156 – 47. Kang Je-won, Elijah. (1)
“Hey, Kang Kang-won.”
Kang Je-won. Kang Je-won.
Elijah rolled the name out of his mouth a few times.
It is also difficult to pronounce.
It’s not just the name.
The boy in front.
And even the surrounding scenery.
It is a type of appearance that I have never even imagined.
I was sure of one thing, though.
A child called Kang Je-won.
This child, who had white gauze on her face as if she was injured, was the Judas she knew.
The person who is close to you and has been with you for a long time.
‘What the hell is this place…? .’
Currently, she is in the memories of Kang Je-won, that is, Judah.
Thanks to this, I was able to interpret most of the scenery currently visible.
Analyzed and understood based on information in his memory.
‘This place is a school… ? It’s a place called ‘.’
Educational facilities provided at the national level.
‘And the classroom….’
A divided space mainly used by students attending the school.
‘Uniform clothing, school uniform, that students must wear…’ .’
In that way, her various information was compared and synchronized with her own knowledge.
‘This boy who approached me….’
Dressed immodestly compared to other students.
Facial expression and posture as if trying to scare or appear strong.
I even found out that they were called things like iljin, gangster, etc.
Elijah saw Achan in that object.
The bloodline that most harshly and actively harassed me.
She was a pit of pain because she couldn’t bother herself.
They are the same, from their facial expressions to their sarcastic tone of voice.
The scene flows again.
“Kang Je-won. “Are you chewing words?”
Kang Je-won…. Judah….
Elijah took turns recalling her name.
In the landscape, he was Kang Je-won, but in her perception, he was Judas.
Anyway.
Kang Je-won looked up at the male student and answered briefly.
“… Why.”
“Fuck why. Do you know how much I suffered after the school violence committee was opened because of you? “I came to say hello to you before you go.”
The male student laughed mockingly and pushed her face towards Kang Kang-won.
It was a fairly exaggerated movement.
Kang Je-won thought.
‘Should I kill him?’
It did not mean actual murder.
Will it involve self-defensive violence to the extent that the other person cannot resist?
I was contemplating whether to commit it or not.
‘What’s the problem with this guy from a long time ago that makes him live like this?’
Kang Je-won was genuinely curious.
It has been a few months since the day she first entered middle school.
She couldn’t understand the other person at all.
Elijah knew the principles of human behavior, but she had no time to recall them. She
She hurriedly rummaged through his memories.
She gathered clues to understand the context.
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Now 14 years old, he was a much more raw and raw human being than Elijah knew.
He was under-socialized and actually had the mentality of a wild animal.
However, he wasn’t this rough from the beginning.
The concept of ‘school district’ exists in this region.
‘It is a grouping and classification of schools within a certain range, and the level of the district is determined by that range, that is, the atmosphere within the region.’
And, the district of this school that Kang Kang-won attended was of quite poor quality.
‘If you think of the Principality of Bevel, it would be a slum or a crime-ridden area with poor security and difficult administrative power….’
And we also found out what Kang Kang-won went through in that bad school district and ended up in this situation.
Kang Je-won was an ostracized student at this school.
When he was first exposed to violence, he did not resist.
He was not like the Judah that Elijah knew.
There was no sign of risking his life even in front of the Grand Duke.
Instead, he followed social order and appealed to other authorities.
Homeroom teacher.
‘He’s a teacher, but the concepts are a little different from what I know. However, is it possible for one individual to manage dozens of people fairly and without disruption as an educator?
The homeroom teacher comforted him as if she was for him and would take his side.
That was all.
Nothing actually changed.
The homeroom teacher was simply in charge of comforting the victim to prevent the situation from getting worse.
That being was like Balak to Elijah.
A person who knows but neglects it.
A group of people who turn a blind eye to the sacrifices of the few for the benefit and peace of the many.
One day, the situation was so serious that a disciplinary committee was held.
‘Small-scale local trial…. Is that so?’
The results were very surprising to Elijah.
‘Isolation measures for the victim?’
The victim, Kang Kang-won, was transferred to another school.
There are many reasons, one of which was the fact that the perpetrator’s parents were the president of the school’s parents’ association.
It was a treatment that was difficult for Elijah to understand.
‘Why is the victim treated unfairly when it is actually Judas who is injured? ?’
