51 – Embracing your cold body
“Damn, damn, damn…!”
It was never a good sign that I left my coat on the porch.
Her footprints continued across the far side of her mansion, stripped of items she treasured one after another.
I didn’t even like that the snow that started to fall made it difficult to track it.
But if you have a magic orb, you can definitely track it.
As I applied power, a red line pierced the pure white background.
The faint red color in the distance gave a glimpse of how far she had gone.
“hahahaha… You’ve gone too far.”
Obviously, moving unprepared for this kind of weather wouldn’t be a very good thing.
She was fine when she stayed by her side to keep her cold.
…But if we delay here, things will surely happen.
So we must hurry.
Because I know very well that this time, it will definitely not stop with bloodshed.
I put on her coat roughly and took her feet away, feeling a pleasant sweet scent wafting from me.
I think it must have come as a great shock to her considering that I have not been so angry at her with my mouth.
That’s not even ‘this is bad’,
Because her twists and turns commanded her to stay away from me.
Since she changed, what I said to her, who loved hugging and groping my body, must have been fatal.
…I wish I had been a little more careful.
“Whoa, whoa, damn it, it’s insanely cold to death…!”
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Where did she go through such a strong wind?
She must have had a strong body, so this would have been nothing, but her heart was shattered-
What on earth did he even go so far to do on this night?
What did he go so far to do this time?
I hope you don’t go there with the intention of chasing or killing someone.
I can’t catch up with her then.
…
How long did you walk?
When I looked back, I couldn’t see the mansion.
Instead, bare trees and raging snowballs were hitting my burning heart.
Concern grew more and more, and as she stepped forward, certainty began to turn to doubt.
Her initial goal of getting her back and returning to her mansion has now begun to change to what it would be like to see her again at least once.
Even now, I couldn’t even open my eyes properly.
The strength to give to the legs is not working properly,
The snow clinging to my body melted because of the heat while I was in full swing – but now that I’m sluggish, it freezes again.
It was never a good thing.
“Huh, huh… Elena…!”
It was a crowd. It was getting very difficult to go beyond this.
I was getting tired enough to feel the ice hanging from the ends of my eyelids.
I kept calling out her name, somehow opening her eyes that kept trying to close.
“Helena…! Elena!”
But the answer is still not heard.
“Whoa, whoa… Magic Sphere – Damn it…”
The snow-covered magic sphere tried to emit light, but it soon faded away.
Seeing that it flickered and then turned off, it was clear that there was no hope.
…
The cold air hurts so much.
It’s like scraping your lungs every time you take it into your body.
… Come to think of it, I think it was a lot smoother when she let the air out of her and filled it with that hot sigh of her own.
The time when I mixed my mouth with her moist tongue and made her covered with her slimy yet sweet saliva.
“Cough, Cough Cough! Ha… Ha… Elena! Can you hear me?!
I came all the way here to find you, heh – I’m going to freeze to death like this. hehehe…”
I still can’t hear anything.
Except for the sound of the cold of winter freezing and cutting the wind.
Everywhere is covered in white.
And Elena is nowhere to be seen.
“You’re not always by my side when I need you, Elena… That’s funny.”
You whispered so many times that you would never leave my side,
From now on, he will hide his face and not reveal his nose, la…
“Damn, why… Does it look so hot?”
It must be cold. It’s cold.
I came out without clothes on, but it was strangely hot.
I’m sure it would be a big deal if I solved this –
“Huh?!”
I wonder if there was even a stone hidden in the snow field.
The body fell flat.
Unexpectedly… It wasn’t that cold on the snow.
Rather, it was as soft and warm as her arms.
As much as it reminded me of the warm arms that were more cozy than the bed, this floor boasting a pretty good touch – I felt good.
“Ele… Me.”
Okay, let’s take a break.
If you lightly close your eyes and then take them off, you’ll still feel a little more energetic.
After that, let’s go find her again.
If you follow her red thread… It’s clear that you’ll find her once again.
