Chapter 69 – Broken Heart
I wake up to the sound of chirping sparrows. Feeling empty in the lower extremity.
“Uh, uh…”
I lowered her head and looked down.
“Whoop, whoop, whoop… Is the puppy awake…? Whoop Chuup♡”
Yerin Han is sucking my cock while she is naked. The tongue moves to and fro, carefully licking her pillars.
What… Didn’t I go back home?
Clearly the door… Ha.
“Churup, eup, heungwoobum, the cock is delicious…♡ Churup, eup, haub, oops♡”
Han Ye-rin sucks alternately between her pole and glans. Her hands massage her balls and lick the rim of her glans. She tries to tell him to stop, but realizes that no fuck is meaningless, and she lets out a short sigh.
In the end, she couldn’t escape. There is no strength in her languor.
“Puppy, whoop, chuup… Don’t worry… Haa… I’ll just give you a blow job and send it to you♡ Churup eup haoop♡”
Slowly raise the sluggish body. I try to ignore Han Ye-rin, who is absorbed in sucking her cock while lying on her stomach, and watch her noisy TV.
The content is roughly… That retired lieutenant knight Cheon Soo-ah killed a knight who had previously run away after seeing a monster.
Chun Soo-ah.
A person I haven’t seen in a long time. I heard that he acted as an assistant next to Kang Ji-ah in the past… That person killed a knight like himself.
The announcer opens up. It is not once or twice that Chun Soo-ah has officially expressed dissatisfaction with the now frighteningly weakened article. The person who had a negative perception of the article from the beginning was-
Because of that article, I found out that my ‘husband’ died.
Even if you become a plural demon, there is nothing to say.
After saying that they are currently expanding the investigation network, the announcer moves on to the next topic.
“Churup, up haub, chuup, bbum whoop, haap♡”
She lowers her head with hazy eyes. Han Ye-rin wiggles her ass and sucks her cock carefully. Her tongue entwined with goo, stimulating her cock. Uh, come to think of it… What about Arin Lee?
“Wait, what about Iarin?”
“Ha-oop, ha-oop, whew, hehe, he said he had something to do, so he left first♡ Whoop, whoop, whoop…”
Do you have work?
Han Ye-rin moves her hot tongue here and there to hasten her ejaculation. As she touches her fetish balls, she speeds up her to cum a little faster. Her hot snort hits her crotch, dripping saliva stains her bed sheets.
“Chuup, oops, chuup, whoop, chuup, chuup, oops, chuup…”
Her cock expands Semen begins to rise from her roots. Swallow your breath in pleasure. More than this is unbearable.
“Howup, yes, chubb, uh…, Uh, uh!?♡ Chub, yup, chug… Gulp… Gulp… Chueup, whoop…”
The sticky semen goes down Han Ye-rin’s throat. Han Ye-rin’s neck twitched every time her cock beat her pulse.
“Haa… Haa… Haha… Puppy. Did you feel good?♡”
I come out with her hazy eyes and meet her gaze. Fuck. She nods briefly.
“Haa… Whoa… Now wash up a bit… Let’s go home♡”
Fuck…
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Somehow, after passing the ordeal, I return home and lay down on the bed in my room.
I just washed it and didn’t send it. She even foamed up and had sex before she could catch the bus back home.
Lying in her room and looking up at her ceiling, mad fatigue begins to weigh down her whole body again.
As I fall asleep, a small question passes through my head.
Wriggling in the chest.
Sex then – no. I didn’t care because I was crazy about survival. Now that I think about it, there is nothing strange about it.
The feeling of overflowing with something.
The feeling of overflowing and rising walls. No, I felt that the ‘bowl’ was widening.
“…Awakening?”
I remember what Lee Cheon-hwa, the family head, said. I’m sure… There will come a time when the sense of alienation merges into one within a day or a week.
Was that just yesterday?
“Ha…”
I don’t know now. First of all, I want to rest today. Don’t want to do anything
Let’s go to Ijega tomorrow or two days.
You can know anything
Gradually to intense fatigue.
Eyes close
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After the pleasure wave ends, the mind returns.
After arguing with Han Ye-rin, I realized that her heart was in pain.
Even if you go outside the door and relax, the stuffiness fills your chest and interferes with your thoughts.
A feeling of being caught on something.
My chest hurts.
Even when she sits still, she keeps getting caught on that ‘something’ and tossing and turning her body.
Even if I go out and shop to get rid of my thoughts, or go to the ping-pong court and play ping-pong, it doesn’t work.
A slight ‘guilty’ rises up in my chest.
A feeling of guilt that can’t be resolved no matter what you do. Even if I try to avoid it, it follows me and torments my heart like moths.
The ‘something’ I’ve been trying to avoid is sticking by my side all day today. It bothers me. Desperately deny
Although I know what that ‘something’ is. Deny
I have to deny it.
“I’m sorry…”
It’s evening.
I lie in my room and look at the blue wallpaper.
Trying hard to get rid of that ‘something’. Recall what happened at the mansion. Come to think of it, the purpose of fighting from the middle has already been put on the back burner, and all I could think about was sex…
Apparently, the first fight was about ‘whose pussy feels better’, but…
Being fucked… Sucked… And petted a little… When he came to his senses, he fell in love with Tae-ho and completely forgot his original goal, only shaking his waist.
I did a real 3P. Face turns red
Do you think of Tae Ho again? The lower body gets hot. I didn’t do anything… The uterus comes down on its own.
