78 – 9. How to fight and win against monsters (6) – Whale fighting increases work.
Hello? This is Jenna.
This may be an unexpected confession, but I really like Senior Dyers. When did you start liking me? Well. I don’t know about that either.
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When you first meet and give a strange greeting? When you get half a cream bun? When other people used me as bait to run away, but my senior saved me?
No. At first, I didn’t trust Senior Dyers. People who treat you well from the beginning are usually scammers or bad people.
But Senior Dyers was not a mean person.
Going back to the original story… When did you start liking your senior? I don’t know. At some point, it seems like it just happened naturally.
After meeting my senior, I stopped having the nightmares I always had.
The types of nightmares are nothing short of monotonous. It just reflects the past.
‘You b*tch!! I know that if I die because of you, I will kill your mother too!!’
‘Are you crying? I’m crying because I did a good job! If you entered the dungeon, you should have been prepared to search through it!!’
‘This is why they did not accept orphans without parents.’
‘Hey, sister, please be patient. Since he’ll just be a porter in the dungeon anyway, he’ll be abandoned soon. Money? Of course I have no intention of giving it away. Puheup..!’
‘Ah~ Is she the one who left behind both her parents? It’s such a shame that things like that are so far away. Why are you discriminating against this poor guy?’
‘I really hate him. It’s dirty, it’s smelly, and you just laugh even when you curse at it all the time. How stupid must you be to just laugh when you curse at yourself? ‘It’s so pathetic.’
‘You don’t even know what we said to Ji.’
I am not stupid. I also learned the imperial standard language very quickly.
I’m not a deaf person. I remember everything that was said.
When my mom, dad, and younger brother were alive, the world seemed so warm.
‘How can our Jenna smile so beautifully?’
‘hehehe..’
‘Honey..! Look at our Jenna. ‘Isn’t it so cute?’
‘Yes. Dad is happiest when Jenna smiles.’
When I first started working as a mercenary to make a living after losing my entire family, I realized I was stupid.
How much my mom and dad loved me.
“Hee. Hee hee.”
So I couldn’t help but smile more. My family said I was happiest when I was smiling.
Because smiling doesn’t cost anything.
I know that even people who swear at me actually have a good heart. Because I learned that everyone has a good heart.
Even people who get angry like that will be someone’s wife, head of household, mother, and father when they return home.
If you work as a mercenary where life and death come into question, you may get some criticism. You can just laugh it off.
That’s right… I guess starting life as a mercenary with nothing was not easy.
‘Evil..! Ah..! ‘I’m sorry…!’
‘Sister! He’s really going to die!’
‘Let go! This bastard stole my shoes…! Blow fast! Where did you go!! ‘I got it from a noble boy!!’
‘Evil! Argh! I… I really didn’t steal it…’
‘Now he even lies. I accepted you as a beggar with nowhere to go, but you returned the favor with vengeance. Hey. ‘Bring the iron pata there.’
‘Be patient! Then what are you going to do if you die?!’
‘Die? Then it would be even better. You don’t even have to give me money. Yes, it’s a leech. Let’s die today.’
The seniors in the mercenary group called me ‘leech.’ They say the red hair looks like blood from leeches. It’s strange. Everyone in my family liked it because it was pretty.
‘hehehe, hehehe. hehehehe..’
‘Are you laughing? Leech… I’m saying this because you’re going to die today, but isn’t your smile really creepy? ‘What kind of psychopath are you?’
‘hehehe.. Hihihihi…Hi..’
‘…Stop laughing you creepy b*tch!!!’
That day, I was literally on the verge of death. I found out later that the culprit was the person next to me who tried to stop me.
There were many painful days, but that day remains particularly memorable. I also felt like a leech.
So I asked my colleague. ‘Do I look like a leech?’
The answer was worse than expected. When a leech is in danger, it bites and bleeds, but you are no better than a leech because all you can do is laugh.
When I thought about it, it was true. I was a human being worse than a leech.
I couldn’t help but laugh at my colleague’s answer. Because smiling doesn’t cost money.
But my heart, which should definitely feel at ease when I smile, didn’t feel at all comfortable.
I was becoming more and more frustrated, as if maggots were gradually accumulating on top of a dying body.
I was so frustrated that I thought about dying, and there was no sign of it letting up.
So, I don’t know why you asked.
‘At that time… Why did you call me the main character?’
When I was working as a mercenary, I was criticized and beaten a lot.
Even though I entered the academy of my dreams, I was betrayed by others and was on the verge of being killed by wolves. It’s definitely time for criticism.
