Chapter 149 – The Heart of a Whore
Meanwhile, after dinner, Seo-jun and his party went straight back to their rooms.
Seo-joon threw her medicine cabinet at her Monica that she had applied to her the other day.
He pointed to Ian, who had been badly beaten by Seo-jun, with his chin, telling him to save it because it was expensive. At that, Monica looked at her Ian and said.
“What are you doing, take it off.”
“Ah···. Huh.”
Ian looked at Lily and took off her top.
Lily’s eyebrows twitched as the blue bruised skin texture was revealed everywhere. I glared at Seo-joon, but he only hummed his hum and smoked his other voice.
However, when I applied the medicine Seo-jun gave me, the wound became cloudy like a lie, and the tingling sensation faded.
“…Wowah-.”
Seeing the bruises on the back of his arms heat up and gradually disappear, Ian exclaimed in admiration. The wound didn’t completely go away – but it got better.
Brother, where the heck did you get this? It was amazing again.
After seeing that, Lily also seemed to have calmed down a bit.
“I’ve been out for a while and I have a place to come. Everyone, if you need anything, come and go.”
Seo-joon wore a longsword slanted around his waist, put on a hood, and went out.
Where do you go every night…
Lily followed Seo-jun’s back for a moment, then looked back at her. Then she met her eyes with Monica.
“Hmmmm-.”
Embarrassed for nothing, she said that she just saw it because she was curious about where she was going, and made excuses that needless to be said. Monica shrugged her shoulders as if she wasn’t interested.
And even applied her medicine.
“Now take off your pants, Ian.”
“A bar, pants too?”
It rolled here and there and was beaten with a scabbard, so there must be scars on the lower side as well… Are you going to take off your clothes here? Ian looked into Lily’s eyes.
“I’m okay. I’m sick and I’m applying medicine, what?”
She smiled lightly and said it was okay.
She said that now she was determined not to give up her Ian any more, but today was definitely the day Monica took her Ian.
In order to completely monopolize the time with Ian tomorrow, I had to respect Monica’s time as well. Otherwise it’s just a messy mud fight.
Ian, despite his embarrassment, pulled down his pants. Then, except for the underwear that covered the romance, his sturdy naked body was revealed.
Lily turned her head out of her window, trying hard not to give her a glance.
Looking up at the darkening evening sky, I see her sighing.
Mountain birds flying far away and pale scarlet clouds -. The sky where blue food spreads -. Farmers shoulder to shoulder and shouting loudly as they go for a drink…
Snooze-
I hear the sound of drugs being applied behind my back.
Lily tried not to pay attention to that, but her ears kept prickling at the sound of her skin brushing.
“Oops-. Now, hold on a second sister-“
“I’m applying medicine, but why…?”
“Ugh… I-I know that.”
However, there was something strange about the words he heard.
The sound of skin brushing and the sound of breathing leaking out of Ian’s mouth seemed a little harsh. Lily couldn’t take her eyes off her window any longer.
“Huh-. Hmm-.”
Ian’s breathing got louder and louder.
Lily chewed her lips. She seemed to know what was going on without looking back.
“Ian has gathered a lot here. Very···. It came together very well.”
To Monica’s joke, Ian said, “That’s right.” It was too much acting. I always feel this, but Ian can’t really act…
Ian’s breathing grew louder and louder, and the sound of skin brushing grew more intense.
Sseu tsu tsu- tsu tsu-eup-
Now the sound is starting to take on water.
Lily closed her eyes tightly. I wanted to cover her ears too, but if she did, she would be caught out that she was paying attention to the other side.
She swallowed her breath and hardened her heart. She squeezed the inside of her cheek, trying not to shed a tear – she bit off.
Whoop- Haaaaa!
With the sound of breathing out, the sound of flesh brushing stopped.
Haha-
I felt like I could feel the warm breath all the way here. Lily snapped at the tips of her fingernails gripping her window frame.
“I’m sleepy, shall we sleep now?”
“Uh, uh uh…”
Ian answered Monica’s question.
Hearing her fleeting rustle, Ian called out to her.
“Me, Lily?”
“···Huh?”
At his call, Lily opened her closed eyes and looked at Ian with a bright smile.
Her Ian’s clear eyes look at her, quivering with her anxiety. She looks worried that she might have noticed something.
Lily was sick to her stomach, but she tried to pull the corners of her mouth into a smile. She asked why she called…
Ian let out a sigh of relief. And then no—, Lily, good night to you too— said with a laugh.
“Let’s tour the city together tomorrow, Lily.”
“···Huh.”
Ian smiled and pulled the hem of the blanket up to cover her face. Shortness of breath quickly subsides. She must have been very tired because of the sparring with Seo-jun.
Lily looked out her window again.
Her mood sank drastically. It feels like her heart has become muddy all over and splashing muddy water.
But outside, someone waved a hand.
Her black hair and black eyes.
It was Seojun.
‘Oh. Always. This. Hey.’
Seojun said with his mouth.
Lily burst out laughing at that, silently nodding her head, and wiping away the tears that flowed down her cheeks.
