Chapter 203 – Sun and Moon
Vacation ceremony.
Students come and go in the academy auditorium.
There were many unfamiliar faces in the academy after a long time because the professors were first replaced before the major reforms to be carried out next year.
‘Even the academy can’t use its strength in front of its parents.’
It is all the more so since most of the parents are in charge of one axis of the country. I wonder if he even ignored the academy’s request to ‘be patient until the graduation ceremony’ and started the sword dance right away.
“You came more than expected.”
I thought half of them would be missing like last time, but most of the students were filling the empty seats.
“Ah, Taeho! You can come over here.”
Han Ye-rin over there waves her hand this way. As she sits in her prearranged seat, her vice principal goes up to her podium wiping sweat with her handkerchief.
“…”
As expected, the vacation ceremony ended quickly. The principal’s instruction almost skipped over, and the vacation ceremony ended right away, skipping all the steps to see if the students were concerned.
‘Except for one.’
Everything was over quickly, except for the fact that they called me to the podium and gave me a certificate, albeit assorted, and received applause so loud that the auditorium flew away. The applause continued to be heard even after several minutes, so it was difficult to get the timing to go down the podium.
As soon as I went downstairs, my classmates, who had saved my life once, ran to me and listened to my thanks until my ears hurt.
‘During Cheon Soo-ah’s time, he only sent gifts, but…’
Now, it feels like my connections have increased. No, before that. Feeling fundamentally recognized by students within the academy. Sometimes I even felt awe toward myself.
Of course, I wasn’t the only one who received applause.
The professors, who led the students and fulfilled their duties, also received thunderous applause. Because of this, the vacation ceremony, which was supposed to end soon, was prolonged, but there were no students expressing dissatisfaction.
“…”
After the vacation ceremony, the students leave the auditorium, parting in a sea of riots. I saw Seok Joo-hyuk in the middle, but I couldn’t catch it.
Since then, he contacted me and avoided me altogether.
‘It must have been quite a shock.’
When Choi Si-yoon and I were beating and holding the monster, she was peeing and couldn’t do anything, so that’s probably enough.
Even if I try to say it’s okay, it makes me very anxious to see myself slumped like a person who gave up everything.
“…How do I do this?”
Really, there is no answer.
I kind of want to comfort you, but you refuse to talk to me and won’t come near me…
To be honest, I’m on the verge of losing hope too.
‘Should I bow down to please take Choi Si-yoon with me?’
It won’t work though
Like that, if you are trudging along. Someone from behind hugs my back tightly.
“Senior, where are you going?”
“House.”
“Ah, senior. My parents aren’t home today… Would you like to come over?”
“No.”
“Shall we go to the Han River? Shall we go to the rooftop?!”
“I have nothing to do, so should I go to a junior’s house?”
“It’s a good choice, senior!”
Choi Si-yoon clings to me with a big smile. Han Ye-rin, Seol-ah, Lee A-rin, and So-cheon sunbae are all glaring at me from the side, but they don’t care and put their arms around me.
“Uh, seniors, don’t touch me. I know that I’m under senior Seol-ah. Senior Ye-rin, don’t call strange people. Senior senior So-cheon and senior A-rin, don’t make an ax out of ice.”
“Euuuuu…!”
Choi Si-yoon gets away from the women hanging out around him. She’s been told that the best defense is offense, but even that attack isn’t good enough. Everyone seems to be going crazy.
“Tae-ho… Tell me if you need it…”
“Okay…”
Seol-ah spreads her two fingers and makes her electric spark. Most likely, she’d kill herself before putting the stun gun down her throat. That’s not enough.
Hehe.”
Siyoon Choi smiles and drags me out of the auditorium.
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I, Seok Joo-hyeok.
Since then, my mind has fallen into an abyss.
“Haha…”
I feel ashamed, humiliated, and terrified of myself, so I feel like I’m going to drown in the overflowing sense of shame. She wants to stand upright on her own, but what will happen if she can’t even lift her head in front of her?
Why are you peeing so badly?
I have to help, but I decided not to avoid it, but what are you proud of doing when you really need it?
“Ugh…!”
Going crazy.
Hitting her head with her fist doesn’t change anything.
After making up her mind to change Siyoon’s heart, she has been avoiding the subject until now. Fuck. It’s boring. It’s sick. Stupid An idiot, not even a man.