Why don’t they blame me?
Why is this person so different from other people?
Why on earth did he hurt himself so much that he saved a leech like me? I’d just feel bad…
‘You may not have been the main character of your life until now. However, at Beatus Academy, you are the main character of your life.’
It looks like he got hurt on the head by a wolf. A leech couldn’t be the main character.
‘It means don’t forget that fact like a fool. When you’re having a hard time, say you’re having a hard time, and when you’re happy, say you’re happy.’
It’s strange. It’s strange.
My heart, which was so frustrated that it felt like it was about to explode, continues to pump as if it has found its way again. As if it was going to explode.
For some reason, my eyes became increasingly blurry and I couldn’t speak. Why is that so?
I covered up my increasingly blurry eyes with a smile and asked a question. I don’t know what you’re talking about. It’s something I’ve never heard before.
‘It means you don’t have to force your smile.’
It’s still something I don’t understand. I do not understand. Stupid me, I still don’t know why you saved me.
Main character.
Aha, I finally understand.
That’s right. As Dyers said, I was the main character!
Even when something unfair happens, there is no need to smile. So, I’m going to laugh now.
‘Puh…Huh..’
This laugh is not for the sake of laughing.
I smile because I want to smile and only show it in front of Dyers.
Dyers is blessed. Because this is a precious smile. I only showed it to my family.
‘…Don’t force your smile.’
‘I didn’t force my smile. Fu, hehehehe!’
I don’t know how long it’s been since I laughed like this.
So…
“Do you know what Senior Dyers’ past was like?”
So, please don’t try to create a wedge between him and me in front of me.
After going through such a hard time, it’s okay to be a little happy.
“Of course it’s not a lie. I know that man better than anyone else.”
So, please don’t say in front of me that you know him better than me.
I feel frustrated, as if my heart is about to explode.
So,
“Latina, I’m really sorry. Honestly, it’s a bit ugly.”
Please.
.
After hearing her harsh words through the ghost, I ran quickly.
There are more than one or two parts that have changed from the original, and if they become even more different, it will be a headache.
Latina, who heard Jenna’s outspoken remarks, seemed shocked and became mute. Was she hurt?
Why did the main character, who never lost his smile even when he was hurt in the original, become a person who hurts others?
I couldn’t hide the disappointment I felt from Raon Jenna.
I believed it.
You are the only one who will not change.
“What were you two talking about?”
“Oh, are you here?! I didn’t say anything~ It’s just…”
As I approached the two, Raon Jenna grabbed my arm as if she was happy to see me. I slapped her arm away.
“…Senior?”
“I asked. What did we talk about?”
Jenna’s pupils shake at my cold attitude. After all, he must be hiding something.
I grabbed her shoulder.
“Gab, why are you acting like this all of a sudden, senior… I…”
“Answer quickly. Why on earth are you…”
Has it changed that much? Those words couldn’t continue.
“…Ha.”
Because the Latina opened her mouth.
“Dyers, let go of that hand right now. What are you doing to junior Jenna?”
Jenna opened her mouth slightly as if she was genuinely surprised by her words.
I let go of her shoulder.
Despite hearing harsh words, Latina remained calm.
What on earth was the conversation going on between them?
“Okay, good job.”
As I obeyed obediently, the Latina smiled and approached Jenna’s side.
I thought they were trying to whisper to me so I wouldn’t hear, but I can hear because I still share hearing with the ghost.
What Latina said to Jenna, who was angry for some reason…
“I’ll show you how ugly it can be. You can look forward to it.”
Laonzena’s eyes became sharp at once. Her eyes must have been filled with tremendous anger.
“…Come to your senses…! Why are you doing this all of a sudden!”
Despite her menacing eyes, Latina did not change her gaze and kept her smile. Then she grabbed my sleeve.
Jenna’s eyes become more fierce. She is now indistinguishable from the eyes of a beast.
“What are you doing?”
“I forgot one thing. Dyers, you definitely ‘retired’ from the student council, not ‘expelled’, right?”
“…You, no way.”
Exit and retirement are completely different concepts. This is because there is a legal obligation to hand over the retirement of the student council.
This is an issue that has been overlooked because Latinas hate me to the point of death.
“I’m still not good enough, so please come to the student council tomorrow. Oh, and…”
She continued her words while gently stroking Jenna’s head.
“Please refrain from ‘personal meetings’ as much as possible. Well, you probably won’t have time for that in the future anyway.”
Latina smiled broadly as if she was satisfied.
You’re screwed.
