Chapter 23 – Birthdays
My body stiffened. His eyes trembled like aspen trees. Violetta forced her creaking head to look down at her.
While she was engrossed in her masturbation with her eyes closed, people were wearing her own clothes.
No one stood naked in the banquet hall anymore.
The pupils were also clear, and the light returned to them.
It was hard to see that she was in a state of brainwashing.
She was the only one who still looked ugly in this place.
Her Highness, Her Highness, and her voices calling her with her longing. The murmur from under the podium gradually grew louder. The sound kept coming closer, but at some point, it became as sharp and distant as it was in another world. She couldn’t think of anything because her hair had turned white.
Violetta had to clearly feel the gazes flying towards her. Emotions contained in it. Disgust, contempt, and lust—
“Me, I am. No. I…….”
With her white face, she muttered like an autistic child. She tried to protest something, but she couldn’t come up with a good excuse. The tip of her tongue tapped nervously on her front teeth as she groped aimlessly at the beginning of her sentence.
Thud.
Thud.
Her heart beats loudly as if it’s going to explode. Her pulsating sound seemed to vibrate even her ribs. Her heart ached so much and she was frustrated.
“Did I just get it wrong?”
“I didn’t see anything wrong. Is the middle of her dress still damp? But why would His Highness do such a thing…….”
“When the hell did you go up on the podium?”
“I’m the kind of person who supported Her Highness, the 3rd Princess, but I can’t believe it. She said how could a woman from the royal family do such an obscene thing… Oh……. Her.”
“Tsk.”
The chattering words without public scratched her heart ferociously. She seems to say that she whispers to them, but Violetta can hear each and every conversation so clearly. She sometimes had to feel the pain as if a handful of her breasts were being ripped out of her chest every time a primal accusation flew at her.
Violetta barely managed to get her body up, but her legs gave out and she staggered, and she sat down again. Her floor splattered with the little puddle she had created. Each time the hem of her skirt got wet, her cold, wet senses kept awakening a sense of reality. She did it It was the undeniable truth.
She held her body tightly with her trembling arms. Her stretched teeth snapped from her anxiety and nervousness. In the middle of her crowd, her man was sitting in her chair, looking up at her. A bright smile hung on her face.
“Ahhh….”
She couldn’t accept the fact that she had been fooled innocently. The moment she admitted it, it felt like her heart would break.
“…… Majesty. How the hell did this happen?”
A person came up on the podium. Violetta didn’t know who he was. It was because the scenery was all overcast, and people’s faces and voices were difficult to distinguish.
“Who, who? Who…….”
“Keep your head up. Body pain… Under.”
He laughs out loud as if he’s full of energy.
The puddle that Violetta was sitting on was gradually widening its range.
It was difficult to express the scene with a light yellow color and a little bit of a sour smell even with empty words. She didn’t know when the incontinence had been leaking.
People frowned.
The situation escalated into chaos.
Some were screaming and others demanding clarification.
The empress came up to her podium, shouted at her, and even shook her body. Violetta’s body her swayed to and fro without resistance, like a buoy that had lost her will.
She couldn’t come to her senses her.
“Ah…”
Panic.
The words didn’t come out well. She did best for her, at best stuttering certain words or groaning. I felt like I had become really stupid.
Pop-.
Eventually, the fragile mind reached its limit. An auditory hallucination sounded as if something was disconnecting in her head. The sounds and sights around me blended together and became disorganized.
Before long, the pupils rise above her eyelids, revealing pure whites.
Dump. Finally, Violetta lost her consciousness and collapsed.
***
“Huh…… !”
The first thing she saw when she opened her eyes was the bedroom ceiling.
After blinking blankly for a while, unable to regain her senses, Violetta hurriedly lifted her upper body from her bed.
“Huh…… Heo-eok, hee-eok, black…… !”
Rough breaths came out one after another. As soon as she came to her senses her, she checked under her her. Her underwear was properly worn, and her attire was also changed into nightgowns. Seeing that her whole body was dry, it seemed that someone had carefully washed her while she passed out.
She looked around her with a worried expression. The first thing she saw was the man’s face. He sat calmly by the bed, sipping his tea.
There was only her and the man in her room.
It was so different from what she had seen just before she lost consciousness that her cognitive dissonance was likely to come.
“Are you awake?”
