Side Story Nadia (4)
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Side Story Nadia (4)
The library of Sinclair Mansion is decorated with wooden furniture and has a comfortable feel.
Nadia sat on a chair in the library and flipped through a book.
Her face was about to explode from shame, and her mouth was tightly shut, unable to hold on.
She had just discovered the truth of the world.
“If we hold hands… What happens… It wasn’t… ? So what I did yesterday… “
Was it all useless?
But, I approached Damian pretending to know everything?
“Bluebell… Why do you keep saying you want to die? I think I understand… “
I want to die.
I feel like I’m going to die from the overwhelming shame.
Nadia couldn’t raise her head, so she buried her face in her book.
“Uh, uhm… “
Nothing is more embarrassing than acting like she knows everything and then realizing she was wrong.
This is especially true if you get a very simple problem like 1+1 wrong.
Nadia buried her face in a s*x book and thought about how she could overcome this unbearable feeling of shame.
“… Doesn’t anyone have a baby if they hold her hand? If there is such a person, she just needs to change the truth. Even if it doesn’t exist, it’s enough to make it true.”
If the proposition that if you hold her hand you will have a child becomes true, then what she said was neither right nor wrong, so her shame also naturally disappears.
In the end, in order to resolve this shame, is it necessary to start a ‘revolution’ that turns the truth into a lie? Just as the question was about to come out of my mouth.
Suddenly!
In a library filled with silence and shame, a blue-haired person who shouldn’t be there entered.
“What, this is what it looks like here. “It’s my first time here and it’s amazing.”
It was Bluebell.
She looked around the library like a caveman meeting her civilization for the first time.
Then, upon seeing her own prey sitting on her chair, she lunged at her with her demon-like appearance.
“Hey! You Lee! “Nadia!”
“… “
“Aren’t you supposed to answer when someone calls your name?”
“… “
Nadia lowered her head without saying a word.
She didn’t really want to answer.
She didn’t want her secrets discovered.
But.
“Ha, you’re going to destroy my room and come out like this, right? You seem like someone who doesn’t know how children are born. Really.”
“… !”
Bluebell ended up messing with Nadia.
Nadia raised her head, which had been lowered firmly, looked up at her bluebell, and excused herself.
“… “I know at least how children are born.”
“You’re funny. “I just found out.”
“… “What do you know?”
“Oh, hey! Si-i, won’t you put this down-?!”
At Nadia’s beckoning, Bluebell asked her to come down from the air, and she screamed loudly.
However, Nadia had no intention of letting go of her Bluebell easily.
“Cancel.”
“What’s the use of canceling? “I was just telling the truth!”
“Cancel it immediately.”
“Ha, indeed! It’s so absurd-! Ji destroyed my room and why is he so angry and making a fuss!! “Why don’t you put this down right now!?”
“… “
She tried to get her apology through threats.
It wasn’t easy for her because she was the other person.
Nadia put aside her inevitable threats and decided to enter into negotiations.
“It’s my fault that I destroyed the room.”
“Who doesn’t know that, idiot!”
“I will compensate you.”
“With what?”
“With money. Decorate it however you like. Because I will give it all. Instead. “Don’t say anything about this.”
“… “You said I could decorate it however I wanted?”
“Okay, decorate it however you want. “If you want, I’ll give you the amount in cash you made.”
“… “
Bluebell nodded her head as if she had no choice.
“If it’s that level of sincerity… “I can especially forgive you.”
Negotiations successful.
It was too much money to refuse.
Nadia put Bluebell back on the ground in response to her kind gesture.
Bluebell’s only chance to look down on Nadia has disappeared.
Anyway.
‘Well, this isn’t that bad. ‘I was planning to pay you back tenfold.’
Bluebell has come to the point of turning a blind eye to yesterday’s negligence.
After landing on the ground, Bluebell looked at Nadia and sighed and said.
“Ugh, this is all because I just painted in the art studio without exposure to sunlight. “Only the outside gets older.”
“Why are we fighting again?”
“Well, since I received your kindness… especially… Hey, are you free for lunch tomorrow?”
Nadia shook her head reflexively.
“Nothing.”
Bluebell frowned at that.
“I know everything exists. “You should follow me tomorrow.”
“Why me?”
“I will especially tell you about the world of women. “You have to learn by watching more people.”
What does he know about me that makes him say things like that?
Nadia did not like her Bluebell’s advice.
But.
“… “
Nadia couldn’t open her mouth.
Because what Bluebell said was true.
