Chapter 830 – 821 the Way Back – Yeongdo
For over 30 years, Hwanin’s unusual sensibility has not been able to accept emotions such as regret or regret.
There were a few times when I wondered if these feelings were regret, regret, loneliness and loneliness, but when I thought about it, I decided that it was not.
Even though he was alone after his parents died in an accident, his daily routine did not change one bit.
He sometimes felt an unknown feeling that the house was not as bright as before when he came home from work after working overtime.
However, it was judged that it was not worth pondering if it was loneliness, loneliness, or longing.
Do you miss your parents?
If the feeling of missing means the feeling of missing you, then no. I don’t have the means to see the two dead people realistically, and I’m not in the mood to cling to such unrealistic things.
Are you lonely because you are alone?
Loneliness is a dictionary meaning of feeling alone and lonely. How does it feel to be lonely?
Do you feel like being with a lot of people? Not if that’s the case. Just because I’m alone doesn’t make me feel sad or heartbroken.
Have you ever felt regret or lingering?
… I’ve been thinking about what it would have been like if the retaliation was a little weak.
It was an act of inquiry to find an improvement to make the later retaliation more complete, not regret or regret.
Moreover, it was his temper not to care about the past.
Hwan-in, who has lived such a desolate life in modern times, learned about various emotions while traveling with lovers and going through assimilation.
He became addicted to alcohol and looked at Anne who was drunk and regretted saying, ‘I should have stopped drinking more.’
Seeing Issilite run away in front of Hwan-in in the high-exposure swimsuit Ah-yeong bought, regretfully saying, “I wanted to see you a little more.”
Because of my body that feels it too well, I can’t even share her love, and I feel ‘I want to do more, but is there any way?’ As I watch the white naked body of Baekryeo River falling out.
Loneliness and desolation can be easily understood by imagining a situation in which lovers are no longer around.
This feeling of cold on one side of my chest must be that emotion.
Although I did not feel it strongly, it is true that I felt various emotions with my lovers.
But now, seeing Hwan-seon playing in his arms, Hwan-in felt more intense emotions than ever before.
It’s regrettable that I have to part with Elkata and Hwanseon tomorrow.
After parting, he regrets that he will never see Hwan-seon again.
Distraught over the fact that Hwan-seon will have to grow up without knowing his father.
When she imagines that she will resent or hate her because of her great love, bitterness lingers in her mouth.
As expected, the correct answer was not to see Hwanseon that day.
If these feelings were filled in my heart, I would have made a number of mistakes on the road.
In her head, she understood that she had to break up with El Cata, but in her heart, she felt disappointment in herself for not being able to do so, and in a corner of her heart, she felt contempt for herself, wondering if she would take her to Earth.
Kyaaaaa!
Hwanin grabbed Hwanin’s cheeks and lips and hugged Hwanseon, who smiled lightly, into her arms. And this little pulse of life force wriggling within her own arms was engraved deep in her heart.
The women who were chatting with each other froze as they looked at Hwanin’s sudden action.
In his eyes as he embraced Hwanseon, there were traces of anguish so deep that he had never seen them even in the years of his travels.
After a while, Hwan-in, who returned Hwan-seon to Elkata’s arms, calmly opened his mouth with a face asking when he had been in agony.
“Eelcata. Myeonglia is here at Adji. If there is something you want to clear up emotionally, I will arrange a meeting, but what will you do?”
=… Yes? Oh, sister…=
Anne added an explanation to her expression that she hadn’t thought of.
=My name was already in a mixed state close to extinction when we arrived at Elwidris. In that state, I signed a contract with the lord on the condition of taking revenge on those who ruined Elwidris, and after the contract ended, it became a human marriage.=
“Hey, are you married? Anne Nangja, great joint, what is that?”
= Huh? Doesn’t Daesungnyeo know about marriage?=
《That kind of thing isn’t even recorded in Yeongdo’s archives! Is it a human marriage, or is it a higher level that contract decrees can reach… !》
Ninsil couldn’t hide her longing for it and stared at Hwanin, wagging her long golden whip-like giraffe tail.
It’s the same with Shas, so her eyes twinkle at him as if he would jump down to Ardji right away if Hwanin gave him permission.
Her Hwanin looked at her with the intention of respecting her will, and El Kata thought about her for a moment and then nodded her head.
= I want to see her sister. =
“All right. Ah-young, bring everyone. If you take this with you, they will give you permission.”
When Jaebo’s coffin gave her a plaque proving her ancestral rites, Ayoung jumped up and jumped out with a salute and a salute.
Hwanin, who came out to the garden and sat on a chair, looked at the sky that was gradually getting darker and was lost in thought.
Elkata, Baekchiryeong, Siha = Saiji. He predicted early on that all three would not follow him. I was sure that she would feel a stir when she faced the baby, and I took her heart.
Even so, when she faced the baby, she was so agitated.
‘Emotional agitation is both unpleasant and attractive.’
For some reason, it reminds me of the dark and slightly dry air of the bar I frequented and the jazz that flowed lightly in the silence.
