Chapter 127 – #123 Mister, Do You Want to Join Me?
The human heart is cunning.
Even if you act as if you won’t forget it for the rest of your life if you help in difficult times, when things get better afterwards, it’s as if you never did that.
In other words, the mindset is different when entering and leaving the back room.
But on the other hand, it also meant that if you help me when you are having a hard time, you can receive anything at that moment.
Such was the situation of Lim Seo-yeon, the daughter of Baek Seo-hee.
I lightly adjusted my clothes and rang the doorbell.
Did you press it twice like that?
A cry is heard through the door.
“Who are you?”
“Uncle.”
“Wait!”
The door slowly opens with the sound of the door lock turning.
I smiled at my prey.
***
There are loyalists among those who live under the powerful, but most of them are migratory birds.
Young or old, no matter where you are, it happens the same.
That’s because they just move to live rather than saying they’re wrong.
Lim Seo-yeon, the only daughter of a family who was directly hit by the WSS incident, felt it keenly despite her young age.
Just a few days ago, the guys who acted as if they would lick shoes because they couldn’t even fart on social media, now they don’t even show their noses.
Some of them rather became her malignant anti-heroes and tormented her.
– You usually say Junnae, you’re a bad bitchhaha
– Are your parents safe?
All she can do, looking at her malicious posts, is to bite her nails, saving each one as a picture of her.
With the heart that I will pay you back someday.
‘But will that day come…?’
The hand that moved her screen stopped abruptly.
Then, his head was lowered between his folded legs.
I didn’t know when it was high.
Like other people’s feelings. I have acted the way I wanted to live and the way I wanted to act without being noticed.
But I regret it.
‘If I knew this was going to happen, I would have made one or two real friends…’
If so, this dark night. When I was lonely alone, when everyone cursed at me, at least one person would have been on my side.
My head hurts from hearing too much swearing.
Eyes are drawn and lips are dry.
Even so, she continues to see the text on the screen. Even though I am so tired, my heart is beating fast and my mind is sharp.
‘I’m tired… I’m lonely. It’s painful…’
No matter which article you look at, there are only negative opinions and extreme articles rather than the hopeful side of WSS and SAF.
As I read it, I suddenly thought I was going to die.
I want to know what the meaning of living in the world is.
Raise your body
Then go to the veranda and stand.
A cool breeze blows and takes away all the thoughts in my head.
I have no idea. I just feel like it would be great to throw my body into this coolness.
‘Okay, let’s go…’
If he was in a state of thoughtlessness like he is now, he would be able to face death without even having time to feel pain.
He lifts his leg over the railing…
Ding dong.
The doorbell rang.
And in my blank mind, a man’s face came to mind.
Today, when I was about to be in trouble with bastards, he showed up and saved me… A handsome man in his 40s.
The moment I saw him at the time, the dark and gloomy world suddenly became brighter.
I don’t know why.
Is it because the classroom door that was tightly closed is open? So why is the light coming in from outside?
Not sure.
Just one thing. That this moment is the same as then.
Even though it is a dark night sky, it suddenly feels as bright as broad daylight.
Ding dong.
The doorbell rings again.
Lim Seo-yeon immediately took her foot off the railing and headed for the door behind her, as if possessed by something about her.
She then cried out loud.
“Who are you?”
“Uncle.”
A deep smile immediately crosses the woman’s lips.
The door lock says while holding down her dismantlement.
“Wait!”
***
The first thing I saw when I opened the door was the dark living room.
Then, as she entered, her child’s face caught her eye.
A very tired face.
Her double eyelids curled over her eyes, and her lips were pursed.
It’s fortunate that she smiled at least, but if she had stood with an expressionless face, she would have felt like seeing a terminally ill patient.
“Hey. Are you okay?”
“Yep!”
“Rice is?”
“Ah… I ate, I ate!”
I didn’t eat.
She lives her whole life the way she wants to, and it’s obvious that she isn’t used to lying as she has lived her life with nothing to bow down to.