If you forcibly hold on to the spirit driven to the end, you will find yourself in a nearby hallway…
They find Kim Tae-ho with Shi-yoon and her arms crossed.
“…Ah.”
A feeling of tightness in the chest. Yes, already, no, Kim Tae-ho from the beginning…
In the first place, I didn’t even care.
Si-yoon loves Kim Tae-ho. There is no place for me to intervene. This fact drives me crazy. If you wipe your forehead full of cold sweat and cling to the spirit that seems to somehow get out. Siyoon opens her sweet lips.
“Senior, you’re coming to my house for the first time today!”
Ah.
Stop.
Stop.
“…Yes?”
“It’s my first time too, bringing a man to my house. Hee hee.”
Siyoon looks at Kim Taeho and she smiles brightly. Finished. Entire.
What will happen next
The more you imagine the future, the closer you get to despair. All was taken away There’s nothing I can do here…
“It’s not that far, so go fast! Go fast!”
“Fuck…”
Siyoon walks away.
My friend, my first love, my Siyoon.
Forever.
Forget me
“…Ah.”
Thinking that everything is over, my whole body relaxes. Siyoon walks away. Can not be done. I can’t finish it here…
“…No.”
Her legs move on their own.
An alarm bell rings in her head.
Telling her not to follow her, her head throbs to the point of pain. Still, it doesn’t stop.
“Senior…”
Siyoon hugs Kim Taeho and puts on a happy expression. On the contrary, my face is rotting away. Leading the bridge that seemed to be collapsing, I followed the two of them.
“Ah, senpai. Here it is! This is my house.”
Shiyoon jumps around and points to the senior at the building in front of her eyes.
“…Uh?”
A half-collapsed complex was in front of me.
The doors and walls were dirty with flyers, and the green iron gates were filled with rubber magnets depicting delivery restaurants. A dead cat was buried in crawling maggots in the front playground, and the slide and seesaw were half peeled off with peeling paint, and the top was covered with red rust.
‘Very well…’
Has Siyoon been living in a place like this all this time?
This… It’s clear that this is a low-cost housing complex that was hastily built after the end of the monster war. It followed the old style of the 1990s, but there was something awkward about it.
“Come on, senior, follow me!”
Choi Si-yoon grabs Kim Tae-ho’s hand tightly and takes out a key from her pocket. Open the door of the house and go inside. I hurriedly put my back against the wall and held my breath.
“Whoa, I haven’t cleaned up yet… I’m sorry, senior.”
“No it’s okay.”
“Hi-Hi.”
‘Wait a little, let’s see a little…’
Holding my breath, I peek inside the house through the window.
The house was more shit.
The lights were flickering, and the linoleum had been ripped off, exposing the concrete. The sink was full of dishes, and flies were flying over the drain. The yellowed wallpaper smelled of cigarettes, there was mold in the areas that weren’t there, and clothes were strewn about on the floor.
“Uh…”
“…Kuhm, the house is a lot dirtier than I thought, right?”
Kim Tae-ho sighs and rolls up his arms.
“Can I help you clean up?”
“Yes?”
…Huh?
“No, no, it’s okay… If you clean it up anyway, it will get dirty soon…”
“Haa… I’ll help you.”
Kim Tae-ho grabs the clothes rolling on the floor with his hands and puts them in the bin. No, wait.
“Sir, senior…”
Choi Si-yoon looks up at Kim Tae-ho, flustered. Seeing Siyoon Choi dragging his breasts into his arms and dragging him home, I thought he would commit a ‘terrible thing’ as soon as he arrived.
What’s this.
“Oh, okay! I’ll help you too.”
“Okay.”
As Kim Tae-ho cleans without saying anything, Si-yoon collects from behind. I don’t know if it took about 30 minutes or so. The house that used to be like a pig pen gradually finds its true form.
“Whoa… I cleaned it all up!”
Siyoon smiles brightly and stretches. The house, which had been cluttered to the point where three pay-as-you-go bags were full, became tidy.
‘…Are you not going to do it?’
A faint relief tickled his chest.
“Thank you, senior. I forced you to bring it, but you even cleaned it…”
“No, what are you doing with this?”
Siyoon bends over her waist. When Kim Tae-ho waved her hand, saying it was okay, Si-yoon’s expression brightened. There was sincerity in her smile. Unknowingly, her heart beats.
Originally, I should have been there.
“…I’m sorry.”
