Chapter 50 – [Wizard] Rolling Down
I really wanted to die.
To have my first experience stolen in such a way by such a man…
He was more angry with me than with the man.
Fool. Idiot. Years like pervert.
Why are you in heat in such a situation?
At first glance, it seemed that the pink mist contained an ingredient similar to an aphrodisiac, but it was true that I was held in his arms like a dog in heat.
Not to Eric, but to that bastard…
The defiled body can be undone somehow.
If you use the ‘recovery’ magic passed down secretly among the women of the Mage Tower, it’s as simple as returning it to its original state without leaving a trace.
“Ha…”
Then what do you do?
It doesn’t change the fact that my first experience was already the worst.
That fact made me very angry.
The fact that she was beaten by such a weak man was unbearable above all else.
Even so, I hated myself for not having the courage to touch him.
So, without realizing it, my body came out.
I seduced him with a desperate feeling.
Please hug me
It’s a dirty body, but I approached with the desire to hug me.
Normally, I would never do this. Really.
I already knew what kind of man Eric was, so I actually expected the outcome, but I still couldn’t stop the tears from bursting out.
Why… Why won’t you accept me? Because I’m dirty
I know it’s not, but my feelings couldn’t accept reality at all.
Thanks to that, everyone, not just Eric, found out about his unsightly appearance.
Okay. For Uni and Arin…
I slowly got up from the bed and looked around to see that the two of them were soundly asleep.
It doesn’t seem like it will wake up even if I shake it.
I am grateful and sorry to them.
We decided not to get ahead of each other, but I broke my promise first and kissed Eric.
Even if they slandered me, I had nothing to say, but they tickled me instead of punishing me.
I was taken care of again.
Feel sorry for yourself
“Eww…”
Maybe because I was wearing thin clothes, the cold wind was quite sharp.
I crawled back into the futon, but my eyes are still blurry.
At times like this, if you rub it lightly, you’ll fall asleep right away…
No, no. What is this crazy bitch talking about?
You say you want to masturbate even after going through such humiliation?
Really, I think I’m a crazy bitch.
At that time, it was practically the same as rape, but to get so excited…
Still, that’s an excuse.
Tattoo. Yeah, it’s all because of this tattoo.
I don’t know why, but when that man’s stuff came into me, I felt his shoulders heat up and his entire body turned into an erogenous zone.
It was obviously not a natural phenomenon.
The fact that a man’s genitals, which are not much different from the staff and other things, drove me so crazy, is definitely because of the tattoos.
Why, why is there such a function…
Didn’t the goddess give it to you?
Could she be the goddess of pleasure rather than the goddess of dawn?
I gently rubbed the clip with my finger, imagining that if Arin heard it, I would hit the bell.
“Ahhh…”
Oh, what a crazy year…
In the end, I can’t stand it.
Please calm down
I am now raped by that man.
But you’re masturbating like this in one day, are you really insane?
But, it can’t be helped…
That damn tattoo must have planted something strange on my body. Strangely, the excitement didn’t subside after that.
I feel like my body has become more sensitive.
I couldn’t concentrate because I kept getting dirty thoughts even in important places.
“Ha… Haha…”
Faster.
The finger rubbing against the clip got faster and faster.
Not enough
More, more, more.
“Haha… Ha ha…”
It’s shallow.
Are you a wizard who likes to masturbate? If anyone finds out, it’s obvious that you’ll be ridiculed for the rest of your life.
I got caught by that guy, but… At least it can’t be seen by anyone else.
If Arin or Uni knew my true color, would they despise me? Will you get dirty?
“Huh… Uh…”
Squeaky.
Not satisfied with just rubbing, she inserted his fingers into her vagina.
What if Eric found out I was doing this?
Eric must not like a woman like this pervert, right?
… Not as much as that.
If that happened, I would die of embarrassment.
“Hey… Hey… Hick…”
His ass trembled.
