87 – Where are you (2)
“……Since when did you cheat on me?”
“……”
No words came out of his gaping mouth.
My vision keeps getting blurry. Song Soo-yeon only doubted her own ears.
“……..yes….?”
In the end, she asked Jeong-gyeom with difficulty.
The question he heard now cannot be realistic. This couldn’t have happened.
– Took.
The cake I picked and picked for Jeong-gyeom falls to the floor.
There is also a gift box with a watch emblazoned with the phrase ‘From Soo-yeon’ mixed with subtle charms.
Jung-gyeom muttered quietly, covering his eyes with his palms.
“Since when…since when…what the hell…”
“………mister…”
“Since when… as a villain… have you deceived me!!”
At the end, Jeong-gyeom shouts with all his strength.
His angry voice echoes loudly throughout the room.
Song Soo-yeon’s knees tremble and soon lose strength.
– Fluffy.
She couldn’t stand up again.
It’s hard to even breathe in this terrifying situation.
“hahahaha…..”
Make sure to read from noble mtl dot com
Gradually, Song Soo-yeon began to understand the situation.
Jung-gyeom found out.
“No… no…”
Song Soo-yeon denied it in a voice immersed in fear. My head was blank and I couldn’t even make crude excuses.
But it was certain that he had to deny his words. He had to insist somehow that he wasn’t a villain.
“…..Ah, no… no…..”
She said, shaking her head like a child.
The days I usually set up to not get hurt are now nowhere to be found.
Sharp look too. Or a shameless look.
Now I can’t postpone it at all. I can’t afford it at all.
And at Song Soo-yeon’s words, Jeong-gyeom, who had been shedding tears, burst into a dejected laugh.
“…Are you still trying to trick me…?”
“……Ah, mister…”
“Was I…a fool for trusting you?”
Jeong-gyeom believed her words so innocently that there were times when she cursed at her as a hogu.
When I heard that I hated men, I knew how to distance myself.
He said that he had been robbed of money by his parents, so he readily prepared a place for him to work part-time.
When she said she didn’t want to go back home, she gave her a studio apartment, and comforted her by saying that it must have been difficult despite her sudden complaint.
Even without showing proof, he trusted.
With just his words, he believed in her.
didn’t like that
When everyone in the world seemed like an enemy, it gave me the recognition that Jeong-gyeom was on my side.
As long as Jeonggyeom believed in himself, everything would be fine. That’s why I wanted to be close to him so much.
Jeong-gyeom’s dejected laughter gradually bit his tail.
His shoulders, which had been trembling with tears, began to shake with laughter.
“Chew-cuw-cuw…hehehe.”
I don’t know what he’s laughing at. It was just that each moment was so frightening that it was intensely imprinted in my mind.
“…Yes, I was an asshole.”
Jeong-gyeom blamed himself.
Song Soo-yeon took a breath in surprise.
The sweet man spat out harsh words without hesitation.
He who laughed at me hahahaha even when I was called an idiot, a jerk, or a hogura, was shaking his hands in anger.
A dagger is pierced through Song Soo-yeon’s heart. Tears started flowing.
“……There was no way I could save anyone.”
“…..Ahhh….”
“…Everything I did…was nothing more than my self-satisfaction. It was a waste of time.”
Jeong-gyeom was regretting the fact that he had helped Song Soo-yeon.
The moment I heard those words, like a dam of tears bursting out endlessly.
It was such a painful word.
He was regretting the fact that the person he loved had gotten involved with him.
“No…huh…please…mister…please…”
Jeonggyeom took his eyes off his palm.
His cold, impoverished eyes stared straight at Song Soo-yeon.
“…..Suyeon-ah, why do you keep saying it’s not?”
Song Soo-yeon’s heart seemed to be crushed by this change. It was hard to bear that Jeong-gyeom was in despair because of him.
“Isn’t it really you? Aren’t you that Luna?”
Jeong-gyeom asks. However, a small desire was also detected in it.
He sincerely hoped that Song Soo-yeon would not be Luna.
