Chapter 34 – Click
I am a crazy bitch
Both subjectively and objectively. I am…
It’s a ‘crazy year’.
I think I’m going to lose my mind. You shouldn’t look at it, even if you keep telling yourself over and over again.
Can’t stop watching
“Haha…”
Really, I think I’ll turn around.
Habitually touches the genital area with the fingers.
“Huh, ha ha… Ha ha…”
The lower half of the body twitched in response. I’m doing it. A moan escapes from your mouth.
Look and look again
I can’t take my eyes off the telescope.
Today is the Maginot Line. Tomorrow… I won’t see it no matter what.
…Must!
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“Cheer hair…”
Look and look again
It’s the weekend. It’s Saturday. And now I…
Watching wind sex
I’m really going crazy. Not a bit, can’t stop looking.
Watching my dick go in and out of my vagina… I can’t stop. In this fucking situation, to ease the pain even a little bit. Even if you endlessly rationalize yourself saying ‘this is for your boyfriend’ and that it’s just ‘studying’, you don’t stop.
…Don’t even get used to it. Just excited
Not against boyfriends, but against other men. Just excited
This fact eats my heart a little. At the same time, their self-esteem is hurt. My sex so far has been ‘mental’.
Only the mind, not the body, can be satisfied.
Mental peak.
This is what sex is all about. This thought hasn’t changed even once since I met my boyfriend until now…
Now, that ‘everything’ is about to change.
Not only the body, but the mind is enough. It feels denied. And there is also the matter of taste.
I’m not a strong man… I’m attracted to weak men.
The lower half is not like that at all.
Mentally, I’m attracted to the “Weak man” I want to protect.
Physically, I am attracted to ‘strong men’ who want to be protected.
The feeling of being split in two.
I feel that feeling all day, from start to finish.
“Ha ha… Ha… Fuck…”
Finally, the ‘that’ thought that doesn’t leave your head.
Curiosity.
If it gets stuck in that big cock… Me too…
Would you make a face like that?
“Huh…”
Would you be that happy?
Even if it’s just a body?
“Haha…”
Eventually, the sex of the two comes to an end.
[Puppy. Hehe, ha… I was satisfied.]
Kim Tae-ho weakly nods his head.
[Take a break tomorrow.]
[Yes?]
Kim Tae-ho’s expression brightens noticeably.
My expression also becomes noticeably brighter.
Tomorrow… Rest!
[Ah, take one last picture and finish.]
For a moment, you can break this hellish loop of pleasure. My heart beats with joy at that fact. But, why?
It’s a little bit, but I feel sorry.
“Haha…”
Hands move instinctively. Juseomjuseom, take out the ‘camera’ from your bag. Put on a tripod
This is… I can’t help it… Because I won’t do it tomorrow. ‘Cause I won’t see you anymore Just, finally…
Click.
Took a picture. At the same time –
Click.
Take photo.
Look into the screen of the camera.
Han Ye-rin, wearing a piece of cloth, bites a condom full of semen.
On his forehead, with his hand making a V.
Kneeling in front of Kim Tae-ho’s cock, he was laughing with a red-hot expression.
The setting sun, the sunset caught in the clouds.
Now… Let’s go back.
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Sunday.
The streets are full of bustling people.
To cool off the rising excitement, come out.
Fluttering blue hair. The attention of the surroundings is focused.
Even when I came out, I felt like I couldn’t be relieved. My stomach churns as I walk.
“Ha…”
Let’s eat something, I see a snack bar in the distance.
Open the door and go in
“Yes…?”
There was Han Seol-ah.
That too, while wearing her apron.
Huh?
“Should I stand…?”
Han Seol Ah meets her eyes. You… Why are you here? Seol-ah averts her eyes in embarrassment.
“Uh, uh, Ariana…?”
“He, here… Are you doing a part-time job?”
Seol-ah nods her head.
Her cheeks are slightly red. Should I just go back? No… It’s done. Let’s just eat here. She goes and sits down in a corner.
Take a quick look at the menu.
Let’s make it with cheese tteokbokki. After checking the menu board, put it back to its original place. I go back to my seat too.
The TV hanging on the wall chitters. She looks up at the TV.