***
Damien heard the news that Nadia and Bluebell were attending the noble ladies’ tea time.
Damian, who was in a state of mental and physical weakness not long after losing his room, was very worried about them.
“Is it okay if I go during tea time? And with Nadia? Won’t an incident happen? Bluebell. Even though I think about it, this doesn’t seem right.”
“Noisy! I’m so crazy I’m dying! “Stay still!”
“If you’re going to take Nadia with you, Yuri too-“
“When she sees me now, she runs away right away! Even if you take her, she says she’s going to the bathroom, and comes back after the tea party is over! “Why take her away when it’s only going to ruin my reputation?!”
Every word.
I only said the right things.
Sadly, Damian only worries about Nadia. He could not take any special action.
“… Have a nice trip, Nadia.”
“I’ll be back, Damian.”
From this moment on, it was not an aristocratic society, but a society of women. All Damian could do was shake her hand.
Blue Bell let out a laugh at the sight she saw outside her window.
“Ha, this is ridiculous. When I go to a tea party, I don’t even worry that much. “Why are you so worried when I go with you?”
Nadia calmly told the truth in response to that question.
“I guess it’s because they think I don’t fit in with women’s society.”
Bluebell strongly sympathized with those words.
“I know well. “You seem a little distant from a woman.”
“… “
“No, that’s what you say. “Can you please stop looking at me like that?”
My eyes open fearfully.
Bluebell avoided Nadia’s sharp gaze.
“So what I’m saying is watch and learn. “What is it like to be a woman?”
“I know what a woman is.”
“Did you know that if you hold hands knowingly, you will have a child? Ha, you’re funny.”
“… “
Anyway.
“You’ll know it when you see it.”
Nadia did not understand what Bluebell was saying to her.
However, as a result of attending tea time and quietly observing their conversation.
What did Nadia mean by Bluebell?
She got to know her very well.
“That’s actually inner compatibility… “
“Hoho, Count Sisp from the neighboring estate says he doesn’t like sleeping… “
Tea time.
It was a space where women had conversations.
It was the first sight Nadia saw since she was born.
***
Tea time.
It is a time for close friends to gather and chat.
Prepare warm tea and refreshments to keep your throat from burning, time to spend your boring married life.
The topic of conversation also changes depending on the intimacy of the people sitting there.
However, the intimacy of the people gathered at tea time today was quite high.
“By the way. “How are women sleeping these days?”
The host, Countess Selos, brought up the topic.
Today, quite a few young noble ladies participated, but such a high-level topic could not be left out of the conversation.
Countess Yeros, who often attended tea time, opened her mouth.
“Hoho, we are still in good shape. “Every night, my husband is very-“
“Oh my, are you still saying that?”
“Maybe it’s because my husband is poor-“
Nobles sometimes asked each other high-level questions about sleeping, and sometimes answered them directly.
Bluebell just sits there, smiles, and gathers information.
She wasn’t particularly the type to talk first.
In the first place, her position was that of the so-called face madam of a group that watched the antics of noble ladies.
‘I just sit there and listen to other people’s conversations.’
‘Why have tea time if you’re going to sit still?’
‘If you attend a party like this and get information, you can get a deeper understanding of how the situation is going.’
‘I can also investigate information if I release people.’
‘That’s superficial information. ‘It’s not easy to know the inside information.’
In Nadia’s eyes, it seems like a meaningless position.
However, in Bluebell’s eyes, this place looks different.
Who likes whom, and who likes whom.
You can learn about relationships by listening to conversations behind people’s backs and through non-verbal expressions such as body language.
‘I may be weak on the outside, but I tend to be recognized in social circles, right?’
That was Bluebell’s way of increasing power in the social world.
At first, Nadia roughly ignored it, saying, ‘Hmm, I see.’
Only when she came here did she realize the true value of bluebells.
“Yes, Countess Ross, she seems to be getting along well with her husband.”
“Hoho, I feel ashamed that the Duchess looks at me like that.”
The power to focus on each and every word of Bluebell and react accordingly.
Nadia adjusted her judgment to a more fearsome woman than she thought.
And.
“By the way. Duchess Nadia. We have a question… “
“Please speak.”
“I don’t know because Duchess Bluebell didn’t tell me… Duke Sinclair is so good at working at night… Does she have three wives? ?”
Nadia is in these women’s conversations.
She became painfully aware of her own helplessness.
“… “
Nadia said, her face as red as a blush.
She couldn’t say anything.
She felt like she was dying of shame just imagining her behavior in the past and her newfound night life.
