33 – Farewell to the Past
“Yes, I’ll admit it. Even if you are a clumsy blood relative, you are still blood relatives.”
Ms. Irina muttered softly.
Hug me, never let go,
To the woman who only stares blankly at me.
“…I don’t get it from the likes of you.”
“Sure. What do my words mean to you? But you might want to know this too.”
The house of the woman who changed you?”
Oh, that was quite intriguing.
She didn’t respond much, but at least it was enough to get me interested.
Maybe we can get a clue as to why she’s behaving like this.
And if she’s good at it, wouldn’t it be possible to find a way to bring her back even a little bit.
In order to live a peaceful and safe life so as not to be traced by the cult –
“That means something to me.”
Unlike me, who pricks up his ears and desperately tries to capture the voice of the person talking behind his back,
Elena was so aloof.
As if accepting the faith recommended by a useless merchant or fanatic, she uttered just one word and put her nose to the top of my head.
As the shallow breath tickled his skin, his ears spontaneously burned.
The hug was so simple yet deadly.
This act, which always comes with warmth and allows the emotions of the performer to flow through the skin and into the heart, tried to forcibly open the door to my heart.
And in fact, as if the door, which had already been opened several times, couldn’t afford to be locked any more, she didn’t even show any reaction while her warmth walked in confidently.
Her twitching hand eventually caught her back.
“…This is what makes sense to me, doesn’t it?”
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“Yes, but, but…”
“Dorothy Tia – The owner of the mansion you need to find. She died in the end.”
This time, Mr. Yuri’s voice came to me.
“I heard her rumors about the labs she created, but I never thought I’d have the results right in front of my eyes.”
“A lab, what else is that?!”
She grabbed me, who wanted to ask more questions, and buried my face between her breasts, holding her hand tighter.
“Don’t think, don’t worry, don’t worry.
I don’t need anything like that.”
But it’s her bloody secret, and if you can find out something, you might as well try it.
And the problem is, you have to tie a knot so that there is no back and forth.
A ignorant attempt to press and crush in this way won’t do you any good.
Unlike her head, which was spinning taut, her body couldn’t resist.
On the contrary, there were firm and strong muscles in the arms and stomach as if they were filled with stones.
Why are her breasts so soft?
No pillow, blanket, or even the cushion I slept on could be this soft and cozy, it was clear.
Even if the reason for that warmth is love, or an obsession disguised as love… Something more soggy,
I was being sucked into this warm, congealing swamp in that it was there to give me reassurance and warmth.
One day when I was soaking in the bathtub,
‘If only I could breathe in warm water without water entering my ears, nose or mouth, I would like to sleep in water’
I used to think so.
But I already had something better than that.
Her arms were tailored just for me, to the point where it would be rude to compare them to hot water.
Only for me, to love myself.
***
‘Whether you go there or not – it’s your choice. You said you destroyed the house too, didn’t you?
Anyway – Don’t harm me and him, and since we’re blood relatives, don’t harm others.
It’s not the end just by taking care of your business. It’s a warning.’
The red moon was still in the sky.
The light did not lose its intensity, and the cold wind showed no signs of getting warmer.
‘Okay, don’t look at me like that.
Yuri – Can’t I pretend to be a little noble too? Huh? I can’t even form in front of others – ‘
It didn’t take long for the first impression I had with the two to be broken.
The woman who was believed to have high status and dignity, called a noble blood relative, was immature.
She loosens up, weakens, and shrinks in front of the person she loves.
I had no idea what Elena would have looked like the first time I saw her.
No matter what they were talking about, she was only looking at me, concentrating on hugging me and making me warm.
It was as if she was eager to squeeze her heart into me somehow.
And in fact, certain parts were slowly becoming something I could feel.
Is that the effect of something she puts on me every time she vampirizes?
I wasn’t sure if it was because of the change in her attitude and her mind that I was becoming more and more assimilated to her.
Perhaps both of them were eating away at me.
Like a squire captured by a horsemaniac knight, or… A nobleman.
‘Grunt… Okay.
So, the blood month not ending isn’t really that special.
After I confessed to Yuri right away… Do I have to tell you this?
I won’t. Because this is our secret.
So…
The red moon floating in the sky means that love has reached its peak.
Of course, more moments will come to you as you live, but that moon is a symbol of a heart that never cools down.
The love that has been fulfilled and the expectations for the future.
Should I say instead that it shows how big and deep they are…
A miracle created by a lover that flows in our blood.
That’s what they said.’
She said, of course I’m not sure if Elena was interested in it –
The beginning of kinship is eternal love.
It was said that the person who wanted it was the result of digging into it, rejecting even the providence of God.
It is both a blessing and a curse for those who swear to deviate from the teachings and pursue love to the point of being hated by the gods.
In exchange for looking at one person and swearing to devote one’s life to that one person,
I will take everything of the one I love for an infinite amount of time…
That’s the result of accepting the love of a blood relative, he said.
And I hugged her, without knowing her.
‘I have to endure the setting of the moon. When that Woman Thought you had accepted love with enough preparation and resolve.
Only then will the moon reap its blessings for the kin and give way to the gods once more.
From then on, the world only for a pair of lovers will once again return to a world for the rest.
So – this is a good time to spend some time alone on a road trip or… Deciding where to settle down.
It’s a cruel world for blood relatives and vampires to travel far in a relatively short night.
Isn’t now the right time?’
In fact, even though I’ve been with her on her walks and picnics, I’ve never given much thought to her trips, her weddings, or the things she does.
Maybe something bad was going to happen between the two of them, and either me or she might be disappointed in her partner and want to end her relationship.
And the two of us were actually on the way to the end, I felt.
Her interest in me dwindled, she was already disappointed in me.
I always thought there would be nothing strange if she cut it off,
Is this something that happened to Elena that should be considered fortunate or not?
How should I accept this situation where the person I wanted to love is obsessed with me beyond love, and tries to monopolize it completely beyond having it?
“Can I do this?”
Now there are corpses gathered in front of me.
As if everyone in the village had been burned, they laid the bodies of the four people she had killed and poured oil on her clothes and body.
Now the whole house had to be burned down.
The shape of the corpses – especially Atkinson, who haunts us even after death is not very good.
Aside from the fact that he already had no limbs, even his body was out of shape and the clothes he was wearing were tattered.
“Can I check the letter you wrote?”
“Here.”
She put the paper soaked in her blood into my hand.
“Where did you get this from?”
“I was in his arms. Can you read it?”
Still, the faintly remaining letters gave at least what kind of words were used.
And the contents of this paper would come forward and grab her ankle, whether she liked it or not.
It wasn’t meant in a relationship.
There were no expressions of affection, no things that looked down on me.
It’s really meant to be summoned. The paper written for that one thing would have the last mission.
…
I put it on a torch and threw it at the body of the lying guy.
At the same time, the flames began to spread in all directions.
Now, the traces of her and I really have disappeared.
I fell in love with her when she was a human.
And she accepted me like that, and she loved me, and the girl whose love had grown cold.
All of that was meant to be reborn at this moment.
“Niel, you know when you accepted me.
From then on, I was born anew, I think so.
I don’t know what you think, but at least I’m determined to do so.
Now I’ll spend the evening as a monster, greet the dawn, and fear the morning…
I will live as a monster that only you know.
Looking for the new meaning of life in you,
As I love you, who believed in me and took me back from the world.”
