062. I want to…
An eventful week has passed.
After turning around, Saturday morning finally came.
I woke up to the alarm ringing even though there was no class, and I fumbled across the bed to find my phone with my eyes wide open.
I can definitely hear the sound, but I can hardly catch it.
In the end, rubbing my eyes in a hurry, I raised my body and succeeded in suppressing the noise.
“ah…”
[08:45]
It was a pity that I woke up so early on a Saturday.
oh I wanted to wake up a little later.
However, the eyes that had already been forcibly opened showed no sign of closing again.
Sort out the rubbish.
It was something I wouldn’t have done before dating.
But the thought that Doa might come at any time made me clean up properly.
Cookie crumbs in front of the computer.
Even the messy hair.
I meticulously ran the mini vacuum cleaner that I bought and hadn’t even used a few times, and nodded my head with a happy face.
great.
If this is enough, it’s not like I’ll be insulted even if I come to play right away.
After throwing the rest of the laundry into the washtub, I lay back on the bed and picked up my phone.
The person waiting was not contacted.
Maybe it’s morning, so he’s sleeping.
Instead, I was naturally frowned at the message that was sent to an unwelcome person.
[hey. Taemin. Are the rumors true?]
A message that I couldn’t check after 2 am.
It was a lubricant.
[What a rumor.]
It was possible to roughly guess what it was about, but rumors were not a medium to convey the truth.
Somewhere is distorted and the volume is increased.
Because it was like a malignant tumor.
For some reason, even though it was a Saturday morning, Yoonje sent a reply right away.
[I heard that while you were fucking Park Ji-hee, you were a couple with Do-ah?]
As expected, the name of the rumor did not betray expectations.
[…I didn’t do double bathing.]
[okay? The kids said that.]
[I just said it was an ugly bitch.]
[Uhhhhh Han Tae-min’s class is changing?]
[Who else is doing it this time?]
I knew that Yoon-jae was knowledgeable about school news, but I wondered if the propagation speed was a bit fast.
[Our classmate chat room is going wild with Han Tae-min’s girlfriend hahahaha]
It was a cyber space that was not allowed to me, who was in the same class, but as an asa.
[no. But you pretended not to be interested in Doa and then you finally confessed?
…I wanted to refute, but my fingers hardly moved.
no. To be precise, I couldn’t move.
That’s because what Yoon-jae said was the realm of facts.
[yep]
The short answer of embarrassment.
[hahahaha” ah?]
[…he first quarreled with Doa.]
[Ohh~ Han Taemin~ Look at how he treats her as his girlfriend.]
This bastard has nothing to do since the morning of the weekend. He pissed me off with a knife answer.
[Anyway, congratulations on dating. Yes, I thought I would end up cosplaying Prince Yeongyoung until graduation.]
…I’m not a prince.
These days, princes are munching on snacks while watching Virtuber.
[Oh. Thank you. I sleep now.]
[Ghhhhh See you at school.]
With that, I let out a deep sigh as I finished my conversation with Yoonjae.
… Rumors have spread again.
It was always a different feeling to have my vague expectations and facts confirmed through the mouth of another person.
Should I say it feels like a confirmation kill?
It wasn’t such a pleasant feeling.
Jihee Park.
Even after returning to school, she was the one who appeared in front of me whenever I forgot.
The type I really don’t like.
I really hated that characteristic pretentious laugh.
no. If I was kicked once, I could just pass by, saying that it was fine, but she appeared in front of me every time without getting tired.
Do you have any thoughts of dating these days?
I’ve been feeling a bit lonely lately.
She seemed to show no sign of giving up, even if she read a single answer.
His sincerity was so good that he could say that his heart would be moved, but he wasn’t real.
I never thought to satisfy her vanity.
It was because I knew that if we meet with such a clumsy idea, waiting at the end of us is not a happy ending.
It was obvious that if I knew that I was watching Vtuber for 60 hours a month, I would faint and run away.
“Ac.”
I was in a bad mood thinking about Park Ji-hee from the morning, so I opened my cell phone and called Do-a.
Because I said it’s okay to call me anytime.