“……”
However, if asked like this, Song Soo-yeon could only be dumb.
Even if you have a hundred mouths, you have nothing to say.
He just bit his lip and bowed his head.
Jeong-gyeom smiled dejectedly again.
“……Look at that.”
“…Huh…Ugh…”
“…the hell… since when did you have the ability…?”
“…Ugh…”
“Since when..? From the time we met?”
“No… not really, mister…”
Jeong-gyeom did not listen to her pleas anymore. As if recalling something, he nodded his head.
“okay. Now that I think about it, I remember. The moment when you and I really started to get close. Now that I think about it…it couldn’t have been more awkward than that.”
Song Soo-yeon looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
“…Solas.”
Jeonggyeom said.
“It was from the moment Solas and I started getting closer.”
“…Ah, mister…?”
“As a villain… did you use me? Did you use me to spy on Solas? Is that why you stuck by my side… is that why you hated Solas so much?”
His accident started running. Feeling betrayed, I couldn’t think rationally.
Song Soo-yeon could not straighten her broken leg.
I crawled up to him with both arms and grabbed him by the legs.
“Never…never was like that…huh…believe me…”
I didn’t get close to Jung-gyeom because of Solas. I didn’t stay by his side to spy on Minbom like a spy.
“I got the ability later…Huh…It hasn’t been long…Mister, please trust me…”
Song Soo-yeon begged, but Jeong-gyeom did not respond.
As always, he didn’t gently stroke his hair or pinch his cheek.
Even though I was crying, I didn’t hug her, and I didn’t pat her on the back.
Hardened like a wooden stone, I left her crying bitterly.
“I thought you… really liked me.”
jeonggyeom says
Song Soo-yeon put her face on his lap and shed tears.
“I thought you were by my side because you were grateful to me.”
“…I like you…that’s why…I was right by your side…Yes..? mister….”
“…Soo-yeon, the question you asked a few days ago…I’ll return it to you.”
Jeong-gyeom’s voice gradually trembled. He clears his throat as if in pain, and continues to speak with difficulty.
“……Did I matter?”
At his words, Song Soo-yeon shook her head dizzy.
My heart beats so fast that my heart squeezes.
“…Were our memories…precious?”
I felt sick to my stomach as much as I was dizzy.
You start gagging nonsense.
“Oops…! Oops…!”
Song Soo-yeon tried to answer somehow through retching.
“I’m precious…I’m precious…mister…please…believe me, please…!”
“Then why did you destroy the store…?”
Song Soo-yeon grabbed my heart.
I feel real pain. I was physically sick. It wasn’t a matter of mood.
“Your words are not right. It was precious, but why would you destroy it…?”
jeonggyeom says
“……I valued you.”
‘I did it.’
In the past tense, Song Soo-yeon’s breath stops.
My heart was beating fast, but I couldn’t breathe.
A stabbing pain welled up in the heart and spread throughout the body.
“Because you’re precious… I tried to do everything… I didn’t want to do anything you would hate… never.”
Looking up, tears were flowing continuously from his eyes.
“ha….! Oops…! ha….! Oh, mister…!”
The atmosphere was going strangely.
Every word is so sharp and cold.
Like a person without a back.
Like the person who will cut off the relationship after this, I feel like I’m going to have a good time with my mind.
Song Soo-yeon was having a hard time thinking properly.
“But you became a villain. He said I was precious… he destroyed our store…”
Jeonggyeom stood up from his seat.
“uh….? No… mister… uh…?”
Song Soo-yeon reflexively embraced his leg.
– Knock!
Hug him tight, so he wouldn’t let go. It was the first time I had ever hugged something so strongly.
Make sure to read from noble mtl dot com
Give strength as if your life was at stake here. Her eyes were shaking anxiously.
“Uh…where are you going…? Ah, mister…no…for now…ah, sit down…”
“I didn’t know that the betrayal of a first friend… would hurt so much. If it was like this… I wouldn’t have made friends.”
He said that Song Soo-yeon was his first friend to him who was a loner.
As a first friend, I often said that she was precious.
