152. Where the eyes cannot reach (4)
152. Where the eyes cannot reach (4)
“Oh, sir! “It’s so hard I’m dying!”
Bluebell got up from her tired body.
Even though it wasn’t reality, her arms and legs were shaking.
“Si, do you feel pain even in your dreams? “What a loss.”
By the way.
I guess the future has changed a bit.
Bluebell walked through the dream space, checking to see if anything had changed from before.
“The future where Damian hides in the desert is still the same… The future is the same, with only Damian running away… No matter how you look at it, nothing has changed, right?”
It’s ruined.
Damian’s life was ruined, and my life was ruined too.
I wasn’t coming into this desert.
“It’s annoying! Why didn’t anyone stop me! Even though it was my fault! “Why are you following everything I say?!”
Bluebell flexibly blamed others and let out her anger.
Is it because I let go of the emotions that had built up inside me?
Her heart was slightly relieved.
“Well, I never expected the future to change. “Because the future was doomed from the moment we arrived in the desert.”
But.
It’s worth having at least one expectation.
“It’s over when a new future appears.”
It is more likely to overturn the game than to change the future.
Bluebell turned her head and checked the newly appeared future branching point.
“Finding the future with glass… A future where traps are set up in the desert… What is this again? A future where Nadia steals? Stealing someone who helped you? “You’re not crazy.”
Possible futures unfolded before our eyes.
However, no matter how much I wandered through the dream space, I could not find a future suitable for survival.
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“What the heck!”
Bluebell, exhausted, cursed and lay down in her dream space.
There was no answer.
Even though I knew the future, I kept thinking that I couldn’t change the future.
“That’s okay. I will not. Hit it. Damian dies, and I die too. No matter how hard you try, there are some things you can’t do, right? “I have to think about how I will kill Damian and how I will die.”
It’s ruined.
Everything is ruined.
I tried, but I’m going to beat you.
Because everything is useless.
“aaa- I don’t know- I’m screwed-“
Bluebell, entering her depressive mode, closed her eyes and covered her ears, whimpering.
“What method should I use to make it painless? I don’t want to hurt you.”
Bluebell blocks her eyes and ears with the feeling, ‘I can’t hear you,’ and speaks out her own words.
Bluebell gave up everything while lying in a dream space.
Bluebell, who was whining, felt that this action was also meaningless and stopped whining.
“… “What difference does this make?”
She spoke with a sigh, opening her eyes and ears that she had closed.
Then, the ceiling of the dream space came into view.
“Huh?! Sssss7 “What is that?!”
Jump up!
Bluebell jumped up like a puppy waking up from sleep and smelling a snack.
Because there was a new future up there.
“I can’t see a future where Damian dies. Instead… I can’t see anything, which makes me anxious… “
Whether to go to an invisible future or to a future where death is certain.
I was worried about what to do.
But, it wasn’t long.
“Even if that is the future where I die at the end! Shiba! “Of course I have to go!”
It seemed as if an invisible hope was visible.
***
“Hey, Damian! Do you want to die?”
“… “
Did I sleep wrong?
When I woke up and opened my eyes, he was threatening me with everything.
I raised my hands and shook my head.
“Please just spare my life.”
“No, that’s not what I’m saying. There was a misunderstanding. “Do you want to live?”
Of course…
“I want to live.”
“Then follow me! “I think I found a way!”
“How?”
“There is no time to explain! Because I know the beginning of that future! Just follow me!”
Is it because we discovered a new future?
Bluebell was excited and dragged me outside.
The morning in the desert was dawning.
“We can leave soon.”
“Yes! We have to leave right now! “Pack your bags and come out now!”
Hodadadada-
Bluebell ran to her room to pack her luggage.
Dopamine was released in a rush and he looked frantic.
“If Bluebell, who was depressed, reacted to that extent… “It seems quite possible.”
I also feel like there is hope.
Like the slowly rising sun of the desert.
It seems like hope is slowly coming to me too.
Is it because death is close?
I was immersed in such sentimental thoughts.
“… “When will Yuri come?”
She stood for a moment and waited for Yuri.
Unfortunately, Yuri couldn’t even see his nose removed.
My worries continued to grow, but I knew what Yuri wanted.
I turned around and started preparing to leave the desert.
“I can’t believe you left so soon…” It’s a shame… “
The village chief came out early in the morning and saw us off.
I bowed my head to repay him.
“Thank you for your help, Chief.”
“hehehe, you don’t have to do that. And before leaving. “I just want to say a word to that young lady.”
“… Me?”
Nadia woke up, opened her eyes and pointed at herself with her finger.
The chief nodded his head and answered.