The man spoke in a very friendly tone.
Violetta, who was still in shock, stuttered her words several times before she could barely utter her sentences her.
“Hey, the banquet…… ? What happened to the people?”
“The banquet is over. People…… Well, by now everyone should be packing up and going home.”
“Well, then what happened at the banquet…….”
“Did you stand in front of people and go away grandly while touching their pussy?”
“…….”
Her naked and vulgar expression made her Violetta lose her mind. But she didn’t have the energy to uselessly hold her horse’s tail her. She reluctantly nodded her head in agreement.
“…… Yes, that.”
“Of course, I did everything for nothing. Did you promise?”
“Ah…”
All of her energy drained from her tense body. She exhaled breath. The air in her lungs she escaped in an instant, leaving her empty. Her exhaustion filled her void.
However, there were still unanswered questions.
She remembered the scene before she lost consciousness. Her whole body she trembled as if she was terrified just by replaying the scene. She pretended to be stern and corrected her posture as she questioned the man.
“Why, why…… What did you do?”
“What?”
“Breaking out the brainwashing of people…… You made her watch me masturbate with her sanity her. If you were going to keep your promise anyway, why the hell did you have to do that…… ?”
“Ah. Violetta, Violetta.”
The man suddenly uttered her name. A name of unknown meaning. Violetta frowned in a bad mood.
“That is because I like you very much.”
Her subsequent words her confused her even more.
“…… What?”
“Every time you cry because you are sad and in pain, my heart beats with excitement. If you don’t like it, how can you?”
“What are you talking nonsense about? … ?”
“The brainwashing of people…… It’s just like a surprise birthday event. You can do that much to someone you love…… Ugh.”
Violetta reflexively stretched out her arm. The man’s collar was caught in her hand. The man had to shut his mouth helplessly at the shock that came up from the neck of his.
“What are you, that you like me…… ? What? A surprise birthday event?”
“Violetta.”
“Everyone, shut up. Don’t put my name in that filthy mouth…… ! For just that, for such an insignificant reason… !”
Words poured out without hesitation. Her eyes fluttered as if they would explode if touched. Her wet, salty water obscured her vision of her. Her throat choked. The sore throat in her throat her forced her to keep her mouth shut.
It’s not sad to say that a man likes you. He knew perfectly well that anyway, as usual, he was just spouting bullshit to annoy and upset him. Look at those eyes Does that look like the eyes that truly contain love? It’s too empty to discuss affection for anyone.
But even knowing that, Violetta couldn’t hold back her tears.
I couldn’t figure out why I was crying, so my emotions became more intense.
She pretended to be resolute, but her body was still trembling with fear. The disgust and contempt of the people at the banquet hall could not be forgotten in her mind.
Is it because you love yourself when you say you leave behind such a trauma? I was upset beyond feeling bad for her. She didn’t want a truthful answer, but she couldn’t bear to hear such deception and ridicule.
“Why the hell are you doing this to me…….”
The hand that gripped her collar was released. In an instant, her energy was drained. Violetta hugged her knees and buried her face between them.
“You just gave me the reason.”
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
“I can’t help it if I don’t want to believe it. But you will accept it someday.”
“Stop leaving. Aren’t you enjoying yourself enough? Please…….”
“Great. Take a break for a day or so. I’ll come back tomorrow.”
“…….”
Violetta didn’t answer anymore.
The man shrugged his shoulders once and then left the room with a smirk. It was a playful attitude to the end.
It wasn’t until long after her presence left that Violetta began to sob softly.
It was so unfair and sad to live a life that was played like a plaything in the hands of others.
Meanwhile, the words I heard on the podium in the banquet hall came to mind one by one. The words, glances, and gestures of those who criticized her for her indecent acts of her in public. Each one came to life as a nightmare, replaying incessantly in my head. It seemed that the experience would remain as a scar that would never go away.
It was a terrible feeling.
‘That’s because I like you a lot.’
The bullshit the man had said also lingered in my head.
Instead of excitement, she was filled with disgust. She seemed to have acid reflux. She felt sick to her stomach The sense of nausea soared one after another.
“Hey, hehe…….”
Because she cried every day, her tears did not come out well. She stinged away drop by drop or two, which only made her feel more uncomfortable. Even if she cried or cried, she did not feel refreshed.
