Chapter 169 – Chapter 165 – Retrospective
Sun-ah realized that she had been underestimating this world until now.
The memory of living for 28 years under the name Sihyeon in a previous life.
His values as a man in his previous life were completely meaningless in this world.
To be honest, the sexual desire of a woman I felt in my previous life and that of a woman in this world were not very different.
However, she thought that she would benefit more from being different because her physical abilities and values of her were reversed.
But it was a big mistake.
She thought she would be just as happy being able to have sex and being squeezed by a woman.
But sex was good only in situations where she always had the upper hand in her sexual relations with her.
She was raped like crazy even though she didn’t want to, and being squeezed until she died even though it didn’t look like a single drop would come out was to push her body and mind to the limit.
She gradually began to fit into the values of this world, and in the end, she was violated by En Yurin every day and repeated a hellish routine, and then was captured by demons and tasted another hell.
When her mother came to rescue her from the demon realm, she thought she would be released from hell that day, but it was the beginning of another hell.
For the first time in such a hellish life, there was someone she naturally fell in love with.
A woman called the Demon King.
She hated her to death at first.
I could n’t possibly like her, who took her mother’s body her and indiscriminately slashed her waist from above herself and gave her pain by swearing and swearing at her.
But that thought gradually changed.
Except for her sex her, what she did to me was completely different from that of the women who violated her.
She was mesmerized by the gaze that seemed to be looking only at her.
Her mind was filled with thoughts of her and her every time what I received from her became more than what she gave to her.
At one time, she made mistakes with her and me, but now that I think about it, it was her fault her as well, so she wanted to forgive her.
Because her love her for her couldn’t be exchanged for anything but ‘one thing’ for me.
That one thing was a dream I never had in my previous life, let alone in my life.
I had my own child for the first time in my life, which was becoming more and more distant from normalcy.
Sophia, her mother her, used to touch and talk to her belly her when she was pregnant.
This child was a ‘thing’ made to be used as her own vessel her, so it was a shocking word to never give affection.
That’s why she said she wouldn’t even give a name.
She was well aware of how cruel she was to her other demons, even though she was kind to me.
However, she wondered if the reason she was kind to herself was not because she was ‘family’, but because it was just a valuable ‘thing’.
It might not be different from how Yurin or Miel treated me.
He didn’t know that he was being fooled by her kindness.
But that was too far-fetched of an idea.
There was still something I wanted to confirm from her.
I wanted to know if she had any affection for her family.
So I thought I would give her a name myself, along with her mother’s last name her.
Yena Lee.
It meant that he was a beautiful child.
Her child her was named before Sofia was born when she was full-term.
It was a name that contained my wish to be born somewhere without getting sick.
And from the day her daughter was born, she had often shown her daughter her in front of Sophia, and she did not want her to see her as her object her.
It was an act that she was able to do because her heart her for her daughter her took precedence over the desire to return her mother’s body her.
But little by little my hopes were in vain.
From one day, I could see Sophia rapidly growing Jena’s body her through her magic her.
No parent would be able to remain unconcerned when they heard their daughter scream.
Sophia, however, did not seem to fall within the bounds of her parents.
Even when I beg her to stop, Sophia just kept repeating the words, ‘Sunah, it’s unavoidable to get your mother back.’
Hearing that, I couldn’t help but close my eyes even as I saw Jena screaming and complaining of her pain.
I’ve known since then.
It was the fact that neither my mother nor I suffered the most from the contract I made with Sophia to get my mother back.
The biggest victim of that contract was Jena.
I was so heartbroken that Jena suffered so much because of me and her mother her.
That is why he prioritized Jena over Sophia.
Concerned that Jena would disappear into her consciousness of her, when Jena reached the age where she could move normally, the person I was traveling with changed from Sofia to Jena.
The memory of her was a gift from her poor father who wanted to leave her memories of her for her poor daughter who was to be sacrificed to her.
However, the memory was left not only to her daughter, but also to me as a gift.
When all those memories of Jena were gone and Sofia took over her body, she seemed to regret it every day she saw Jena’s face her.
She was terrified because she felt guilty that she had killed her first-born daughter and that she would live a life full of regrets.
That’s why she had to save Jena.
No matter what I did, no matter what happened to Sophia and her pretenders her, I did n’t care.
Because my daughter couldn’t hurt to put it in my eyes.
When she was with her mother her, who pretended to be Sofia, during the time she was illusioning herself happy, she knew that even if Jenna could n’t see herself, she would be living her happy life at Yura’s house.
She felt relieved when she recalled the memories of her being loved in the underworld by her ugly father and her mother who was not like her mother her, who loved her even more than she did.
She had always been grateful for Aunt Yura, but she was especially grateful for taking care of Yena.
Although that assurance that she would be living a happy life eased her worries about her daughter her.
It was all fantasy.
My daughter had already had her body her taken over by Sophia, and I thought of her mother her as Sophia and only wished for my own happiness in her false inheritance her.
I was a really bad father.
To the extent that I can’t even follow half of my father Hyun-tae.
No, it was so incurable that even mentioning his father his was not allowed.
In the end, he vomited at himself for the fact that he had always loved Sophia, who had taken over her daughter’s body her.