The moment he thought that he would like to have a drink at a place like that today, Hwanin let out a small laugh at the presence behind him.
=Master?=
She turns her head and sees Isilite bringing a little dessert and a glass of red wine to her tray.
Hwanin smiled at her as she approached her and politely handed out her tray.
“How can that unnoticed lady change so much? The world is full of unknown things.”
=That, that kind of old thing…=
“Thanks. I was just thinking about drinking.”
Isilite, who was blushing and embarrassed, smiled a little as she saw Hwanin taking her wine glass.
= I thought you would, so I prepared canapés. =
“… How are Elkata and Myriaa doing?”
She took a sip of deep scarlet wine and rolled it with her tongue.
=The reason Elkata’s mother passed away is because of the elders’ council, and rather, the person who becomes Myeonglia’s mother tried to protect Elkata’s mother. It’s a bit awkward right now, but we’re talking comfortably.=
“What if it’s a story?”
=… I’m asking her name, Leah, to serve her master instead of herself who can’t follow her master. =
Hwanin laughed at the voice that felt a bit disapproving, then pulled her by the waist.
“Ah.”
She has a wine glass in one hand and her other hand hugs her waist, so there is no empty hand.
When her phantom opened her mouth slightly towards her, Isilite was a little taken aback and put one of her canapes into his mouth.
“Is that why your mood is bad? Because her name Leah is trying to take on the role of her butler.”
= No, it’s not like that. If Ms. Myung-Ria takes care of the trivial tasks, it’s better for me. I can take better care of my master.=
“Really? Doesn’t it matter if Myeonglia calls me master?”
=…=
A slight bumpiness permeates the puppy-like beauty who seems to listen to anything she says.
No one would have imagined that Isilite, who was a fan of fantasy, would have such an expression, her gaze avoiding him, her mouth slightly protruding, and her cheeks slightly swollen.
Quit-quick. Hwanin laughed softly, drank all the remaining wine into his mouth, and kissed Isilite on the lips.
= Huh?! Yes…=
A drop of scarlet wine runs down Isilite’s white chin through the gap between her lips and lips.
Her phantom took off her black gloves, stole the marks with her thumb, and then licked her tongue with her little thumb sticking out her thumb in a showy manner.
=… !=
“Isilite.”
= Yes, yes…=
“How long are you going to call me master?”
=Yes?=
“For me, I’m starting to worry little by little that the child born between me and you will call me master instead of dad.”
=… !!=
As her fanciful breath, lightly scented with the scent of her wine, tickled her ear, Isilite froze as if her thought circuit had overheated.
Seeing her hardened in embarrassment, she wants to torture her like this and get into her bed, but she still has work to do. It seems that there are people who come to her.
Hwanin, who had been playing for a while while touching the tip of Isilite’s amber ponytail, stood up when she felt her presence approaching, and with him, Ayabit Youngyeong’s ivory bunny ears and slightly bushy hair appeared next to her gate.
=Youngjae~ Did I interrupt the good times?=
“No. Did you come alone?”
Ayabit of the Into tribe, who had been asking with only his head sticking out, completely revealed his mother-in-law with his characteristic dry smile.
= Eum-hu-hu. I wanted to do that, but I don’t think there’s any justification for it. I came here on the pretext of Saine.=
At her touch, a girl with light blue hair, half her height, cringes along.
=Jajajajaja.=
= Ah, ah, ah… !=
Ayabit pushed the timid girl from behind, and Saine, unable to resist, was pushed to the front of Hwanin and froze like a frog in front of a snake.
Thanks to that, Hwanin, who was able to see the difference between her before and after through the color of her soul, gently held her chin and checked her profile and the shape of her ears again.
“I’m glad you look healthy. Did you have a good time in Yeongdo? Ayabit spirituality did not bother me.”
=Uh~ Youngjae-nim, how much did I take care of Saine~.=
=… Awesome! Yes yes. Painful… There is no one who hates you… I’ve been comfortable, I’ve been!=
“Okay.”
Seeing her assertiveness, Hwanin smiled and patted the girl’s hair, as her hair had grown a little longer.
Seeing that he is still frozen, it must be difficult to hear his true feelings right now.
Hwanin, intending to listen to it after a while, called Isilite and let Saine into her house. Hwanin opened her mouth as he looked back at the darkened southern sky as the sun had completely set.
“Did you know that Saine is the illegitimate son of the former king of Tarbanciol?”
= Yes. I knew. And her mother’s side is a dimensional wanderer, right? =
Hwanin nodded and went on to say Saine entered the living room where all women were welcomed.
“How did the investigation and inspection results come out?”
= Since you teach me how to control overflowing aura, my ability is growing rapidly. If you set your mind to it, her ordinary herb can bloom in a day, and if the child cares for a few days, the tree will grow as if it has grown for decades. Daesungnyeo and I have the same conclusion. She is the only professional in the lineage of the land god. =
“Was the body incapable of healing?”
=Daesungnyeo made me take Hyeonwolsoo and invited a 7th grade priest to recover, but it didn’t work. It’s unfortunate.=
“…”
= My spirit level is still steadily rising, so I’m thinking that I will become a spirit level when I become an adult. =
In the brightly lit living room through her window, everyone is warmly treating Saine, but Saine does not seem comfortable, as if it is not a place for her to be.
