Chapter 85 – Episode 85. It’s a Problem Because You Got Caught (1)
It was an empty room.
Astrid’s dorm is a single room like the other cadets, so it’s normal for there to be no one besides Astrid, so of course no one is there now.
And in the middle of the empty quarters, Astrid was sitting on her knees.
It was a very unconscious statement.
Astrid had a premonition that the day the real Astrid found out that she was originally a man, the ruin of everything would come.
That’s why it was thoroughly hidden. Even if he was talking to himself, he had thoroughly restrained himself so that he would not say that he was originally a man.
I did, but this took
I had to get caught.
Not by anyone else, but because Astrid herself said it, it was discovered.
And so things turned out this way.
【Do not lie. Who do you know as an idiot?]
‘That, that’s it.’
The real Astrid’s first reaction was denial. That stage where you can’t believe anything anyone says. This is the stage of denying everything and not accepting that it cannot be.
【It can’t be. Even so, he himself was a man, for that, too, too… 】
So what? I wanted to ask, but Astrid just shut his mouth.
He seemed to know roughly what was going to happen after that.
It seemed like he knew it, so he couldn’t bear to ask.
【But why didn’t you tell me that from the beginning!? Were you trying to fool me!? No matter how much, no matter how close I was to death, a man, a man… ! To stab a man into my body, what is that, what the hell is this!?]
Astrid didn’t say anything.
He was sitting on his lap, his head bowed, silently patiently enduring the burning wrath of the real Astrid. No matter what she said here, it wouldn’t be able to dampen her anger, and it wouldn’t do any good to apologize now.
【Say something! What the hell was she trying to do when she just sat with her mouth shut!? Was it nice to steal my body like that while taking a shower, taking a bath, and changing clothes!? Was it good! It’s a body I’ve never shown to anyone, so how are you going to take responsibility for it!? Tell me, tell me!]
Good thing she didn’t swap her body with the real Astrid.
Astrid said she sincerely thought that she was lucky. She was worried that if she switched her body right now, she would literally throw her body out of her window if Astrid did.
I don’t think she would die anyway, even if she fell, but she almost died from falling down the stairs, so that might not be the case.
【Tell me… Now what, what are you going to do… 】
What can I say.
It was Astrid herself who had deceived her until now.
No matter what she said to her, she didn’t seem to be getting eaten by her as she was so out of her mind.
【Good good… Yes, it’s already been like this, it can’t be helped. But yeah, you’re just too much. How could he have been a man when he was such a born bitch. No, no. Are you lying?]
‘What, what… ‘
【When you seduce Your Highness to marry me and then leave, are you deliberately lying so that I don’t feel guilty?】
What is this again
Astrid didn’t understand what she was talking about.
In the first place, Astrid never seduced Leopold.
I swear to heaven that I have never tempted you.
Even though her body was like this, she was a decent man, and there is no change in that thought even now. So, for her to seduce Leopold, that was nonsense.
It’s never been like that.
So what the real Astrid was saying now, she didn’t understand at all to her. Since the premise was wrong, the inference was wrong and even the conclusion was wrong.
But I can’t say no.
What to say to Astrid, who is justifying her self by talking about things that don’t even sound like hers.
【Why is this happening to me… It’s going to go crazy because it’s unfair to have to lose my body and step back at this flowery age, but to think that someone more feminine than me was actually a man… Does this make sense… Really this is nonsense… 】
‘No, to say more like a woman… ‘
【Are you saying no?!】
‘No, it’s true that it’s not.’
It is unfair.
I don’t know anything else, but I can’t admit that much.
Astrid was really upset.
Whoever hears it will really misunderstand.
Of course, the real Astrid is a little girly… Although she lacks a lot, it is the same with Astrid. Although she received many accusations of being a prostitute or a bitch due to misunderstandings around her, that was just a misunderstanding and a slander.
To say that she was more like a woman than a woman, since she was a man from the beginning, isn’t it her nonsense?
【Why, why is this happening to me? I really can’t believe it. Why is it me? Why… Why… 】
A sigh sounded as if the ground would disappear.