Famous MCs and celebrities were playing table tennis using their abilities.
Since then, ‘sports’ based on one’s abilities have become popular among the entertainment and broadcasting industries. Originally, trends come and go, and I think it was like this five years ago. These days, that much is severe.
In particular, I play a lot of table tennis.
Half of it has become a meme on the Internet, in fact, when it comes to table tennis. At that time, it became such a situation that I was talking about the table tennis that Taeho Kim and I played. Not only me and Kim Tae-ho, but also interest in Seol-ah. She rose vertically.
It is expressionless and mercilessly graded. With a water catcher.
Even so, he doesn’t care if the ping-pong table is broken or if the ground goes out. With calmness.
Gained immense popularity.
Originally, with its unique magic. Although it is well-known enough to be known by Koreans. With table tennis at that time, the image of a ‘referee’ was imprinted in an instant.
Watch entertainment on TV.
That outfit… Is the same as Seol-ah’s at the time.
“Now…Would you like to watch another channel…?”
After the referee stir-fries the tteokbokki, he picks up a remote control nearby and turns the channel.
It’s a little bit, but it looks urgent. After going through various entertainment shows, news comes out.
“Whew…”
Seol-ah lets out a sigh with a reddened expression on her face. She wiped her forehead with her hand, embarrassed. Get out of place
On the news… The academy was coming out.
A long time. The academy is in the news. Well, if that’s the case, there won’t be much to say. All that has been said so far is just talk of ‘the academy’s futility’ or needlessly improving the constitution of the academy with a lot of high-ranking people.
Naturally, the eyes are fixed on the TV. At the academy… Two boys are said to be missing.
…Missing?
“Huh?”
Eyes open wide. That, huh? Missing?
What?
The son of a conglomerate disappeared in Korea. An incident worth making headlines in the newspaper, but…
Skip to the next news.
Just say it briefly. Just pass by no, why? Even that, it seems like it’s hard to say…
Take out your cell phone
The only thing that came out was the news. Looking for a missing person – full of empty stories like that. Not even comments.
What the… Who is it?
What if someone kidnapped… Is the media being controlled to the limit like this?
Ah.
Tteokbokki has arrived.
First… Let’s eat.
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Sunday.
Two male students are missing.
Heavy rain falls from the sky.
Fuck… You did it after all.
The hand holding the umbrella trembles in fear. By now, he would be tied to a drum and watching fish at the bottom of the East Sea, or buried in the ground.
I’m on my way to the snack bar now.
It is said that the part-time job will end around this time.
Come to think of it, the first time I went to play. I said I would buy a handkerchief, but I forgot about it completely while playing.
“Are you here…?”
When I open the door, Seolah Han wearing an apron greets me. I guess there’s still a little time left. Put an umbrella in the umbrella holder next to you.
“Huh? It’s raining outside…?”
Nod. It didn’t rain until noon, but suddenly it started pouring at night.
“Did you come all of a sudden?”
“Umm… I see… Sit down… Take a break…?”
I nodded my head and sat down. When I am resting, my eyes are fixed on the TV hanging on the wall.
The content is roughly… It’s a story about ‘sewer monsters’ that are getting more and more serious these days.
Did you set up a fish farm below?
At night, I can hear the sound of flesh colliding with flesh, and I can’t sleep due to the sound of sex between monsters. In the end, a cleanup plan was set, the news announcer says.
The real world has changed.
When the gate first opened, humans rushed in madly, and monsters dominated the ground. Humans have been hiding in the sewers. Now it’s the other way around.
The news changes the subject. The content… Is about the academy.
As always, the same topic, about improving the constitution.
In fact, monsters lose the ability to create ‘knights’ that tear and kill. To the reality that has turned into a social gathering place for high-ranking people. The announcer laments.
“Now… It’s over…”
I turn my eyes from focusing on the TV to the side. Han Seol-ah, dressed in plain clothes, waves her hand. Get up from your seat
When I go outside, the rain that falls in pursuit is blocking my view. City lights reflect on the road. As I open the umbrella, Seolah Han grabs my collar.
“Ugh… Taeho…”
“Ok?”
As she turns around, Han Seol-ah looks up at me. She put on a slightly troubled expression.