“I have to eat something. Would you like some chicken?”
“No. I really ate… I…! Heh.”
But. Will have no appetite
She pretends not to know and is fooled.
“Yes.”
Take off her shoes She then takes a step inside.
But the child jumps up to me and hugs me. Then he sniffed my clothes and said.
“Mister, do you smell very pleasant?”
“Just?”
“Yes. Something… Just smelling it makes you feel calmer?”
It was good that I washed up.
Pleasant smell is probably what the perfume of Dohyang is talking about.
The child took my hand and led me to his room.
The apartment wasn’t big. It was just an ordinary place. Of a size that can be seen anywhere.
The rooms are also the same.
There was only one bed in a room that was as monotonous as a dormitory.
The child led me there.
As I slump down on the bed, I lie down suddenly and rest my head on my thighs.
“Hey… You mean.”
“Yep?”
“Aren’t you acting too hard on a man you’re seeing for the first time?”
“Why?
What is he
Something is quite my pace.
The feeling that you don’t notice anything about the other side or anything like that.
‘I live and meet a child like this.’
Of course, I was aware to some extent that girls living in the upper classes were quite unruly.
Because I’ve tried it a few times.
But he was very serious among them. To the point where I wonder if this is the kid who went through a big deal today.
‘Maybe it’s a way to relieve the shock.’
As I look at it without a word, the child smiles brightly.
And then he touches my palm and says.
“Mister. What is your ideal type?”
He’s my ideal…
“Why are you curious about that?”
“Just. Come on, tell me!”
Before I even started working on this, I felt like I was already at the peak of my liking, so I closed my eyes and told each of my favorite parts one by one.
“A person who does not cry, does not think only of himself, does not cause damage to his family and people around him, thinks that someone will see him wherever he is, and is careful with his words and actions.”
“A person who doesn’t cry, doesn’t think only of himself… A person who is careful with his words and actions… I see.
“What?”
“No, that’s right. Usually, he talks about the points he likes, but he talks about the parts he doesn’t.”
Well. I heard and saw it.
You said you liked the part, but you listed the things you don’t like.
But, I’m not the type to be picky about personality, so in some ways, wouldn’t that be true?
“Is there any special occasion that led you to that standard?”
At the question he asked while looking up at me with my thigh as a pillow, I was speechless for a moment.
Now that I think about it, the things I said… They were the standards that came into being after that incident that day.
Because it was what my mother did at the time.
“Mister?”
“Oh, no. What’s the special story? By the way, should I sleep now?”
After half-baked, I put the child’s head down on the bed and wake up, and Seo-yeon grabs my pants.
He even pulls and says
“Don’t go. You said you would stay with me.”
It did.
Still, isn’t it polite to bounce once? So you can legally lie in the same bed.
I said as I forcibly removed the child’s hand.
“I’m not such a nice person. If you sleep together for nothing, I’ll be in trouble at night.”
Then, as she fell on her bed, she put her hands together and raised her chin.
Smile brightly and smile brightly.
“How do you get in trouble? All of this?”
At the same time, she is a child who pulls her top down.
A deep valley below the neckline comes into view. She doesn’t wear a bra, so her round areolas and nipples are intact.
‘Unlike my mother, her breasts must be quite large.’
She hasn’t even had a baby yet, considering they’re about the same size.
By the way, this year is a really unusual case.
When did you say you saw me?
I thought for a moment that it was like a fox, but… Absolutely not. It was the first and last time a fox mother and daughter helped someone in my life.
In other words, this child was one of two situations.
First, the possibility that she just enjoys sex.
It means a bare-footed woman who just goes around wondering what about this man or that man.
Recently, there is one such child around me. I haven’t met her in person yet, and I only heard about Seol-ah’s daughter Im Ha-na.
‘I thought it was a club bamboo shoot that goes to the club every day.’
It’s been over a week since I haven’t come home. It seems that he is not in the mood to play.
