114 – Desired Ending
It has already been three days since Yurika fainted.
Even though the girl was treated for all of her trauma, she showed no signs of waking up.
Erina thought this was natural.
The crime she committed.
This is Erina, who saw it all.
She is as much as herself.
No, perhaps she is suffering more than that.
Therefore, even though Erina herself was not normal, as soon as she came to her senses, she volunteered to take care of Yurika.
Choi Si-woo, who had been watching them for two days and nights, was forced to lie down on the bed.
That is the situation.
She was just about to get a wet towel for Yurika, who was about to leave her seat for a while.
But what does this mean?
What about… how!
“… “What are you doing now?”
Chokkolok.
Erina, holding the cut rope in her hand, looked down at Yurika, who was letting out a harsh coughing sound.
It was fortunate.
If it were just a little bit later, the worst outcome would have happened.
But her sigh of relief was short-lived.
Wow!
While I let my guard down.
Yurika pushes Erina hard.
Take the rope from her hand and hang it around her neck again.
“… ! Are you crazy!?”
Then she again caught her lightning-like hand and stopped him.
A brief scuffle breaks out.
It’s rough to say there are two women.
Then a rough fight breaks out.
Boom!
In the end, Erina, who held down with all her power, lit up her eyes and shouted.
“Stop it!!”
I urge you.
Get angry.
But rather, it was Yurika who expressed her anger.
“… Why! “Why are you blocking me?”
“… What?”
“I’ll just let him die. “Why did you save me!!”
Yurika, who was sobbing, somehow tried to escape from her embrace.
She wanted to die right now.
Even now, her future self, her witch, is whispering in her head.
She agrees with his words not to interfere with his future and to disappear quietly.
“Let go! Let go of this!! I must die. I’m a witch! If I live, many people will suffer! So you must die!”
She shakes her head, shaking her head.
With her messed up face, she lets out a scream full of screams.
Delirium.
And the joys and sorrows mixed with despair no less than that.
Erina, who had been listening silently, sighed deeply.
And.
Party!
He slapped her hard enough to leave a handprint on her face.
“…… “
Yurika sits blankly.
I grabbed her shoulder and pulled her in front of my nose.
“Don’t run away!”
“… What… still?”
“Don’t run away! Do you think you’re the only one who wants to die? Me too… “I want to die right now!”
It was only then that Yurika noticed.
Erina’s sleeves were soaked with her blood.
It was undoubtedly an attempt at self-harm.
But she was in a clumsy bandage.
She also realized that she had been holding back.
“Do you think it’s different for me? Do you think it would be different for me? You saw it too. “You saw every single thing I did to Siwoo!!”
“…… “
“It was so painful that I died for three days! I wanted to run away right away. I couldn’t accept that I had done such a terrible thing. There was no forgiveness! To have hurt so many people just because of the desire for death…… I couldn’t accept it… ”
“…… Erina.”
Erina lowered her head and looked angry, but her face showed emotions that could not be defined as one, as she cried.
Boom! Thud-!
Clench her fist.
Hit her chest.
He vents out his deep-seated anger like a person with a flower disease.
“… Still, you can’t run away, right? That’s right… ? Because he is a hero. Because they are Siwoo’s only family. Even the hero who did such a cruel thing… Because I am the future me. So I will accept it. And we will overcome it. If you run away and die… “What difference is there between me and my future self?”
“…… “
“So, Yurika. You too, come to your senses. Don’t run away. Don’t shirk responsibility! Stand up! “Stand up tenaciously and take responsibility somehow!!”
I saw it for the first time.
This is what Erina looks like.
Even she shines and is stronger than anyone else.
Yurika felt sorry that she could collapse like this.
At the same time, the sins she had committed struck her sharply, like a fragment of a mirror reflecting light.
Yurika cried due to her conflicting emotions.
And.
Puck!
He punched Erina’s chest, as she was cute.
“You…” Are you still a hero? Are you a hero!! If you’re going to die, you’ll be alone! Why! Why! Attract unrelated people! “Why did you hurt him!”