Song Soo-yeon was ashamed to return those words, but she did not forget the warmth those words gave.
However, Jeong-gyeom regretted the past.
He was talking like he was going to get rid of her.
“…No, did you think I was the only friend?”
– Took.
When Jeong-gyeom gave strength, Song Soo-yeon’s arm was easily released.
“uh….?”
he started to walk away Without hesitation, I walked towards the door of the studio.
he was leaving
“Ah…no…no…!”
Song Soo-yeon’s body moves first in fear.
The legs, which had not moved before, moved again.
Just as people squeeze their strength when standing in the line of fire, Song Soo-yeon stood in front of him like that.
With his arms outstretched, he prevented him from leaving.
“…”
Jeong-gyeom’s exhausted eyes did not look at Song Soo-yeon. He wasn’t the one who always made eye contact.
I could see he was hurt too much.
Song Soo-yeon was very hard on the fact that he was in pain.
Song Soo-yeon slowly walked towards him.
He spoke with anxious breathing.
“…Ah…Mr….de…Listen…I’ll tell you everything…Huh…”
“……..”
“I’m not deceiving you… Ugh… I didn’t approach you because of Solas…”
Make sure to read from noble mtl dot com
Gradually close your wide open arms.
And, accustomed to it, I tuck my arms under his arms.
“It’s true… You are precious to me too… You are the most precious…”
I hugged him tightly on the back. He buried his face in his chest.
And finally, I confessed my heart.
It was so sudden, and there is no worse timing than this… but it had to be done.
“………i love you.”
Jeong-gyeom’s body trembled.
“…Mister, it’s true… I love you… I did it because I love you…”
“…..”
“I became a villain because Solas kept stealing you… heheheh… When Solas was there, he wouldn’t see me… I mean, I did it because you were precious to me…”
“…….”
“Bom unnie has everything…! Whoa…! She’s pretty, talented… and has a lot of money…! You keep taking him away from me…! How can you stay still…! How can you just watch that…!”
He vomits out his anger little by little.
“All I need is a man…! My sister is trying to steal the only treasure I have…! What should I have done…!”
“…”
“You’re wrong too!! Why doesn’t Solas look after me!!”
Soo-yeon Song hugs him and recalls the cake and watch lying on the floor.
Momentarily away from him, I picked up two presents.
“Hey…look at this, mister…! If I didn’t love you… uhhh… something like this… would I have bought something like this? I… I mean, this is the first time I’ve ever bought a cake… It’s the first time I’ve ever had someone say happy birthday… I’ve memorized a happy birthday song… Yeah? Sit down…sit down and eat the cake…”
Song Soo-yeon hurriedly took the cake out of the box. Seeing this might change his mind.
“yes…? Ugh… I practiced… Look. Bird, Happy Birthday… Hmmm… Happy Birthday…”
Between tears, Song Soo-yeon begins to sing. It was completely different from what we practiced with the sound of crying.
However, Jeong-gyeom, who had been silent for a long time, spoke.
“…..Soo Yeon-ah.”
Song Soo-yeon’s voice hardened her actions. The song also cuts off.
Turning his stiff neck, he slowly looked at Jeonggyeom.
Jeong-gyeom’s face is painfully distorted.
Tears were also flowing from his eyes.
“……No, Villain Luna.”
It was the same with Song Soo-yeon. Tears flow endlessly.
She also gradually realized.
that it’s too late
Her eyes also lost their color like Jung-gyeom. she said with difficulty.
“It’s not Luna… it’s me… Suyeon.”
“-I… can’t trust you anymore.”
“…………Ah…that man… please…”
Jeonggyeom wiped away his tears.
And as if he had cleared away his lingering feelings with it, he resolutely passed her by again.
Jeong-gyeom, who always believed in my words without difficulty, didn’t believe me even when I begged him earnestly, so I didn’t know what to do.
Song Soo-yeon’s emotions begin to explode.
I started to get very angry at the absurdity of this world.
why. Why did the world put such a curse on me again?
I can forget that the world is garbage if I stay by his side.
