Chapter 9 – Even a Goddess Feels Remorse
“…Yes. I will tell you. How the actions of the two of you relate to saving innocent people.”
“Really?”
“I think it’s right to say this because I’ve been receiving one-sided help so far. And Dohyeon-nim and Jia-nim didn’t tell anyone about me without asking for it. It’s also a return for that.”
“Ah…”
I kept my mouth shut because I didn’t think anyone would believe me anyway, but I didn’t expect it to be helpful in this way.
“Then please.”
“As I said when we first met, no one should carelessly intervene in human destiny. Not even me, the goddess of peace and stability.”
I nodded lightly because it was a story I had heard so far.
“But there is one who has the authority to intervene in such human destiny. She is the Goddess of Fate.”
“Fate?”
“He who controls all the destiny of the world is above all the gods because he also looks at the destiny of the gods. So, among many gods, only he who is the goddess of destiny can change the destiny of human beings as well.”
If only the goddess of fate can change human destiny, how did the goddess in front of me save those people?
The answer to the question can be found in the words that follow.
“I begged the Goddess of Fate to help me save those who were about to die unfairly. Then, she took great care of me and gave me a handful of power with a loving heart. The power to change the fate of people I desperately want to save. But…”
The goddess’s words, which stopped her words, quickly resumed.
“The power I obtained required a price to use. It was a power beyond my subject, so it was natural. And that price was the remorse of my conscience. That’s the remorse I feel when forcing human men and women to perform sexual acts.”
“Is that also decided by the goddess of fate?”
“Yes. For what reason, I can’t guess as I am lacking. However, since he did it, he must have a meaning.”
I’m not sure what that means…
Anyway, it’s so strange that the goddess’s personality is such that the remorse she gets from ordering her to do lewd things is the price.
I wanted to say, but she kept her mouth shut for fear that my fate would change after cursing at the goddess of fate.
“When I make up my mind to save a human being, a specific situation or action that causes me to feel remorse arises in my mind. If you do that action, I will feel remorse and be able to exercise my power.”
“Ah… That was it.”
I know roughly how it works.
Could it be that the remorse he felt while asking us to act was the price of authority.
From the first time I saw it, I remembered the image of the goddess apologizing to Nana and Jia, so I felt sorry for nothing.
“Previously, you asked me why I chose Dohyeon. I needed someone who wouldn’t treat me badly even if I was asked to be in a relationship with someone I didn’t know. And Dohyeon actually respects Jia.”
Well, I guess I wasn’t very respectful today…
She actually thought she wanted it rougher.
“Um… Thank you for liking it, but I don’t know. I might change my mind and bully Jia.”
“I believe that Dohyeon-nim would not do that. Even if he did, it would be for the sake of the other person.”
What is that baseless infinite trust?
I don’t even know myself, how can I say that?
“Ah… Well, yes. Thanks. That’s why you chose me anyway.”
“Actually, that reason is not all. But the other reason is a bit… I think you will naturally come to know it gradually.”
The goddess’ cheeks were stained with fire.
For what reason are you doing that?
Anyway, I think I’ve been asking too many things today.
“You explained more than I thought, but is it okay? I heard that explaining to humans is forbidden.”
“It’s okay. I didn’t explain the principle or structure of the authority in detail. It will probably end with a light punishment.”
Are you being punished?
I’m sorry for asking this.
“You don’t have to worry about it. Rather, I’m relieved to be able to tell you.”
As if I was sorry, the goddess who said so continued.
“I’m sorry, but I’ll send it back at this point today. Although there’s still time left, I want to change the fate of that middle school girl.”
“Yes. Oh, by the way. About what we talked about today. If Jia-san is curious, can I tell you?”
“It’s a story that has already left my mouth, so it’s okay to do as you wish. Except for Jia-nim…”
“Yes. I will never tell anyone else.”
“Thank you. Then please stay safe until we see you next time.”
A goddess extending her hand with the usual polite greeting.
When I saw the light radiating from there, a dizziness came to my head, and I went back to my room.
—
A day has passed since Jia became a bunny girl at Dohyeon’s request.
As she often did after having a relationship with him, today she recalled her memories with Do-hyeon with her blank face.
‘Yesterday…’
Gia said she didn’t want it on her own, but she thought that now she knew what sex was for her too.
I also understood why other people were so obsessed with sleeping with the opposite sex.
Because she definitely realized what the pleasure of sex was thanks to Do-hyun.
But as if she scoffed at the idea, what she had done with him yesterday was different from her previous ones.
‘What was that feeling yesterday…’
His stuff that penetrated the depths she thought she couldn’t do anymore.
When that tip of hers pierced herself deep, her whole body felt a tingling sensation that almost caused her to lose consciousness.
It wasn’t just because she went deeper, it was like there was a button inside her body that amplified pleasure, and it felt like she had been forced to press it.
‘Ha, I can’t do this. Okay, let’s stop thinking…’
“…Chji. Imjji.”
‘What can I do, I keep thinking about it. Honestly, it was great… No, that’s not it.’
“Imjji? Hey, Imjiah!”