“Yes, if I may presume to say something…” “
It seems like you are making efforts in a good direction.
The village chief smiled after saying those simple words.
Nadia tilted her head as if she didn’t understand.
That was the farewell.
“Damian.”
Let’s walk behind Bluebell.
Nadia asked me.
“Does the direction of my efforts look good to other people?”
“Um… “Wouldn’t most people view effort as a positive thing?”
“Then what about Damian?”
“Me?”
“Yes, Damian. “I’m curious about your thoughts.”
The answer is fixed.
Because I don’t think differently from other people.
“Of course… “It’s nice to see other people working hard.”
“Really?”
“It’s not a strange direction like the princess. “If it’s the right direction.”
“Hmm, I see.”
Nadia turned her head to me, as if she had gained something to think about.
She goes through hardships with other people in the desert.
I felt like Nadia was changing in a good direction.
“Damian.”
“Huh?”
“I’ll try my best. So take a close look. “Don’t die.”
“Yes.”
At Nadia’s words, she nodded her head vigorously.
Until now, if it was just a nod to avoid spoiling the mood.
This was truly an action filled with confidence.
“Everyone, don’t be late and follow along. If it’s the direction I’m going… Because there might be a possibility.”
Just like that, Nadia and I walked behind Bluebell without saying a word.
Today’s Bluebell walked well on her own without stumbling.
***
By the way.
“Bluebell.”
“Huh?”
“What is the future you saw?”
Although we are following in Bluebell’s footsteps.
I wonder what the important future is.
“A future I can live in?”
“Yes! “I can save you!”
“So what is that method?”
Stop-
Bluebell stopped walking.
Then, she looked back and said.
“You idiot! It might change if I tell you! Think deeply! “I won’t tell you!”
“… “
Is it because the situation has improved?
He seems excited.
“I was depressed until yesterday… “
“Noisy! Because the me of yesterday is not me? Just follow me quietly!”
“It was very tasty… “
But this is much better than being depressed.
Bluebell feels good.
Nadia and I walked along, following those brisk steps.
“Damian.”
“Uh.”
“That woman’s mood goes up and down.”
“That’s right… ?”
“In that sense, I think I realized something.”
Learn what you need to learn.
However, you should not learn what you should not learn.
I nodded at Nadia’s famous words.
‘Bluebell is trustworthy, but that’s true.’
It meant agreeing.
Still, I think I understand what Bluebell’s words mean.
I believed in Bluebell and followed her words.
However, the curiosity has not yet been resolved.
“But Bluebell.”
“Huh?”
“If you’re so confident, there’s a good reason.”
“You can say that, right?”
“Didn’t you see me dying at the end of that future?”
“You can say so!”
Bluebell didn’t look at me, but went up the hill.
I kept having doubts.
First, I followed Bluebell.
“Bluebell.”
“Why do you keep calling me?”
“I can tell you what the future looked like! What kind of future did you see?!”
“That’s right. “I can tell you what you said.”
“Really?”
Bluebell looked down at me from the edge of the hill.
I feel uneasy about something.
Is it because of my mood?
I first went up the hill following the bluebells.
It felt like if she took a wrong step, she would tumble beneath her.
The other side of the desert came into view at a glance.
And, there are many…
“Ant?”
“Hmm, that’s right. Damian. “There are a lot of ants over there.”
“… “It’s an ant that looks like a human.”
A black group visible in the distance.
The princess’s knights.
I don’t know if it was Bluebell’s intention.
She brought me up the hill where the knights were approaching.
Probably not.
I felt a little worried, so I turned my gaze to look at Bluebell.
Bluebell was looking at me as if she had made up her mind.
The anxiety began to feel real.
“B, Bluebell… “
“Yes, Damian.”
“No, Bluebell… ?”
“Why not? Damian. You said you were curious about what kind of future I saw, right? “For now, this is the place to start.”
“But… ?”
“In the end, like you said, Damian, you don’t die. It’s a different future. But do you know what’s special about that future?”
I can’t see anything.
Instead of not dying, I couldn’t see the future ending.
“Should I choose a future where I die, or a future where I can’t see anything? You have to choose anyway, right? So I chose.”
I decided to believe in a future where I can’t see anything.
After hearing her words, I was able to understand Bluebell’s true intentions.
“Bluebell, you tricked me… ?”
“No, I just want to save you. Therefore.”
See you alive, Damien.
Tuk-!
With those words, Bluebell took me down that hill.
It was thrown like fodder towards the knights who looked like ants.
“What a beauty-“
“You must live well! “Don’t die!”
You are killing me, Bluebell.
I pledged to write down Bluebell’s name in blood.
Rolling around-
I fell down there.
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