He is the only one who shows a faint feeling of attraction to Elkata and Hwan-seon, but he is nervous as if he is at someone else’s house.
“Saine seems to have a hard time staying in Yeongdo.”
= Right? Everyone treats her kindly and kindly, but between her and the four of them, their hearts are not here, but somewhere else with her. It’s a pity. =
If that child stays in Yeongdo, the things she can accomplish with that ability are staggering. As Ayabit muttered, regret was evident on his expression.
Hwanin replied in a calm but determined voice to her behavior that glanced at him.
“The choice is hers. Any coercion is unacceptable.”
=I know. Daeseongnyeo also paid attention to that point. She has no intention of offending Yeongje-nim, so you can rest assured~.=
Hwanin looked at Saine and her Hwanseon and nodded her head.
After a while, whether or not you tell her what she needs to know, you will want her to return to the city where she was born and raised.
Of course, what she went through here and what she helped her is credited as a crush on her youngdo, so she will be able to receive various help from Saine according to her youngdo’s future.
After dinner prepared by Isilite, Baek Ryeo-gang, and Iara, the women gathered together according to their interests and spread their stories.
= Sisters. Then we’ll use the bathroom first…=
= Yes. Slow down and come out. =
Baek Ryeo-gang took Adneville with Imorel and entered the bathroom first.
If she is alone, washing her is a bit beyond her power, but with her aunt Rel helping her, it becomes easier for her.
Ninsil, Shasra, and Underground Yul talked with Elkata about the condition of Milia and the time when it was mixed with the soul.
“…”
Hwanin stared blankly at Saine, who was quietly talking with Isilite, Anne, and Ayeong.
Before eating, I took a moment to tell Saine the secret of her birth, but Saine wasn’t embarrassed or surprised in the slightest, only a small nod of her head.
When asked if she knew, she replied that she did not. However, when she heard Hwanin’s story, she said that for some reason, her heart accepted it.
= I… Youngjae…=
“This is your father.”
Knowing what she was curious about, her phantasmagoria drew Tarbanciol’s face on a notebook and showed it to her. It dripped.
= This… It’s a minute The one who came to the facility from time to time and gave me snacks or something…=
Yu Lepa, who received her painting from her, cut it out skillfully and made it into a small picture frame for her and returned it to Saine. Saine cherished the picture frame in her arms and showed her tears for a while before getting up from her seat. He bowed deeply to her waist.
= Thank you. You are my life and my life savior… W, I will listen to whatever the Young Emperor says. If I have something to do…=
“You don’t have to. From now on, you can live as you want to live.”
She said so, but when she returns to Passage, she will be entrusted with the care of House Miriastum.
Since it is her own family, her family, and it is also her royal family, Saine will do her best to Eledel’s request and she will live on.
Not a bad thing. For the next 1,000 years, it is about forming a relationship with Miriastum, who will become the real power of Merianol.
When Hwan-in gets up to do the last thing, Isilite, Ninsil, and Hwan-yeon, who were sitting in the living room, look back at him.
“Where?”
“I plan to visit the giant village for a while.”
Unsurprisingly, Hwan-yeon jumped on his shoulder with sparkling eyes.
Hwanin let out a small sigh as he acted as if he couldn’t let go of what was about to happen, and Norn, who was lying flat on his stomach with Hwanseon on his stomach, asked.
「Hwanin. Shall I give you a ride?”
“No, it’s okay.”
When he said that he would return to the superspace soon, Norn said “Okay,” Grabbing Hwanseon’s hands and making him hurray, then tickling him with his green wings.
After looking at Hwan-seon, who twisted his body while laughing, as he left the mansion, Hwan-yeon laughed sinisterly and stabbed him in the cheek.
“Are you finally determined to explore the shaman’s cave? I’m sure it’s not that bad, so put down face and enjoy it~.”
“… End of the world. A spirit like this pervert roams the world unharmed.”
At Hwanin’s small complaint, Hwanyeon put her hand on her waist and pointed out that it’s not like that.
“I don’t know about anyone else, but Hwan-in’s cursing at me is because he’s spitting in his own face, right?”
“If it were you, even if you gave up your humanity, your spirit nature would remain, but I have no desire to give up my humanity.”
“Hwanin doesn’t matter, does it? Even if you give up your humanity, you still have your divinity.”
“…”
If you wrestle, you can silence that pervert spirit, but Hwanin didn’t want to hurt Hwanyeon’s planting by using his strength or pressing his horse with his teeth to do so, so he just kept his mouth shut.
Seeing that, Hwanyeon seduces like a succubus while laughing like a man.
“Would you like to close your eyes and have fun? Hwanin must be curious about what a woman’s cervix looks like~.”
“Be quiet, perverted spirit.”
Hwan-in dismissed it as such, and opened super space-time at a speed that Hwan-yeon could chase, heading to the giant’s village located in the Grand Canyon of Yeongsan, northwest of Ardji.
