205─The Heart of a Human Face
December 25.
Not far from Elialta Canyon, the Ernes Empire began to build a position in earnest.
“…… “
Is it going to rain in a little while?
Dark clouds so thick that not even the setting sun can be seen, causing unpleasant moisture.
Suddenly.
Toduk.
Sure enough, not long after, one drop, two drops.
The rain began to fall, hitting the floor……
Shoo!
It was pouring down extremely heavy rain.
──Stop working for a moment and collect yourself!
The rain was heavy enough to hinder the construction of the camp while being hit by the rain, so the 2nd Prince Raymond gave the order and ordered the soldiers to take refuge in the huts built in each area.
Fersen also led his troops into a hut and quietly watched the desolate wasteland change color.
“…… “I don’t think it will last a short period of time.”
“It looks like that.”
“There is a large flowing river upstream beyond, and I hope it will swell and overwhelm the main force of the Elmark Empire.”
“The wizards there probably don’t play and eat together, so the possibility of that happening is probably low.”
“…… “I guess so.”
Doran Doran, Fersen, who was talking with his troops, gradually reduced his conversation and quietly took a step back.
And then he approaches Lizzy, who is far away.
“Lizzy.”
“…… “
“Let’s move the location for a while.”
Unable to respond to her own words, Fersen took her umbrella out of her subspace, grabbed the body standing behind her, and steered her wheelchair.
Too-doo-duk!
When I go outside, the sound of rain hitting the umbrella is very loud.
The rain that obscured their vision was also very harsh, so Fersen and Lizzy’s uniforms became damp even though they had only traveled a short distance.
Kirik.
As soon as we entered a small hut not far away, Fersen folded his umbrella and said.
“This is your barracks.”
“…… My barracks? “Isn’t it exactly your entertainment space?”
Lizzy, laughing at Fersen’s words, pulls up her collar to reveal his clear handprint that was hidden.
That’s because it seemed strange to separate her own space unless that was the intention.
“You…” … Now, how are you going to abuse me here?”
“…… “
“Will they try to burn this body covered by the uniform?”
If not.
“Are you going to strangle me again?”
Lizzie, looking at him with her unsmiling eyes and a wry smile on her lips, grabs Fersen’s large hand and brings it to her own neck.
A delicate neck that looks as if it will break if you bend it with enough force.
“Why are you still?”
“…… “
“If you gave me just a little bit of strength, I would be writhing around like I did then, with an ugly expression on my face, and shedding tears.”
“…… “
“It’s raining a lot outside. Even my miserable moans will be completely covered.”
“…… “
“Isn’t this the perfect time to hunt sheep?”
A lamb fearlessly presents itself and forces the wolf to eat it.
It was a very contradictory situation, with the prey taking the lead from the predator……
Ferzen didn’t care about that, but gently touched Lizzy’s neck and adjusted her collar.
“Lizzy.”
“…… “
“The weather is very cold.”
“It’s not even funny.”
“You often have a sore throat, so the more times you have it, the more you need to take care of it.”
“…… “
His way of speaking is so different from his usual way of speaking that he seems to be wearing an even more unsuitable mask.
There, Lizzy felt a strange sense of déjà vu and furrowed her brows.
“When I talk about you with other people, I don’t want to be asked if I’m still a pretty and lovable child.”
“…… “
“I don’t want to be asked if I’m healthy.”
And when Fersen finished speaking, the feeling of déjà vu was replaced by a distinct sense of familiarity.
“──!”
Lizzy, realizing this, felt goosebumps rising all over her body and roughly slapped away the hand that was adjusting her collar.
No, Fersen had pulled his hand back before his swinging hand could reach him, so his small, delicate hand was only cutting through the air.
“…… “Don’t do it.”
“I don’t know when I will become a lady, but you still seem like a girl with no manners.”
“Don’t imitate my brother——!”
Lizzie raised her voice loudly, as if screaming, in response to Fersen’s actions, which horribly tarnished her memories that she could only logically keep and could not accumulate anymore.
