178 first night
The cheers that poured out on the imperial troops returning home after a few years were tremendous.
In the empire, everyone was enthusiastic about the emperor and his soldiers who returned with another country in their hands without putting a single shoe on the enemy.
In other cities of the empire, of course, the cheers of the people were fervent, but the heat itself was different in the imperial city. Even if a god had come down to earth, he would not have received such an enthusiastic welcome.
Every time the imperial army took a step, flower petals were scattered over the dusty clothes. The entire ecliptic seemed to be covered with petals. Both regulars and slaves were welcome.
As Rudy rode his horse forward, he gave people a look. Wherever his gaze landed, people shouted, “Your Majesty,” raising their arms high and waving them.
There are many children who rode their father’s shoulders. The little hands of the children moved busily in the air.
Seeing those children reminded me of things when Ririsha was little. That little baby is now an adult, time flies.
Upon arriving at the imperial palace, Rudi’s eyes widened.
Even more than the city was in an uproar, the imperial palace was also in an uproar. It was almost as if the entire imperial palace had turned into flowers.
As if it had been transplanted elsewhere for today, the huge imperial palace, the size of several cities, was in full bloom wherever Rudi rode his horse.
“Wow, the spirit of the attendants is amazing.”
Levin muttered beside him. I wonder if he is forgetting the fact that he is also a servant.
When I arrived at the main palace, there were many people in front of the building.
When Rudy arrived, everyone bowed down.
Lilitha was in the forefront. Probably. Because he was the only one in the group that greeted the emperor who did not bow his head. but….
Rudy looked at her without even thinking about getting off his horse.
she said politely as she slowly lowered herself.
“Congratulations on your return from a long war.”
He was saying something more official, but Rudy overheard it. is this risha? It’s kind of strange.
“your majesty.”
Levin was on the floor before he knew it and was holding the reins. I look up at Rudy like it’s strange. Why don’t you get off your horse, Levin asked with his eyes.
Rudy said to Levin without taking his eyes off the woman.
“Hey, Levin. There’s a woman I’ve never seen before.”
“yes?”
Levin opened his eyes wide in surprise.
The shoulder of the woman who was lowering her head, probably Lilitha, trembled.
As if surprised or flustered, Rilisha raised her head. But when their eyes met, they abruptly lowered their gaze.
Seeing that, Rudy murmured involuntarily.
“How can a woman change this much just because she hasn’t seen her in a few years? My God, she’s become so beautiful.”
At those words, Rilisha suddenly turned her head to look at him. The whole face shines brightly. I could see that he was very happy.
But it doesn’t run like before. It seems that Lilitha, who chased after her like a young puppy, is no longer there. I had never thought of a situation like this.
“…”
Everyone changes. But she seems to have believed that she would never change. Even if she turns 10 or 20, she will still be young Rilisha.
In front of Lilitha, who suddenly became beautiful as if she had become a flower, her heart pounded slightly.
***
While everyone lined up and bowed their heads, Rudy did not get off his horse. I just looked at Lilitha quietly. It’s very rare, but I think I’m really surprised.
Even the nobles, who seemed taken aback at first, laughed little by little at Rudy’s words.
Lilitha’s face turned red in an instant. It looks like your face is on fire.
Rudy’s permission to raise his head belatedly fell, and the nobles raised their eyes.
Several aristocratic ladies fainted with faint screams at the sight of Rudy, who had become manly in the meantime. Tuk-tuk-tuk, the sound of the dress falling to the floor was heard from behind.
I know that feeling. If only Rilisha could pass out, she would like to collapse. However, a strong body and a strong mind did not allow it.
Rudy, whom I haven’t seen in a while, seems to have grown taller. I had to look up a lot in the past, but now I feel like my head is going to bend.
The shoulders are also broadened. The voice is even lower, and the eyes are as deep as the endless darkness.
Just as Rudy said he was a strange woman, he too seemed a little strange to Lilitha.
been away too long
I forgot how I treated you in the past.
And there’s something even more embarrassing, the man’s face in the s*x education picture has become Rudy.
‘oh my god.’
That face takes off her clothes and does this and that… With that face and that hand, this and that…
Rudy came closer, but Lilitha couldn’t lift a finger.
Rilisha blankly looked at Rudy’s lips. Her glossy lips moved, revealing a glimpse of her tongue inside them. red Its wet, soft tongue moved like a snake.
Gulp, saliva passed.
I remembered the [kissing secret that even beginners can masterfully follow] that the s*x education teacher explained.
A kiss is when a man’s tongue and a woman’s tongue meet.
First step, don’t say no.
We start with the second step, tongue sticking out. That’s an invitation.
The third step, follow as given, as it happens.
The important thing is not to say no, stick out your tongue. It all starts there.
I would repeat the words over and over again in my head. I don’t know why it’s the night’s writing style, but I didn’t understand why they did it with their mouths eating, but I memorized it diligently. I thought it was because everyone said they liked it, but I didn’t understand it. It didn’t seem like it would get better at all.
But now it seems to know fiercely. I want to kiss you I want to kiss Lou.
