142. I don’t want to go home.
On days other than filming days, practice was scheduled at the company unless it was a weekend.
“Let’s leave Hoyeon alone?”
“Still don’t understand? “Is this all planned by him?”
“Ah… Really… Why can’t I understand what you’re saying! “Say!”
When she kicked the leg of the desk in front of her to express her frustration, the teacher gave her a sign to stop.
“Huh… Mr. Taemin…”
My eyes lose their focus due to the teacher’s deep sigh.
“Yes…”
“Feelings are good. Emotions. But I always emphasized it.”
The teacher raised his index finger and pointed to my ear.
“What Taemin is saying must be clearly heard on camera.”
“Especially in a scene like now. I’m getting angry and saying something, but people don’t understand anything. “This is definitely NG.”
“…Let’s start with vocalization again.”
When we became one, we did not become one.
If I paid attention to my pronunciation, I couldn’t control my emotions, and if I focused on my emotions, my pronunciation became sloppy.
“Ah. Driving me crazy.”
I was going crazy because I knew my problem even before the teacher pointed it out.
“It’s not easy…Acting…”
The teacher probably felt bad for me for not doing well despite my efforts, so he didn’t press me hard.
“But I have to do something before filming begins.”
It feels very heavy to say that I have to do it.
The reason why reshoots were repeated because I couldn’t do it was because I felt too much pressure.
When participating in group activities at school or in the military, the cost of behaving poorly was the time and effort of others.
Of course, that alone was enough of a nuisance, but now one more option has been added, and ‘capital’ has been added to the scale.
My mistake was no different from throwing money that I didn’t need to use on the floor.
And every time I became conscious of that fact, I suffered from extreme guilt.
Normally, classes would run until 5 o’clock, but today I didn’t get off work until close to 8 o’clock.
The teacher watched for another hour, and I was left alone to practice for two more hours before returning.
“Thank you for your hard work.”
The manager started the car.
“No.”
After seeing each other every day like this, I ended up having quite a lot of conversations with the manager.
“I remember you have a lot of parts for the next shoot. Is practice okay?”
“…I don’t know.”
What are you going to do if it’s not okay?
I won’t be able to postpone everyone’s schedule just for me.
“Still, we are all watching Taemin working hard, so we are thinking positively.”
“…Thank you.”
I was looking out the window with my chin resting when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
It was a notification that Luca’s broadcast had begun.
That’s right… Time has already passed…
When I opened the message window, I saw a pile of messages from Doa.
[Why aren’t you calling!!!]
[Are you very busy?]
[I ordered chicken, but we’ll have it together later]
[…I won’t come and stay alone]
[I’m going to broadcast, so I’ll contact you again laterㅠ]
As I tilted my head back in frustration, the manager told me to close my eyes because I looked tired.
So I woke up after a short nap and got out of the car.
“Tomorrow’s filming starts in the afternoon, so why not take it easy today?”
“Thank you.”
He bows his head and climbs up with a weak gait.
Why do I feel so drained when there are only a few stairs?
After entering the password, I took off my shoes and buried my face on the bed.
“It feels so hard…”
What kind of luxury am I talking about?
I pulled the blanket all the way up, took out my cell phone and turned on Luca’s broadcast.
[Luca God~ Thank you for 10,000 won! Since you made the offering, you will be able to go to paradise.]
As soon as I saw it, I burst out laughing.
No. What concept is that again?
White wings hanging behind the pink haired avatar.
I thought today’s Luca was going to use the angel concept.
Even Bangje Island [Paradise… Why not go there…?]
It seems like a comment made by drug addicts, but is it okay for idols to do this? Ms. Kim Do-ah.
After putting aside my thoughts about work for a moment, I cleared my brain and returned to Lucario.
[If you write your name on this list, you will all be able to go to paradise! It doesn’t come every day! Now, if you would like to have your name listed in the Tripitaka Koreana, please contact me immediately!]
Light pink iris that shines brightly.
Luca, who gave a thumbs-up, was leading Done as if he was doing home shopping, which did not suit his wings.
[Ah~ Yes~ Hanamana Sea! I just got an express ticket to heaven! Allah view~]
As if he was in a good mood, he winked and gave me a review, and Done went wild.
[I want to go to Luca too! Please let me go!]
[I’m sorry, but can you give me a review one more time?]
[Is this an angel or Luca ahhhhh]
And what follows is Luca’s blush control.
