Chapter 102 – Seoul (2)
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Seo-joon, who opened his eyes at the sound of grasshoppers, glanced at Ian lying next to him.
Gorongorong – Sleeping well while snoring.
Seo-joon took himself out of his sleeping bag, trying to make as little noise as possible.
Seruk-
After opening the tent and taking out his leg, Seo-joon crumpled his feet into his boots and came out.
I glanced at Monica and Lily’s tent facing the entrance, but I didn’t see Lily’s boots.
It seemed to have come out beforehand.
Seo-joon cocked his head – and looked at the guards walking around the camp holding a perch.
Taking advantage of the gap where their eyes turned to that direction- Seo-joon crouched down and crawled into the shadowy bush behind the tent.
Rustling – I went inside, clearing the waist-high bushes with the back of my arm – A woman was standing under a large zelkova tree.
Standing at an angle with her back leaning against a tree, her face glowing white in the moonlight looked back at Seo-jun.
Sweeping her light brown hair – eyes looking at Seo-joon with pale golden eyes -.
“Lily.”
“I’m here···?”
Lily looked a little nervous.
The clear moonlight illuminates her golden eyes and eyelashes strangely. Seo-joon slowly approached her.
“Hey, wait…!”
Then she told me not to come closer for a moment – she held out her hands.
Seo-jun obediently stopped on the spot.
“U-uh, I have something to ask you first…”
“What···?”
At Seo-jun’s question – Lily bit her lip.
Can I say this? I hesitated for a long time.
Seo-joon waited for her to speak, slashing the mosquitoes that were trying to cling to her nape with the back of her hand.
Hoo-wook – She let out her breath once and finally spoke her words. After all, there was no one to ask anyone other than Seo-Jun…
“I-I mean… Uh, I was going to do it with Ian yesterday…”
“What···?”
At Seo-jun’s question, Lily opened her lips and then closed hers again. Then she closes her eyes tightly and exhales.
“Three, three, sex, I mean sex…!”
Lily put her voice down and quickly shut her mouth in case anyone heard. She rolled her eyes for a while, but when she didn’t hear any sound, she looked at Seo-joon again.
Seo-joon smiled and asked.
“Yes, with Ian. Were you trying to have sex? So did you?”
At his question – Lily clenched her fists tightly.
“No···. I couldn’t.”
It might be your last chance…
“Ian… Ian’s didn’t stand…”
Thinking of last night, her tears welled up. Her eyes blur.
Even though she was crying-, Lily continued her words steadfastly.
“My, my, I guess I wasn’t good enough…!”
Crying broke out at the end.
Uh uh uh-
When the dam of emotions that had been suppressed all along burst, tears leaked out nonstop.
Looking at Lily, who was suddenly weeping, Seo-joon let out a sigh.
“Come on.”
Seojun approached Lily, hugged her head, and gently stroked the back of her head.
Without words-.
Lily buried her face in his arms and cried for a long time.
He cried and blew, his tears dripping from her nose.
For a long time, she finally stopped crying and muttered with her head down.
“Mi, I’m sorry… Because I’m stupid.”
It seems that Seo-joon was comforted by using his love for him-, I felt a little bit embarrassed. Why did she cry like a child in his arms…
Lily took out her handkerchief and wiped away the tears and mucus from her – fearing that Seo-joon would ask to masturbate again – she quickly put it in her pocket.
“Are you feeling better now…?”
Seeing Seo-joon’s expression as if she was genuinely worried – Lily felt a warm hug around her chest.
When she answered and nodded her head, Seo-joon looked around her.
Then, he sat down on her hips on the back of a suitable rock, brushed off the dirt from the seat next to her with his hands, and patted him. It meant sit down.
She licked her lips for a moment, then sat down with her buttocks meekly next to him.
Perhaps because the back of the rock was narrow, the buttocks of the two strangely touched each other.
“Tell me in detail. There might be something I can help with.”
