Chapter 52 – Pregnancy
After the shocking naked walk, Violetta’s attitude changed a lot.
His refusal her to have sex has faded a lot, so even if he tried to grope and violate his body her without any context, he gently offered his body her without much resistance.
Now that she came, she had the feeling that it was okay. A body already defiled as it will be defiled, whether or not to use it. She seemed to have rebelled and abandoned the expectation that something would change.
The light of resignation was strongly buried in the empty pupil of her.
Then, at some point, she began to use sex with him as a kind of escape. As a tool for her to forget the hard reality.
Still, the man was disgusting, repulsive, hateful, but the sex itself felt good.
Since then, his attitude has changed a little more aggressively. During sex, he responded by shaking his waist or sticking out his tongue to encourage sticky kisses. He sometimes climaxed and hugged his body her, or wrapped his legs around the man’s waist while receiving cumshots.
In that way, he seemed to be rationalizing. I’m not just being forced. I’m just using a man’s body. If you can’t avoid it, it’s better to enjoy it. Do.
That would also be a kind of mental defense mechanism to protect oneself.
A few days passed like that.
Violetta opened her eyes, rubbing her sleepy eyes as usual, and suddenly felt an incomprehensible sense of incongruity.
Short trick.
And soon he realized the true nature of his sense of incongruity in her.
‘Physiology…… I didn’t do it.’
Violetta was on the far side of the moon than the others.
The pain was so severe that it felt like a knife was stabbing her lower abdomen. On that day, she used to be in a good mood all day and give hysterics to others for no reason.
However, after more than a month since her last naked walk of her, there was no sign of that. Of course, the menstrual cycle has already passed.
Recently, due to extreme stress, my cycle has run jagged, but this is the first time I haven’t done it for this long.
Violetta had often wished she hadn’t menstruated, but it was hard for him to accept the situation as it is now.
If menstruation suddenly stopped while living with vaginal ejaculation every day like now, wouldn’t the cause and effect be relatively clear…….
He bit his lip and looked down at his stomach her.
All sorts of negative thoughts run wild.
Then, suddenly, he vigorously shook his head and slapped her.
Still, it’s too early for her to make a decision.
Could it be that she had other causes besides conceiving a child?
Chamberlain. Violetta: Like she herself, when she’s under extreme stress, her cycles her run wild more often than you might think. She was even told that she hadn’t menstruated for several months.
She herself is still only about a month and a half away.
I’m sure it’s because of her stress. She’s not pregnant It’s just, the stress was a bit too much, and something went wrong with my body…….
***
“Congratulations, Your Highness! I am pregnant!”
“…….”
The results of her doctor’s diagnosis shattered her expectations of her.
I wanted to put my fist in the face of the lawmaker who was talking with a bright expression that he was proud of the country. She consciously stopped her fist from escaping, recalling the previous time she impulsively struck Viola with her violence her. Violence is no solution.
Violetta covered her face.
She didn’t even feel the feelings of hopelessness or anything. It just didn’t feel real.
She knew this was coming and was preparing her heart, but she just did it. I guess she doesn’t know how to react.
It was a little sad that she had to meet her occasion, a rare event in her life.
Sudden, unplanned…….
“Your Highness, why are you staggering like this? Put your hand on my shoulder, I will help you.”
Clara, her exclusive lady-in-waiting, said, supporting Violetta.
She was terribly kind.
When did I stumble? I’m fine.
A grudge for no reason welled up.
Violetta slaps Clara on her hand and she begins to trudge on her own. She certainly had her vision shaken a bit. Still, she had no trouble walking. As expected, the worried look in her maid’s eyes was just her fuss.
“Majesty? Majesty! Wait!”
“…….”
“Majesty! And then you fall! Wait……!”
“Because it’s okay…….”
Violetta continued walking down the hallway, refusing Clara’s support.
Then, a familiar figure appeared from around the corner.
“…… !”
A woman with long hair.
It was not difficult to recognize her in her.
It was her friend, Elena Gret Hen, whom Violetta had sold to her own man.
At the appearance of a very awkward acquaintance, Violetta backed away in a fit of rage.
“You…”
“Oh, Your Highness. Long time no see.”