After a bout of cleaning, an awkward airflow flows between the two.
“…”
“…”
Choi Si-yoon, who had been sitting still, opened his mouth.
“Then… Shall we have sex?”
Coudangtang-!
As soon as she heard that, her legs gave out and she fell like an idiot.
‘Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck…!’
Gritting my teeth, holding my breath, I leaned against the wall and listened to her. Her heart is pounding as if it will explode, and her eyes are far away and she feels like dying.
“What sound…”
“Don’t mind that… Ha… Ha… Senpai♡”
“Siyoon-ah… Please…! You did it last time too. Can’t we just skip today?”
I hear cocks squatting from inside the house. Siyoon’s excited voice comes through her window. Should not see Warnings kept ringing in her head, but her legs didn’t move.
“No…♡ I can’t♡ From the moment my senior came to my house today, I can’t stand it because my pussy is sticky, do you think I’ll just let you go? Cock, please take out your cock!”
“Fuck…”
Kim Tae-ho’s voice of lament comes over the wall. His body doesn’t move
‘Ha… Ha… No, no…’
Tears are pouring out he was defeated The defeated male was here.
The woman I loved the most was taken away, and now even sex… Ah.
It doesn’t go well as if the neck is stuck.
I hear the sound of a belt loosening from inside the house. Zvitzbyb. The sound that takes your breath away just by listening to it creeps into your ears.
Hell was not far. Heaven and nightmare were separated by a wall.
Grasping her breasts, she leans her ear against the wall.
“I came here to have sex from the beginning, but there’s no way I’ll just let it go…♡ First of all, senpai, please stay still. I’ll soothe the bigger things… Haaup.”
Chueup Chubum, his tongue intertwined noisily as he sucked Kim Tae-ho’s post. I shouldn’t listen, I shouldn’t have listened, and my body tries to move, but my ears don’t come off the wall, perhaps because of the shock.
Tears well up in your eyes.
Everything was stolen
“Ahhh…”
I hear you stroking your hair. Kim Tae-ho is stroking my Shi-yoon’s hair. From the intense pain that continued, his whole body was covered with cold sweat.
“Heeup, up, churrup, heuup, chureureup, whoop♡”
“Siyun-ah…! I cleaned today, so why don’t we just stop at this point? Huh?”
“Churup, churrup. Eup, I don’t like it…♡”
“Haaa…”
“I’ll wash it again… Senpai. Don’t run away. Today I’ll be sure to finish it with a cum inside… Haw chureup, cheup ♡”
‘…Huh?’
Kim Tae-ho desperately refuses to have sex, but soon he can’t win against Si-yoon and receives a fellatio. For a moment, doubts floated in my head, but they were quickly buried in the horrifying situation.
“Girlfriend-“
“Another ho♡ Don’t say that word♡ Churr, churrup… For now, please focus on me… Senior, I’m working hard on sucking your cock… Why does my girlfriend’s name come out there? … Yup, churup, churrup…♡”
“Fuck…”
“Right, right♡ Even if senpai rejects it, even if senpai hates it… Today, I’m sure I’ll get cum inside. Today senpai’s cock is mine♡ Churr, churr…”
“Ha…”
What.
“…”
My heart, which seemed to be torn apart by pain, was filled with questions.
‘…Isn’t it acting?’
There is no acting day.
He didn’t even notice that I was coming, and you can tell from his voice that he genuinely disliked it. And above all. Siyoon’s tone of voice when she was sincere and the tone of voice now are the same.
“…”
For a moment.
My head can’t keep up with the situation.
“This… I can’t believe it.”
Is Kim Tae-ho the victim?
…Huh?
With a puzzled expression on his face, he listened to the wall again.
“Churup, chulbum, churrup, whoop, churrup…♡”
Si-yoon sucks Kim Tae-ho’s cock. Grabbing her thumping chest, I slowly get up from my seat and stealthily hide through the window.
“Churrup, senpai hee♡ Chub, churreureup… Chew, Chew ♡”
Siyoon is doing fellatio. Neither of them noticed this. Siyoon knelt down on her knees and was sucking Kim Tae-ho’s cock, who was sitting in her seat.
“…I’m sorry.”
Can you confirm the truth that is right in front of you? Tears well up again. My heart beats like it hurts, and my whole body is filled with deep despair.
“…Ah.”
My cock erected like an idiot. Seeing Siyoon sucking another man’s cock, she got an erection. A sense of shame as if she was about to go out of her mind gave her a headache.
