Chapter 126 – 126. Lucid Dreams.
Lee Seon-ha is in front of me. My body got smaller. It was like a boy detective who returned to his childhood.
Lee Seon-ha apologized to me. When I heard the reason why he was sorry, he said he was sorry that he couldn’t save my dad and mom.
‘My mom and dad should be doing well in the original world.’
Besides, he called me by my name differently. Ji Hoon. My name is not Jihoon.
My head is dizzy. I tried to figure out what the situation was. Arrangement was more gradual than expected. Little by little, I thought back to the things I had been thinking about from the beginning.
I fell into this world To be more precise, I thought that he possessed Lee Hyeon-woo, who was living in this world. Because otherwise I can’t explain all my human relationships.
At the time of my possession, things before that were not Lee Hyun-woo. Lee Hyun-woo is right, but I am not. Because of that, he feels emotions that can’t be explained even to Jung Soo-ah.
Even if the childhood friend I broke up with is Lee Hyeon-woo, it’s not me. It’s a human relationship made by my body, but it’s not the exchange I had with me.
‘It doesn’t matter since I’ve roughly solved everything now.’
Lim Sa-rang asked me. Forgive her and embrace her. It was because of the crew’s health. As a captain, I had to accept that and embrace it.
‘… I have to change the corporal punishment.’
It is said that sucking the captain’s asshole is a reward, not a punishment. Lim Sa-rang personally proved it. Even when I told him to stop, he said he could do it all day, and he grabbed my butt and wouldn’t let go.
The situation where only Sua has monopolized my back. For Su-ah, it was rather an advantage. They discriminated against each other to show that they value their children…
From now on, I plan to change the corporal punishment.
“…”
I was held in Lee Seon-ha’s arms and smelled her body odor. It’s a skinship that I can’t bear to do in real life, but it was possible enough because it was a dream here.
“My sister will protect you. So that Jihoon can live comfortably… As for mom and dad…”
“…”
It’s a dream. It was a dream, but somehow it was real. The lucid dream of ‘Succubus’ was more amazing than I thought. It felt completely different from the dream I had imagined. It was almost thought to be real.
“Black… !”
I went to see a movie with Lee Seon-ha. I know roughly what my body went through through that movie.
A boy named Ji-hoon lost his mother and father due to the villain’s terror, and sent away Captain and crew Lee Seon-ha. Ji-hoon and Lee Seon-ha, left alone, became a family. Lee Seon-ha decided to take responsibility for Ji-hoon.
‘Is the background of the dream right after the accident?’
Lee Seon-ha also seemed unable to control the feelings of the breakup. Her longing lingered in her voice. Even the blinking eyes were moist with water.
I was engrossed in thoughts of Lee Seon-ha. She passed the time without saying anything.
Fell asleep right away No kidding, really, from dream to dream. I couldn’t understand what was going on.
I woke up as soon as I fell asleep. It was close to waking up from a dream again. I was standing in front of the hospital. An ambulance ran, sirens blaring. I rushed to the emergency room.
I stood there and looked around. It is a familiar hospital. Korea University Hospital. Practical exams were also taken here, and Jeong Hee-ra is also hospitalized here.
My attire has also changed. Before, it was pajamas, but now it was wearing mourning clothes. There were two black lines on the left armband, Sangju.
‘… Ah.’
She would not have entrusted a young child with permanent residence. It was a sign to let people know that he was the son of the deceased.
Immediately after the terrorist attack, post-processing seemed to be underway. It’s a dream, but it’s not a dream. It seemed that Hanari’s psychic powers were bringing out the memories locked in my body and head.
What would happen if you erased your superpowers right away? Can I get out of this memory?
‘Let’s see.’
It’s my memory that I don’t even know. I thought I would like to take a look around. A piece of candy in hand. I was about to open it and eat it, but stopped.
My gaze turned to a girl. A girl was sitting on a bench in front of the hospital. The crying girl stopped her crying and wiped away her tears. She looked up at the sky with a blank face. It is an unfamiliar face. She was a girl I actually knew.
‘Jeong Soo-ah?’
My body moved on its own. I walked out against my will. He didn’t even speak, but I was talking to him.
“Why are you crying? Would you like some candy?”
* * *
“… Help me, yo… ?”
The time Lee Hyun-woo faced the white horse at the gate, Lim Sa-rang and Han-ari sat facing each other in a cafe. Lim Sa-rang called Han Ari and they met.