Elena greeted her in a very old-fashioned way.
Violetta made no answer. Because she couldn’t find the right words to say. Awkwardly, “Uh, yeah…….’
She lowered her head slightly and lowered her eyes to see Elena’s small swollen belly. She wasn’t very noticeable to her, but she was noticeable if you looked closely. It was not difficult to guess what might be inside that ship.
Violetta recalled Elena’s recent situation, which she had heard about from time to time. She’s still saying she’s not going back home and she’s playing the man’s plaything.
It seemed that the man had already lost all interest in her old woman, Elena Gretchen, but would not let her go back to her home. Whenever he had a chance, he would bring her news to Violetta, arousing her feelings of guilt and shame. It was a purposeful act to show off and tease her Violetta.
It was right after she sold out Elena that Violetta began to have a fear of dating people herself. She also knew that if she recklessly made friends, the man’s clutches would be stretched out. Because of her constant reminders of her feelings and the news of her Elena, her fears were now completely at the base of her mind.
Not too long ago, she even tried to lay her hand on Ellie and…… Perhaps he is doing this to completely eliminate the place where he leans on his heart.
So it was inevitable that Violetta would begin to seek refuge from the pleasure she felt from having sex with her man. In the first place, she had no other place to lean on. Literally, I had to do that in order to live.
“Your Highness, how are you these days? Even though we stay in the same place, it is not easy to run into each other.”
Violetta awkwardly averted her eyes at the question that broke her. Even though she was staying with her in the imperial palace, she didn’t run into Elena because Violetta was avoiding her, but she couldn’t say that right away.
“Just what…… I’m just living…….”
“Is that so……? Um, but it casts a shadow on his expression his. If something is difficult for me…….”
“I’m really fine. …… Rather, how about that ship? Aren’t you really having a hard time?”
“You mean this ship?”
Elena smiled and stroked her belly.
It was an expression of benevolent maternal love.
No matter how you look at it, it’s not the face of a woman who was forced to conceive a child. Violetta’s face hardened. I can’t adapt to the look of those who have such common sense. All of a sudden, goosebumps well done up.
“I am happy every day. I want to meet my child soon.”
“…… Okay.”
“I hope that Your Highness will soon feel the same joy as I did. You probably don’t have time to make a shady expression like now, right? I mean, when you have kids.”
“…….”
The child has already been That’s why the shadow was cast on his face. But Violetta made no reply. She just wanted to get out of this uncomfortable spot as soon as possible.
“I am busy…… I’ll go and see.”
“Okay, let’s meet again and talk.”
After exchanging awkward greetings, she hurried away from Elena, almost running away.
“Your Highness, let’s go together!”
She even shakes off Clara, who hastily follows her, and Violetta goes into her room her and slams her door! Closed it
“Haha…….”
For some reason, her breathing was rough. Signs of mild hyperventilation. The happy smile on Elena’s face her stuck in her mind her.
I recalled Elena’s swollen stomach her.
Violetta looked down at her own belly her.
Elena’s figure overlapped her, and her sense of nausea soared.
It was only then that the belated sense of reality began to soar. When she just found out she was pregnant, she felt a sense of reality that she didn’t feel…….
A fever seems to radiate from all over her body. Her hair her was dizzy and hot. She seems to suddenly lose her sight of her. Her heartbeat her grew more and more violent.
“Ha ha…… Whoa… Oops.”
A feeling of being grabbed by something. Violetta forced herself to swallow the vomit she had regurgitated down her throat. Her esophagus her tingled.
The sight of her pregnant Elena came as a shock to Violetta. She could not contain her fear when she thought that one day that figure of her might become her own future her. Her body shuddered with her chills.
The way she smiles happily even after being raped. Is it possible for her to harbor her maternal love her for a child so born?
Violetta was afraid. Even though she herself is not hypnotized by the man, she is, in the end, all she is. She can’t even deny her biological instincts. Even if it’s not as direct as that Elena, she might someday have maternal love for the child in her belly. You can’t help it even if you don’t want to. Because your genes will want it. It’s like being possessed by a demon.
Yes, the devil was conceived in the womb.
No, the devil’s child…….