I have to suppress my moaning, but I keep making loud noises without even realizing it.
I don’t want anyone to wake up like this.
Let’s stop too
You should go to sleep soon
“Ha… Mandible…”
I really need to quit.
Is this hand not mine? Don’t listen to me at all
Not enough I keep longing for more.
That’s enough.
What more do you need here?
Are you a precious staff given by Master?
… No. You already know the answer.
I’m sure I won’t be satisfied with the staff either.
I really hate to admit it, but I hate to die.
My body wanted a man.
He longed for pleasure that would burn his brain once more.
No matter how much I rubbed my clit with my hands, no matter how much I stirred the inside of my vagina with my fingers, it was nothing compared to that overwhelming violence.
Such a beast… Violence was necessary.
Still, going to that man is a specification.
No matter how horny a bitch I was, like a female monkey, I wasn’t crazy enough to go find him on my own.
But I don’t think I’ll be satisfied with my life if I’m just masturbating like this.
Man… Need a man
He can’t even die… But I don’t like doing things with people I don’t know at all…
Then there’s only Eric.
I faced the reality that I kept denying.
Eric… He is a man too.
It’s a little embarrassing to say this myself, but I don’t think I would refuse if a pretty girl like me approached first and asked to do it.
Besides, Eric doesn’t particularly hate me either. … Yes?
He doesn’t know what will happen after he learns the truth, but he doesn’t know anything yet.
Now, I can become one with Eric.
Gulp.
Without realizing it, my body stiffened.
None of the three of us promised to engage in physical contact with Eric, at least until we captured the Demon King.
An oath made by the three idiots who love Eric.
All we have to lose is trust in each other, but I sincerely didn’t want my relationship with Arin or Yuni to fall apart.
Anyway, there will be winners and losers someday, but I didn’t want to lose them anyway.
Because they are precious friends before competitors.
Even if I become a loser, I can say for sure that I will never hate them.
But, what if I run ahead like this?
Will they consider me a friend even then?
“Whoa… Uh…”
This, this is betrayal.
You betray Arin and Uni.
Even as I thought so, I quietly got up from the bed.
Calm down please.
What kind of face are you trying to look at them with?
Step by step closer to the door.
But I can’t leave my hot body alone.
If the body catches fire, pour water on it immediately to put it out.
I grabbed the doorknob with trembling hands.
A cold touch warned me for the last time.
Are you really okay?
Even if you betray them.
“…”
Arin and Yuni are still asleep without knowing the world.
I’m sleeping without even guessing what I’m thinking.
“Sorry…”
Arin and Uni are my precious friends,
My heated body and mind reminded me that I was a woman.
Widely!
The door closed behind my back.
***
Bubbling.
Watching the stew boiling in the pot, I was lost in thought.
Where did it go wrong
From approaching Eric too boldly?
From the time you were threatened by that man?
Or since the first time you realized masturbation in the Mage Tower?
I don’t think Eric would have any objection to sexual things like that.
There was a reason why the reaction was lukewarm even when I mustered up the courage to kiss him.
“Ha…”
What to do Maybe the image is completely stuck in that direction?
I wanted to somehow cover up that memory, but the operation failed as planned, and I was frustrated because I felt like I was only disappointing Eric.
Nothing is going the way you think these days.
My body is also in a bit of a strange state…
I nodded and glanced at the man.
He didn’t even look this way, as if he didn’t notice my gaze.
“… I’ll be away for a while too.”
“Eh? Seria too? Did everyone eat something wrong?”
After Arin and Eric, I tried to leave, and Uni tilted her head in a strange way.
“That, it’s not like that. I’ll be right back.”
“Um… Okay! Instead, if you come too late, we’ll eat all the meat by ourselves, so take care of yourself!”
Leaving behind Uni’s cute threats, I started walking in a different direction from Arin and Eric.
Are you okay. You can finish it soon and come back.
It’s because of the tattoo.