Siyoon was carefully sucking his cock.
Also, a cock bigger than me.
‘…Lost.’
It also went perfectly. Length, girth, and size are pushed in all parts. I want to stop, I want to stop, but my body is stiff and I can’t move.
“Churup, eup, churureup, sunbaehe♡ Now, do you think you’re going…?♡ Uhhup, churup, chureup… Eup, yup, everything, please wrap it up… Eup, senpai’s mouth pussy. ..♡”
“Please don’t say such vulgar things…”
“It’s cool♡ Eup, churrup, sunbae hee…♡ Churrrurrup…♡”
Kim Tae-ho presses on, but Si-yoon doesn’t care and sucks his cock. That too, with a very deep throat, bites another man’s cock up to the root, then cuts it short and moves to urge ejaculation.
Pre-cum seeps out of the stupidly erect cock.
Even though I feel like I’m going to die of embarrassment, the question doesn’t stop in my head.
‘No fuck why… Do you think Kim Tae-ho is being victimized?’
Why is the victim like Kim Tae-ho? Why, no, according to common sense, Kim Tae-ho…
“Churrup, churrureup, hew, churrup, haueup, whoop♡ Ughhhhh!
“Haa… Is it okay now?”
After all, it seems that the relationship has been reversed.
I see Siyoon sucking Kim Taeho’s semen with bated breath. I managed to hold on to the mind that was about to break. She is terribly distressed.
Tears welling up in your eyes run down your cheeks.
“Cheer up… Eup, no…♡ I won’t let you rest♡ Senior… Now, please wake up♡”
“What else are you going to do…”
“I also want to be ‘fielded’ once…♡ Ha… Ha… Senpai, hurry up… ♡”
Si-yoon grabs Kim Tae-ho’s hand and stands up from her seat. Beneath her, he grabs her cock and wiggles it against his belly. She thinks, enduring with evil the legs that are about to collapse in pain.
Also, it’s weird.
I notice that Kim Tae-ho clearly hates him, but Si-yoon is forcibly dragging him.
‘Come to think of it… Kim Tae-ho helped me once the other day.’
He stubbornly refused, saying ‘I can’t do that’. Seeing how he helped me for a few days… Kim Tae-ho clearly wanted me and Si-yoon to have a normal relationship.
I didn’t believe it then.
As if now is proof of that, Kim Tae-ho twists and resists, making his head dizzy.
“Haa… Haa… Senpai♡”
“It’s vacation now, so at this point-“
“No, I will. If you run away from here… I’m going to ‘suicide’. Hurry up, fuck me in my pussy… Ha ha… Ha…♡”
‘No fuck.’
This time, he is threatening to commit suicide. A flurry of doubt gradually turns to certainty.
“…What.”
Was Kim Tae-ho really the victim?
‘That’s right, senior Kim Tae-ho… He had a girlfriend.’
It all makes sense now.
“Senpai, senpai… Eh♡”
Si-yoon rubbed Kim Tae-ho’s cock with her hand, and she made her goddaughter. Kim Tae-ho was sighing with his shoulders drooping as if he was sad.
His chest is in pain as if it will be torn apart.
From the first time I started sucking cock, my heart was already on the verge of collapse.
But now I know.
That Kim Tae-ho is the victim.
The one who forcibly dragged and ate it was… Shiyoon.
“Haa… Haa… Senpai, please listen…♡”
“Okay…”
Kim Tae-ho, with a disapproving expression, grabs Si-yoon’s thigh and lifts it up. She was so excited that the clear liquid of love flowed down her thighs in a sticky consistency.
“Ah… That, don’t go that way, senpai… Back, can you do it…♡”
“What?”
“I want to try something new…♡ Hehe, senior…♡”
“…”
Taeho Kim lets out a short sigh and corrects his posture. He hurriedly hides himself in the posture of looking directly in my direction.
Zbyub.
“Ahhh.”
The sound of his cock being eaten by his pussy can be heard over the wall. At that moment, he almost loses his mind, but bites his teeth and is forced to hold on. He stood there wholeheartedly now, he had nothing but a stupidly erect cock.
Hehe…♡”
“Do…”
“Yeah♡”
Kim Tae-ho grabs his thigh and starts shaking his waist. He holds on to his remaining spirit like a thread.
Here he doesn’t want to break down.
“…No.”
