least.
If she continues to improve her milking skills like this, one day she will be able to be cured.
I have hope.
If the treatment so far was meaningful in preventing my wound from widening and her body not getting worse, the treatment in the future would make her recover more quickly.
If this treatment continues, someday milking may not be necessary.
Then, me and reason are also liberated.
I finished her thoughts and continued [Caressing].
It was rewarding to raise milking skills.
Today, D-grade milk came out straight.