This child in front of me right now could be such a case.
And the second case is like this.
Literally falling in love at first sight when he sees me, giving his all…
‘…No way. It’s nonsense.’
What time is it? That too is all a thing of the past.
These days, I learn everything in advance while watching dramas or movies and my brain grows, so by the time I turn 20, there is no such case where I give everything to the person I fell in love with at first sight.
If yes, it is included in the first reason.
‘Well, it could be a case like Eunji not too long ago, but…’
Didn’t he already know that the same members were kicking rice cakes?
I can’t rule out the fact that I’m not a strange person, seeing my two colleagues fret over not being able to do it with me, and being interested and greedy.
However, the child in front of me now is different.
You met me for the first time today.
I don’t know what kind of person I am, and from this kid’s point of view, I have no ties.
‘Then what kind of case is this?’
Confused, confused
When I didn’t say anything and just stared at him, the child jumped up from his seat.
Then he grabs my arm and leads me to bed.
I was able to legally lie in the same bed and stare at the ceiling.
The bright light from the back disturbs the vision.
It dazzled my eyes and I turned my gaze to the side, and the child grabbed my cheek with both hands and opened his mouth.
“Mister.”
“Uh. Why?”
“Do you want to… With me?”
It’s me. Thank you.
However, when I asked too directly, I felt uncomfortable swallowing it.
I’m the type of person who gets suspicious when the other person comes out so aggressively, so I decided to ask why.
“Doing it. What?”
“Of course it’s sex! You know why?”
“Uh… Yeah…? Why do you want to do that?”
The child puts his index finger to his mouth and looks up once.
As if the answer to that question was hanging from the ceiling.
“I heard that having sex makes you feel really good. That’s what… I was wondering if I could forget about this situation.”
“You haven’t tried it yet?”
“Yep.”
Right. Is it some kind of escape?
There are many ways to escape from not accepting reality.
He was trying to overcome this difficult situation through fantasies of sexual intercourse that he had not yet experienced, but which he had seen and heard somewhere.
“Then call another friend of the same age and do it. Why do you want to do it with this old man?”
Then the child smiles slightly bitterly.
“No.”
“Yes?”
“I don’t have anyone right now. No one I can call a friend.”
Uh… Something makes me speechless.
The one that looks like Baek Seo-hee, but what is it? It’s a little different.
Unlike her mother who asks for forgiveness and wipes her hands, she just looks pitiful and compassionate even when she stays still.
‘Even if it’s all the same, is it true that people are different?’
Maybe it’s because of the situation or the young part.
Or maybe I’m weak-minded.
Because I’m the type who can’t be harsh with those who come out weak.
“I’m begging you, mister. Yes?”
The child comes to her asking with her hands clasped together.
When I saw it, I tried to hold my heart.
‘Should be.’
Only then can we weave together with Baek Seo-hee and feed Lim Ho-jun’s pup properly.
It’s a good body and a good body. Eating is service!
“Are you really going to be okay? Can I do it with you?”
“Of course! It would be great to be able to work with you…!”
Get up and climb on top of the child.
She approaches her face cautiously, sweeping her wavy hair, just like her mother’s, that hangs to one side of her.
A slightly nervous expression greets me.
The pupils shake very finely, and the tip of the smiling mouth goes up and down toward his ears repeatedly.
In that situation, as you approach a little closer, your eyes slowly close.
At the same time, slightly parted lips.
Put my mouth there
It feels soft and soft on my lips.
“Side. Jjook. Side… Side…”
How many times have you kissed each other like that?
By the time it falls again, the child’s face is ecstatic. It became like a drug.
That’s great. It must have been the first kiss.
I smiled at him and asked a question.
“Once more?”
Instead of answering, a hand hugs me tightly.
A harsher and stronger stimulus than before hovered over my lips.
Quit… That’s good. In some ways, I think I’m much better than my mother.
“Seo Yeon-ah, are you okay?”
“Chu-chung… Neheet…♥”
