122. I will never forget this one year I spent with you.
The moment I kissed Frances, it seemed like the time of the world stopped around us. .
“… ….”
“… ….”
I was seen reflected in emerald eyes that sparkled in the moonlight.
Happiness, anxiety, guilt, affection.
My face, created by mixing and harmonizing these four emotions, could not be expressed in words.
“It’s still not enough… ….”
France wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed her lips again.
“Um… ….”
The moment our two lips met, excitement and excitement, as if electricity was flowing, enveloped my entire body.
The soft and warm touch of lips was as fragile as a flower petal, but it conveyed France’s heart toward me.
It was our first time together so we were both a bit clumsy, but it was enough to convey our feelings to each other.
The harmonious movements of our lips expressed our desire and love for each other, forming a strong connection between us.
The heart beat as if floating in the chest, and the breathing became closer, forming a chorus.
“Ah… ….”
Even after the kiss ended and our lips slowly separated, I had the illusion that they were still touching even at the moment of separation.
“I like you, Jin.”
“… ….”
Her face was as red as an apple.
I want to say that I like you too.
France, I’ve enjoyed this year with you.
I thought this world would be filled with only misfortune, but you became my hope.
In the end, I came to like you too.
I wanted to say something. I wanted to convey this.
I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t convey it.
“Jin… ?”
France looked up at me with her blurry eyes.
What kind of expression am I making?
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How do I look to France?
I was filled with fear.
“Duke.”
When I called, France covered my mouth with her index finger.
“Now France.”
“… “France.”
As soon as his name was spoken in her mouth, a pain arose in her heart.
Because only I know that separation awaits us here.
“… “I hope this moment lasts forever.”
“Me too.”
France smiled brightly after saying that. That smile made my heart tighten even more.
I met you in spring, when the cold had not yet gone away.
The summer you and I spent together was full of passion.
After the autumn of change, we finally arrived in the winter of separation.
After today, we will part ways before a new spring comes.
“Jin, I learned what happiness is after meeting you.”
France caresses my cheek and her eyes sparkle.
“You are the one who showed me the color of hope in a world made up of black and white called boredom.”
Her touch was as warm as expected.
“If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t exist today. “He would have self-destructed and disappeared in that black and white world.”
France said, “You changed everything for me,” And she grinned.
“Thank you, Jin. And I like it. Love you.”
I want to answer her feelings. I want to repay you. However, only her lips were soft and did not come off easily.
“It came to a complete stop. “Are you embarrassed?”
France smiles while poking his cheek. I think it’s just because I’m embarrassed.
“… No.”
Poof. Turning her head, she looked out the window. The magical stage, shining in various ways, was still in progress.
“I’m happy… ….”
France hugged my chest and rubbed his face. She naturally stroked the back of her head.
“I really like it.”
Listening to her heartbeat, she conveys her own heart without stopping.
“I want to be with you this time, next time, and the next time.”
France looked up at me with her face as if she was about to melt as she was being held in my arms.
“I want to spend the rest of my life with you, who was my first ally and she was my only ally.”
After saying that, France focused on the sound of my heart again. Her face, reflected in the glass window, was smiling happier than ever.
“I hope France continues to be happy.”
“Me too. “I want you to be happy.”
That’s not what I meant.
“Every moment I spent with France was truly precious and special to me.”
I held her shoulder and met her gaze.
“No matter what happens, I will never forget this memory.”
This was the last memory I had with France.
* * *
Right after the harvest festival, the darkest dawn.
I packed my luggage at the accommodation.
“Um… ….”
First, I packed up all the jewels and accessories I brought from Mook in a bag, and took the standard long sword that I had with me for a year right after I came here.
“I’m going to be with you for a really long time.”
I thought it would break easily because it was a basic type, but it was so sturdy that it withstood my aura and didn’t dull the blade even once.
Jin Barenberg’s excellent swordsmanship was reflected in his senses, and his Aurors were so pure that there was no strain on the sword…….
‘Still, he’s abnormally strong.’
How much blood was shed with this sword? Zenbukoros, the strongest in the empire, was annihilated by force and Mogok was erased from this continent.
It wasn’t just humans that were killed. It would not be strange if this sword, which killed thousands in the waves of disaster, was kept as a treasure.
This entry-level sword soaked in a lot of blood was like a magic sword to me.
‘I was going to leave everything behind.’
I am so attached to this sword that I cannot bear to throw it away.
‘Wouldn’t embezzlement of this magnitude be forgiven?’
Hmm.
Descartes’ owner, France, is magnanimous, so he will allow this much. I just thought of it on my own.
“Money is no problem…….”
If you just sell these gems taken from the gem, you can play and eat without working for the rest of your life.
After roughly getting ready to leave, I looked out the window.
‘Looking at the sky, I have to wait longer.’
It was late in the morning after the harvest festival, so the stables were not yet open. There is still time left to leave.
I lay down on the bedding and crossed my legs.
‘But what do I do for a living now?’
There is no one on this continent or in this world who can beat me. I wonder if a transcendent wizard can deal with me.
He knows important knowledge that has not yet been revealed, and his military power is the strongest. It’s strange that I can’t do it…….
