Chapter 87 – My Story
A very long time ago
A story from when I was very young
My brother had a strange habit.
It’s not that I fell in love with my brother because of this habit, but it did play an important role.
When we were very poor, living in a remote countryside, we didn’t have anything to play, so we always wandered around as if we were exploring outside.
It’s a small town, so there weren’t any kids my age…
So that day, I was walking on the field road without thinking.
” Brother! If you touch something filthy like that, say Jiji! Dad said he was scolded! “
In order to save a wild mouse dying from being bitten by a stray cat, the cat is forcibly kicked out, and the mouse, which was barely breathing, is caught with bare hands, wrapped in its arms, and looked at sadly.
“What are you doing dirty! Throw it away quickly!! “
Despite this dissuade, my brother said nothing to me with a sad expression on his face.
“…That’s pitiful. “
Then, in the end, I took it to the animal hospital and asked the veterinarian to treat it with the body of the rat that had already died cold.
I still remember the veterinarian’s expression
I was very disgusted and forced to smile, soothed my brother and sent us outside.
Through the crack in the door, I watched vividly as the employee threw the rat into the trash can.
Not knowing that, I looked at my older brother, who was relieved and smiling brightly, and thought.
Like an idiot…
It’s going to be like this anyway, so why did you bring it…
Annoyed
After that, as soon as I got home, I told my dad about the move, and my brother was severely beaten by my dad after my family had dinner and listened to the admonition.
I’ve been scolded so badly, but I won’t be like that anymore
There was no lack of iron at this time, so there was a slight refreshment in the inside.
However, as if breaking my expectations, my brother would touch and bury a dead cat or dog that had been roadkilled on the side of the road, or help someone in trouble.
I was doing some very stupid things.
Of course, every time I mixed a little msg with my dad and told an exaggerated lie, he always beat my brother with a rod.
Maybe that’s why my brother always lived with bruises on his body.
I was still young at the time, so I thought it was natural karma for my brother who didn’t listen to me to become like that.
Also, it’s a punishment for my brother who doesn’t pay attention to me properly… I think he acted cutely.
Time passed like that…
One day, there was a toy I wanted that day, so I overreacted to my mother.
Angry at my older brother who scolded me severely for the first time, I vented my anger in the bathroom.
So, after hitting my cheek several times by myself to make it swollen red, I ran to my dad and lied to him saying that he hit me.
Dad beat my brother really hard, and even after he passed out after being hit for a while, he continued to kick or step on him with his feet.
I was quietly hiding and giggling and exhilarating watching my brother get hit.
It’s a shame that her mother, who was watching the scene from beginning to end, stopped her father.
He even said that he did not even remember hitting him because he was so drunk that day.
So when her brother was admitted to the hospital, I remember him annoyed that he had wasted money.
The three days my brother wasn’t home like that… It’s only been three days…
Since then, it seems that my feelings have changed…
I feel empty even when I walk around town by myself, and even at home I keep thinking of my older brother who is not by my side…
I wanted to see my brother like crazy…
So, when I heard that my brother had woken up, I was going to visit him in the hospital with his parents…
Her mother called me quietly.
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Her mother knew all about it.
The fact that I hurt myself in the bathroom and told my dad about it, and the fact that I was laughing while watching my older brother get beaten…
So, please don’t even approach me in the sense of asking me to reflect until my brother is discharged…
The moment was so absurd.
I got annoyed and yelled at my mom at her young heart.
“Mom… She knew it all from the beginning!!! Why were you still!! “
If you had known, you could have stopped Dad from the beginning…
Then Mom smiled quietly, looked down at me with goosebumps, and slowly opened her mouth.
“Because mom ~ loves dad more than her son, ah ~ ♥”
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I understood right away.
Because when mom stops her dad…
“Even the author would have understood this~ You are tired too, you can stop now. Honey~♥”
I spoke softly to her father in a soft voice, and her father listened to her mother with his body trembling.