“Uh?”
Jia, who was distracted by the sudden sound, let out a dazed noise.
Around her, her two classmates, Jia and her, were staring at her.
“Imchi, did you get bruised again?”
“You’re like that a lot these days? Why is that?”
“Oh, nothing.”
“Shall we take a break and talk? I’ll order another cup of coffee.”
“Make me do the same.”
“What about Jia?”
“I’m okay.”
She was studying at a cafe with her classmates.
Jia, who always did not lose her concentration, is exceptionally absent-minded today, so her motives woke her up.
“You know. I went to the cinema yesterday? But there was a woman and a man…”
Starting with the words of a friend, the cafe table, which was a study place, was turned into a tea party seat.
Among the three, Jia was the most calm personality, so most of her conversations were mainly led by her friends, while Jia was either arguing or listening.
“Really? Why did he do that?”
“I don’t know. Anyway, it seemed like they fought a lot even when they went outside.”
“It’s not a joke about a woman’s personality. But the other day, too…”
Endless words and stories of friends.
The topic, which had been constantly changing, suddenly shifted to talking about the opposite sex.
“Anyway, I went to a motel with my boyfriend? But-“
“What, have you two slept already? It hasn’t been long since we met.”
“Huh? What are you talking about, we’ve been together for over a month already.”
“Is that so? Ha, that would be nice. When did I date a boyfriend…”
Jia felt uncomfortable at the unwelcome topic of conversation.
Originally, I didn’t like talking about the opposite sex, but these days, when I hear stories like that, I think of Dohyun.
Still, I didn’t want to ruin the atmosphere, so I just listened without showing it, and the conversation of my friends continued.
“So was it good?”
“Yeah, it was good.”
“Really? It must have been big there?!”
“Well, I heard it’s about this long?”
“Really? No kidding!”
A friend who secretly boasts and expresses the length with both hands, and another friend who makes a fuss when he sees it.
However, Jia, who saw this, was stunned.
‘… Mr. Dohyeon’s is much bigger, what?’
“If it’s that big, it’ll even reach the womb. Have you tried that? They say it feels really good.”
“Do you even watch porn? It only hurts when you pierce the womb. It doesn’t feel good at all. Portio sex and all that stuff is fake.”
“What is a portico?”
“That’s what you just said. There’s a part called portico on the side of the cervix, and they say it’s really good when you stimulate it. Anyway, they say it’s a lie.”
“I see. I didn’t know.”
A friend who nods with a curious expression.
Even Jia, who had been indifferent to her until just now, did not listen to this story.
‘… Porcio? It’s in the womb?’
It reminds me of the sex I had with Dohyun yesterday.
Every time the tip of his object stabbed the entrance to the womb, a feeling of pleasure pushed through as if a button had been pressed.
It was easy to infer that the button was a portico.
Meanwhile, the conversation between friends continued.
“But does it really hurt? On the Internet, I heard that Portio feels much heavier and stronger.”
“Because it’s not. It’s all fantasy.”
“…I feel good.”
“What?”
“What?”
As soon as the eyes of the two friends focused on her, Jia shook her hand in amazement.
“Ah! My, it’s not my story, someone I know said that so…”
“Ah… Ahaha. What, you were surprised. I wondered if Imjji had a boyfriend before me.”
“How could that be? She doesn’t even like talking to men.”
“Is that right?”
Between her friends making their own conclusions, Jia couldn’t help but laugh awkwardly.
As she internally let out a sigh of relief.
—
“Ah, it’s comfortable.”
Dohyun sighed.
It was just past ten o’clock at night.
She came back from the gym and shower, and she had just thrown herself into bed.
‘Anyway, how do I deal with that?’
A large paper box is placed in the corner of the room where Dohyeon’s gaze is directed.
It was an apple that her mother ordered, saying that vitamins are essential when living alone.
‘I told you clearly that I couldn’t eat it all if I sent that much.’
Should I call her friend and tell her to get some?
Or should I bring some to the landlord?
A good idea popped into his mind.
‘Should I give it to Jia?’
Jia didn’t, but Dohyeon wanted to get close to her.
It was because Jia was so attractive, and he couldn’t understand with his common sense that she was living like someone else while mixing her body.
Now, the opponent’s wall is very thick, so Do-hyeon thought that it would be okay to approach slowly and not be heavy.
‘I was a bit rough yesterday, but… Ms. Jia seemed to be in a good mood too, so it’s okay, right?’
Recalling that she was taken by the goddess at night, she must not be asleep at this time.
Do-hyeon put some apples in her plastic bag and headed to the room next to her where she was.
At the same time, Jia, who had returned to her room for a long time, was also in bed.
The difference with Dohyeon was that she was sitting with her back against the wall, looking at her laptop on her sloppy lap.
“…”
Jia holding her breath with earphones in her ears.
Without knowing that Do-hyeon is coming, she is absorbed in the screen in front of her.
Where her eyes are focused.
– Haaang! Yes! Yes! Haha!
The AV actors and actresses from the neighboring country were rubbing their flesh against each other.