I hate this situation. It’s crazy, it’s painful, and I want to run away right now.
But, you can’t do that.
Because there is hope.
Like a kerosene in a distant abyss, a small flame rises in my heart.
“Siyoon-ah, please… Aren’t you interested in Joo-hyeok? I’ll help you again…”
“I have no intention of going back to a man who is weaker than my seniors, smaller than my seniors, and inferior to my seniors…♡”
It wasn’t Kim Tae-ho who seduced her.
Si-yoon wanted it, so he went to Kim Tae-ho.
“Haa… Haa… Heh ♡ ho-ok ♡ Seo, senpai… ♡ Senpai… ♡”
Only, that’s it.
It’s still too early to give up. I think as I wipe my tears with the back of my hand. Why do you think I came here
I came here because I love you.
I didn’t come here to just suffer unnecessarily, to break down and give up everything.
I’ve been by her side for the longest time.
I’ve loved her for the longest time.
Haven’t I been devoted to her for the longest time?
“Haa… Haa… Hehe, senpai, senpai…♡”
At the moaning sound, a sense of exhaustion dwelled in the whole body. However, it does not collapse. Because this is not stolen.
Siyoon just chose another man.
The flames flicker along with the heartbeat.
I just went to find a more perfect and superior male than me. Overtaking me who can’t go beyond a mere thumb. Because Kim Tae-ho treated me better, because he was just sweet, perfect, and attracted women. I just missed out.
Siyoon loves Kim Tae-ho, not me.
I chose Kim Tae-ho.
Just because I’m lacking.
“Haa… Haeuk♡ sunbae… Yukss♡”
If so, it should be different.
Everything has to change
From one to ten, everything.
You just have to be the man Siyoon likes.
You can give up in a broken state. But I don’t want to.
The flame that remained in her chest like an ember begins to burst out. It is a relationship that has continued since entering the academy. Do not give up.
Because I Love You.
Since admission, I have lived for you and sacrificed for you.
I don’t think the tough relationship will end. Even if it breaks, I will hold onto it and hold on. Your heart, your choices. Turn to me
Cut me down, beat me
I will stand proudly in front of you and make you love me.
Become the shape you want.
Will get you
“Haha, senpai, I’m going, I think… Ugh, ha… Ha… ♡ Senpai…!♡”
Clap-
Open the front door
Hehe…!
“What? Uh, uh?! Uh…?! Seok Joo-hyuk?”
The semen overflowing with gurgling stains Siyoon’s womb. The squirting love juice gets on her face, but she doesn’t care.
If you step back from here, nothing will happen.
I look at Siyoon with a hard face.
“Siyun-ah.”
Hehe… Joo, Hyukah…♡ Hehe… Hehe…♡”
“Now, wait a minute Joo-hyuk. Listen closely, no, how the fuck…!”
“Senior. It’s okay if you don’t have to explain.”
I’ll take care of it.
“Now, I understand everything, Siyoon. Why did you make that choice and why did you reject my confession?”
“Joo, Joo Hyuk…?♡”
“In the end, it’s because I’m lacking. I don’t feel the heartbeat or love anymore. I went to find another man.”
Siyoon looks down at me with his hazy, melted eyes. See if her head can’t turn properly because her cock is stuck in it.
All, the look I will get back.
“I don’t want to criticize you here. You’re unstable, and you need a rope to feel safe. That’s why you want to hold on to your senpai while forcibly having sex, right? I know everything. So, I’ll declare it here.”
Make eye contact
“I’ll change, Siyoon. If you like that image and cling to your senior, then I’ll change. I’ll be your ‘golden sun’.”
I will take you back and make you mine.
Siyoon answers in a voice that is still less excited.
“Ha… Ha… No. There’s only one sun under the sky… I don’t need a ‘fake’ sun…”
…Then.
“…Unless you need a fake sun.”
The actions I’ve been doing for you. Times just for you.
Because I can’t lose all the moments I sacrificed for you with just one cock. Siyoon, if you don’t like me. To me, if you don’t feel love.
I’ll make you feel it.
It was twisted, twisted, but changed at some point. It’s okay if you remain different.
‘Cause I’ll fit you
As always.
Because I will change
As always.
I’ll give it all back
As always.
“I will be your moon.”
I’ll run to the starting line, so wait for me.
Your own moon your own sun
With silver sun.
Because it will change
“Let’s start again.”
