Chapter 40 – Sister’s Confession – Actually I Am 4
It was a month after that that I returned to the field.
The season is summer.
I couldn’t walk around with a messed up face, so I had to confine myself to the hospital and the house.
As an outdoor type, I couldn’t stand it because my body was itching.
To vent his anger, he used the former as a punching bag and beat him, but that was not enough.
After being unilaterally beaten by fans, I always had to masturbate while imagining being hit the other way.
The seonhu has changed a lot since that day, whether she came to her senses or not.
It seems that the psychiatrist in charge has also changed to a famous person.
It’s hard to say that he’s become a completely normal person, but he has improved considerably.
I became more assertive and more confident.
When I was in the hospital, he took care of me with great care.
Even after being discharged, I volunteered to run errands for myself.
It was not a bad feeling, as it seemed that I had a servant who listened well.
People around him said he fell and got hurt, but no one believed him.
Especially at the hospital, I was very curious. Who did you hit?
However, since both I and I kept our mouths shut, it didn’t become a big deal.
Mom and Smile seemed to have noticed, but they didn’t dig deep.
It was a bit different from what I had planned, but the result was good anyway, so I guess it worked.
And my return stage was the 2nd pro test site of that year.
In the field for the first time in a long time, I shot as much as I wanted.
Maybe it’s because I’ve been resting.
The ball flew well as if it were a lie that he was sluggish before the injury.
As a result, I proudly passed the preliminaries to the top.
In the finals held a few days later, he took first place and passed the pro test.
I have now become Jin So-young’s pro.
“Nuna, congratulations on becoming a pro!”
“OK. Give me more respect.”
People around me made a fuss about it, but I wasn’t that happy about it.
It was only a matter of timing that I became a pro from the beginning, because it was an established fact.
Rather, I had a strong feeling that this was the beginning. In the future, I have to compete with the pros.
Right after I became a pro, I was very busy.
The fact that they passed the test in first place became a hot topic while riding on public TV news.
Being a genius high school girl golfer, her repertoire has not changed much.
A lot of invitations came in for broadcasting, and sponsors lined up.
I also did commercials and photo shoots. Is this the power of airwaves?
It is also that she is the daughter of actress Lim Im-hye, so she also appeared in variety shows with her mother who returned to home dramas.
Recognition built up like a snowball rolling. More often than the eminent seniors, my face was shown on the air.
In a way, that was the picture the association’s superiors wanted.
The big picture to make golf a national major sport like baseball or soccer, not just a sport for a few enthusiasts.
In order to do that, it needed a superstar that everyone would know about.
I was the perfect person for that condition.
It’s because you’ve made your face known to the public, not just some maniacs.
Even just standing on the road, people recognized and took pictures.
Now all I had to do was win the world championship title.
Because it is a nation that goes crazy when it comes to enhancing national prestige.
The atmosphere was that the game would be over as long as Jin So-yeong won the LPGA.
But it didn’t work.
My grades fluctuated like waves.
I competed for the championship in small domestic competitions, but stayed at the bottom in large competitions.
At that time, I was exhausted with requests that I could not refuse.
With each day full of schedules, she had to come face to face with her strangers from morning till night.
It was as if she had become a salesperson rather than a golfer.
She made as much money as he did, but her life was dry.
She gained recognition and received a push. She has taken many commercials and broadcasts to the extent that she says that she comes out when she turns on the TV.
But her grades don’t come out.
It was the worst.
As the popularity increased, the number of antis also increased.
In particular, it was decisive that she took the floor in the controversial LPGA by participating as an invited player by a sponsor.
She had to be accused of doing only commercials for money.
He has no skills, but he appeared with his face, or he won a sponsor with his body, or that he was commercialized as a sex product.
Reporters worked tirelessly for a day to invent something to bite.
Netizens rushed there like a herd of wildcats.
“Joy. What’s wrong with making money? After all, all pros are trying to make money.”
She pretended to be so calm on the outside, but inside her heart was bubbling.
In order to overturn public opinion, you have no choice but to prove it sexually.
However, from my experience so far, I knew that the game wouldn’t work out just because I was hot.
Rather, it was better to empty my mind and play comfortably.
And I hate to admit it, but when I got good grades, the same factors always came into play.
“Hey! Jinseonhu!”
Right after I bullied the seonhu, my grades were always good.
Like a jinx.
Conversely, when I was avoiding the successors, I didn’t get good grades.