‘Second, second, second, second, invite, let’s invite.’
Involuntarily, he stuck out his tongue. Rudy’s eyes widened. Oh, something, ah, it’s daytime now. It was even out.
When I opened my mouth, a strange noise seemed to come out. No, I think I’ll cry before that. I wanted to pass out. I wish someone would steal this shame.
Besides, Rilisha’s head is currently in a frenzy. The man in the picture became Rudy and climbed on the woman’s body.
Erase, erase, erase, erase. I need to get it out of my head right now.
But the next moment, the face of the woman beneath the man became Lilitha.
I just can’t get the thoughts out of my head. My face was so hot that I felt like I was holding a campfire on my head.
Tyra, unaware that Rilisha was sticking out her tongue, stabbed her in the waist from behind.
“Mama, Your Majesty says. Answer me. Ask how I’ve been. Mama, Mama?”
“…”
I hear Tyra’s voice. But when I looked at Rudy’s face closer, her voice went in one ear and slipped out the other. I forgot that I was sticking out my tongue and muttered to myself
‘This man and I are doing that tonight. It’s not a picture, it’s real.’
Thinking like that made me feel like a bull had entered my head and ran amok. My face turned red and my breathing quickened. It was a big deal. I can’t breathe. Oh, but the tongue is still out there. I seem to have forgotten how to get my tongue in and how to move my tongue.
Rudy’s expression gradually changed. At first, he seemed surprised, but as his eyes gradually became half-moon, he finally covered his mouth with his hand and giggled.
And suddenly he hugged her. The so-called princess hug. What Rudy did well when he was young.
“Lilitha, bury your face in my shoulder. Your nose is bleeding now.”
“…”
let’s die let’s die right now
Lilitha covered her face with one hand. Careful not to get blood on Rudy’s clothes, he lightly puts his face on his shoulder.
It wouldn’t be visible to others, but it seemed that there were already people who noticed. A small laugh was heard from somewhere.
i really want to die I can’t live.
Lilitha hugged Rudi’s neck with her hand that did not cover her face. This is the last one. Finally, I’ll reach Rudy. In a little while she will die of shame. The last one can be a little greedy.
‘Sorry, Lou. I really liked it. But now it’s over. Goodbye forever.’
Suddenly, after he died, he wondered if Rudi would marry someone again. I guess so. Rudy is the emperor. It was impossible without the empress. I will definitely marry another woman.
‘But I don’t like Lou doing that with another woman.’
I burst into tears.
Oh, and I wish I could kiss and die.
***
Then it is. Lilitha is also Lilisha.
Suddenly, he stuck out his tongue and his nose bleed, and after that, he muttered to himself, goodbye forever, loved him so much, and don’t do that with other girls, and so on, and started crying. Why is nosebleeds linked to death? I don’t know.
But Lilitha doesn’t seem to know that she’s speaking out loud. Tyra’s face went white.
‘But what about that?’
Maybe that’s what it is. Rudy tilted his head slightly to the side. It wouldn’t have been a mistake to entrust Lilitha to the baroness, but it seems like she taught me something strange.
Anyway, let’s take Lilitha to a place where there are no people. It was impossible to show the empress bleeding from her nose.
Unlike last time, this celebration was scheduled to be held two days later. Until then, foreign envoys and aristocrats who have come to the ecliptic for celebrations will stay in one of the buildings in the imperial palace.
It wouldn’t be a problem if I went back to my room and let Rilisha rest. When I asked the chamberlain with a glance, he nodded.
Rudy smiled and looked at the nobles. After congratulating her for the welcome and saying that she needed to go because the empress seemed unwell, the nobles bowed politely and bowed.
One of them opened his mouth with a smile on his face.
“Congratulations to His Majesty for his success, and I hope the prince will dwell with you two.”
Starting with those words, wishes for a healthy crown prince were heard from here and there.
‘The pressure is no joke.’
When I thought that Rilisha had been pushed around by everyone in this way, I felt sorry for her.
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Does everyone think tonight is the first night anyway, hmm?
Although the positions of the emperor and empress were like that, I felt a little embarrassed when I thought that whether or not we had spent the night together would be revealed to everyone.
The attendants lined up on either side of Rudy, hiding Lilitha.
“It’s okay, Lilitha. No one saw it. They may have noticed, but no one saw it for sure.”
“…”
Risha nodded. The slightly exposed face is miserable. Lilitha’s face, which had been beautifully decorated after a long time, was a mess with tears and nosebleeds.
Hiccup hiccup hiccup.
Lilitha’s body bounced with hiccups as she walked through the corridors of the imperial palace in Rudy’s arms, as if she was relieved to escape from people’s gaze.
“Foot!”
A smile came out involuntarily.
Rilisha quietly lowered her hands around her neck, hiccup, hiccup, hiccup, covered her face with both hands, and hiccup, hiccup, wept. And hiccup hiccup.
Rudy whispered softly in Lilitha’s ear, who was depressed.
“My empress makes hiccups cute.”
“Hiccup.”
