Gaiden) Gyeongju (5)
Asena calmly finished her words and returned to her room.
The moment I closed the door and was left alone, I took a deep breath.
“ha….! ha….!”
I couldn’t catch my breath at all.
The sight I had witnessed with my own two eyes did not leave my mind.
No woman can stand sane and witness with her own eyes the fact that the man she loves has intermingled with another woman.
Especially if that was his first experience.
Someone left a mark on him who was like a blank sheet of paper. In the future, the trail would continue to be with Cayden.
Even if Caden later mixes himself with him, he will compare himself to Judy.
Consciously or subconsciously, the experience was created and he had no choice but to do it.
In fact, Asena didn’t really care whether Cayden was compared or not. Asena had no intention of losing to Judy in the first place. So that wasn’t important.
The problem is, it bothered her that Caden would think of Judy during the comparison.
It was painful that I could not fully concentrate and think of Judy vaguely during sex with myself.
Whenever he thinks of his first experience in the future, he will think of Judy Mann. For a long time, Judy would remain in his mind.
– Clap!
Asena couldn’t contain her anger and eventually broke the glass nearby. Still, his feelings for Cayden only deepened, and his jealousy only grew fierce.
She wasn’t possessive about anything else. At first, there wasn’t much greed.
But is it because of that? only one. As for only one treasure… Her possessiveness and obsession were unmatched.
Whether he wanted it as a reward for not being greedy for anything else, it was at a level far away from his desire for Cayden.
Even in this situation, she wanted Kaden to look only at herself.
I wanted to tie myself up. I wanted to stick with it no matter what. I wanted him to think only of himself.
Having decided to share Kaden with another woman, deep down in her heart, a selfish monster screams.
“…my man…my brother…”
She muttered involuntarily.
My heart aches even more when I think of my memories with Kayden.
Just as he has seen his growth, so he has seen his growth.
He was thin and mediocre in height, but he gradually grew and grew.
Reassurance was doubled, not to mention kindness.
Every time he treated her with respect, Asena dreamed of a happy future with him.
Imagine marrying him somehow, having a happy honeymoon, exchanging their first with him, having a long hot night, and having his child.
It was a dream I had since the moment I found out how a child was born.
From the start, her only opponent was Kayden.
There were moments when things went wrong and I almost broke up with him, but when Caden finally accepted him, I was able to relive my old dream again.
But today, that dream has been shattered again.
Anyway, before the wedding ceremony with Daisy, I was planning to somehow mix with him, but Judy, who seemed calm, took him away.
It reminded me of the two of us lying in bed naked over and over again.
Every time that happened, my heart was pounding and my fists were getting stronger.
After wrestling with that inner demon for a while, Asena tried to calm herself down.
Water that has already been spilled cannot be contained.
“……”
She took a deep breath to catch the rough breath first.
Yeah, I’d rather be Judy…I could understand.
Still, Asena did not forget that she had received a favor from Judy that she could not repay even if she had lived her life.
That didn’t mean that I wasn’t angry with the current situation, but I wanted to calm down because it was her.
If it wasn’t for Judy, Kaden wouldn’t have been alive.
As it is as if you owe your life, you cling to those thoughts and drive away negative thoughts.
If it were Daisy or Kirsi, I would have been more angry than this. Of course, there was nothing I could do about it.
Making the next plan was an urgent task.
If there is one fortunate thing, it is that Asena alone realized the seriousness of the situation.
If you can’t be the first… you have to do it the second time. Kirsina Daisy did not know this.
So I had to act before that.
****
“…..Well.”
I scratched my head and got dressed. All the sweat I had shed last night was washed away.
Now my nerves were all focused on Asena.
She found Judy with me in the morning and she was no longer seen.
I felt angry, but I didn’t know what to do.
What about apologizing for having sex with the person you’re going to deny? It seemed that Asena’s anger would last a long time to ignore and pass by.
At first, I was disappointed. It was my first experience like this, so I didn’t know how to respond.
Lunch and dinner times are still inconvenient for everyone, so even if it’s different, the next place to eat together makes me nervous.