It is a fact that I found out later, but the reason her brother and mother hardly talked was that her father was afraid that her father would be jealous, so she deliberately avoided her brother from her mother’s side.
That’s… Love…
Anyway, since I couldn’t see my brother for about a month, I was falling for him more and more.
Whether it’s delusion about the future the two of them will make together, or kissing passionately like the male lead and female lead in the drama…
I probably remember when I masturbated for the first time.
It is not masturbation that climaxes by touching the pussy or breasts.
I masturbated with the delusion that my brother was touching me here and there while curling up on the blanket.
It was then that I felt pleasure for the first time.
As soon as I saw my older brother who had been discharged from the hospital come back home after such time, my face turned red and my heart was beating so hard that I forced myself to control my emotions.
Somehow, I tried to joke around and talk to my brother like before, but
My brother seemed to be slightly afraid of me, and I could feel his eyes trembling and avoiding my gaze…
Just like the eyes of a father looking at a mother…
So, is this love…?
It was clear that he loved me too…
I was happy and decided to treat my brother better after that.
Even after entering school, he consistently acted as a sincere and exemplary child.
Showing what she saw only to her brother…
But one annoying thing…
My brother still couldn’t break the habit.
Lending a hand to someone in need for nothing in return
As if he were a righteous man, he always took on the hard work at his own expense.
A real hedgehog…
Is that why…?
Dirty bugs started crawling around my brother, and he started making friends without asking me for permission.
Still, I’m generous…
I decided to allow my friends of the same sex, but I mercilessly threatened the kids of the other gender and quietly kicked them out around my brother.
Thanks to that, the older brother who complained that girls did not approach him at home was so insanely cute.
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And now…
When my brother saw a creature in trouble or pitiful, he never stood still…
I decided to take advantage of that and after calling for a long time, fortunately, I confirmed that my brother had called.
I choked myself and started to cry.
“Aww…! Aww!! Brother-!! “
As soon as I got my brother’s phone call, I released my hand from his neck and cried bitterly and called for my brother.
This works again
[ Why are you crying········ ]
“I’m sorry… Hehe…! I wrote it wrong… Huh…!! Come back soon! “
[Don’t cry… I’m really angry today, so I’m not going to go home… Reflect a little more]
What…?
“I hate it…!! Oppa… Come back, Jebaal…!! I’m so sick I think I’m going to die…!!! “
[Are you hurt…? ]
“I went out to look for my brother, but I fell down the stairs and wrote it down… Uhhhhh! It hurts so much! “
[I’ll go now… Wait a bit]
“Really…? Whoa-! I’ll wait for you… Huuuong…”
[ Hurry home and clean up the wound, I’ll go and look at it… ]
I’m still at home, but I’ll have to act in moderation…
“Huh…! I’m sorry… I have to come quickly…? “
[Okay, so stop now. I’ll quit… ]
After hanging up the phone, ‘Ah-!’ I shouted once and loosened his throat.
“Ah… That’s fucking annoying… Sore throat”
I picked up a cleaver from the kitchen and cut a cut on my left knee, causing it to bleed slightly.
It’s still a precious body… It’s all because of Han Chae-young…
I thought as I looked at the blood flowing out and at my face reflected in the kitchen knife.
Yoo So-jeong···· Han Chae-yeong··· These two bitches will somehow kill them…
Then, until her brother returned, she deliberately tore old clothes and changed into them, holding her knees in front of the front door and practicing simulating expressions of pain.
Beep! Beep-!
After a while, there was the sound of the door lock unlocking, and the door burst open.
While making a fuss, he hurriedly approached me and inspected the wound.
“Gwa, are you okay…?! “
“Huh…! It’s not okay… Hug me quickly…”
My brother didn’t refuse and hugged me tightly
I thought as I wrapped my brother in a hug and placed his chin on his shoulder.
After all, my brother is a bastard…
It’s damn easy
“Kkeuk… Oppa, I really love you… ♥ I really won’t do that in the future…”
It’s a lie
