Chapter 189 – #184 Over a Decade Ago
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“Seohu.”
“Yes?”
Above the bed. Do-hyang offers water to the man who is feeling the lingering aftertaste of an affair.
She asked, resting her breasts on the man drinking water, poking the man’s cheek with her index finger.
“Are you thinking of getting married?”
“Marriage?”
“Uh. Marriage.”
“Well. I don’t really have any desire to do that.”
“Because of past wounds?”
“Something like that. I just… Don’t really want to do it.”
As if Dohyang was interested, she rested her chin on the man’s chest.
“It’s strange. But as long as I live… Ah. I really want to be with this person for the rest of my life. I want to wake up in the same bed with this person in the morning. Isn’t there at least one woman who feels that way?”
“Hmm. If I had to question it, there were about two of them so far…”
“Ohhh? One must be your first love, and who is the other? Was there a girl I missed?”
Seohu stares down at Dohyang.
Dohyang tilted her head and met her gaze.
“Seohoo, why are you looking at me like that?”
“…Never mind.”
“So who is that? Just tell me who it is~”
“I don’t know. I won’t teach you.”
“Oh, why! Am I an unexpected person? Is that why I can’t tell you?”
“Yeah. You’ll probably never be able to imagine it in your lifetime.”
I knew the truth.
Who is that woman
So Dohyang couldn’t accept the current situation even more.
“I will kill you.”
Dohyang took an item out of her handbag.
It was a self-defense stun gun. After her abduction, she also prepared for her misfortune.
She picked it up and went into the kitchen.
I see a woman
A white woman moving with her dark brown hair fluttering.
‘I hate you. I hate you for ruining Seohoo!’
I hate you for taking my child from me!!
Dohyang brought the object to her neck without hesitation.
She collapsed without even being able to scream.
Do-hyang took her cleaver and climbed on top of it.
All sorts of thoughts run through her head.
From the moment she first met the child until now, everything happened one by one.
– Nice to meet you, kid. I’m douche
– Yes? Do I have a boyfriend? Whoop whoop. Why are you curious about that, my little one?
– Do you want to pretend to be a lover just because you did it once with me?
– Our Seohu. It’s grown a lot now I know how to make my sister gasp.
– Marriage? Well. I’m thinking of living alone for the rest of my life.
Even with her confused thoughts, the incense shook her head vigorously.
Aagh! She grabbed her head and screamed.
‘Dohyang. You can stop right now. Then at least you won’t be hated by Seohu.’
Yi-seong grabs her Do-hyang’s wrist.
I desperately stop her actions.
“But…”
Dohyang rejected it.
The two quivering eyes slowly became ferocious.
‘That child is mine. Mine!’
Even without you Even without you!
One day I will realize the true nature of this feeling and it will be mine. It would have been mine, passed on to no one else!
“But you! Negaaaaa!”
The hand goes up gradually.
The hand that held the knife high trembled.
“Seohu must grow up beautifully! More than anyone else in the world…!”
But what if Seohu doesn’t want to do this?
Dohyang bit her lip.
Is what I’m doing right?
“…”
Hands come down slowly.
The blade that stood vertically lay down at an angle.
“Seohoo is mine. It’s mine… So black.”
Tears flowed from Dohyang’s eyes.
She had never burst into tears in her life, but tears that had not flowed even after the death of her parents flowed.
Dohyang suddenly stood up from his seat.
But at that moment, a noise caught her attention.
Whoops. Woo woo woo.
Smartphone vibrates.
The name Seohoo is written on the LCD screen.
Dohyang put her hand inside her own bag and looked at it.
Her smartphone comes out of nowhere.
“…”
Her own smartphone is just a black screen.
On the other hand, Sara’s phone had the name of her child whom she cherished and cherished.
“Ah…”
The moment he saw it, Dohyang’s reason, which was almost broken and creaking, was cut off.
It was at this time that both of her hands, which had gone down, were raised again above her head.
‘This is just an act of giving manure. As a guardian, I… The last sacrifice I can make for my beloved child… !’
Dohyang’s arm moved.
Each time she descended and ascended, red streams of water splashed in all directions of her.
A clear liquid trickled down her face, covered in blood.
***
A white halo of light fell on his vision.
My body was heavy, but the languid feeling made me feel at ease.
‘Come to think of it, today’s schedule…’
Wake up, check to see if my child is sleeping well, and say hello to the cute pups in the garden.
Maybe that’s all.
‘I’m a bit tired today, so let’s take a look at her face later, my Aiza.’
It was the moment when he was about to send his consciousness out there again.
I felt someone calling me.
“…Sheep.”
A slightly urgent voice.
Still, the tone is full of love.
“…Incense!”
Hear it again
It’s little by little, but it’s getting clearer.
Familiar voice. No, my child’s voice that I can’t forget.
“Tohyang!”
The moment she heard it completely, her forgotten memories came back.
It was at that time that Dohyang’s eyes were opened.
“Stand…After?”
“Dohyang. Are you okay?!”
Raise your eyes and look at the ceiling.
The pure white light coming in from the window dyes the whole room white.
A hazy yet vague energy sat in my field of vision, giving me a dream-like feeling.