No, I was able to realize that there was such warmth in a world that seemed like garbage.
Where is the give and take?
If this is the case, don’t let me know.
Don’t tell me that this warmth exists.
For the past 19 years, when I didn’t know this warmth, I was able to endure it.
But not now.
I can’t stand a world without Jeong-gyeom even for a second.
I can’t go back to that gutter where I didn’t know the warmth.
“Don’t go…”
She said.
But Jeong-gyeom just kept walking.
“..go…don’t go…!!”
Song Soo-yeon turned around and grabbed Jeong-gyeom roughly.
I aimed for his arm, but what caught was his wish bracelet.
When Song Soo-yeon was poor, she made a wish bracelet for Jeong-gyeom by herself.
– Tick!
The bracelet, which is now worn out, gets caught on Song Soo-yeon’s finger and breaks so easily that it is absurd.
– Took.
The string untied from his arm and fell to the floor.
The bracelet that one day laughed and made fond memories ends like that.
Song Soo-yeon gazes at the scene in a daze… she comes to her senses.
Because Jeong-gyeom still didn’t stop.
Make sure to read from noble mtl dot com
Grab the door and twist it open.
His body headed out of the studio.
“Don’t go… f*ck…! Please…please don’t go…!”
Song Soo-yeon shouts for evil.
“I’ll die without you…! Whoa…! I love you, damn…! Please, don’t leave me alone…!”
This was the first time she had begged so much. It was the first time I was so desperate.
She couldn’t accept this nightmare. I’m already scared after Jeong-gyeom left.
“mister!!!”
He screamed at the top of his voice, but Jeong-gyeom continued to move.
The scene breaks Song Su-yeon’s reason.
She, too, kicks out the door of the studio that has started to close.
My bare feet were dirty on the floor, but I didn’t care.
She said looking at Jeong-gyeom’s back as he left without a word.
“tomorrow…! Are you coming back tomorrow…? Is that why you’re leaving like that…?”
“…”
“Say something!! I’m scared to death, damn it!! You’re coming back!! please!! please!!!”
Jeong-gyeom’s unchanging back.
Song Soo-yeon’s eyes began to glow purple.
Now I had no choice.
“Aww…!”
she raises her hand
made a decision
“Come back….!”
she commands
“Come back… come back, hug me… whisper that you love me… huh… whisper that you love me…”
I didn’t want to use my ability as much as Jung-gyeom.
Because I didn’t want to be manipulated and loved.
Because I really wanted to be loved by him.
but.
… is better than nothing.
Capturing him, even by manipulating him, is better than having him disappear.
Song Su-yeon’s eyes were venomous.
Jeonggyeom was also wrong.
If I knew he was a villain, I should have been careful.
You shouldn’t have thought of running away.
If you saw that Solas came out victorious, you should have been vigilant.
No one is watching my heart walk through life.
It was the same with Song Soo-yeon.
I didn’t intend to just watch Jung-gyeom leave.
Jeong-gyeom, who had been walking endlessly, began to slowly turn around.
Song Soo-yeon caught her breath as she watched it. The rapid breathing seemed to calm down at least in the first aid.
“….that…yes… come back… come back…don’t call me…luna…sooyeon…kindly call me…quickly. ..Come quickly and hug me…”
But beyond that, Jeong-gyeom didn’t move.
His cold eyes stopped still, just staring at her.
Song Soo-yeon looked at her hand feeling puzzled.
Hands still glowing purple.
It was clear that the ability was being activated.
“….uh? Why…fast…quickly…here…come…”
And then something happens that shouldn’t happen.
“…Repaying the favor, that’s what it was.”
he said
And it didn’t move.
ability did not work.
“…………”
Song Soo-yeon lost her strength again.
He stumbled and collapsed on the spot.
Jeonggyeom left.
She couldn’t catch him.
“Come back… come back…”
He squeezed out his powers, but he didn’t look back at her anymore.
“Do not leave…”
his body returns
“Mister… please…”
Song Soo-yeon begged.
…….. But Jeong-gyeom didn’t stop walking until the end.