“It’s okay… I don’t have an umbrella…”
Han Seol Ah meets her gaze. What? Don’t have an umbrella? Then just magic… No.
“Then let’s write together.”
“Oh, are you okay…?”
As if Hanseol-ah was a bit embarrassed, her face blushed. Wiggles her fingers. I nod her head.
No, he’s just a friend… Is this enough? I’ll have to report it to her girlfriend later.
Seolah Han comes next to me.
Now I only have to go buy her handkerchief. The rain is gradually increasing in intensity. The water splashes and the clothes get wet. Han Seol-ah gradually gets closer to me. And silence. I open my mouth to the increasingly awkward atmosphere.
“Isn’t it difficult to work part-time?”
“It’s not so… Difficult… You don’t have a part-time job…?”
“It’s not a part-time job, but I helped bake bread at home.”
“Umm… Baking bread… Isn’t it difficult…?”
“It was difficult at first, but after a while I got used to it.”
“It’s amazing… I burn toast too… I’ve never done it at all…?”
Not at all. I’ve had a little bit of work, so I’ve done it.
“Not at all, I’ve been working on a computer for about two months.”
“Ehh? They don’t buy it at home…? It’s a bakery, but they have money…”
“I already bought it once, but somehow it broke…”
“The computer… Is going to be broken…?”
“That, while working out… It happened.”
Next to the baby Hanseol, he tilts her head cutely.
“While working out… Is there something that breaks…?”
Avoid eye contact.
At the time, it was a bit crazy. It’s hard to exercise, to make it a little fun. Juggling with dumbbells was the root of the problem. I did it on the bed to be safe, but there was a computer right next to me…
“Well, there’s something like that. Anyway.”
“Yeah…”
Awkward silence again. What more can I say…? I was walking while thinking so much.
“Oh, this way…”
Han Seol-ah points her family line with her fingertips.
After that, she was brief. I chose her handkerchief on the recommendation of Seolah Han.
Is this… Gray again? Seeing that the embroidery is similar, I think I bought it here.
Go outside. The still heavy rain hits the ground hard.
Now, buy an umbrella from a nearby convenience store, and then split up and go home.
An awkward silence still lingers around.
Among the raindrops falling hard, a man and a woman under an umbrella. Walking slowly in the alley
“That’s Taeho…”
“Huh?”
“So… What job did you do…?”
Seolah Han breaks the awkward silence. What job did you do?
“Convenience store.”
Han Seol-ah looked at me. Floats her question mark above her head.
“It’s normal… I do part-time work as an exercise… I thought I’d do things like loading and unloading…”
When did my image…? Han Seol-ah looks at me, she giggles and she laughs.
“It’s a joke… I’ve also worked at a convenience store before…”
“Have you ever tried it?”
Seolah Han sits next to me.
“Ugh… But my tone was slack… I got fired in the middle…”
“Is that so? I came out in the middle because I couldn’t stand it because of the truth.”
Even thinking about it now, I think of crazy bastards who are about to go crazy.
“Jinsaang…?”
Han Seol-ah comes closer. How do you look curious? Let me know Now, if I’ve been through the truth-
Rattle-
“Huh?”
“Yes…?”
When I was out of luck A manhole nearby.
Makes a creepy noise.
“It just rattled, and a sound-“
Quagga River-!
A heavy manhole pours into the sky. And down-
“Turn off, gyya, turn off, turn off-turn off-“
A lump of hideous flesh.
Demons appear.
Looking at it, it’s a low-danger monster whose arms and legs are entangled.
It’s a little bit, but it looks like a dick. Is it male? Power goes into the hand holding the umbrella. It’s intimidating, but it’s okay.
Because Han Seol-ah is here.
She puts a magic ceremony on her right hand. Han Seol-ah next to me…
“Huh… Hmmm…”
Are tense
With his face dyed red. Cling tight next to me Doesn’t fall.
Hey… Hey?
The demon runs. Disgustingly intertwined arms and legs approach me. Pull the spear out of your hand. Hit the head
Puck- and
A dull sound echoes through the alleyway. The dented body of the monster is visible. An umbrella gets in the way.