I was busy these days, so I didn’t pay attention to it, but it was a mess.
Not too long ago, her mom also practiced the script with Seonhu, and she improved her acting, she said.
It’s superstitious, but perhaps the seonhu have special abilities.
“Aww! Surrender! Give! Give up!”
I was playing ‘fighting game’ and putting an arm bar on the seon-hu.
Seonhu pounded hard on her floor.
I let go of the arm that was holding her.
“Joy. Can’t stand this much.”
“How can you put up with that…”
The lord held her sore arm and cried at her.
“Get up quickly. Do one more round.”
“Also?”
But the aftermath never happened.
Are you thinking of wasting time?
“What are you doing? It doesn’t happen.”
“Now, wait a minute.”
I forced the mumbled seonhu to stand up.
The lord was covering the front of her with both hands.
Wasn’t her arm sore that she couldn’t get up?
“What? What are you hiding?”
“Oh, no…”
She forced her hand away and her sweatpants were bulging out.
“…”
“…”
I kind of know what that is.
“What are you? Did you stand in that situation? Against your sister?”
“Oh, no… , That… This is a physiological phenomenon.”
The seonhu babbled and dyed her face red. She was flushed all the way to her ears and neck.
“Sounds like a period phenomenon. Definitely just.”
I tried to act as usual, but my mind was confused.
In the meantime, I have drawn the line that the successors in reality and the successors in my imagination are different characters.
But now the line was blurring.
The situation of an excited superior attacking me during a fight was my regular masturbation subject.
I’m curious. What’s under the pants.
What would happen if I forcibly removed it from here?
As a result of years of education, the seonhu listen to anything I say.
Wouldn’t it be possible to get over it with a little bit of a joke?
“… Disgusting I’m in the mood Clean up after yourself.”
I left after cursing at the seonhu for no reason.
It is because she recalled the seonhu hunched over her melancholy after the incident on her school trip.
If the successors and successors become like that again because of me, the family will be destroyed.
Mama would completely cut me off from her before and after.
When that happens, there is no turning back.
“Ha…”
I took a deep breath as I was bathed in the shower water.
She sold out the seonhu, but it wasn’t just the seonhu who got excited about the situation.
I think of the arms of the predecessors who hugged her while betting on her skills.
A strong man’s arm fundamentally different from that of a woman.
If the seonhu seriously attack me, I won’t be able to hold out even for a moment like ‘then’.
I remember the feel of that arm.
Her crotch and chest that were touching it were hot.
“Huh… ♡”
I masturbated in the shower.
* * *
『Jin So-young, congratulations on her first win since her professional debut. How are you feeling right now?”
“The water was cool.”
『You are still a high school student, but you got a ○○ car due to an injury. What are you going to do with the car?”
“I will make a decision after discussing it with my family.”
“Is there anyone you can think of right now?”
“My mother, my younger siblings, my caddy Stephen Choi who always helps me, the associations who support me both physically and mentally, Sasung Electronics sponsors who have supported me since I was a child, and…”
『Do you have a boyfriend?』
“Doesn’t exist.”
“Then what if you have an ideal type?”
“Hmm… Gay?”
* * *
“So sister, what are you going to do with the car?”
Dinner day with family.
It was a place to celebrate my victory after a long time.
“I’d like to give it to Caddy Choi as a present.”
I glanced at her mother and said.
Usually, it is said that it is given to the father, but to me, he was a person who did not already have a father.
I’ve been contacted before, but I’ve blocked it.
“It’s So-Young’s ride, so So-Young can do whatever she wants. Mom doesn’t care.”
“Huh.”
As a mother, she knew how to say that.
“And. Envy you.”
I caught the sound of the seonhu muttering quietly.
“What are you? Were you interested in tea?”
“Huh… That’s cool.”
The sage seemed to be embarrassed for some reason.
“Then which car do you like best?”
“Lam ○rugini!”
That toy car?
Are you a child?
Oh, he was big, but he was a child.
“Okay? When I get my driver’s license later, my sister will buy me one.”
I said lightly in passing.
How is it? Was it natural? Didn’t that sound strange?
“What! Really!”
The seonhu likes her as she opens her eyes round.
Joy. It’s cheap when you have a slave who will work for you for the rest of your life.
“He is. No sports cars. What are you going to do after buying it?”
“Mom. I rather buy an expensive car and I get hurt less. And it’s less dangerous because people take care of it.”
“So?”
