Chapter 218 – [Elemental Wizard] Light
When I’m alone in a room with no one around, I keep hearing strange noises.
It doesn’t sound like human speech, it’s just a low hum that keeps ringing in my ears.
I don’t know what this is, but it seemed like a sound only I could hear.
Other people don’t seem to hear this annoying sound.
If you think like that, you might know what this sound really is.
It’s my heartbeat
The sound you hear when you sit still and do nothing in a place like this where no one is around.
As usual, I am hugging my knees and lowering my head, so naturally the distance between my ears and my heart is getting closer.
When we are all together, we try to pretend to be normal and bright, but when we are alone, our emotions keep swirling.
I want to go back to Eric.
But at the same time, I feel like I don’t want to go back.
How can I get back to him?
First of all, I have no confidence to raise my face in front of him.
That’s why I always sit alone in a room with my head down like this.
I couldn’t even touch the bed.
I didn’t even touch the other tools at all.
All I can do is just… I just sit there and blame myself.
Did I tell you to blame me for being bad?
What the man said kept echoing in my head.
But that means that I will eventually forget my mistakes, so I can’t do that.
I can’t…
Why can’t it get out of my head?
“Huh…”
Fools, idiots, idiots…
I buried my head and repeated the daily self-blame.
The hum seems to have gotten a little louder.
Let’s think about the warm old days.
Those good days with Eric…
‘You can blame everything on me without thinking too complicatedly. ‘Cause I’m a bad boy.’
No, this is not it!
It’s not like this… What I want…
‘Okay, I understand Yuni. You must have suffered a lot.’
What Arin said one day.
‘What… It seems that the country was also worried. Therefore… Don’t think it’s all your fault.’
Seria said something similar.
Why is this the only thing that comes to mind?
This is not what I wanted to think.
What I did with Eric.
The first time I brought him to dinner as a child.
On his birthday, I celebrated him by setting up some delicious food, albeit modestly.
The fact that he became a warrior and went on a trip together.
With him… What was done.
Something is strange.
The more I think about it, the more lonely my heart becomes, not warmer.
The past with him is becoming lonely as if the light has faded.
No, don’t do that
Then one day… It seems like it will disappear
“Huh… Oops…”
Drip.
Tears ran down my legs.
Smart.
“Ah… !”
At that moment, a sound was heard from beyond the tightly closed door.
Traces of a person
It felt like the darkened room was brightened up for a moment.
If… If?
“… Eric?”
I asked with a ray of hope, but the answer that came back was horrendous.
“No, it is me.”
… I wasn’t waiting for this man.
I answered his question casually, hoping he would return quickly, but I confided my concerns before I knew it, as if I wanted to confide in someone.
“Perhaps the reason I betrayed Eric was because of that fate… It was cowardly to think that way.”
It was all my doctor.
My stupid body was drawn to him…
My love for Eric is not enough…
I didn’t want to accept this fact, so I tried to rationalize that it was all because of fate, and I couldn’t help it.
“Why do you care about that?”
But this man told me not to worry about that.
Instead of worrying about useless things like that, you should try harder to look good to me?
He is also a garbage man.
He sees the woman not as a person but as a pet dog.
… Also I can’t understand
They talked about the joy of being raised by me, but who in the world is satisfied with that?
“Okay then let’s go.”
Ah.
It gets dark again.
Will I be left alone again?
Am I locked in a dark room alone again?
Hate.
Even if he dies, he refuses to live a life raised by him.
… I hate being left alone again.
Put on the ring and come to me, he said before.
I inadvertently grabbed his ring rolling at my feet and opened the door.
Rattle!
“… Cowardly.”
Attacking people like this?
Really… It’s garbage.
And me too… Same trash.
***
“Peel it off?”
“…”
I couldn’t resist his words.
No, I didn’t.
When his hand touches my body, it reacts automatically.
“Oh…”
My body, which had been tamed by him, reacted against my will.
Of course, apart from that, my mind also felt joy in contact with people.
It doesn’t matter who you are.
