181 Memories remain in the body
Levin knew that his lord was a very generous and kind person. But at the same time he was very cool.
People do not divide into black and white. It is gray. The reality was that it had many facets. In that respect, his master, Rudy, is no different from other people.
But for the average person, one aspect stood out.
Greedy, too good, too evil, but one quality stands out anyway. Not many people had both sides in equal amounts at the same time.
In particular, Levin had never seen a person who had an equal amount of both a good-natured and cold-hearted side at the same time.
Although his lord is on the good side, it seemed that there was a very strangely generous and heartless part. He makes heartless decisions step by step, but always suffers.
In that case, it would be okay to make a slightly generous decision and sneak past, but the lord did not even do that. Crying in my heart, I become heartless. a strange person
‘When I think about it, it’s been a bit strange since I was young.’
He seems like an adult even though he is a child, and he seems brave, but he is very timid. If you want to have a cowardly side and a cunning side, on the other hand, I was naive like a fool.
But I didn’t think there was a side like this.
Levin looked at the two eating with a feeling of vomiting. It’s not a metaphor, it’s like I’m really going to vomit.
The man, who was clearly his lord, put dozens of foods into his wife’s mouth, one by one, with an expression as if sugar was dripping down whenever he spoke.
‘Is His Majesty really right?’
I didn’t think he was the kind of person who would care so much about his wife.
Originally, I cared for Lilitha-sama a lot, but until now it was just ‘loving the girl I’ve taken care of since I was little’.
It wasn’t so sweet that the sugar flowed in my mouth like this.
‘Does being a man change so much when there is a woman pregnant with his child?’
Levin shook his head inwardly at Rudy’s sweet smile.
‘No, this is probably something strange about His Majesty.’
You may not be the only one who thinks that way. The chamberlain is also watching with a strange expression on his face. The only ones who were pleased were the ladies-in-waiting under the empress.
Suddenly, my eyes went to Tyra. How does she feel when she sees this scene?
“…”
It seems to be happy. was laughing A woman is soft, warm, and very nice, but I still can’t understand that in my head.
If a man has a woman he likes, he will try to take it away.
Woo-wook.
Suddenly a groaning sound was heard.
When he turned his gaze, the empress was bending over and gagging. It’s called morning sickness. I didn’t want to know, but His Majesty told me.
The emperor stroked the back of the empress and made her put away the food she had just come close to and bring her a piece of fruit she had just eaten.
Oh, yes. Right now, His Majesty the Emperor was checking what food the Empress could eat. Bring only one food and check the reaction to see if the smell or taste is okay.
No one could understand why the emperor was doing such a thing.
Is there really a reason to do this?
Even if that were the case, it would be something to leave to the ladies-in-waiting. The emperor does not have to do it himself, dividing his busy time.
Rudy reduced his time to eat and sleep, and while he was here, he created time with the empress, even watching government affairs through questions and answers.
At first glance, I heard people say, “If my wife does something wrong when she is pregnant, I will be resentful for the rest of my life,” but what woman in the world could do such a thing? to the emperor as well.
I don’t know how the Emperor directly checks what is edible in the first place and the husband’s fault when pregnant is connected.
‘Your Majesty is really strange sometimes.’
Anyway, when will this bizarre place end? Levin shrugged his shoulders as he stared blankly at the Emperor and Empress.
***
After becoming pregnant, I suddenly lost my appetite. When I try to eat something, I feel nauseated. Still, being hungry is a toil.
All the wives who had had children said that it was like that. It’s something I can’t help because I’m following along with the baby, so I have no choice but to go through it.
When I was pregnant, I only thought that I would have a full stomach and give birth to a child, but when I actually go through it, there are not one or two uncomfortable and difficult things.
I was even told that since I had a child, I should refrain from sleeping with the Emperor.
It is said that when pregnant, they do not share a room.
A good wife recommends another woman to her husband when she is pregnant, or smiles when her husband meets another woman.
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Do not be ridiculous!
Lilitha unknowingly clenched her fists.
“Lilisha.”
Rudy rubbed her shoulder as if to calm her down.
Lilitha relaxed a bit and buried her face in Rudy’s chest. I inhale the smell that wafts from his skin. My mind calmed down little by little.
Without this smell, I would vomit all day and vomit several times.
If I separated my room from my husband or offered another woman, I would die.
It’s not about being heartbroken or anything like that. In fact, they continue to vomit and die from not being able to eat.
It’s strange, but smelling Rudy calmed me down and I was able to eat something.
Of course, there are some foods you can’t eat even when Rudy is around. However, without his smell, the food available to eat was greatly reduced. It has become a strange body.
“I can’t eat anymore.”
As I shook my head, Rudy made me bring the third food I ate. It was what Lilitha liked the most.
“Then take one bite of this and you’re done.”
Receiving the small bowl offered by the attendant, Rudy scooped out a spoonful and held it out.
Suddenly, a memory came back to me when I was very young. I don’t know how old he is. It was just when I was very young. Even then, Rudy was feeding him something like this.
‘ah!’
I don’t know exactly why. But Lilitha realized at that moment.
Why can he eat something when he smells Rudy? Why am I so anxious and unable to eat anything without him?
It must be because of those memories from childhood.
The smell emanating from Rudy’s body is a reassuring scent. do no harm to yourself Feed the hungry self something and hug it.
As I grew older, the memory faded little by little, but maybe I remembered it because I was anxious about my pregnancy.
“Lilitha, why?”
Rudy looked into her face anxiously.
It seems that he was crying without even realizing it. These days, the body and mind move freely. I didn’t want to cry, but tears suddenly came out, and I was angry for no reason.