Astrid was quite shocked as well, she couldn’t speak at the sound of her sighs that seemed to come from her heart.
【… OK, yes. I must admit. I have no choice but to admit it.]
‘Recognition or something, it’s true that I was originally a man… ‘
【It doesn’t matter that you were originally a man. That’s how it happened anyway, yes. I decided to think positively. Since you’ve always been a man, you’ll know better what to do to make a man like you. A woman who knows the psychology of men very well, a woman who was originally a man.]
The logic gets weirder and weirder.
【If you think about it, yes. I’ve never heard of something like this happening, and I’m probably the first, but actually, it’s not particularly strange when you think about it.]
The logic continues to run strangely.
【It’s something that only men can do. Become a woman.]
‘No, no, I don’t think so.’
【It’s noisy. It’s the most manly thing because only a man can do it. A man who became a woman. Yes, that’s why you can do bitch stuff like that. Although it is my body.]
It’s a motherfucker
Misunderstood
It is an unsubstantiated speculation.
【Since she is a woman who knows the psychology of men the best, it must have been natural for me to not win. Yes, it was an unwinnable battle from the start. So it’s not that I’m not feminine.]
I don’t think that’s ever the case.
【… Change, body.]
I was about to say why. I was afraid that if I threw up on my horse again, I didn’t know what more words would come out. Astrid calmly closed her eyes and relaxed.
“Phew. Good, good.”
It was a feeling I felt after a long time. As the real Astrid hadn’t asked for a change for a while, Astrid was still holding the initiative.
It’s been a long time since I felt like I was watching TV.
“Then, let’s go.”
【Where?】
“Where is it? Ashrage.”
【Eh? This time? Why there?]
“Just keep your mouth shut.”
*
“Sister!”
“Go in.”
As soon as Ashley opened the guest room door, Astrid pushed Ashley away and stepped inside her. As the name suggests, the guest room was well decorated as well as a guest room, and it was also a single room.
A well-decorated carpet was spread out in the living room, with a table in the middle. Steam showed that the steaming tea was still warm, and at the table sat a dark-haired, brown-skinned woman looking at Astrid with surprised rabbit eyes.
“… Why are you still here?”
“Oh, Astrid. Bye bye.”
Violet set the teacup down quietly and waved at Astrid. She must have been taken aback, but Violet was unexpectedly calm, looking at Astrid who had suddenly invaded.
“You ask. Why are you still here?”
It was a pretty deep night. If the clothes Violet was wearing had been slightly disheveled, Astrid would have grabbed Ashley by the hair, but fortunately that didn’t happen.
“I was just having a cup of tea. But Astrid, why are you here? This time.”
“It is your sister’s right to break into your brother’s room. You don’t have to say why. Ashley, is your sister right or wrong? If you say it’s wrong, I’ll change my mind.”
At the frightening threat, and at Astrid’s glinting eyes at Farani, Ashley shrank her neck and nodded her head.
“Well, there is nothing wrong with that. It can be. Haha… “
Violet looked at Astrid in an awkward laugh.
“What’s your business?”
“Cadet Violet, wouldn’t it be polite to hold someone else’s younger brother until this time?”
At those words, Violet smiled brightly.
“Oh, Astrid sister. Wouldn’t it be better not to be so blunt with me? Maybe I can help.”
“…”
【What are you trying to do?】
‘I have to go to the north.’
【What, what excuse?!】
The midterm test is right around the corner.
That means you are in the middle of the semester.
Going to the north in this situation, it takes two weeks just to go back and forth, and you don’t know how long it will take, so how are you going to go there?
‘It’s enough to make excuses. Does it matter whether it’s me or the academy?’
【That, that’s by the way.】
‘I just need to make an excuse.’
At those words that were so confident, Astrid couldn’t help but be taken aback.
【Are you even going to lie? Then, if they are caught, the school rules… Graduation… 】
The real Astrid’s brow furrowed.
‘Seeing that you look like a zombie, you must have come from a magic knight too. You just have to wash the fence… If you don’t get caught, it’s not a school rule violation. All right?’
How proud it was, Astrid couldn’t bear to understand.
