1 – save me
All happy families are happy for similar reasons, but each unhappy family is unhappy for different reasons.
Even more so if the misfortune goes to an extreme choice like suicide.
Is there anyone who was born into a well-to-do family but committed suicide just because he was abandoned by a friend or lover? There are also people who
Everyone’s degree of unhappiness varies greatly, and it’s not right to criticize an individual’s choices just because they’re less unhappy than someone else…
However, if there is a madman who commits suicide without feeling unhappy, the story is different.
“Kek… ke, kek!”
Would you understand if I told you that when you woke up, you were hanging yourself in an unknown room? no one will understand Of course I am too.
When others choose to commit suicide because they are unhappy, they choose to commit suicide here and become a person who becomes unhappy in real time.
It swayed like a chandelier in the middle of a typhoon, then collapsed on the floor like a doll dropped by a puppeteer.
I don’t know if the knot was weak or if my resistance was too strong or what, but I’m glad I survived anyway.
“Kuhh… billion… ugh…”
Feeling deeply grateful for the breath he had regained, he continued to gag several times.
When it finally stopped, the strength in my body went out. I lay down on the floor without even getting up.
What I saw was an unfamiliar ceiling. If it’s an unfamiliar ceiling, I’d rather take you to another world.
It was a very familiar modern interior structure. However, it was a bit outdated.
Yellow wallpaper on a moldy ceiling. Even the outlets on the wall are discolored. Judging from the interior, it is not a room you actually live in, but it is assumed to be an old motel room.
“Wow, what the fuck… what…”
After calming down a bit, I slowly got up. I almost died out of nowhere. I was dumbfounded when I was given a unique experience that few people have experienced in their lives.
Is that why? I realized now that my voice is different than usual.
It’s not just the voice. Even the hands are different. My hands, which I have heard a lot of as usual, have a rough and rough shape.
“What is it really?”
I ran my hands all over my body. I didn’t exercise much, but I was greeted by a body that was not muscular, although it still had a firmness unique to men.
I quickly looked in the mirror and checked my appearance.
The hair was messy and long, as if it hadn’t been maintained, and the body, as expected, belonged to a man with a wide skeleton. The lines on his face were also thick, enough to say that he was handsome.
If you see him on the roadside, you might click your tongue saying it’s a waste of a face or think, ‘Anyway, a woman will get screwed, you idiot.’
If there was a problem, it was that this wasn’t my face.
“What’s crazy?”
Wouldn’t the aftereffects of suicide still go away? It didn’t make sense. My head couldn’t keep up with reality and I became dazed.
No matter how much I looked in the mirror, my face didn’t change. It means no temporary delirium.
The man’s face, which was familiar somewhere, made me feel the suffocated feeling from earlier again.
Grabbing my throbbing hair and looking around, I saw a white envelope and a wallet, presumably a will, lying on the desk.
gulp. I swallowed and grabbed the white envelope first.
When I opened the will and read it, the first thing that came to my eyes was my lamentation that I was going to die because I couldn’t see any hope of living anymore due to being an orphan, graduating from high school, and failing the exam.
I also lived as an orphan most of my life with my grandparents due to an accident, and it was a very touching life story.
As I read through the will, I saw one word in the contents that I couldn’t overlook.
‘To Magical Girl Blue Sirius…’
Magic Girl?
The content after that was written in every word with an excuse that it was not your fault that I died, it was just my choice.
Blue Sirius. It’s a name I’ve heard somewhere. No, even if you say you’ve heard of it, you’re doing something.
A webtoon I’ve been fantasizing about. She was one of the characters in ‘Magical Girl Heyday’.
Wiping the cold sweat from my anxiety, I grabbed the wallet lying next to me.
30,000 won in cash and a check card with unknown balance were all the money in hand. Think about money later. What matters now is not this.
I found my resident registration card and looked at the name recorded there.
The face was younger than the one I checked in the mirror, but it was definitely the same as mine now.
Its name is…
Jaejoong Han.
I felt even a small longing in the name that came to mind beyond the faint memory.
‘I knew it.’
The name Blue Sirius came up, so I guessed it.
Han Jaejoong is the ex-boyfriend of a magical girl called Blue Sirius. He was severely cyberbullied during their dating days and ended up committing suicide after breaking up.
She is a trauma-making character who actively contributed to creating the first death in the webtoon ‘Magical Girl Heyday’.
I was now possessed at the starting point of that tragedy.
…Fuck.
I should cancel the words to take me to another world.
I’m already here, where are you going?
Apparently, I came to another world.
**
I went to the pc room and started surfing the internet. The overall portals and sites were similar, but the person or event that became a hot topic was distinctly different from where I lived.
– Expectations are rising with the appearance of a super-special rookie who defeats the monster in Magical Girl Red Vega…
-The girl who dreamed of becoming a singer, ‘Pink Deneb’, finally released an album.
-The drama is now in my hands… Actress Lee Hye-joo and magical girl Black Sadr, a highly anticipated combination.
Comedians, idols, and singers still existed, but it was the magical girl who drew attention by far.
If you look around the social side, you will be excited about the news that a magical girl has defeated a monster, and if you look around the entertainment side, you will be excited about the media featuring a magical girl.