Rudy says that she is unstable because of her pregnancy, but how does he, being a man, know that?
Listening to the salon wives, it seems that husbands don’t know much about women, but Rudy is amazing. From a young age, Rudy continues to be her hero.
Lilitha smiled brightly and put her mouth close to the spoon. I said sum, and Rudy patted my head as if he had done well.
‘Ah, good. I like this hand.’
also rest assured
He sniffed and burrowed into Rudy’s arms, but the chamberlain said sorry.
“Sorry. An audience is scheduled in a little while.”
Rilisha gently pulled herself up.
“One last bite,” said Rudy, feeding Lilitha and then getting up.
‘I’m leaving now.’
It’s terribly sad.
Rilisha smiled brightly, being careful not to show her expression.
“Lilitha, see you in a little while.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Rudy smiled and leaned over to whisper in Lilitha’s ear.
“I’ll see my baby in a little while.”
“…”
My face turned red. I don’t know why that word is so embarrassing. Every time Rudi said something to the baby in her womb, she became very embarrassed.
Rudy smiled and turned around.
Before the chamberlain and Levin even left the room, they checked the documents they were carrying and said something to Rudy.
He is so busy that he has to work even during walking hours, but he comes to himself every time. Somehow it warmed my heart. Baby, your dad is such a sweet man. It’s not like an emperor. really good
“…”
oh, i feel weird Somehow….
As soon as Rudy’s figure had just walked through the door, ugh, he vomited up everything he ate.
Tyra, who was waiting next to him, quickly held out the barrel and received it, but it spilled a little on the floor.
“It’s a pity. I received it perfectly last time.”
Tyra muttered and rubbed her back.
Lilitha grabbed the barrel and whimpered for a while before gasping.
“Don’t tell Lou. I’ll vomit after he leaves.”
“I’m not telling you.”
Tyra looked at the baroness, who was standing slightly away.
“If you vomit like this for a few more days, the baroness will surely tell you.”
“…”
But I don’t want to worry Rudy. Rudy still doesn’t know that Rilisha is relieved by her smell. You don’t even know that, but you carve time out every day. A really friendly person.
Of course, I don’t know if that’s the case.
Tyra tilted her head as she wiped Lilitha’s mouth with a wet towel.
“Why does he eat well in front of Your Majesty, but when he falls alone like this, he vomits? I’ve recognized other women, but I’ve never had one like Mama.”
“…”
That’s because their husbands didn’t raise them.
Lilitha muttered to herself and sighed.
I want to stop throwing up now. I want to eat meat. The moment I thought so, I felt sick again. oh i really want to die
***
As they walked down the corridor, the chief chamberlain’s report continued.
Whenever the chief chamberlain brought up an agenda, Levin took out a document from his side and supplemented it with numbers and details.
Rudy nodded at the words of the chief chamberlain.
“Okay, let’s deal with it that way.”
“Okay. Next is to develop magic weapons.”
“How’s it going?”
“Yes. But according to the captain who was in charge of the test, it was too strong and could not be used in this naval battle.”
“hmm.”
As Rudy frowned, Levin stood beside him, checking the documents.
“I haven’t used it on ships myself, but they say it will destroy more than one ship in an instant. If you use that weapon, everything in all directions will disappear and the ground will hollow. They say you should never use it if the purpose is to take a ship.”
Levin smiled and added.
“Using the elemental will do much less damage than using that weapon.”
The spirit the captain said is more than divination. In the meantime, Jumbo came here several times and tried to meet Lilitha, but was dragged away by the dragon.
Because of that, almost everyone in the imperial palace now knew Jumbo.
Of course I know that Jumbo jumps on the ground. Also, the damage is quite large.
“I didn’t expect it to be that strong.”
Since the other side brings cannons to warships, Rudy only wrote [guns] on the magic weapon. I never thought that it would be powerful enough to destroy a ship in one shot.
Levin said in a somewhat pleasant voice.
“And there are reports that the magic weapon you named ship gun is several times more powerful than that.”
“…wasn’t that a ship gun just now?”
“No. What I just said is a cannon.”
“…”
Similar in size, only the number and names of magic stones are different, I never thought that there would be such a difference in power. Cannons and ship guns are all guns after all.
The head chamberlain slightly lowered his eyes and smiled.
“As you said, we’re making mortars that can be fixed to ships. It’s not installed on all ships yet, but Baron Seren’s workshop has stopped most of the work and is hanging here, so we should be able to complete it soon.”
“Yes. I guess I can’t use other weapons.”
“It’s just astonishing that a weapon is so good you can’t use it.”
Levin said with a face that I couldn’t tell if he was sighing or laughing. It seems to be close to laughing.
Rudy let out a long sigh.
‘Well, I can’t help it.’
After all, naval battles in this era start with ships and end in hand-to-hand combat.
At first, they clashed ship to ship, and eventually, after facing each other, they climbed into the other side’s ship and fought with spears and knives.
Arubaso’s fighting style won’t be too wrong.
I was convinced from the reports gathered by the spies, but the cannons installed on the enemy ships are definitely using iron balls.
Reports say that cannonballs go through holes in opponents’ ships.
It is said that firing a cannon does not mean that the ship will sink immediately if hit.
After gathering captains with a lot of experience in naval battles and listening to their opinions, it was concluded that Arubaso would eventually join the ship and go over to the enemy ship to fight.
‘If I use a demon creature, I can annihilate the enemy in an instant.’
But I hate to let people know that they can easily kill humans. Later, if you die, there will always be someone who uses it.
Rudy let out a long sigh. All the long-awaited weapons ended up in the warehouse.