Maybe it was the same for Judy, and for breakfast, Judy appeared.
“…Kaden.”
“….I’m here?”
“…..What do we do..”
Biting her lip, she enters my room. She’s restless as if she’s really committed a crime, and she restores my composure.
“…Asena-sama seems very angry…”
“I know. What if I bother you?”
“…..”
I cringe as if my light jokes were too much of a burden on Judy.
Seeing that, I stopped playing and hugged her.
“It’s a joke. It’s okay, it’s weird to get mad about having a relationship with someone you’re going to marry. Asena knew it, so she left without saying anything.”
“……”
“If you leave, I will protect you, so don’t worry.”
“……Are you giving me priority over Asena-sama?”
“…I am trying to follow common sense. It makes no sense to be angry with us.”
“……”
Judy nodded slowly.
I’ve said it so proudly… but actually, these are just words to reassure Judy.
As me, who had seen Asena’s jealousy and obsession, it was not difficult to predict that she would be greatly offended.
“And you don’t even look at Asena anymore. You used to be that scary when you treated me?”
“……”
Judy grimaces and refuses to answer.
Actually, I knew why. This is her true face.
The reason the former Knights Department acted so sharply toward me is probably because I have nothing to do with her.
On the other hand, Asena was escorted by Judy for a while, and the hierarchy was already established, and she became a family through me, so I treat her seriously.
It’s easy to think about how Judy lived in the Ice family. I vividly remember her sitting quietly and timidly at the meeting place without saying anything.
It will get better as we live together, but I felt like I should help her too.
Seeing her still restless as she leaned against me, I raised my hand high.
Then he hit her on the butt with a force that wasn’t unpleasant, and at the same time, strong enough to sting.
-match!
“Hey!”
Judy trembles and falls away from me and grabs my ass.
She had always received my harsh pranks, but it was the first time I had a physical one.
Still, I knew this prank was a success.
Even though Judy was looking at me with a frown, her red cheeks and arcing lips revealed her deep feelings.
It wasn’t just that we, who were mixing bodies, would be offended by this kind of skinship.
“Don’t worry too much. It will be fine. Everyone will be waiting, so let’s go eat.”
I smiled at her as well, and headed to the dining room.
****
I knew Asena wouldn’t be rude to Judy, but I didn’t expect it to be this much.
Asena proceeded to eat normally as if nothing had happened.
He talks to me lightly and doesn’t even make a face of displeasure.
I wonder if she has grown up on her own. From the time they insisted on marrying me in the first place, maybe they had prepared their minds for something like this.
Even Judy was perplexed. She sometimes made eye contact with me and gave me a confused look.
No problems ever occurred.
Daisy was still trying to lead the dining atmosphere with a bright expression on her face, and Kirsey was maintaining the desperate atmosphere she had when she hugged me a few days ago.
It seemed that only Asena and I were keeping the affairs of Judy a secret.
It’s not really something to hide, but it’s also something that doesn’t need to be revealed, so Asena’s choice was fortunate.
After that, the meal was over.
I spent the day with Daisy.
He was still busy organizing the paperwork for the wedding ceremony.
Except for the fact that Kirsi brought a packed lunch to eat at lunchtime, the other women didn’t even show their noses.
The quiet Asena also felt strange.
It took a whole day for such a confused head to accept the situation.
Finished the paperwork with Daisy. After wiping the sword and sweating once.
After washing and trying to go to bed in bed, I said, ‘Ah, Asena is just passing by.’ will want to
Surely every storm between us seemed to have changed her.
She is also-
– Tick Tick.
While I was thinking, I heard a knock on my door.
“….uh.”
And before he could utter any response, the door creaked open.
– Quick profit….
And there stood Asena.
Watching my chest go up and down, my breathing was harsh, only muffled. It’s as if you’re exhaling the breath you’ve been holding all day.
The heat of anger and obsession that I had never seen before, I had only seen in the morning, was overflowing again.
She moved and entered the room and closed the door.
-thud.
“…Acena?”
– Clap.
And he locked it without hesitation.