‘I don’t have a specific goal.’
I think I meant to do something before, but the synchronization continued and holes were being created in my memory, so I forgot about it.
‘Well, I have a lot of time anyway.’
As you live, life is about what comes to mind that you want to do. If you wander around with the idea of sightseeing in the Sahara, something will definitely come to mind.
‘Yes, traveling the world wouldn’t be a bad idea.’
No matter how much you know all the information about ‘Ropanso’, you don’t know everything about this world that has become reality.
Isn’t this the case even in the Sahara? At first, I thought it was a desert country just by hearing the name, but it was safe to say that it was a tourist attraction.
‘It would be a good idea to get a boat later and go to the East.’
There is a hidden quest called discovery of a new continent. Its true identity is to arrive in the East.
It is a place with an actual Oriental motif, so there are many places where I lived and countries that I am familiar with.
‘I also crave food like rice.’
There are some foods that you simply cannot forget.
‘Gukbap, pork belly in oil, kimchi, and…’ ….’
I don’t remember anything else. Well, if I just eat those, I’ll be satisfied.
“I’m going to write a letter soon.”
I got up from my seat and took out the pen and stationery I had prepared for this day.
‘It was quite expensive.’
The texture is good and the pattern is pretty. It seems that noble ladies use it.
Well, anyway.
‘Let’s write.’
Once I grabbed the pen. What should I write?
‘According to your senses.’
Even though it may be a bit rambling, I decided it would be best to convey my feelings now.
I immediately moved the pen.
Crunchy.
I wrote about the impression I had when I first met France.
Crunchy.
I wrote about the feelings I felt when I came to the Duke’s residence and saw how France was treated.
Crunchy.
I explained in detail why I wanted to help France at that time.
Crunchy.
I felt such pleasure when I defeated Frida with France.
Crunchy.
You know how hard it was to hold back laughter while f*cking Fryden.
Crunchy.
I remembered enjoying the imperial party together.
Crunchy.
She won’t know how worried I was when she first learned about black magic.
Crunchy.
She told her how much fun it was to be with France and how proud she felt every day.
Crunchy… Crunchy….
I endured the pain that felt like death because I wanted to be with France even just for a little while.
Crunchy… Crunchy… ….
I was so proud to make her the owner of her Descartes.
Square… square… ….
How nice it was to have a small party with everyone.
Square…… Square……….
The feeling of kissing while enjoying the harvest festival together, climbing up the tower and watching the magical stage alone was so magical.
“… ….”
Suddenly…. Pop… ….
Something flowed down my cheek.
“Ha.”
She clenched her fists to stop the overload of emotions. Nails digging into palms. Hesitation and the desire to not want to leave welled up in my trembling hands.
“No. “You decided.”
You have to leave before I disappear. The person France liked was a person named Kim Gongnyak from another dimension, not Jean Barenberg.
Unlike before, I was not afraid of death. If I could be by her side just a little longer, I wanted to be with her even if there was destruction at the end.
However, I didn’t want France to see me in extreme pain. So this is her best for me and her.
Crunchy.
I wrote down to the last detail.
My memories with you will never be forgotten, whether I live or die. Please forget me after today.
It was roughly like this.
It didn’t tell me that I was dying due to synchronization. If France finds out, she will be hurt more deeply than what I am giving her now.
“… ….”
Tak. I put down the pen and placed it on the desk that was visible as soon as I opened the door to my dorm.
“It’s already time.”
Suddenly, my heart felt cold and I pursed my lips and closed my eyes tightly. And even take a deep breath.
“Whoa…” ….”
I wrapped the letter carefully and got up. And the moment I opened the door.
“Are you leaving?”
Cale was waiting in the hallway with her arms crossed. Radea leaned back next to her and pouted her lips.
“I have to leave.”
“… “It can’t be helped, right?”
“Okay. “I can’t show the duke that I’m dying.”
“I understand. “It’s your choice, so I won’t stop you.”
This is a Kale-like statement. At that time, I smiled and tried to walk away.
“Oppa Jin.”
Radea grabbed her sleeve.
“What, is this your last farewell too?”
“Don’t joke at times like this…” ….”
Why are you crying because it’s been so long since we met? It makes me sad for no reason.
I stroked Radea’s head.
“Live well in the Duchy of Descartes from now on. Take care of Laia too. Well, you can figure this out without me having to tell you.”
As I grinned, the sparkling bright red eyes stared at me.
“I won’t forget it.”
“What?”
“You helped me get revenge.”
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“And,” She continued.
“Thank you for bringing me and Laia to the duchy and allowing us to meet many good people like Uncle Kale, Sister Kajar, and the Duke.”
Ladea whimpers and holds back her tears. Even though it was a short time, it seems like there was a lot of affection.
“Yes, I won’t forget either.”
“Don’t forget.”
Ladea squeezed my sleeve.
“… It was nice because I felt like I had an older brother I could rely on. “I hope you do well after you leave.”
Only then did La Dea’s hand, which had been holding her sleeve, loosen.
“Take care everyone. “Say good things to Kazar, and take care of the duke when I’m away.”
With these last words, I left the Duke’s residence.
Leaving behind only a letter announcing farewell.
