45 – like a comet in your heart (6)
the two looked at each other
One resented the many forgotten past days.
Because Hana couldn’t forget, she resented the things that made all her past regrets.
It was a pleasant dream time.
It was after the Watcher activated one star in advance, in a level of coldness that would make it painful just to breathe.
Alios.
The power to control flames by manipulating the power of lust.
Even so, there was a limit to erasing this chill, so it was proof of how powerful Blue Sirius’ magic was.
“Come on… you… I… like this…”
The person who used this magic looked quite tired.
Consumption of physical strength due to excessive use of magical power.
It was also similar to the appearance of the Watcher, who created an excessive number of clones and fired special moves before.
In addition to using giant ice magic several times to kill the monster in Turtle, he tried a new technique for the first time.
It was inevitable that such a reaction would come. You might get a fever after the transformation is canceled.
The watcher approached her. In one hand, he held a red sword resembling a nail.
“Rest.”
I swung my sword and stuck it in. Heat circulated through the stiff body.
“I’ve said it many times, but I don’t want to talk to you or fight with you.”
It was none other than the inside of the monster’s mouth.
Roaring! A spark went up. His body, which had been frozen until just before, was roasted to a golden brown with high heat. No matter how hard the outer shell is, the internal organs are fragile. All internal organs of the body were destroyed, and the monster’s body was gradually twisted.
“what are you doing?”
“Confirmed kill. Seeing that it didn’t explode, it must mean it’s still alive.”
“So what do you like!”
“It will be good for you.”
The watcher kicked the corpse with his feet. The bodies that decorated the sky exploded like fireworks as they flew away.
Ex-lovers met under romantic firecrackers.
One is awkward because he lost his memory, and one is awkward because he doesn’t know who he is.
It wasn’t a meeting that either of them wanted very much.
The monster exploded and the sparks created hit the ground.
Blue Sirius moved first.
A sad sword came towards him. It felt like his whole body would freeze if he touched it.
The watcher avoided it by moving his head slightly. He grabbed her wrist with his right hand. Sharpness less than before. Not because the hatred and power diminished, but because the times were bad.
After just defeating the monster and consuming an excessive amount of mana and stamina.
“Stop it. You are too tired right now. Step back.”
“You guys will make that decision easily.”
“Blue Sirius.”
“We are not.”
Blue Sirius gritted his teeth and replied.
“Today, Red Vega ran away for the first time. We fought for our lives every day, and now we’re finally able to escape. You can only run away when you’re so scared. Only when you’re madly afraid with no reason left.”
The watcher didn’t show it outwardly, but was quite surprised.
Red Vega running away.
This must be because of fear.
What I expected was correct.
In the near future, a great danger befalls her, and she cannot escape it.
That’s why I needed to be afraid to protect myself.
The work done that day paid off.
But there was no relief or sense of accomplishment.
There is only guilt and regret that fills the mouth with bitterness.
Simply gaining fear is nothing but stagnation.
Even if you saved your life right away because of that fear, there is a possibility that it will become a bad thing in the future.
They were still going through a lot of pain.
Even the cause was himself.
No one can rationalize it. You shouldn’t.
Blue Sirius sighed. It turned to ice and scattered. Her resentment took shape and turned the world into cold magic.
It was magic that had passed through many years of fatigue and anger.
Her wrists trembled.
“We can’t afford a break… you monsters run amok every day.”
The Watcher silently accepted the resentment and hatred.
“Did you think I would like it if you killed a monster? Don’t be mistaken. In our eyes, you are all things to be killed. A monster that annoys you just by existing!”
Blue Sirius laughed and shouted.
“Do you want to do me good? Then die here.”
The monster in front of his eyes was just disgusting.
She shows hypocritical kindness to the monster that blocks the light of magical girls and gives only pain.
“If you’re so worried about my hardships, die here.”
Although he was a monster who was beaten with his mana exhausted, he was surprisingly fearless.
Enough hate and anger was enough to dispel fear.
“Put your mighty sword into that irritating mouth, and die. Or slit your throat or stomach. That’s what’s most helpful to me.”
Unfortunately, I have already attempted suicide.
Although it failed.
Will she be happy or sad when she hears it? It was a very interesting topic.
“Don’t pretend to be nice to monsters!”
Blue Sirius let go of his arm. As soon as he stepped back, he put his foot into the watcher’s stomach.
“…Kuk.”
It was painful, but I humbly accepted it. Even with a hundred mouths, there was nothing to say. It was true. That hatred was justified.
The magical girl’s anger toward the monster was always right.
Blue Sirius followed suit and stabbed the sword again in a straight direction. Countless thorns of blue ice poured from the tip of the sword.
Seolhwailro.
Due to his current condition, he was weaker than when he first saw him, but his threatening nature had not changed.
The watcher did not dodge.
He accepted all these attacks as punishment for himself.
Large and small scars appeared all over the body, the body temperature dropped rapidly, and the heart rate slowed down. Pain from muscle contraction.
Inside, the watcher barely opened his mouth.
“…I’m sorry. I can’t die here.”
It will help ease your mood right now.
However, I couldn’t give up the future and possibility just for that one thing.