At Seojun’s words – Lily shook her head.
Then, despite the shame – one by one -, he honestly confessed to Seo-jun about what happened yesterday.
From the fact that she had a chance thanks to Monica’s consideration-, taking off her clothes and entering Ian’s sleeping bag-, and tongue-in-cheek with Ian- that he touched it but didn’t stop…
After that, even after sucking it, everything was still there…
After she had finished talking, Lily bowed her head like a high treason and shook her fingertips.
Still thinking of that time-I wanted to dig a hole and hide in her shame…
The feeling of shame when she couldn’t stand up no matter how much she bit and sucked at the man she loved was really-, to the point of being indescribable. Not only was her femininity being denied, but she also thought whether Ian really liked her…
He only nodded his head without much movement – Seo-joon, who had heard her story, quietly grabbed her trembling hand and placed it on his thigh.
Lily flinched – her shoulders trembled, but she didn’t take her hand away.
“I understand.”
The words Seo-joon spat out sounded like empty empty words to her.
There was no way to know that embarrassing feeling unless you experienced it yourself. It proves that you have no sexual attraction to the person you love. There was no way that Seo-joon, who had mixed bodies with many women, had experienced such a thing.
However, Seojun brought out these words.
“I have been like that too. To be precise, I’ve never stood like Ian before.”
“What, what…?”
Lily raised her voice in surprise—and then opened her mouth—and bit it. She then asks cautiously.
“I-really…?”
“Yes.”
Ian had the same symptoms.
But what about now…? Wasn’t it very hard…?
If so, Ian had a way. How to cure the symptoms…!
“Ian might have a problem, but you have a bigger problem than that.”
“Me, I…? Ha, but at that time, the men of Dehero were also like that… Oh, my brother too…!”
“Yeah, but Ian didn’t stand up even if you sucked him…?”
Lily, who kept her mouth shut at Seo-jun’s words, quickly became sullen.
Seo-joon calmed her down by gently stroking the soft back of her hand. She even spoke her words calmly.
“I did it because of extreme tension. Sex for a man- it comes with a lot of pressure. Especially when it comes to sex with the person you love. Can I do it right…? Can you satisfy this woman…? What if she’s disappointed…? Anxiety-.”
At Seo-jun’s words- Lily listened silently.
Yeah, I’m sure Lily thought that too when she stripped off one layer of her clothes and slipped into Ian’s sleeping bag.
She looked at her body and thought she-she might be disappointed. And···. Maybe that’s how it happened. She said it was good, but Ian’s stuff didn’t respond at all.
“But, Lily-. That is usually the case for first experiences.”
“Uh···?”
When Lily asked with a bewildered face, Seo-joon patted her on the shoulder with a look of pity on her and continued her words.
“Ian is already in a relationship with Monica. That too, all night long. Did you hear that, Lily? How hot the two of you were on the first night of your honeymoon.”
“…”
Lily couldn’t keep her mouth shut. Her fingertips dug into her palms. She starts to have tears in her eyes again.
“I will speak calmly. Ian didn’t find any attraction in Lily- you.”
“Sooooo!”
Crying finally broke out. Seo-joon tried to shake off her hand, but Seo-joon hugged her and told her to calm down – and patted her on the back.
Shh-shh- whispering in her ear to calm down-.
Lily struggled to get out of Seo-jun’s arms – she was exhausted and only shed tears.
Seojun muttered in her ear.
“But, it’s not that there isn’t a way…”
The way… There is···?
Trying to get out of Seo-joon’s arms – the arm that was powerlessly pushing her chest – stopped.
“What, what, what…? How is that…?”
Seo-joon grabbed her rounded shoulders and looked at her face slightly.
A single tear streamed down from her eyes and formed on her plump lips. Seo-joon looked down at her wet lips with tears and answered.
“The solution is simple. It is mutual effort.”
“To each other… Effort···?”
Lily muttered Seo-joon’s words with her blank face.