Hanari was both happy and annoyed now. She thought Sarang Lim and she were meeting alone, but she had Sarang Lim bring out one more person.
“Yes Yes…”
Ari Han looked at Im Sarang and asked. Seolha Heuk replied instead. It was because there were two psychic powers in Lee Hyun-woo’s crew.
“Your psychic power is the power to interfere with dreams. This time, it was amplified with Hyeonu’s semen, so his psychic powers became stronger.”
“… That’s right. I don’t know what you’re talking about. Why are you waking up Lee Hyun-woo’s memory? Did he even have memory loss?”
“…”
Lim Sa-rang narrowed her eyes and glared at Han Ah-ri. There was a problem with the title given to Lee Hyeon-woo. She had to discipline herself in this area. Lee Hyeon-woo himself would pass it on casually, but he went against Im Sa-rang’s heart.
“Come to think of it, you knocked Hyeonu out too, knocking him out.”
The treatment of Soo-ah and Han-ari is different. Lee Hyeon-woo did not say anything about being beaten by Han-ari. The essence of the problem was Jung Soo-ah’s bullying hammer rebellion and her refusal to have sex during pregnancy.
‘That’s why I’m trying to show my memories when I was young.’
Emotional problems must be resolved with emotion. No matter how logically he persuaded him, he couldn’t help Lee Hyun-woo’s jealousy. Even if he was waiting for himself, what would be the meaning of the story of the days when he couldn’t even remember.
What can fill that gap is Lee Hyun-woo’s memory. Even if it reminds me a little of the things that happened in my childhood, if I can show those times that only Soo-ah remembers, then I will be able to sincerely accept her mistake, not just a semblance of forgiveness.
“… Is it okay to bring out memories from the past and show them?”
I understood roughly what the crew members were thinking of with such a plan. It wasn’t that difficult for Hanari.
Because dreams are reconstructing the realm of the unconscious. It was possible to show fantasies through imagination and to show lost memories again.
“I want it to be in the direction that comes to mind naturally.”
It is best to make Lee Hyeon-woo realize himself. Forgotten memories, Jung Soo-ah of childhood who lives in them. It is to get away from the fact that you betrayed Lee Hyun-woo and focus on the fact that you waited for Lee Hyun-woo.
“Can you?”
Im Sarang looked at Hanari and asked. She felt more like a coercive command than a feeling of being asked. Han Ah-ri cautiously nodded her head. Because it’s not impossible.
However, it was annoying that the opponent was Lee Hyun-woo. He’s the one who raped himself, so should he sacrifice himself for him and his crew? I wondered.
“It’s for the crew.”
Lim Sa-rang seemed to think that Han-ari herself was the same crew member. Because she was raped by Lee Hyeon-woo and was pregnant, she was put in the crew without asking Han-ri. She didn’t even have a chat room.
“Then why did he come here?”
She couldn’t argue with Lim Sarang. Han Ah-ri vomited her sharp voice toward the dark Seolha. She was annoyed by the impression of looking blank. Her stupid eyes, as if looking at Lee Hyun-woo, made me feel bad.
“Even the black snow will help. Still, it’s an SS rank manipulator psychic power, but it’s going to be of some help in a state where you’ve even received a lot of semen.”
Im Sa-rang glanced at the black snow. Seolha Heuk laughed awkwardly. I can’t even see her face because of her hanging bangs. Han Ah-ri sighed.
“How are you going to help?”
“…”
He hesitated at her words. The essence of ‘delusion’ lies in not talking about the picture you draw in your head. If you go around bragging about it, it’s not a ‘delusion’, but it ends up being a joke.
The power manifested as a psychic power thoroughly embodies only the dark and damp desires under the black snow. The focus is on that only. Extreme semen consumption efficiency that is thought to be excessive, abnormal prerequisites, and superpowers that were judged to be SS ranks nonetheless. Its potential is unmatched by anything.
Although it may not be well received by people right away.
“Ugh.”
Looking at the frustrated attitude of the black tongue, Han Ah-ri shook her head. She didn’t want to speak any more. In her eyes, there was nothing but love.
“… So, what you are saying is, seize the opportunity and show your memories with your dreams?”
“Yes.”
Lee Hyeon-woo really didn’t want to look bad, but he didn’t want to look bad at Lim Sa-rang either. Hanari had already made her decision.
“OK.”