He is Han Jaejoong, who already knew the consequences of his death.
That’s why I couldn’t go any further towards death.
It would be ridiculous for a person who can’t save his own life to save the lives of others.
Death should always be feared.
“You can pour out as much grudge or grievance as you like. But I still have work left to do. It’s the same as your goal. I have to kill the monster. That’s why I can’t die here right now.”
I moved my trembling hand and grabbed the belt.
“It doesn’t matter if I die at your hands when it’s all over someday.”
Of course, the odds of dying before then are pretty high.
I should try not to.
Han Jaejoong turned his belt in the blurred vision.
[ALKAID.]
The smoke unique to Alkaid spread and flowed. It slightly blocked the rush of fleshy ice that was sharp like a blade.
“I hope that one day you will rest in peace.”
The ice storm and the smoke overlapped, obscuring each other’s vision. No starlight was visible.
I wanted to see her face one last time before I left, but I couldn’t.
**
Three more days passed after that.
Botis walked through the dark basement.
This place is said to have been used as a subway station before the monsters appeared.
Of course, now it has changed to a place full of monsters, let alone the subway, where no one can be seen.
I found a monster there.
It was soon. Because it was something I had to follow someone’s cries.
“S. Save me… Please save me…”
Near the monster, a shabby-looking person was kneeling down and praying earnestly.
Judging by his appearance, he appeared to be a drug addict, a gambler, or both.
The monster lightly ignored the words of the person who prayed and broke his right finger.
“aaa!!!”
“Don’t forget to stick to the deadlines.”
Screams and pain flowed out.
Auras of denial.
I felt that the energy flowing from the monster had grown bigger.
“Libra.”
“Bo, it was you. Wait a minute.”
“Save, save, save…”
Kwajik!
The person’s head was lightly crushed and stepped on, killing him instantly.
In front of the monster’s power, the human body was like a soft plum.
“Are you still growing stars?”
“I lost quite a bit due to the last duel… But I have no regrets. It’s a starlight. It’s something to grow again. I found something more valuable than that, so it was a fair sacrifice.”
Libra smiled contentedly.
It is because they have found the most just sacrifice and the right practice of justice that can bring out the most happiness with the least sacrifice.
The path of a hero led by a man wearing a mask of evil.
What a charming scapegoat this is.
“How long are you going to stay locked up?”
“I haven’t completed all the constellations yet… but this should be enough.
“…Like before?”
“It’s good to hear you well.”
Botis pondered.
A few days ago, I remembered the conversation I had with a monster who was neither a monster nor a human.
A peculiar person who appears both as a monster who is aware of his ideals and as a wandering human.
The conversation I had with him was very enjoyable.
I see old memories, and thanks to that, I also think of people from memories.
Above all, it was always a pleasure to converse with those who were wandering.
The conversation that day was very satisfying, but in the end I couldn’t decide whether he was a lamb or a wolf.
He claimed to be human and ended the conversation and came out of the Goldilocks Zone.
But Botis has yet to define him.
I felt the need to watch a little more.
Libra’s request now is simple.
Saying that you want to test someone, so help control them.
The target this time should have been him, not the magical girl.
A monster who wants to find a just sacrifice and he who wants to kill a monster.
It was good for both.
There was no reason to refuse Botis.
“Okay. Let me help you.”
He grinned. The hidden voice behind the hood was still cheerful.
Like a child playing on a mountain path.
**
Red Vega woke up and sighed deeply.
It was a complicated mind.
“Quaaa…”
He let out a long moan as if grumbling and kicked the blanket with his leg.
I had a dream.
A childhood dream before becoming a magical girl.
It reminded me of the longing I felt at that time every time I dreamed of it, which was very helpful in granting the same time.
However, the meaning changed a few days ago.
“I’m embarrassed…”
He let out a deep sigh. What would you think if you showed your present self to your old self?
How pathetic do you think
The fear I felt that day was diluted and went away, but the result of running away remained.
Thanks to her, she forgot the need to run away that day, and only the shame of running away dominated her.
“aaa!!!!”
[Guardian, make noise.]
“I know…”
Disqualification as a magical girl was often said as self-help, but without exaggeration, this was the real reason for disqualification.
Baek Ah-hee got out of bed with these terrible feelings.
There were other things to worry about right now.
I tossed my pajamas around the room and headed for the shower.
Once again, crumpled clothes were added to the messy room, and the dirt increased.
It was in a room that hadn’t been cleaned for a while.
My body was damp from sweating from sleeping, and the dirty air in the room stained my skin.
The current anxiety was also not visible to others.
It was necessary to wash away some gloom, weariness, and pollution with hot water.
Baek Ah-hee let out another sigh as she was flooded with water.
“Ehh…”
Today is suicide counseling day.
A day to be a strength to someone who is depressed.
To be honest, I wanted to move to another day and meet later.
However, it is a consultation that has already been postponed once. It won’t happen twice.
He leaned his forehead against the tiled wall and let out a hot breath.
Right now, the dirt of the body will be washed away, but the depression has not been washed away.
Apparently, the depression she had now was not acceptable.
Are you qualified to be someone’s mentor?
Can I become a star to someone?
The answer to the question he asked himself was silence.