But rather than listening to what Ferzen said, he tied the tent’s strings tightly, fluttering in the wind and rain, and went to sleep……
In a hut where the darkness was so thick that she could not see, based on the memories she read in the process of reviewing the body of César and Roer, her family, who no longer exist in this world. I started imitating.
No, can we call it simple imitation?
The level of perfection is too high to the point where it would be a waste of money to do so.
Although her sight was simply blocked, Lizzy’s hearing and touch sensed his touch and voice, which she missed so much, Loer and César.
“Stop…” … Well, stop…… “
Not even 10 minutes should have passed.
Her heart, already fragmented, breaks and shatters even more miserably, turning into a handful of dust and scattering.
Even though I know in my head that she is just an illusion.
The body, pushed to the edge of a cliff, was miserably trying to accept it as the truth.
The one who killed her own brothers was none other than Fersen.
Isn’t it so cruel to project her own brothers onto Fersen?
“Well, I was wrong…… “
Her family and her family were all lost.
Even though she wants to lose more, she has nothing because she is herself.
Now she thought Fersen would have no means left to make her suffer.
Yes, she definitely thought so.
It was purely his own illusion.
…… His pretentious hypocrisy was disgusting enough to make me vomit.
He didn’t let out a desperate scream like this.
Therefore, little by little, she faced the fears and horrors she accepted out of desperate resignation, and she took off his hypocritical mask.
What was revealed beyond that was not the inside of an ugly and shady person, but the appearance of a terrible monster.
Clap!
Eventually, Lizzy falls out of her wheelchair, stumbles to the ground, and miserably crawls towards him, hugging her feet tightly.
Sigh…… !
No!
A pitiful cry that cannot be easily masked by the harsh sound of pouring rain.
It seemed as if he would bend down and embrace her body, but now Fersen was not wearing her hypocritical mask that she so desperately wanted to take off.
“Never again…” … Ahhh…… I won’t…… “
On the other hand, Lizzy tried to put that hypocritical mask on him again.
Just like the first time, he hoped to be dealt with to relieve some of his guilt.
Sigh.
But Fersen seemed to find this annoying, so he took his foot away from her and moved it behind her, which she was holding close to him.
“Ah…… Ah…… “
Then Lizzy, who had been holding her body forlornly unable to walk on the cold floor, crawled after it again.
“I don’t like it…… “
I think I’ll get caught, I don’t think I’ll get caught.
It would have been better if she had at least played a tug-of-war that seemed to mock herself.
As Fersen, who walked somewhere inside her hut, hiding the sound of her steps, completely disappeared, Lizzie curled up her body like a snail and covered her ears.
Also, she did not want to hear his voice imitating her brothers coming from somewhere.
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“Sorry…… Sorry…… Wow! Sorry…… !”
Amidst the sound of pouring rain, the screams of a sad girl who does not know what the apology is for resounds.
Ttogak.
At the end, Fersen, who was standing still in the corner and looking at her blurry figure with eyes accustomed to the darkness, took her steps.
Sureuk.
Then she bent down and grabbed Lizzie’s hands, who were repeating her parrot-like words of apology, and lowered them from her covered ears.
“Lizzy.”
“Hi…… ! Yes…… Yes…… !”
Lizzy was reflexively trembling and filled with goosebumps, but when the intonation and tone of her voice were all those of Fersen’s, she responded by nodding her head like an idiot.
“Isn’t this what you wanted?”
“Oh, no…… ! “Well, it’s not like that!”
Fearing that perhaps her Fersen would once again move out of her reach and violate her memories of her brothers, Lizzie roughly grabbed his forearm and pulled her away. Shook his head vigorously.
“…… But, haven’t you become a bad child who only chooses things I don’t like?”
“I’m sorry…… ! Sorry…… ! Everything, again…… Cha, I’ll be a good kid…… !”
“Can you believe that? … “
Ferzen gently caressing Lizzy’s cheek……
“I don’t know.”
As he chanted in his ear, Lizzy stretched out her trembling hand and grabbed the hem of his clothes.
From Fersen’s point of view, what does it mean to be a good child?
Will I become a doll to relieve some of my guilt?