And then we talk again.
What did you do today?
What to do tomorrow,
And what will happen to us in the future.
By the way, I don’t think I should close my eyes like this,
Something – wrong…
***
“Why, why, why, why, why…”
Why are you always like this…
You won’t leave me alone.
Niel, you should have let him die.
Me.
Why did you come back to me who hurt you so much?
That alone, dressed so coldly.
To the extent that my face turns blue,
“Oh, no. It’s too cold. My body is like ice. Ha, haaa…”
There’s nothing wrong with breathing. Even if you wipe your eyes off, your skin is this hard.
I have to go back to the mansion. If this happens, he will die.
Because of me.
Again, because of me.
I almost killed him again, even though I made the mistake of trying to kill him by sucking his blood.
You knew it would be like this.
You knew that if he was kind, he would come after me.
Why didn’t you expect this? Huh?
“Wait a minute… I’ll send it back to you soon, Niel, wait a minute, please…!”
Every single skin I touch is terribly cold.
It hurts like putting ice on my skin. I’m sick…
Why did you put up with all that pain and come to find me?
You were definitely the one who said you wouldn’t go outside in the snowy winter.
You were the one who said you could get lost.
You’re the one who warned me that you might slip and get hurt, so why did you come looking for me?
Why risk my life,
With that voice, me who was on the verge of being cut off
Called out with that unforgettable sound…
Why did you pull me back up from the threshold of hell where I had to walk?
Besides, really like you said, you were like wandering in the snow.
How long have you been spinning around in place with the mansion right behind your back?
I’d rather take the magic orb down here – Ah,
It’s broken.
There’s nothing that won’t break in this cold.
You ended up like this too.
“You’re back at the mansion, Niel, wake up, please… Please say something…!”
Why is there no movement?
You were always the one who flinched a little when I held you in my arms, but why – why did you even breathe properly?
Ah, I rested. Rested thank god. I’m glad, but…
No, it’s too cold to be called breath. Could it be that it was just the wind?
No, it must be his breath. Will be alive It has to be.
“Ah…”
Standing at the door of the mansion, just happened to be Niel’s friend… Did you say Yuliana?
There she is.
Are you a priest?
Then you might be able to save someone’s life, right? Yes?
All I can do is kill people, even if it’s someone I love…
She can.
“Help me. Please. Please, because of me, Niel…”
You should leave him to someone else.
There’s nothing more I can do.
If I loved you, it would only hurt me over and over again,
It only hurts more when you approach it.
I can’t die, for sure he’ll come after me.
Then what should I do?
How can I… Stop hurting him anymore?
“Calm down! Elena!”
“Oh, ah?”
“I’m trying to take him away, but he won’t let me go. What the hell are you doing? Niel could really die!”
“Oh, no. I can’t die. I can’t let Niel die…”
“Then leave it to me completely, or carry me over to the bed and help me, come on!”
He’s dying, what the hell am I doing?
Since he tries to do everything he wants, he keeps causing trouble to him,
I almost killed him while saying he loved me.
Now you’re trying to take your breath while saying you’re going to save it.
I wonder if I… Am of any use to him?
If you love me, you must be of more help than that.
With my desire, with my will, I keep making him unhappy.
Ah,
It hurts.
“Calm down. That’s why I slapped you on the cheek.
It’s up to you whether you argue with it later or get angry, but for now, if you really care about him, you’d better keep your head tight.
I won’t say it twice, so listen carefully.
Go get some lukewarm water and a towel to soak in.
I need to warm him up, but no hot water.”
“Lukewarm water… Hot water – “
“No. Do you understand? Bring me lukewarm water.”
“…Yes.”
Lukewarm water,
No hot water.
Or else Niel will die.
Lukewarm water,
No hot water.
If you do that, Niel won’t come back to life.
It’s because of me.
Because of me,
You need to bring lukewarm water.
Or else Niel will die.
It’s all because of me.
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It became like this because of me.
Niel is dying.
Because of me.