Gauze is not just for covering bruises and tears on the face.
Kang Kang-won was feeling the pain of chronic violence throughout his body.
‘… Ah! Is it because of status? Was Judas a pariah here too?’
She couldn’t help but think that way.
Interestingly, it wasn’t that wrong.
In fact, Kang Kang-won’s background was poor, and the opposing side relied on its power.
‘But…. Why do we study in the same space when we have different social statuses? Oh, wait…. Is status a concept that has already disappeared here? Could it possibly disappear? How can society be maintained without status? .’
Although he was puzzled, Elijah moved to Kang Kang-won.
The opponent in front of her is a power that she cannot fight against.
It was just like Narsisi and her children from her original family.
It was a scene that should have been unfamiliar, but Elijah did not.
She was rather immersed in Judas.
The reason is that his life was structurally the same as his past.
Like a shadow.
Anyway, after the day the school transfer decision was made, an epiphany came to Kang Je-won.
They rushed in as if the tightly closed passage had been opened.
The only thing you can trust in this world is yourself.
No one fights for you but yourself.
There is no rational or logical reason for people to exploit others.
When you can do that.
When it is okay to do so.
People carry out the work.
In the end, I had to show it to avoid being trampled.
I realized that and reached today.
“Is that the case with all children who grew up killing their parents?”
Indiscriminate criticism without purpose.
It creates blind discomfort in the other person, and through this, it gives a sense of superiority and satisfaction that one can control the situation and the other person.
Elijah analyzed it that way.
Children of Balak and Narsisi, including Achan.
I suffered terribly from them, receiving similar treatment as I am receiving now.
After countless hours of consideration, Elijah came to know this kind of person in detail.
On the other hand, Kang Kang-won did not have such knowledge or intelligence.
I thought simply.
‘I have to kill him.’
The judgment was careful and the action was quick.
I grab the hair of a male student who approaches me.
“Ugh-!”
Put it down on the desk.
-Boom! Bang! Bang!
Strong enough to crush the desk, several times.
With everyone in the classroom silent, only the explicit violence made a loud noise.
The boy who did not know how to rebel turned to violence.
The crouching man broke his world.
It came out by breaking the egg shell on its own.
In that sight, Elijah saw himself.
He heard the news of Maria’s death later than others and realized that everyone in his family had lied to him.
When I realized that Narsisi was the perpetrator and that he had threatened her mother with her life by lying that she was still alive.
When I realized that Balak knew this fact but remained silent.
He said he had ripped off Sarah’s hair while she was mocking Mary’s death.
At that time, Elijah also received refreshing enlightenment.
The truth that the only person you can rely on in the world is yourself.
Thanks to meeting Judas, it is now a revised truth.
In fact, Maria did not die either.
Finally, the male student closed his eyes and collapsed.
Kang Je-won threw him out like trash and left the classroom.
He committed the crime, risking even greater punishment, but surprisingly, nothing happened.
I wasn’t interested in what happened after that.
At the school I transferred to, I got caught up in controversies big and small just like before.
However, he was not the same as before.
If there was an argument, he would fight as he said.
As long as he fought one on one, he never lost.
It was a very meaningless victory.
Have you lived in such fear of such a weak race?
I couldn’t help but laugh.
Sometimes several people came at him at once, but he did not back down.
Even if he had to die, he didn’t want to do that.
Even if he was defeated, he fought until the end.
It was thanks to the suggestion of the teacher in charge of the daycare center that I was able to quell that overflowing fighting spirit.
Why not start exercising?
That’s how Kang Kang-won enters the martial art of ‘Judo.’
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After transferring schools, he got into a few fights and showed his temper, but he didn’t get into trouble.
Therefore, ever since he started exercising, he has devoted his life solely to exercising.
He first realized this while going to the gym.
He knew he had a natural talent.
Ganggol.
He was stronger than others from birth.
He is a man with unexplainable powers.
He was exactly like that.
Beyond being strong, he was skilled at subduing others with force.
I just didn’t know because I didn’t have that much experience before.
After realizing his talent, he became addicted to exercise.
He stayed at the gym until late at night and worked out.
He sleeps at school, and then runs at night again.
It was natural for him to join the athlete team, perform well, and be accepted to a physical education university that focuses on practical skills.
