159. Summary (5)
159. Summary (5)
2 Weeks spent in Orcia.
I think I spent that time meaningfully.
It was because I got some good results.
“Damian… Yes, I heard that according to common sense, you should marry only one person… “
“I heard it’s okay to play with multiple people in Orcia?”
“… “
Stubborn attitude.
The will not to back down.
Even if they tried to persuade me, I never backed down.
With thoughts about life and a little greed.
Is it because it has been a long time since I spent time with Nadia?
I didn’t want to lose them to someone.
‘I can’t give up on even one person.’
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You can call it greed, you can call it responsibility.
Complex emotions.
From the beginning, the moment I chose one person, two people would stab me, so I didn’t have a choice.
Anyway.
The result of pushing with such a stubborn attitude.
Nadia, Bluebell, and Yuri seemed to have realized that they could not persuade me using normal methods.
‘… If it had been Nadia in the past, she would have tried to persuade me using violence. There is no such Nadia anymore.’
I am now free from the trauma of dating violence.
I am now able to express my opinions a little more actively.
“Damian.”
Let’s each ride a camel and cross the desert to go to the empire.
Nadia opened her mouth and spoke to me.
“Let me ride on your back. Camel. “It’s hard to ride.”
Is there some problem?
Nadia narrowed her eyes and asked me to ride the camel.
It seemed like the blowing sandstorm was the problem.
I immediately stopped the camel and spoke to Nadia.
“Okay, get in my back.”
“Thank you.”
Nadia said she was having a hard time, so of course I should give her a ride.
However, such special treatment can lead to dissatisfaction in the group.
The two horned people muttered and grumbled.
“Who has the ability to kill a person every second, but rides behind Damien just because it’s hard? Ah, I also want to gain strong abilities! “Because pretending to be weak like that works!”
“When I saw it… I think he’s faking it… That person is very strong… I think it’s strange… “
There were some pretty harsh protests.
And, it seemed like this fire would not be extinguished easily.
Still, we cannot avoid attempting initial suppression.
I looked to the side and tried to persuade him with kind words.
“Because Nadia said it was difficult, everyone understood-“
“Oh, it’s hard for me too! “I wish someone would give me a camel ride!”
“Me too… I’m sick of riding on Damian’s back… “
“… “
I guess this is how they felt when dealing with me.
I feel like words will never make sense and persuasion will not work at all.
The moment when it seemed like the difficult situation would never end.
“Ha, I didn’t want to say it. “It’s annoying.”
Nadia sighed and spoke as if it was no big deal.
“My eyesight has become worse. Even if wind gets into my eyes, it’s hard to open them, and the sunlight feels stinging. Even my eyesight has decreased. That’s why I asked Damien to ride the camel. Is there a problem?”
“… “
“… “
The two people, who were very angry, lowered their heads and did not look forward.
“Ssi, I should have said it a long time ago… I’m the only one who became trash… Apologize… “I will do it.”
“Well, if you use your abilities a lot… There are side effects… I’m sorry… “
“There is no need to be sorry. “Because I just didn’t tell you.”
Nadia calmly conveyed her words.
However, I felt that calmness was even more painful.
‘… It happened because of me. ‘Sight is important to Nadia, who loves drawing.’
Still, it hurts that I didn’t even expect my eyes to get better and tried to hide it.
I pursed my lips and asked Nadia.
“The condition is… I think it will get worse… ?”
“No. Unless you probably overuse your abilities. “It won’t get worse.”
“… “
“Don’t worry too much. Because I’m fine. It’s because I have good eyesight to begin with. “I don’t think it’s particularly uncomfortable.”
So.
“If there is something I cannot see. Damian please look after me. It’s enough for me if you just do that. And, if I can’t see you from far away, just get closer. “Who cares?”
Nadia, riding behind me, hugged me tightly from behind and said.
“As long as we stay together and don’t die, there’s no problem. “Now I think I know what’s most important.”
As Nadia experienced one big event after another, she seemed to realize that things were more important than possessions.
So we headed together to the empire where the crown prince had finished organizing.
To organize our own stories.
To confirm the judgment given to me.
***
Bluebell said.
“I couldn’t see a future where you would die.”
I said that even if I go to the Empire, I will not die.
However, looking back and forth, it does not change the fact that God is preparing to punish me.
There is simply no one worthy of making that judgment on his behalf.
They will definitely judge me for changing all fate.
“What judgment will come upon me?”
They say I won’t die, so I’m more curious than afraid.
What kind of judgment will they give me?
What kind of judgment will be meted out to me who changed their fate and saved countless people?
“I want to check it quickly.”
“Then, let’s move forward quickly. “Why are you standing still?”
“… Don’t rush me. “I’ll take care of it.”
“Hmph, it’s okay to pretend to be strong. “It’s a scary topic.”
You may want to think about it for a moment.
Do you think I would be scared?