It was true that Sophia and Sophia were the only ones in the category of ‘us’.
No, to be honest, I might not be part of her family either.
Just a pet.
It might even be a very dearly cherished pet.
Surely that would be closer to the truth.
As she remembered that thought, her memories of her were gradually being erased from her mind of her.
Her love her for her is irreplaceable except for ‘one thing’.
It had already ended with her taking Jena away from me.
The last thing I could give her was not her love her, but cold ridicule and anger.
He didn’t even have to pay attention to why Sophia took Jena’s body to her.
Because she hated Sophia to the point of death for making everything she had done in vain in order to save Jena.
Because even her daughter was her property her, she looked like a monster, not a person.
That was Sophia that Suna was thinking of.
The red and hot love that did not know how to cool down in Suna’s heart has already become cold and shattered.
That was neither his daughter nor his lover his.
Now it was just an enemy.
Along with that, she was becoming more and more sorry for her mother.
In the end, the fact that he tried to abandon her mother to save his own daughter her was not erased.
This guilt was felt not only by Yena but also by her mother her.
As soon as she realized that Yena was gone, her heart was filled with sadness that Seon-a had betrayed her mother and yet she could not save her.
And as the sadness subsided, she was filled with an equal weight of guilt.
There was only one way to relieve this guilt.
Now that she knew that her mother had been pretending to be her her Sophia her for herself, and that she wanted her own body her, she wanted to do what her mother her wanted her to do to alleviate her guilt her.
Even after she revealed everything she now knew, she was willing to listen to her mother if she wanted her back her.
Otherwise, it seemed that her sorrow for the loss of her Jena and her guilt towards her mother her could not be alleviated.
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Seon-a locked her door in her villa’s room and hugged her lap, leaving her blankly alone.
Now that I could n’t even see her eyes her, it was impossible to even stare blankly in front of her.
Sun-ah’s face was thin between her cheeks, and her body her was growing emaciated.
It’s been three days since she was brought here, but Suna never opened her mouth.
It was something physical.
She did not eat or speak, so that was a very accurate description.
Everything was meaningless to Sun-ah, who seemed to have already given up all hope for her life…
‘I just want to stay still… I don’t want to think about anything…’
After Sun-ah closed her eyes, all she could do was wish that tomorrow would never come.
She wished she would fall into an eternal sleep like this, and her thoughts of wishing her own end had crossed over hundreds of times in just three days.
She heard a knock on the door and she was anxiously searching for herself.
“Father… Father… Please… Come out.”
That sound was too loud.
It reminded me of the ghost story about Jangsanbeom I saw in her previous life her, so Sophia was just a monster to me.
Because Sophia was now imitating her voice her and her memories her by borrowing her her Jena’s mouth her.
She didn’t think to let go of that impersonation, she kept knocking on her door, and she was dirtying Jena’s mouth her and her memories that only her daughter and her daughter her would know. .
“Father… I’m right… I made a deal with her mother to change her body for her for a little while…”
Even when she took over her mother’s body her, she took her mother’s memories her and pretended to be Sophia perfectly, so I just thought that I shouldn’t believe that.
Like that, Seon-a tightly locked her door and sobbed in her heart today without her tears and sound.
For Suna, who buried her daughter her in her heart her, it was so painful to see Sofia, who came to visit her several times a day, took Jena’s body her, and tried to deceive herself like that in front of her door.
She has been tricked by women every time, but this time, she was afraid of Sophia, who showed such a persistent appearance even though there was no way she could ever be fooled, but on the other hand, she hated her.
Sun-ah started to get more and more angry when she heard knocking on her own door once more.
She was going to tell her that she wanted to go back to her mother’s side her now.
She would bite off her tongue if she didn’t listen and she would just want to kill herself.
With that thought, with her staggering body, she managed to hold the doorknob and open it.
Bianca was standing there.
“Seon-ah… Isn’t it very difficult?… I brought you something to drink… If you want anything, I’ll help you. Just like when I waited in front of your mother’s mansion before. .. I’ll protect you at the door just like then.”
Bianca smiled at her Sun-ah and said.
However, because of her trembling tone of her, it was possible to know that the laughter was accompanied by sadness rather than joy.
Sun-ah nodded her head quietly, and Bianca put her glass her in her hand her.
Sun-ah takes it in her trembling hands and begins to sip it.
That smile was gradually transforming into something else.
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“Did I lose my mind… I wonder if the effect of the medicine was too strong… At least I tried to restore my body condition and feed it… I was so nervous that I did it like this.. .”
Bianca received and drank the liquid mixed with her medicine that she handed her, and she looked at Sun-ah.
After drinking all of her, Sun-ah collapsed and lost her mind.
She wondered if something was wrong with the medicine, but it wasn’t.
Seeing that Sun-ah’s place her stood stiffly, it was possible to know that her medicinal effects her were working normally.
If so, it must have been a physical problem that Sun-ah lost her mind.
Since it was Sun-ah who tossed and turned for 3 days and nights and did not drink or eat anything, she seemed to be in an unreasonable condition.
There was no doubt that he would have died if he had violated her goodness.
First of all, it was necessary to restore the body to some extent before eating.
Bianca had to come up with a way for him to eat her food before Sun-ah came to her senses her.