The courage to save me in a moment of crisis.
Kindness that is usually ingrained in the body.
Running towards the goal – tenacious will.
Upright and fine toughness.
My heart is pounding.
“Ha…”
At the same time.
A small memory flashes through my mind.
The truth I had been ignoring and ignoring.
An unforgettable fact.
Gaslighting.
Each of Han Ye-rin’s unexpected words slowly floats over her heart.
‘Hey, was it surprising? It’s difficult to ruin even one person, Arin Lee. You made it Are you really surprised? How could a person do this?’
“Ah…”
Floating thoughts get stuck in my head. No matter how much I try to deny it, the thoughts won’t stop.
‘Four years in years. Do you think it is love to cut off women because you like your boyfriend and ‘raise’ them by your side like a puppet?’
Gaslighting.
As the reality I had been trying to ignore approaches me, my heart throbs with pain.
Undeniable.
I just…
Aren’t you crazy?
Wriggling
From the depths of your heart. Guilt creeps in.
Undeniable. After hearing that, she forced herself to pass it off as okay. He just repeated denial after denial saying, ‘No way’.
I can’t do that anymore.
Can not avoid.
Each and every word Han Ye-rin said is embedded in her chest and pierces her heart.
She hit the spot
Even if she tries to repeat the denial of denial, she can’t escape.
Then, sooner or later.
Realize.
“…Ah.”
I am.
It’s trash.
So it didn’t work.
You shouldn’t… I’m sorry.
She did something she shouldn’t have done to her boyfriend.
Realize your mistake.
Moaning in her pain, he tore her hair. You can’t turn away, deny or do anything.
Every single word Han Ye-rin spits squeezes her heart.
Can not avoid.
After getting up from her seat and trying to organize her thoughts, I opened the door and went out to the great blue floor-
“Ah.”
There is a lagoon.
“Hi.”
Under the cold moonlit night.
Calmly sunken eyes stare at me.
“I came because I have something to tell you.”
Seok-ho smiles lightly. Ah. I feel it instinctively.
That the end is near.
“Let’s go inside and talk.”
Seok-ho grabs my wrist and enters the room. We slowly close the door and look at each other side by side under the moonlit window.
Unstable.
My heart beats like crazy.
“Arin.”
Eyes meet.
Ice.
“Now we-“
Ah.
“Let’s break up.”
Time stops.
That look, that expression, that gesture.
All of that is telling me.
I don’t love you anymore
My heart hurts. Wriggling, guilt rises up in your chest. I have to stop, but it’s already too late.
Me too, because I have a lot of things piled up. Like-
Like Han Ye-rin.
“I don’t know anymore.”
Lagoon is out of luck.
“Why should I love you?”
“I thought about it for a long time.”
“Why can’t I change no matter how hard I try? Why can’t I grow even if I try? Why can’t I become stronger no matter how hard I try?”
“Yeah, you know? It’s all because of you.”
“I’ll be honest.”
“All that ‘effort’ is-“
“It was only for ‘you’.”
“Because I love you.”
“There is nothing but that. I wanted to change because I love you, and I wanted to become a ‘strong man’ who would not be ashamed to stand in front of you.”
“Now…”
“It all feels meaningless.”
“So, I quit.”
“Even if I change.”
“Because I’m still ‘bonded’ by you.”
“Because I’m locked in your ‘cage’.”
“Iarin.”
“Free me.”
“No more-“
“I don’t want to be loved by you.”
Head.
It turns white like white paper. Mouth doesn’t move as if it’s frozen. I can’t do anything other than just sit still.
“Iarin.”
Make eye contact
Determined eyes.
“Let’s break up.”
Wedge
Grab the doorknob Right before the door opens, he turns to look at me.
“Do you have any last words?”
Ah.
“Sorry…”
Keep your head down and open your mouth.
“I play with your heart… By playing with it…”
“Everything, I’m sorry… I did it on my own… I’m sorry-“
“It’s okay.”
Seok-ho looks at me with cold eyes.
“I apologize, I will accept it.”
Ominous feeling.
“Instead-“
“Don’t come near me.”
Ah…
“That’s enough.”
Slowly.
Visit is closed.
Footsteps receding gradually. Trying to open the door to catch the lagoon – stop.
“…”
It’s not worth it to me. My heart has already left, and I have driven a wedge.
You shouldn’t be by the lagoon.
I can’t do anything
A deep feeling of guilt gnaws at my heart.
‘I’ll be honest, you got your personality wrong.’
‘It’s difficult to ruin even one person, Arin Lee. You made it Are you really surprised? How could a person do this?’
‘Four years in years. Do you think it is love to cut off women because you like your boyfriend and ‘raise’ them by your side like a puppet?’
‘No matter how much I think about it, there’s no way a ‘human’ would do such a crazy thing. There’s no way I could have loved like a puppet for four years.’
Ah…
‘Trash.’
All right
My heart hurts.
Each word turns into a dagger and flies into my heart.
Can not avoid. Should not be avoided
Entire.
Because it’s true.
“Haha…”
To have a headache. My whole body hurts. It’s painful. Then-
Ugh-
Cell phone rings.
Alas, I don’t know now.
Just put your face on the pillow.
Just moan in pain
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Same time.
Taeho Kim.
“Why aren’t you texting me?”
Scratch one’s head
I’m going to Ijega tomorrow to find out something, so I asked if it was okay to go…
I don’t even read, let alone reply.
Hey, is something going on?