I was in it.
With a man who shines more brightly than a pure white space, whether by the light or by any emotional factor.
‘Is this heaven?’
I must have died
I stabbed myself with the knife I raised to kill Sara… ?
But what is this situation now?
Can I see my child even after I die?
Could it be that God took pity on me and gave me an eternal and sweet dream?
Did he sublimely acknowledge the act of sacrificing himself instead of killing others?
I move my eyes and look at the man.
I reach out and put my hand on his cheek.
‘My child. Ah… My epistolary.’
This is…
“It’s not a dream…”
“Tohyang.”
“Seohu.”
We looked at each other for a while without speaking.
Having known each other for a long time, we could know each other’s thoughts and hearts without saying anything.
Still, I had a question, so I opened my mouth.
“Seohoo. Why did you save me?”
“…”
“You know why I wanted to die.”
This child knows me well.
I think I know about this kid.
I didn’t want to be a monster.
Having seen so many obsessed women, I didn’t want to become a monster like them and torment my child.
So I wanted to die
So you should have let me die.
So that… It makes your life a little bit easier.
My child’s eyes scan me.
The answer that came out was completely unexpected.
“I knew your feelings too.”
“What…?”
Did you know my feelings?
“Since when?”
“It’s been a while. It’s been over ten years, right? It’s from the moment my sister started to distance herself from me.”
Then…
Not so long ago…
“But why didn’t you tell me! If you did…!”
“For some reason, my sister doesn’t seem to want it.”
“Uh…?”
“At the time, my sister was unfamiliar with that feeling and was at a loss. She looked very anxious. So I had no choice but to hide my feelings.”
I did… Dunn… ?
I was like that at the time
“I don’t even know…”
“It’s worth not knowing. You know, noona, right? If I make up my mind and hide my emotions, even the teacher won’t notice.”
“It was. It was…”
I thought there was nothing I didn’t know about Seohu.
A child raised by my taste.
So I thought that I would always move according to my thoughts. I always demanded and protected from me, and I just thought that.
But for me… You were doing such an extraordinary thing.
“We… We crossed paths.”
“What are you talking about? My sister’s wandering period was too long.”
“Cook cook. That’s right.”
Dohyang laughed and then frowned and touched her stomach. I could feel the rough bandage under the patient’s gown.
“It will take some time to recover. You’ve been busy supporting me, so get some rest.”
“Yes.”
Thanks.
“And that’s right. It wasn’t me who saved my sister, it was the fox. That day, of course, the ambulance was called, and she didn’t even sleep until she woke up. Until now. Isn’t it a sign that you’re dating each other?”
“Huh. What are you saying?”
And thank you.
“Fox, can you call me?”
“Yes.”
So Seo-hoo went outside.
Do-hyang looked out the window in the hospital room where she was alone and spat out a word quietly.
“Thank you… For letting me see my child a little longer.”
***
– … There was a case of attempting suicide in a residential area.
The case of Dohyang, who wanted to be buried quietly, got on the media.
I couldn’t help it because it happened at the house of the famous Charles Miller.
“Ugh. I should have acted a little more carefully. I had to call an ambulance…”
“No. You did a good job. Did you hear that? If you were a little late, you could have been in big trouble. You saved my sister.”
“Heh heh. Is that so? Anyway, I’m glad Sarah understands.”
“That’s right.”
It must have been quite shocking to be suddenly hit by an electric shocker, but how embarrassing it must be to see the person who actually committed the act covered in blood.
Still, she seemed to understand her direction.
– He said he was his older sister, so I could feel that he really cared for Seohoo. When we were talking, it felt like being teased by her mother-in-law? Whoops.
Seriously, Sara has a pretty face, but her heart is like an angel.
Oh, I miss Sarah.
“By the way, Mister. What are you going to do now?”
“What?”
“Anyway, Dohyang unnie, wouldn’t it be better to go back to Korea and recuperate rather than stay here?”
“That’s not true…”
Just one problem. It’s gone right away
I was going to marry Sarah and start a new life. However, this four months happened due to the wind of doing things without thinking about it.
‘Stupidly, I forgot about the existence of an obsessed woman.’
What kind of beings they are
Aren’t they the ones who don’t take the slightest heed to go beyond social notions, morality, or common sense?
Even with Lingling, her expression didn’t change from the beginning, and she didn’t try to canned people.
She too was just a tiny little girl when we first met her.
It’s just that I genuinely love someone with a big age difference.
‘Never make the same mistake.’
One mistake to see the blood was enough.
For now, I have no choice but to look around in moderation.
“Still, it’s hard to move right now, so let’s stay a little longer.”
“Yes.”
At the same time, I think you should think about how to connect with Sarah.
Let’s go slowly. Slowly.
Then a vibration rang.
“Hmm? It’s not mine. I think it’s yours.”
“Yes.”
Look at the number area code?
Originally, I don’t get area codes, but for some reason I had an intuition that I had to get one, so I got it.
And what I heard.
“Yes? Jaemin was hospitalized?”
It is Mina’s father and my only remaining childhood friend. It was news that Jaemin is doing today and tomorrow.
(End of Part 2. Continued in Part 3.)
