Chapter 168 – #164 Complex Emotions
“Then I’ll go alone.”
“Yes. I love you, Seohoo!”
“Mister, come again!”
“Yes.”
After receiving Sarah’s deep kiss, she leaves the house after hugging Alice once.
My footsteps were very heavy.
‘What is it? This feeling…’
I know who I am
Most people who have lived forty or older probably know themselves well.
What kind of personality do you have, how are you now, how are you feeling today, etc.
Things are going well, and I should feel relieved as I am leaving work in the mission area… But my feelings right now are very complicated.
‘It was definitely the beginning.’
It must have been from the moment Minah’s mother looked over and brought out the wounds of the past.
It’s like a lump in my heart, this uncomfortable feeling.
But getting into that sort of thing didn’t suit me, so I brushed it off right away.
And then, as it were, I entered the hotel accommodation where the party was.
“Mister!”
Haha. Yes.”
The fox jumps up and comes into my arms.
The flowers on her face fully bloomed, and I knew how long she had waited for me.
“Good work, Seohoo.”
“Good job.”
Do-hyang waved her hand, and Ling-ling nodded her head. The master nodded his head and said, “Welcome.”
“But why does it feel like I’m the only one who worked hard? Everyone has good skin?”
“It can’t be! Mister, look at me. Come on!”
The fox pokes his face.
Even if I rested because of my worries, it didn’t seem like I was resting.
“So how did things go?”
“For now, it was an opportunity, so I slowed down a bit. I knocked down some walls.”
“Yes. And?”
“I don’t think there’s a need to raise a crush. Because Dohyang’s predictions hit exactly.”
Among the scenarios written by Dohyang, there was one that fit exactly with this incident.
The jealous client would have prevented men from being around the target, and because of that, the moment I approached, I would fall in love.
Dohyang grins.
“What did I say? People’s work is all there, right?”
“Sister, you are amazing!”
“It’s nothing special. It’s just a matter of thinking about it a little. Especially causation. When an action is taken, it’s easy to predict if you always keep in mind that the consequences will definitely come back.”
Yes.
This world cannot escape from the law of causality.
So do we who live in it.
Every action I take lightly will inevitably lead to a result in one way or another.
“So what are you going to do now?”
Without exchanging information with the team, he stuck with the target for three days alone.
In this case, the person’s opinion is usually given priority.
“Well, I’m planning to build up a good feeling for about a week, and then open up the distance when it heats up.”
“Chuck. I mean you’re going to tease me. That’s a very good idea.”
And at that moment, a ringing vibration.
Someone sees Sarah.
Sara: Did you arrive at the dorm well?
Me: yes right now.
Sarah: But what about me?
Me: why?
Sara: I forgot to take my birth control pills…
Did it turn out the way I intended in the end?
Semen was injected morning and evening. It was placed directly into the uterus, and then kept unwashed for at least 30 minutes.
So, unless there is something special, you can assume that you are pregnant.
I looked down at the text.
I intentionally didn’t reply right away and waited a bit.
“Mister? What are you doing? Staring at your phone?”
“…Wait a minute.”
Presumably, as I expected, Sarah would be staring at her phone screen after sending a text message saying that she had failed her birth control.
I would have checked what I read.
Slowly why there is no reply?
2 minutes like that.
I send a reply when a bad idea comes up around twenty-twenty.
Me: Sarah, I love you! If I get pregnant, I want to give birth to her. For a happy future for you, me, and Alice.
Also. As soon as you send it, it will be marked as read.
Then the reply didn’t come back for about a minute.
He was probably moved and was crying.
The answer that came back was this.
Sarah: Is that really okay?
Me: yes you will be responsible Shall we meet now?
Sarah: No. Seohoo also has work to do. Finish work and come
Me: yes I’ll finish it soon and go
With that, the text ended.
“Whoa.”
“Why?”
“No. It’s nothing. It’s just… The target’s likability is higher than I thought. They want to see it right away.”
“It’s a good phenomenon. But it would be better not to go back today.”
“I think that would be good.”
If you say you want it, the fire will go out.
In order for the fire to burn well, you have to put the ingredients in moderation and hit the wind to make it burn.
‘Anyway, is today a break?’
Put your smartphone down on the table.
A fox who snatches it up.
Hands move quickly.
Unlock my lock skillfully.
“Huh? Hey. How did you know the password to lock mine?”
“Hmph. It would be faster to find out something I don’t know about you, right?”
“What do you want to see?”
“Of course, check the contents of the text…”
But the fox did not achieve what he wanted.
It’s because the scent has been removed from the side.