I threw away my umbrella and Seolah Han stuck to my side…
Fuck I don’t know Because it’s not that heavy. Let’s just kill
If it’s that kind of monster. Can kill in no time
A bright red magic ceremony was wrapped around the tip of the spear.
One room is enough.
The monster ravens and throws its body towards me with only its chest. That moment-
Hit the torso with an iron spear, at the same time.
Explodes the body with explosive magic.
Bang-!
Han Seol-ah stuck close to me. Twitching her body
Thumping and thumping Flesh falls to the floor of the alleyway. Pick up an umbrella that has fallen nearby. My body is already all wet. Soggy Looking at Han Seol-ah, her face was still bright red.
Could it be… Are you afraid of monsters?
Magic is as strong as an army. If you actually meet a monster, you’re going to be this tight? Han Seol-ah slowly falls from my side. Are you okay, stretch out his hand –
“Huh…”
Momentarily raises his hand and covers his face. It’s a little, but it’s a shrunken look.
Why… Do you?
Han Seol-ah avoids my gaze. Then.
“That, that, that… I’ll go now…”
Wrapped in light
Disappear before my eyes.
“Huh?”
Only the sound of the falling rain remains.
Amplifies my doubts.
You have to sit…
Did you look scared?
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Fuck.
In the end it turns out like this.
The sun slowly setting. I am now.
Also, I am watching ‘Wishing Sex’.
I really feel like going crazy. The problem was that I took the picture at that time. When I look at that picture, I keep thinking of that scene again and again. The lower half of the body heats up. Stupid even-
Until masturbation, I did it.
I watched my friend and masturbated!
Focus your eyes on the telescope.
Kim Tae-ho is now sucking his cock on Han Ye-rin. Han Ye-rin sucking his cock without even breathing. Kim Tae-ho is looking down. I saw that
Point her finger at her vagina.
I’m going to go to the middle of the day. Love is flowing Fingers don’t stop.
“Haha…”
If you… Get stuck in that cock.
Me too like that…
Fuck.
Shake your head left and right. For me, it’s just a boyfriend.
“Haa… I’m sorry…”
No. Just…
It’s only today. Only until today… I’ll see.
Just, just for today.
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A week has passed.
There was no such thing as ‘only today’.
I just… Continued to ‘masturbate’.
It never ends. Like in class, I can’t concentrate. Over and over, over and over, my head is filled with that ‘fuck’. What if you get stuck there? Over and over again, I remember
I am now. It’s on the ‘cliff’.
For a week. I couldn’t have sex with my boyfriend. I can’t even date properly. So, it didn’t work properly.
My legs are shaking, my heart is racing, my forehead is full of cold sweat, my teeth are charred, my lower body is hot, and my head is full of complicated thoughts.
Desperate
Crazy, desperate
“Haha…”
Just.
Will it get stuck?
Dangerous thoughts running through your head.
My head is dizzy. Proper thinking, can’t do it. Even so. My head knows it, and weave the reason.
It just gets hit once.
And… ‘Disappointed’!
Ah! After all, not the body, but the ‘mental’ climax was the best! Do.
If you are ‘disappointed’, it’s over.
In desperation, my heart beats. Yes, that’s right there was a way
Just.
Once.
You can get stuck
Then all problems will be solved.
Sooner or later, lunchtime.
Paper hits
You’ve set your goals, now it’s time to move.
As soon as.
Get up from your seat
I see Kim Tae-ho in the hallway. Right, grab your wrist.
“Uh?”
He drags Kim Tae-ho into the bathroom.
Eyes are fixed on the surroundings. Right now, I don’t have time to worry about that kind of gaze. I open the compartment of the women’s bathroom and stand in front of Kim Tae-ho.
“Me, that, Arin?”
Kim Tae-ho looks down at me with embarrassed eyes. I take out his cell phone from my pocket. Familiar photos floating on your phone.
“…Uh?”
Han Ye-rin, wearing a piece of cloth, bites a condom full of her semen.
On his forehead, with his hand making a V.
Kneeling in front of Kim Tae-ho’s cock, smiling with a red-hot expression –
Picture.
Looking at Kim Tae-ho with a red face.
“Ha ha… Ha ha… Kim Tae-ho, have sex with me right now. Otherwise…”
This photo.
I will spread it.