That is the golden age of magical girls.
Seeing this, my weak doubts were now gone. The hope circuit, which I thought was a hidden camera made to make fun of me, was also burned and died.
This was definitely the world of the ‘heyday of magical girls’.
“I’ll turn…”
Aren’t you happy that you fell for the webtoon you used to fantasize about? No way.
If you knew the survival rate and ending of this world, you would never say such a thing.
Citizens who can’t use magic have to tremble in fear every day, not knowing when and where they might be attacked by monsters.
In other words, even the magical girl who protected the citizen is a garbage webtoon that ends up dying in the end.
Why do you think it’s a ‘done’ webtoon?
This ‘Magical Girl Heyday’ is a work with the worst ending in which the writer rushed the development because of lack of money, and finished it without collecting rice cakes or probabilities.
Even though it had an ending like that, it was a work that I let go with only a painful heart without a single bad comment……
Why do I catch one of the many, many hateful comments from the last episode and possess it?
Fiction is fun because it is fiction.
It is a world view where it is not awkward for a monster to suddenly appear and tear everyone here.
scared to death Even when you’re doing something like surfing the web, you’re constantly alert. Anyone who sees it will look like a crazy person searching for things they shouldn’t see in a PC room.
oh my head hurts
Another problem arose.
The headache wasn’t just because the situation was bleak.
“Ouch, ooh… .”
Nausea came up from the deep throat under the dizzy head. I hurried to the bathroom and vomited what was inside. As if he hadn’t eaten, he only spit out gastric juices.
I thought it would be ok to surf the web. I guess it wasn’t.
Jaejoong Han has a strong trauma about being exposed to the media and seeing the media as much as he suffered cyber bullying in the past.
Even if the mind is mine, the body is definitely Han Jaejoong’s.
I thought it would be okay if I didn’t look at the comment section, but… The body’s defense mechanism was stronger than expected.
Somehow, I didn’t even have that common smartphone.
I thought that it was worth deciding to commit suicide because I had this level of trauma and lost my self-confidence due to a series of failures.
‘I hope you went to a good place… .’
After making a short nod to Jaejoong Han in the mirror, he left the PC room.
The acrid air was strong like a city, but I felt a little better after I got some fresh air.
Anyway, the situation was more serious than imagined.
The ending of this world is a bad ending.
All magical girls die and human society is doomed to be destroyed by monsters.
Tragedy begins when Blue Sirius is killed by a monster without being able to overcome the overflowing stress.
Although the death of Mr. Han Jaejoong, which can be seen as the first cause, was destroyed by being possessed by me. Many dangers still remain for other magical girls.
What to do next……
I tried to mutter as much as I could.
“Status window.”
If you are possessed by something, isn’t this the national rule? I tried it out of my mouth just in case.
nothing happened
“S, status! tutorial! Skill window! shop!”
It was fortunate that there were no people around, but it was madness at the level of being arrested as a mentally ill. I shouted with more resentment in the rising despondency.
“Status window! Status window!! What a state!”
“Crook.”
“yes?”
I heard a voice that didn’t suit the status window and turned around.
In a dark back alley where no one was there, a bipedal monster that was difficult to see as a human walked out.
was a monster
“Ah, this isn’t it.”
No matter how much there is no double line in everything in the world, isn’t it a sudden encounter like this. There is no smartphone to report, and there is not a single passer-by on the road.
The distance is too far to go back to that PC room. I wasn’t even sure if I’d be able to escape properly in the first place.
I was confused and couldn’t properly check the time zone.
The act of wandering around at night wasn’t that dangerous before.
That it’s not here now.
“Wow Mr.”
Looking at the size, at least C-class to B-class. Judging by the inability to use language, there is no intelligence above a certain level.
It was a monster that could be cleaned up in 3 minutes when a magical girl came, but I couldn’t handle it.
“I’ll turn.”
puck!
A strong shock came through the abdomen. That monster tried to attack without giving me time to calm down.
I almost died from being strangled earlier, but this time I’m in danger of being beaten to death? There are so many corridors to die for.
I vomited gastric juices again as I rolled down the road where there were no cars. The shock was so great that I couldn’t even breathe properly. The monster let out a strong snort.
“Ugh… Keck… .”
There are so many blessings to die.
I came to the world where I used to be a fan, so if you’re going to die, I’ll show you a real magical girl. Encountered with a monster and died less than a day after coming? Where could there be a more unfair and futile death?
I would rather have died in the suicide show earlier, I don’t know anything about it, so I don’t feel unfair.
I had the opportunity to fix the ending of the world I liked, but to die in vain like this.
After rolling for a while, my blurry vision caught the monster approaching this way.
“I haven’t seen a magical girl … .”
That moment.
An iron ball flew in from somewhere and randomly hit the monster who was approaching me.
“… ?”
Has the magical girl already arrived? But was that an ability I hadn’t seen in the original work?
no. Let’s not jump to conclusions.
Still, you never know. A magical girl who didn’t appear in the original story might have come to help.
First of all, let’s pray.
“Buy, live.”
The iron ball hit me in the face and started talking.
[Transform.]
… … what?