I’ve been putting up with it for three days, so it’s okay for a while.
I struggled to keep my head from turning and came into a thicket where no one was there.
“Ha…”
When I thought about my situation, I sighed.
Even though I had my virginity stolen by a lowly porter and rejected by Eric, this goddamn rose pattern kept burning me like a curse and wouldn’t let me go.
While moving in the wagon, residual heat continued to remain in the body.
Even if it’s a wide carriage, it’s not wide enough to masturbate secretly, so I can’t solve it comfortably.
Besides, because I confided most of the facts to Arin, she was observing him with sharper eyes than usual.
It was fortunate that he didn’t touch me thanks to that, but it was frustrating that I couldn’t secretly masturbate myself.
In case someone isn’t a religious person, he’s strict about things like this, so he preaches to abstain whenever he has a chance.
She’s a good friend… To be honest, it’s a little disturbing at times like this.
So now without her was an opportunity.
“Haha…”
It’s only been 3 days, so the sensitivity is different.
I almost went away lightly just by touching it.
“Huh… Huh…”
If you’re away for too long, you’ll get suspicious, so let’s end this quickly.
I sped up from the start.
Kook kook kook.
He pressed the clip with his fingernails and turned it round and round.
“Ha… Mandible…”
This touch. This feeling!
I felt like I was going crazy because I was banned from masturbating for three days.
Since there was nothing to do in the wagon, everyone was apt to doze off, and we were all the most alert at night.
That meant I couldn’t secretly masturbate at dawn.
That man too… I’m afraid for nothing, so I’m quiet…
“Huh? … Heck, I’m sorry…”
Uh, what are you thinking
It’s like I was expecting this.
Never, never!
I didn’t expect that.
It’s just, it’s just weird.
If it was that man’s personality, I thought he would order things when no one else was looking…
“Ha ha… Ha…”
Unable to bear it any longer, he inserted his fingers into her vagina.
Squeak.
“Heh, heh…”
That’s right.
Until then, won’t you let him suck his dick,
Doesn’t my heart ask for service,
Didn’t he even take my virgin by force a while ago?
Really… Together… It’s just the worst kind of crap…
Flinch.
A weak signal of pleasure ran from the depths of my body to my head.
“Ha ha…”
Like me, like a slave… Dealing with…
Why is it so quiet now…
Squeaky.
I can’t.
After all, I couldn’t be more satisfied with my fingers.
I needed something to replace.
Something to replace men’s things…
I looked around with half-closed eyes and saw a tree branch.
It’s a bit thin, but it looks better than a finger.
Are you satisfied with this because you are in a hurry?
Even if it hurts anyway, it can be ‘recovered’ again.
“Whoa… Whoa…”
Surely the pattern won’t activate the moment I put it in again?
I hadn’t put anything in it since that day, so I was a little nervous.
If you feel good like that time, you won’t be able to suppress your voice…
If so, I’m sure someone will find out.
“Huh… Oh no…”
I don’t even want to imagine such a future.
But I can’t stand it any longer.
I gently rubbed the vaginal ball with the tip of a twig, and when I thought it was moderately wet, I boldly poked the twig into it.
“Hey hey… Ah?”
… It’s worse than I thought.
It wasn’t particularly pleasant than a finger, and I didn’t get a strong feeling of pleasure like that time when I put something in it.
After all, if it’s not a person, will it not activate?
Disappointed, I pulled the branch back and threw it away.
I can’t help it. We don’t have time, so let’s be satisfied with our fingers.
“Ha ha, ha ha…”
Now that I’m doing this, my fingers seem to be fine…
No, absolutely not.
It can’t be like this.
I needed a person.
A warm and energetic person who will hug me and never abandon me.
“… Whoops, whoops… Ha…”
At such a time… If he was by my side
I slowly opened my eyes with regret, and at this moment, my eyes met the person I didn’t want to see the most.
“Ah.”
Ruined.