I finally felt like I was coming home.
***
If I could dig a burrow, I would like to burrow into the ground and never come out. I want to be a mole.
Rilisha arrived at the empress’ palace with both hands covering her face.
Fortunately, the room was dark.
Thick curtains are drawn on each window of the room to block sunlight. This is so that the two of them can go to bed whenever they enter the room. Day, night and morning, so that you can fall asleep just like at night.
Lilitha sighed in relief and removed her hand from her face.
The nosebleed stopped at some point.
At the same time, the desire to die disappeared. It must have been an impulse born of being too embarrassed for a moment.
In the bedroom, there was a blanket that was soft to the touch, as if it were touching the skin, and the incense that lifted people’s hearts was faintly burning.
Most of the decorations in the room have also been changed for today. Anything that would disturb the romantic atmosphere was removed. For the time being, I heard that the room will be decorated in this tone.
On one side of the bedroom were two bathtubs. The bathtub was partitioned with a white cloth and a high partition. The cloth stretched from the ceiling reached all the way to the floor, so the inside could only be seen as a faint shadow.
In the bathtub filled with warm water, there were rose petals that were especially fragrant. Probably, as soon as he knew that Rudy and Lilitha were heading there, he would have hurriedly launched them.
Under the candlelight lit along the wall, soft shadows moved in the room as if dancing.
The servant and maid took Rudy and Lilitha into their respective cubicles. I heard the sound of my clothes peeling off and the sound of running water from the bathtub across the street.
In the same room, beyond the white cloth, Rudy is taking a bath. I feel weird.
I felt ashamed in an instant when I thought that the same sound of water would be heard in my bathtub as well.
I can’t take a long bath because of a nosebleed.
After rinsing her hair with warm water and washing her body thoroughly, Lilitha put on clothes made of silk that were said to have been produced in a distant country across the sea.
Wearing a soft gown made of the same material, hair is loosely braided down to one side.
My heart feels like it’s going to explode because of the tension. My heart felt like it was about to break through my skin. Or come out of your mouth
Rilisha sat down on the bed first.
A little later, Rudy came out from behind the cubicle where the bathtub was.
I was so nervous that I couldn’t even lift a finger. As she raised her head stiffly like a wooden doll, Rudy stared at her.
The servants cleaned up the bathtub and used items, and the servants and maids also bowed and bowed before they all left.
Only Rudy and Lilitha were left in the room.
“Lilisha.”
Rudy comes closer and calls her name. Swallowing a gulp, the sound echoed loudly throughout the room.
“It’s okay, don’t be nervous. I won’t do anything you don’t like.”
“…”
Rudy said softly and sat down next to him. quietly stroke her hair Once, twice, over and over again, soft hands touched her hair.
It seems to ease my mind a little. The appearance of Rudy, who had been unfamiliar for years, became closer at once, shortening the time.
“Lu, I missed you.”
“okay.”
“I’m grown up.”
“I know, Lilitha.”
“Lou, am I satisfied with Lu? Do you like the way I look?”
“Of course. It was so beautiful that I almost didn’t recognize it. I thought my heart stopped. What a beautiful woman.”
Rudy’s voice is so sweet. The touch of her hair was like a mother’s lullaby. Having gained a bit of courage, Rilisha cautiously asked.
“…Lu, do you love me?”
“…”
Rudy’s hand stopped.
I got a little anxious. don’t you love? Am I still just a child who cries hard to Rudy?
Rudy got off the bed and knelt in front of Lilitha. I look up at her from a slightly lower height. Candles on the wall cast shadows on Rudy’s face.
“Lilitha, my sweet little girl.”
Rudy laughs. Then he took her hand and put his lips on the back of her hand and on the palm. He was still looking into her eyes.
In the midst of the silence, my heart started beating loudly again.
“I love you, Lilitha. I’ve always liked you since I was little, but it became love before I knew it.”
Rudy raised his body slightly and kissed Lilitha lightly on the lips.
“Lilitha, please marry me.”
“…already married.”
“Become my wife according to your will, not circumstances or parental decisions. Please, Lilitha.”
“…”
No words came out, so I nodded my head.
Rudy smiled softly and covered Lilitha’s cheeks with both hands. Quietly, Rudy’s face approaches. Rudy whispered as they got close enough to brush their noses.
“Close your eyes, Lilitha. Kissing is done with your eyes closed.”
“…”
The first kiss was sweet.
Her body floated into the air in Rudy’s arms. Their lips were still touching each other.
This is how tongues and tongues get entangled. It’s a kiss that makes your whole body melt. My mind went hazy.
When he landed on the bed, Rudy took off his clothes. A dark candle illuminates Rudy’s body.
this is the man This is the adult Rudy. I feel like crying for some reason.
Another kiss ensued. From head to toe, Rudy’s lips touched without interruption. I felt like I had become a sweet fruit.
Rudy was as sweet as a person made of sugar, but the first night was a bit painful. No, actually a lot.
***
‘Why didn’t anyone teach me? I’ve never heard of it hurting like this!’
Anger arose.