She then looked back at Monica, who was lying on the bed with the covers over her. I hated the way she closed her eyes and tried to sleep.
She couldn’t believe he was right next to her and he didn’t know he would do that. She’s not even sleeping, and she can look back at any time, how can she do such a thing openly…
No matter how much it was the day he took over Ian-, this was too much even if he did it.
Had she ever looked back – what would she have meant to answer…?
I hated Monica, but I was just as disappointed with Ian.
I wondered if he really liked me.
How can it be like this when the person I love is openly in front of me-.
She clenched her fists until her fingernails dug into them, looked at the two of them alternately, closed her eyes, and shook her shoulders. With a hot breath, she vomited out her anger that soared to the tip of her throat.
I lay down on the bed and let the heat go away.
Close your eyes and slowly… I started counting the sheep one by one.
One or two -.
Three fouret-.
Five-.
&
Pierce- pierce-
I woke up to the sound of bugs.
I counted and counted sheep, but I couldn’t fall asleep.
Lily lifted her head gently, and waved her hand in front of Monica’s eyes, who fell asleep softly.
There was no reaction.
Today is the day Monica takes over Ian. Perhaps he would wake up in the middle of the morning to find Lily gone and sing her delight. Then I will spend a hot night with Ian…
Yes, she thought it would be better to avoid her place than watch it from the sidelines and secretly masturbate miserably.
She put on her clothes and put her feet in her boots.
Who knows, she pulled her hood down deeply and cautiously left her room.
Kikiiik- click-.
She shut the door and, silently, walked cautiously down her hallway.
Squeak squeak-
Angtsong Angangahang-
To her left and right, from room to room, moaning continued.
The thumps, the creaking of the bed is loud.
The night was late and everyone was constantly mixing their bodies to exhaust her surplus energy and to shake off her lust. Some of them might have lovers, but most of them were probably prostitutes.
There was an acting tone in some of the voices.
Aang-aang- I like it-
Voices that pretend to feel without feeling them. The indifferent morality of those who accept the act of mixing bodies as a daily routine.
It felt like she would give her body for money, but she wouldn’t give her heart.
Now, in a way, she was in a similar situation to those women.
Isn’t it the same thing to give one’s body to Seo-joon and receive flowers-.
It was something that started asking Ian to look after him from the beginning.
At first it was his breasts, then biting and sucking on his – now it went all the way to his anus.
I was afraid of what would be next.
But what’s even more horrifying is that even though I’m afraid of it, I feel a strange anticipation in a corner of this soggy heart.
In a way, the words “For Ian” May be an excuse.
Maybe even Seojun knows. That’s all- just an excuse to put her at ease.
I was about to stand still in the hallway for a moment, when the door next to me opened and someone came out.
“Ah-. Who is it?”
“What is it, who is it?”
“I don’t know, is it another prostitute?”
The prostitute, who had just finished work, put on her half-naked clothes, ran her Lily up and down, spat on the floor and went down the stairs.
Those who sell themselves for money, whores…
If there is a difference between them and her, it is that, unlike them, she does not act at Seo-jun’s touch – she sincerely cries.
That part made him feel even more miserable. The image of yourself screaming with joy at the touch of someone you don’t even love. She was terribly disgusted
So much-
Going down the stairs to the first floor, she looked up at a man who suddenly blocked her path. She wanted to be Seojun.
“Ouch-. What is this bitch?”
But it wasn’t. It was a man who was very drunk. The man who had cast a shadow over her face reached out to her breasts without hesitation.
“Why, why are you like this?”
Surprised by that, she swatted her hand away and took a step back, her opponent widening her eyes. She exhales a disgusting bad breath and yells at her.
“If you’re a civerous slut, you’ll spread your legs like a slut, why are you being so expensive?”
“…Tea, I’m not a prostitute.”
“What are you saying-? I can’t hear you, so speak louder, bitch.”
“I’m not a whore… I’m not a whore!”
Lily opened her eyes wide and screamed at her barack. The piled up and piled up emotions burst out like a dam burst.
She was embarrassed Why do I only seduce guys like this…
The relationship with Ian, which is not easily solved at will -. The reality of being involved with Seo-joon while trying to be for Ian. It was an expression of resentment over his own body, which was gradually changing as a result, and his own miserable state of giving himself up to Seo-joon today.
Even after she shouted like that, she vomited vigorously for a long time.
Then, his gaze focused in this direction.
She wore the hood down, but a few people would recognize it just by looking at her tits. But most didn’t know. Is that bitch a real prostitute or a guest at this inn?
It was the same with Iza in front of her eyes. In the eyes of a drunken man with a high sexual desire, he could only see her big breasts in front of her eyes. In the eyes of men, she was a slut with big tits, and she had to be.
“No, what is it! Write- You’re not a prostitute with these nipples hanging?”
When the man tried to reach out to her again, Lily clenched her fists in fear that she wouldn’t be able to, and hooked up the mana. But at that moment, someone’s presence suddenly approached from behind.
And then someone grabs the man’s hand right away-.
“Stop it.”
The owner of the hand was none other than Seojun.
No doubt, this time too.
Not Ian-.
It was Seojun.