Normally, since she was sleeping, I would have thought not to wake her up, but with Doa’s permission, I called her faithfully to my desire.
[hello?]
[Ummm… Hello.]
A voice that had just woken up.
As expected, Doa must have been sleeping for a long time.
[ah. Sorry for waking you up.]
When I, who felt sorry for nothing, took the attitude of trying to quit, Doa immediately expressed her intention to refuse.
[Ehh. No… don’t hang up…]
The feeling of chasing melts in the sweet half-words with drowsiness.
Her short horse was so cute, I had a dark desire to play a joke.
[Doaya.]
[yes.]
[Speak in half again.]
[I do not like it…]
[If you don’t talk halfway, will you hang up?]
[Ah… don’t hang up…]
Even in the middle of this, Doa sincerely rejected my offer, probably because she really hated quitting.
[Are you going to karaoke today?]
Let’s continue the conversation we couldn’t finish yesterday.
The two of us fell asleep while talking about what song we would sing for 5,000 won.
[yes.]
[with who?]
oh It’s kind of disgusting.
I felt a little disgusted with myself for asking such a question, but what can I say?
I said I’m going to give my girlfriend a drink.
[…with my older brother.]
[Who is your brother?]
[my boyfriend…]
Dance with the corners of your mouth overflowing.
I wanted to watch Doa sleeping right next to me right now.
[Then shall we go together later?]
[great…]
[Doah. Do you want to sing with your brother?]
[Yeah… and sipper…]
That was all that bothered her while she was sleeping.
[Then I’ll leave a message. Sleep some more and contact me.]
[Uh.]
Eventually, as time passed, what was heard instead of a new question was regular breathing.
After confirming that Doa was asleep again, I continued to stretch.
I thought that this is why everyone sings about love and romance.
* * *
Wow. What’s happening.
When I opened my eyes and confirmed that there was no one beside me, I let out a sigh of relief.
Is not it? Was it a dream too?
The dream was so vivid that a single drop of sweat was running down my forehead.
It was a really crazy dream.
It was also the first dream I had in my life.
Lift your finger and scan your lower lip.
brother me…
Taemin oppa, with dark eyes, was frantically coveting my lips in a dream.
He licked my upper and lower lips alternately like a beast hungry for affection, and without hesitation, he put his tongue inside my mouth.
More and more intertwined saliva.
The silver thread connecting the two of us was unable to overcome gravity and left traces on our clothes.
It wasn’t weird, it even made me feel nasty…
Even after knowing that all of this was a dream, I was ashamed of myself for just having such a dream.
are you a pervert Doa Kim.
Why are you dreaming like that?
As if I had heard somewhere that dreams are a reflection of the unconscious, I shook my head.
okay. If you chat with your brother in real life, this feeling will fly away.
It was a boyfriend who couldn’t find skinship greed.
Did Han Bit-unnie, who gave me counseling, also say that I am not a eunuch?
okay. Having made up my mind to make a morning call, I had no choice but to click on the call log window and ask a question mark.
…I called you in the morning?
I couldn’t remember at all.
It seemed that I had been calling for 11 minutes and 27 seconds, but I couldn’t remember the contents of the call.
I was glad that my brother called me first. how to say
…I didn’t say anything strange, did I?
Apparently, it was a dream, so my imagination kept flowing in strange directions.
no. I think I just said in my dream that I shouldn’t go there…
The more I rolled my head alone, the more anxious I was, so I just called my brother out of nowhere.
okay. It was enough just to check.
A connection sound that feels toxic and long depending on the day.
After about 10 seconds, my brother answered my call.
[hello.]
[hello?]
[uh. Woke up?]
I felt reassured by my brother’s calm voice.
Because it didn’t look any different than usual.
[yes. A little while ago.]
[Good. Did you see the message?]
[…messages?]
Did your brother send you a message?
When I raised the final note as if I didn’t know, my brother answered with an awkward smile.
[yes. You said you wanted to do more.]
what… what more do you do?
[You seem to like it a lot?]
The feeling of being paralyzed from the tips of the toes.
…what the hell were you talking about? Doa Kim.
I was terribly afraid to ask for the object.