It’s just that I’m happy that I’m in contact with someone else after so long.
He takes off my clothes one by one.
Maybe I should resist
Maybe I should say no, I don’t want to be your dog.
But… I held back because I thought that if I opened my mouth, something else would come out.
But the moment he touched the back of my neck, I had no choice but to open my mouth.
“Hahm… ♥”
I can feel the spaces between my legs getting wet little by little.
Why… Why with this…
“It’s been a while since I felt it.”
“…”
He hugged me all over.
Hateful but… I’m angry, but… It was warm.
“No…”
“Really?”
He asked in response to the involuntary words.
Do not like
If you say no, will you go back here?
Pretending to give me the warmth of a person, then passing away?
At the thought of being locked up in the cold, dark room again, I unknowingly got scared and squeezed his shoulders.
“OK got it.”
Did you notice the meaning of my gestures?
He laid me naked back on the bed.
The two of us are on the bed.
He grabs my leg and spreads it a little.
“Ahh, heh…”
Then he brushed my thighs, but oddly enough, it didn’t feel too bad.
“Ha…”
I thought I’d put it in right away, but he caressed me everywhere.
Like… As if to engrave his own existence.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
You can feel the warmth of people all over your body.
The traces he left behind turn into heat and remain clearly on my skin.
“Shall we begin?”
“… No, whatever you want…”
My heart skipped a beat at his words, but I turned my head away without expressing it.
Took.
A familiar object landed between my legs.
“Ha ha…”
My heart skipped a beat in anticipation of what was to come.
No… This… This…
I laughed out loud when I saw myself looking for an excuse.
You’re trying to sell him again.
Let’s be honest now.
I closed my eyes and spread my legs more on my own, not with his hands.
“Hmm?”
“… And.”
“What?”
I bit my lip and said humiliatingly.
“… Come in.”
“I won’t let you regret those words.”
And I felt the warmth of people again.
“Huh… ♥”
His cock all the way to the root.
It was difficult to accept at first, but now I am so used to it.
The inside of my vagina responds to his movements one by one and gets excited.
“Hey, hey, hey… Relax… ♥”
Every time he moves, his legs tremble.
Is it because it feels like a long time ago?
I feel that my body is more sensitive than usual.
“Haha… Oh, the pattern…”
A light shines in the corner of my vision.
It’s my pattern
The rose is shining.
As I tried to turn my head slightly, he put a hand on my cheek to block my view.
“Don’t worry about that now.”
“… It’s okay.”
How have you been?
But soon those doubts were swept away by the rushing waves of pleasure.
“Hot, hot… Ugh, hehe… !”
Burr.
My fragile body has already gone.
“You look so weak any time you look at it. Is not it?”
“Haha… ♥ Why, why am I with a body like this…”
Why am I so weak to this pleasure?
My promise and my promise.
All of them couldn’t overcome one physical pleasure.
I am… Am I a dirty woman?
“That means you are that honest.”
“… Are you honest?”
No… I’m just a filthy liar…
“I think it’s good to feel good, isn’t that being honest?”
“…”
While thinking about the answer for a while, he moved again.
“Oh… ♥”
“Is it okay if I wrap it inside?”
Inside…
What if I get pregnant?
Of course today will be fine.
Still, though…
“No, whatever you want… ♥”
“Okay then let’s go.”
Oh, not this…
“Ahh, huh… !”
Burr! Burr!
His semen mercilessly knocks on my womb.
“Hugh… ♥ Ugh… !”
I hugged him tightly, feeling my hands and feet tremble.
Haha…”
“Shall we do it one more time?”
“Ah… ♥”
I have no choice but to admit it now.
I was feeling the loss of breaking up with Eric,
That he had crept in through the cracks in my heart.
Still… Even the fact that I am satisfied with it.
“… Curse me.”
“Nope.”
“Please.”
At my words, he pushed his cock back in without a word.
“The lower pole… ♥”
“This conversation is enough for now. Is not it?”
Ah…
“… Huh.”
So he stayed with me until morning.
As it lights up my room.