I ignored Bluebell’s pouting words and looked at the sand spread out in front of me.
I vaguely remember the desert landscape.
That is the place where I was stabbed and left half dead the other day.
It was a place where life and death coexisted.
“It’s even kindly marked with my blood.”
“That’s right. There’s even a sign, so why on earth aren’t we going faster? “I don’t understand.”
“… Okay. “If you go, you’ll be fine.”
I still can’t stand the frustrating part.
“What, why? “Are you going to make me crazy and ask me to get married again?”
“… “
It’s not that I have nothing to say.
I don’t do it because it’s a hassle.
I hypnotized myself and walked slowly.
“I’ll be watching. You do not have to worry.”
“Either do it well or not… “
“Go on, Damien… !”
I could hear three people cheering from behind.
I lengthened my stride a little.
Unlike before, I felt courageous.
And so, with support, I crossed the border.
Half.
And, beyond that, we entered the land of the empire.
“What do you think, Damien?”
“Say it quickly! What!”
“Gwae, it’s okay, right… ?”
“Hmm… “
Not really.
Nothing happened.
I feel like I applied too much force for no reason.
I would rather say that I am losing strength.
“I’m getting tired… “
I feel dizzy as I remember the past I was worried about.
Nadia came near me and put her face in to check my body.
“There is no problem.”
“… “The problem is that there is no problem.”
Should I like it?
Should I be nervous?
In this bewildering situation.
Cheolpuk!
“?”
Suddenly she felt something fall on her head.
I was startled and shook her head to see what it was.
White liquid.
An unpleasant smell that makes your nose tingle.
“f*ck you.”
It was a bird’s secretion.
There is no one to judge.
I can’t believe you’re using such a petty method.
I got annoyed and walked towards the canteen hanging on the camel.
However.
“Hey!”
Fussuk-
I tripped over something hidden in the sand and fell.
I fell on the sand and it didn’t hurt.
I immediately checked to see what object I had tripped over.
“This isn’t a human leg…” ?”
“I made a mistake. It looks like everything wasn’t buried. “I’ll handle it, Damian.”
Sssss-
The corpse that was on my leg disappeared beneath the sand thanks to Nadia’s power.
That means.
I heard that there are countless corpses left under this desert.
“Let’s go quickly… “
I got goosebumps all over my body and decided to quickly head to the empire.
Still, there is one thing we can know.
The referee is much weaker than I thought.
Instead, it is a very annoying method.
And…
“Huh? Damian… Canteen lid… I didn’t lock it… ?”
“I’m really going crazy.”
“It’s okay… Drink with me… “
“Ha… “
My luck has run out.
I’m glad I survived though.
I decided not to think negatively about it.
Because there is no benefit to me.
Definitely because I have them.
I decided to think positively.
***
After returning to the empire.
I confirmed that a serious future will not come to me.
“I’ll go back and finish all the backlogged work.”
“Me too. “I’ll take care of the troublesome territory first.”
“Me too… I think I should go to the north… “
Nadia, Bluebell, and Yuri returned to their respective territories.
After checking through the newspaper, all the misunderstandings about us being traitors were cleared up.
There didn’t seem to be any major problems living in the empire.
Click!
“I’m sorry, master… ! Wow, a cat suddenly jumps out… “
“… No it’s okay. It’s not your fault. “You can go.”
If it weren’t for this damn luck.
It can be said that the situation is very good.
I simply wiped the black tea off my clothes with a towel.
I felt like I needed to change my clothes.
“Things only happen 3 times a day… “I think it would be difficult to live like this.”
Still, should we take this into account?
I changed my clothes and thought about what happened next.
Engagement and marriage.
When I thought about it, I didn’t tell my parents.
‘This time, I have to say it’s up to me.’
As soon as I think about it.
I changed my clothes and headed to my mother’s room.
“Mother!”
“Well, knock on the door, Damien…” You were surprised… “
“I’m sorry, Mother. I have something important to tell you… “
I immediately tried to open my mouth to get to the point.
However, I saw a very strange phenomenon.
“Mother… Remy… I’m walking… ?”
“I was able to walk now while you were away!”
“That’s right… It’s good, yet disappointing… “
It’s a pity that I couldn’t see the first step.
But, it feels good to see him walking.
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At the same time, I slightly distanced myself from Remy.
My mother looked at me strangely, as if asking, ‘Why are you doing that?’
“That’s her and didn’t she say she had something she wanted to say to me?”
“Oh, that’s right. Mother.”
“Speak, my son.”
“I want to get married.”
“Nadia… She’s thinking of marrying that kid… ?”
“No. “I’m going to do it with Nadia, Bluebell, and Yuri.”
“… “What did you say just now?”
For the first time in my life.
I received a cold look from her mother.
In addition.
“Ta… “
To her little brother who had just started walking.
I was looked at as pathetic.
‘… ‘
No one understands my sincerity in living.
It felt a little disappointing.