Erina, who could barely hold back her resentful words, also shed tears at her grief.
She cries and shouts in retort.
“You! What did you, a saint, do! I saw it clearly. I saw it all with my own eyes! Who are you to torment Siwoo like that? Who are you to take Siwoo’s first place!! What are you…… “
Baby Siwoo’s child.
After the last words, the two people fell silent.
After that, he continued to spout hateful words every few minutes.
They engage in a fist fight that cannot be called violence.
And in the end…
“Huh… “Huh!”
“Don’t cry… Mayo… I think I’m going to cry too… “Huh.”
I cried bitterly like a child who made a mistake and was scolded by his parents.
“Huhhh… away… Damn witch… “
“That’s it… Hmm… Get away from me. “hehehe.”
*
Meanwhile, visit right across the street.
Pope Petra was silently watching these two.
“Relurelurelurelu… “
Ah, as a bonus, there is also the strangely crying goddess Irelua.
Currently, Irelua, who had consumed most of her power as her oracle, was sitting on Petra’s shoulders in the state of a two-headed king.
Is it because her head is big?
Even the tears that flowed were only small drops.
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“If you cry too much, your body will be damaged. “Goddess.”
“Lelurellu… Well, but… How could she not cry? This all happened because of me… “
“… It’s everyone’s decision. Didn’t you say it yourself? “A person who cannot accept her own mistakes cannot grow.”
“Lelu… “
“It is definitely a bitter and heartbreaking wound, and it may be a wound that will never heal. Therefore, the future of those children will be more solid.”
Irelua gained courage from Petra’s words.
She blew her nose on her shoulder ornament, ‘Puheng!’
“Heung! I guess so. I’m sure it will. Those kids will never be like their future selves again. Without touching sin… Proper… “I will walk the path of a true warrior and saint.”
Soon, I turn my head.
“… So, Apostle. “Don’t be heartbroken either.”
“…… “
Choi Si-woo, who had been there from the beginning, sighed softly at Irelua’s words.
I uncross my arms and look away.
When he encountered Petra, he slowly opened his mouth with determination in his eyes.
“Pope.”
“Yes, Apostle.”
“I have something to tell you personally.”
“…… “
Petra silently accepted her gaze.
Immediately a bitterness fills my mouth.
‘… ‘A sad person.’
A tattered rag.
Fragments of a heart divided into small pieces that can no longer be broken.
A lumpy piece of unknown shape.
He had long since gone beyond the tragedy and pain that an individual could endure.
So Petra was confident.
‘Of course, more than those two people who are crying… ‘
It will be even more difficult.
But he doesn’t show it.
He only remembers moving forward.
In some ways, he is a cruelly realistic person.
What was hidden behind it was an unmistakable sense of responsibility and affection.
*
In a moment.
After leaving the two girls who had collapsed from crying exhausted to the nuns of the church, Petra put down the teacup she was holding.
The conversation lasted about an hour.
It was a long and complicated story, but the conclusion was simple.
“I see. “I understand.”
Petra let out a soft breath.
An expression of embarrassment was clearly visible on her face.
“… I think you know. We, the Church of Irelua, are an organization that has a strong influence on the world. It is considered a taboo to give power to one side. “Do you know why?”
“… In order to never repeat the tragedy of the ‘Hundred Years War’ that occurred decades ago… “Isn’t it?”
“That’s right. It is impossible to prevent the spark of a fight in any dispute. In the end, it was the intervention of powerful organizations that increased its size and turned it into a huge fire demon. “Our denomination realized this through sin and therefore prohibited direct intervention.”
“…… “
“So, I am sorry. “It is difficult for us to help.”
Choi Si-woo sighed softly.
I expected it to some extent.
Actually, I said it with the feeling that it was half a gamble…
After all, what couldn’t be done in a previous life can’t be done here either.
It was a time when I had no choice but to think of another way.
“However, this is a story when there was no revelation.”
“… Yes?”
Suddenly different answer.
The answer came from a completely different place.
“In other words, if this body speaks directly, it will change. “My apostle!”
Waddle!