No, perhaps that is secondary.
To him, she, a good child, would always be a delicate little lamb struggling with fear and fear from the presence of her man named Fersen.
Yes, in that one act of hypocritical kindness……
Instead of showing what he is used to, he has to show how he submits in fear and fear.
Shoo!
After a while, in the middle of a hut where there was silence.
Amidst the unique smell of the soil getting wet from the rain, a faint earthy smell mingles.
“Okay…… Flaw…… Sigh…… ! Heh, heh…… “
Leaning in Ferzen’s arms, making noises that may be crying or laughing.
Lizzy, who urinated on her own, grabbed the hem of his clothes even more tightly.
“…… “
Then, Fersen took control of Lizzy’s body, untied the straps of her tent that had been woven and fastened, and patted her back kindly.
Flutter!
Beyond the tent fluttering in the wind and rain, the faint light from outside shines inside.
Lizzy, who looked up at Fersen’s face from there, stood up with her faint smile on her extremely kind expression and looked at Fersen……
She foolishly laughed along like an egoless doll.
Sureuk.
Eventually, Ferzen moved to a blind spot beyond her fluttering tent and took off her own uniform pants and panties with her own hands.
As Isabel lifted her from the coffin being placed in subspace and washed her urine-stained crotch, Lizzy looked up at the ceiling blankly, holding on to her shoulders.
Even though the hand of an outsider grazed her private part without permission, Lizzy did not feel the slightest sense of shame—she acted as if all her emotions had been castrated.
No, at the same time, I had to clearly leave behind my fear and fear towards him.
If she didn’t, he would once again trample on her memories with her brothers.
“…… “
As he brushed off her hands, having washed all of her crotch, Lizzie took out her spare uniform pants from her own space and handed them to Fersen.
It didn’t make sense for him to wear this himself, as he was supposed to be filled with fear and terror in front of him.
‘Ah…… ‘
It’s cold.
The groin area that had been washed with cold water seemed to be numb, and as a result, the red, swollen vagina twitched pitifully, pinching the thick flesh.
Kirik.
Afterwards, as Fersen, who was carrying her, sat down in her wheelchair and tried to put on her uniform pants with her own hands, Lizzie lifted her waist a little to make him more comfortable.
But he just stared at himself, holding his uniform pants in his hands.
“You didn’t give me underwear.”
“…… “
Useless, strange, and trivial.
Hearing Fersen’s words, which contain details that make people more miserable, Lizzy smiled a little and took out a pair of pure white panties from her subspace.
“…… “
Is he really laughing inside, wondering what kind of unsightly underwear he is wearing?
Or perhaps they think it’s refreshing for a decent lady to wear such girlish underwear?
…… As I look down at his face, whose emotions I can’t read, he stands up, putting on his pants and underwear.
“Your pretty face is a mess.”
Fersen wipes his tear-stained face with a gentle voice and gentle hands.
The skill of moving behind him and straightening his own hair, which had become scattered, was so skillful.
But Lizzy held on tightly to the armrest of his wheelchair, panting softly and shrugging his shoulders.
He knew very well what consequences would await him if he did not show any reaction.
And as if he was satisfied with that, he gently brushed his hair, turned his back and left the inside of the hut……
“Huh, ha…” … “
Lizzy burst out laughing.
“Ha…… Hmm, ahahahaha…… “
No, he said he was laughing now.
Lizzy was crying while repeating that to herself.
* * * * *
“…… “I guess this is correct.”
Astel muttered while looking at the small hut across the street where Lizzy and Fersen had moved, his colleagues beside him nodded.
“Every night, she cries out for her brothers and lets out endless moans of nightmares. This is true, at least until she faces the enemy.”
“It’s not something we can solve, and at the same time, it’s not something we have to endure.”
“Because maintaining our condition is more important than that of a low-level warlock with no experience.”
“…… Yes, when you say that, I think I spoke well to His Excellency the Earl.”
“Don’t worry too much. Astel.”
“I understand.”
Astel wiped his face once, sighed with a bitter smile, and started tidying up the inside of the hut with his unit members.