[Everyone… What if you donate for that purpose… It’s really good, but you didn’t want it to be used…?]
More people are pouring in, saying this is a good place for me.
The chat window was also flooded, but Doa seemed to have a hard time just reacting to Donae right now.
[Good, good. Huh… Luca-tan, I think I worked hard today and sent 100 people to good places.]
Luca pretends to wipe the sweat from his forehead as if he is having a hard time.
I kept smiling happily as I imagined her wearing her headset inside her studio like that.
I’d like to try it too, after a long time.
Yes. I’m trying to make money through hard work, so let’s at least use this.
I was worried about how much I would spend, but still tried to send it at an amount that would be comfortable for a reaction.
My donation message was sent to Luca, who was smiling brightly.
[Lucario: I love you Luca-tan!]
Luca’s avatar pauses for a moment.
But no one would feel uncomfortable about that.
This was because things like I love you, let’s get married, etc. Were very common comments for donations.
[Ah, Lucario~ Thank you for donating 50,000 won~ I love you too~ Alabyu~]
Luca smiles brightly with a voice full of tension.
It was a very rare case to say I love you in the same way in a message like that, so the chat window was filled with angry Pintuk cons.
[Do you want to rummage?]
[Con roughly holding a knife]
[Luca-tan, why am I…!]
The accumulated stress is relieved.
This is healing! Ah. As expected, I am very happy living as an unemployed person in a corner of a room!
The thought of not wanting to go out tomorrow overlapped, and the pleasure of the present felt too sweet.
Luca broadcasted until 12 o’clock and then turned it off, but fortunately I didn’t have to go to bed early today.
Five minutes after the message that the broadcast had ended appeared, I received a call from Doa.
[Hello.]
[…Brother.]
[Yes.]
I wonder if I’ll get scolded for going away again today…?
Ah. I don’t know. But today I just wanted to do it.
Forgiveness is quicker than permission.
I waited for her answer with a little trepidation.
[Do I have to leave early tomorrow too?]
[No. Tomorrow, late at around 3 o’clock.]
[Then, I’m going to sleep over at my brother’s house.]
[Ah.]
She had no intention of refusing, but for some reason, Doa hung up on her.
I thought about calling him again, but he said he was coming to my house anyway, so there seemed to be no reason to do so.
After about 10 minutes, a knock was heard outside the door.
When I opened her door, before Doa could even take off her shoes, she hugged me.
“…Doya?”
Even though I called her name out of embarrassment, Doa didn’t respond and instead pressed her face against my t-shirt.
“…Han Taemin.”
Instead of the title ‘oppa’, three letters of my name came out of her mouth.
“I missed you.”
What follows is a short and concise review.
I lifted her hand up and stroked her head.
“Me too.”
After about 30 seconds, Doa took off her shoes and came inside her.
She took off her padding and crawled inside my blanket as if she didn’t need my consent.
Doa is tapping the seat next to me.
If anyone sees this, they will think this is your house.
Rather than answer her, I chose to lie down next to her and caressed Doa’s soft cheek.
“Oppa. “Isn’t that really a b*tch?”
“What?”
I guess you were disappointed that the communication was delayed.
“You don’t even tell me you love me often, and you’re a complete idiot. Huh? “Ugh?”
That was it.
“Yeah… That’s a bit much.”
I thought that the more the word ‘love’ was used, the more its color faded, and I also thought that it was embarrassing on one level.
“Sorry.”
When I smiled shyly, what came back was a short kiss.
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“Look at my face and do it.”
“Now?”
“Yes. Now.”
I can’t speak any more after they put the mat down for me.
As I hesitated, Doa wrapped her arms around my neck.
“Oppa. “Can’t you see my condition right now?”
Doa’s face gradually gets closer.
“It’s not enough. It’s not enough. “It’s hard to be apart from each other after meeting each other, and it’s annoying because I keep missing you but can’t contact you.”
“…I see.”
What I can do for Doa, who honestly revealed her true feelings.
A deep kiss, different from the kiss Doah gave me a little while ago.
I lusted after her lips so passionately that they were shiny and whispered to her through her unrelieved breathing.
“I love you. “Doya.”
“I love you too.”
A deep kiss continues once again.
Red face.
Slightly heavy breathing.
“I don’t want to go home today.”
I also had no intention of sending her to her home.