Even if mom says this and that, she can’t win against the seonhu anyway. She is supposed to give permission in the end.
“Brother, no. How much more to get hit by her sister for the tea. I’ll buy it later when I earn a lot of money.”
“You talk about debuting.”
The smile was sharp too.
However, I think receiving it from Miso is more dangerous for the Sun-Hoo than for me.
Because I really don’t know what it’s going to do.
“Whoops.”
My mother smiled heartily at the bickering me and the happy seniors.
It was a peaceful family time.
* * *
After that, the seonhu went on to a prestigious university without any problems.
After the seonhu took her entrance exam, as she promised, she selected Ram ○ Le Guinea.
Mom was still anxious, but there’s no way that timid senior would cause an accident by speeding.
“Sister! Thank you! I’ll save it for the rest of my life!”
“OK. Respect me more.”
At the time, I was fine with one or two cars.
She won the LPGA championship and became the top prize winner, and the sponsorship and advertising expenses were astronomical.
There were several cars I received from sponsorships or injuries, so I gave them out to my mother.
Even if you retire right away, you probably won’t have any trouble making a living for the rest of your life.
Moved house too. To the most expensive apartment in Seoul.
Everyone in the family is attention grabbing people. Security was paramount.
I didn’t even think of it as an expense because house prices would continue to rise anyway.
The building was also raised. It was an investment that I put in because I couldn’t control the money I earned.
I thought I would pass it on to my ancestors after seeing what they were doing in the future. You won’t be able to lead a normal working life anyway.
You should tell them to live while managing the building in moderation.
My life was going well like this.
But even for me, there were things that got in the way.
It was his brother’s smile.
“Brother! Drive me to the front over there!”
The smile blatantly kept me in check.
I somehow interfered so that the two of us were not alone.
Besides, she clung to the seonhu as if she showed me.
I am also noticing this
The smile was wicked
She did things that I could never do.
And he passed it off using the words ‘aegyo’ or ‘young kid’ as a shield.
She naturally touched the body of her predecessors, and conversely, encouraged them to touch her own.
No matter how you look at it, it crossed the line of skinship between family members.
“Brother, shall we take a bath together after a long time?”
“What?”
Miso brought up such a story during her meal.
As if she wants to listen to me.
The smile was sincere.
“Mom, are you okay?”
“Whoops. Then, would you like to come with your mother?”
… And her mother was sincere too.
Bang!
I knocked on the table and got up.
“Don’t talk nonsense.”
And after she glared at the seonhu, she left the place behind her.
The antecedents are timid.
So, she may not be able to get herself into trouble, but when pushed, she is easily pushed away.
In that sense, a smile was a dangerous existence.
Miso is the type that pushes forward without pretension or anything.
She was at least self-respecting when she was unknown, but unrestrained now in her confidence in her future.
My jinx before and after is still going on.
If you don’t receive the first and last buff, your golf performance will also fall into a slump.
More than anything, it makes my mood and condition worse.
『Aang♡ Oppa there♡ I feel good… Harder… ♡』
Even that day, a dirty voice with a smile could be heard from the hallway.
I know it won’t be like that anyway.
And that a smile is a sound you deliberately make to let me hear it.
But I couldn’t help but feel nervous.
It was only a matter of time before the seonhu crossed the line with a smile.
What if the two of you run away to a foreign country?
I imagined the worst and shuddered.
If it’s a smile, it remains even if you commit it.
Suddenly, special measures were needed.
But how?
What weapon do I have?
Money? A smile is not short of money.
Face? Can sisters say who is better?
So what about the chest?
I gently lifted my chest up.
My smile has grown a lot, but it’s still a long way to catch up with my mother or me.
A heavy, uncomfortable chest.
However, I couldn’t deny the fact that I benefited from this heart until I am now.
From old times, the seonhu used to glance at my chest.
That still hasn’t changed.
He seems to think he doesn’t know, but that’s just me pretending not to know.
It was obvious what the predecessors were thinking anyway.
The chest, after all, is it the chest?
But what to do with the chest?
You can’t imitate something that you put on your arm or back as naturally as a smile.
So what about the sleeper hold? Headlock? Or an armbar like back then?
… Why can’t I come up with only bullying skills?
After thinking for a while, I got up from my seat.
Anyway, I’m just thinking about this, and I’m going to pass the date again.
If that’s the case, can’t we just let them touch it?
I decided to fight head-on like myself.
“Hey, Jin Seon-hu. What are you doing?”