“Ah! Sister!”
“Hey, it’s noisy. Do you have to shout so much to make your sister fall?”
“Sister! I haven’t seen you yet!”
“I know that too, right? But are you sure you won’t get sick to your stomach after seeing this?”
Do-hyang, lying on the sofa, stretched out her arm holding the phone above his head.
The fox climbed on top of it and stretched out its arms in the same way to retrieve it.
At Do-hyang’s question, the fox’s movements stand still.
Her wayward drive drove her to half-open eyes.
“Did you know that this older sister’s face is wrinkled because of you?”
“…”
“It’s so deadly to see you sigh deeply from morning to evening, even all morning. But even seeing this? Fox. Didn’t you tell me earlier? Cause-and-effect relationship.”
…Nod.
“If you see this text message, you might have to find a separate accommodation for your sister. Not only me, but also Ringling and the old man over there. So let’s just give up. Okay?”
“Yes…”
The fox’s arm descends weakly.
As a smart kid, he understood that Dohyang was worried about him.
“At the time when you’re so depressed, go out with him quickly! Just wait for a while and don’t focus on your phone.”
Hehe. I understand, sister!”
Even so, the fox regained strength at the fact that I was there.
When I stick to my side and look at the crowd, everyone waves his hand, saying, “Go away.”
Excited at that, the fox jumped up and grabbed my arm.
“Then I’ll leave work first!”
“Mister, let’s go here. Here!”
I’m being dragged here and there by a little kid who barely reaches my chest.
The fox swept through the city of New York, as if to relieve all the stress it had received for the past three days.
‘It’s a causal retribution.’
Any action must have consequences.
I was paying very well for it.
‘Once again, I can understand the teacher’s feelings.’
There are often times when the teacher puts on an expression that he is fed up with Ling-Ling, but today I was able to fully understand his feelings.
Sit with your butt on the seat at the cafe.
Enjoying the break given after 4 hours, I ask the fox who is taking pictures with a happy face next to me.
“By the way, what are they doing?”
“For whom?”
“Let’s see the girls. Three kids who look like you.”
“Eek. They don’t look alike!”
“Well. When I saw them, they looked very similar.”
Minah, Fox, Hana, and Seoyeon.
Just looking at them, they look like elementary school students.
Minah is not pure, so she has a bit of a strong side.
Foxes go beyond aegyo and use herd.
For one, it seems her head is empty except for that thought.
Seo-yeon is quite timid and gets angry easily.
In other words, all of his words and actions are childish and splendid, like an elementary school student.
“Mister!”
“Yes?”
“What did you just think? Didn’t you just think of us as elementary school students?”
Hot.
…You know surprisingly well?
Still, sometimes a white lie is necessary.
Say no
“No. I didn’t think so.”
“Really?”
Something in her looked terribly into her face at the bottom of her steamy face, and I pulled her towards her, grabbing her from my seat next to her.
A pleasant voice came straight out of the fox’s mouth.
“Lol…”
Especially when a simple act like this makes it look more like that.
Anyway, since they brought them here, I have to take care of them…
I ask while looking at the fox that sticks to me and doesn’t fall off even if I let go.
“Yerim-ah. It’s good to play alone like this, but wouldn’t it be better to invite the kids to play together?”
“Huh. Are you sure you’re not satisfied with me?”
“It’s not like that, just looking at Minah, I’m worried that she might be running around alone.”
“Well, maybe.”
Yerim Han.
A child who fell in love with me through a relationship I met as a child.
Then she became a woman whose feelings were twisted and became her obsession.
An obsessed woman is also a person. Maybe she is very pure and clean than you think.
So most of them are very nice.
Comparing before and after awakening makes me wonder if it’s really the same person.
“Okay. I’ll call Minah!”
The fox moves her hands busily.
And then, after a while, the bell rings.
“Yes, Min! Where are you!”
“Really? Are you surprised that you are taking a break today?”
“Yes. Where is this place…”
The fox shakes his head from side to side.
Then our eyes met.
A child who just smiles. A conversation she had with her not long ago passes through her mind.
– If you get old and quit this job, can you choose me then?
Maybe that day will come
But at that time, can I really choose this child?
Among countless women, will I be able to choose this child?
Not sure.
A figure flutters in front of her eyes.
The dark brown haired white woman she was with until this morning.
– You looked very sad. Her face is smiling, but should we say that inside of her she was crying?
– No. I’m more grateful It means that you trust me enough to tell me that.
– Don’t worry, be happy. (Don’t worry, be happy.)
Whoa… That’s complicated.