Tonggeultonggeul-!
Degurur-!
Irelua approached, rolling her head like a ball, and said, ‘Ta-da!’ And cheered.
I guess it’s because my head is so big.
The character that exists in the cartoon is Waak Waak! The sight of him shouting was naturally cute.
“Don’t worry! I know you’re already going to say that. “It’s been a long time since I patted my head and made a prediction!”
“This is the Pope. “Goddess.”
“Anyway! “I will declare it here and now.”
‘Hai~cha!’ Irelua said and created a powerful pattern on her hand.
“I, the goddess Irelua, will ask. Apostle! Help and support from the denomination. All of this is to prevent future tragedies and to envision a better future… “Can you swear!”
“…… “
A moment of concern.
But it wasn’t long.
Because I already decided on my resolution when I first opened my eyes.
“I swear.”
“Okay then! “I swear in the name of God that Nairelua will support you with all her might for the future you desire!”
‘Baba bappa~Baba bar bamba~’
The sound resonates loudly.
[I receive the oath of Irelua, the 3rd Lord.]
[Divine affinity increases significantly.]
[Irelua’s protection blooms in its true form.]
[Change into the blessings of life and love!]
… What is this?
Why is it so long?
Choi Si-woo tilted his head and read the long message window that appeared in front of him.
“… There are a lot of things. And why is the skill name like that? “It’s a bit cringy.”
“What do you mean? My apostle! “What amazing technology this is!”
“Just looking at it, the fuel efficiency looks bad. How many times can I use it? No, I just don’t think it’s necessary-“
“-Lelu Lelu!!! “What nonsense is that!”
Irelua stamps her feet and shouts, ‘aaah!’
Choi Si-woo, who was watching, let out a low laugh.
I immediately express my gratitude.
Her heart that believes in her.
Her comforting comfort.
It became a light to go through the dark forest.
After thinking, Choi Si-woo bowed his head towards Petra.
“… “Then please take care of me.”
“I just want to know a few things…” May I tell you? “Apostle.”
“… “Do you have something to say?”
Petra calmly held his hand as he looked puzzled.
Looking at Choi Si-woo, who is embarrassed by his sudden action, he smiles bitterly.
“… Apostle. I also saw all future tragedies through the power of the Goddess. So to be honest… “I don’t know what to say now.”
“…… “
“How great is the misfortune you have suffered. As someone who just watched, I wouldn’t dare discuss its weight. Any words of comfort will be nothing more than lip service. Therefore, even what I am doing now may be deceiving you.”
Choi Si-woo was taken aback because the words were unexpected.
Petra sighed after seeing that.
He swallows the sad look in his eyes and embodies his dignity as the Pope.
“So, first of all, I would like to tell you this.”
“… What… “
“Don’t blame yourself.”
Petra looked at him as he flinched and continued in a warm voice.
“I know how heartbroken you are. “Over the past few days, I have watched Erina cry while holding Yurika’s hand.”
“…… “
“The karma of tangled and tangled misfortune is by no means yours alone. So don’t hate yourself. “Don’t be angry.”
Is it because it was unexpected?
Choi Si-woo felt speechless for a moment.
“… Lastly, this is a personal request from me.”
Petra slowly lowers her head.
Her face does not have the look of a Pope.
It contained the expression of a mother.
“Please draw a hero… Please forgive my daughter.”
“…… “
Choi Si-woo slowly closed his eyes.
Thoughts and emotions that come up randomly and cannot be defined.
Time was needed to shape it into language.
That’s why I thought of it.
I remember.
I don’t forget.
Erina rests in death.
Yurika sweeps her own stomach to the end.
She died crying miserably.
Seol Garam had already become a piece of meat and only moved for the purpose of fighting.
Countless deaths and precious relationships pass through my mind.
Slowly open both eyes.
Choi Si-woo, who completed a series of procedures, nodded firmly.
“… Do not worry.”
I will not wander anymore.
I won’t hate you anymore.
I will not hesitate any longer.
“And this time…… “
We will definitely reach the desired ending together with everyone.
