138. Success
[Hey! I’m dying!]
A ninja character with a sword drawn swings in the air.
It would definitely be one of the most powerful ultimates in the game.
[Ah. Sleep…]
My character fell asleep after being shot with a sleeping gun.
My teammates, who had even given me buffs to make me stronger, were scolding me endlessly.
[No. What is the dealer doing!!!!]
[ㄹㅇ The dealer difference is reformed.]
[Ah… I don’t heal…]
[Sorry…]
When I was angry, I was angry, but when I did something wrong, I did something wrong.
I sent a chat message of apology to my teammates like a turtle.
[Ugh. Why doesn’t anything happen like this today?]
When I pressed the crying key to play the effect of tears flowing, chatter messages telling me not to cry kept popping up in the broadcast window.
Ahh… It’s annoying… I just… I hate it all…
[Shall we make today’s broadcast short? Just…]
The influx of Han Tae-min votes is also annoying.
From noble mtl dot com
The game doesn’t work out the way it should.
I also wanted to have fun broadcasting, but I didn’t want to crowd around people and make them annoyed.
[Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! Don’t go! ]
[We were wrong…]
[I can’t live without Luca-tan.]
[I will report them all!]
One nickname stands out among them.
[Lucario: Please don’t turn it off!!!]
Hey. Taemin Han.
I see all the chat windows too, right?
I’m feeling like I’m dying because of someone right now, but I’m doing that.
I was so offended that I declared a strike.
[hehehehe… I’m sorry. Everyone. Luca-tan, I’m having a hard time today, so I can’t broadcast anymore.]
Anyway, I had to meet the minimum time after about 10 minutes, so from then on I was free.
[I’ll just do it longer on Wednesday. Flaw. Hello everyone~]
Pingtuk cones pouring in, booing and crying.
There were times when it seemed pitiful, but now it felt like a fixed routine, so there wasn’t much to think about it.
If I were to grant all of those demands, I would probably have to indulge myself seven days a week.
After pressing the end broadcast button, I sighed and got up from my chair and leaned on the small sofa.
It hangs down like a deflated balloon.
Chats I had seen a while ago flashed in my mind.
[Wow… You really like this kind of thing?]
[Han Taemin is amazing.]
[I came in after watching Taemin’s video. Is this really the case?]
Not everyone bared their teeth and tried to bite me, but one bad comment is more memorable than 100 good comments.
I just let it go, and even though I was trying to make up my mind, I felt like I was crying.
-Weeeing
Ringing cell phone vibrating.
It was my brother.
[Hello?]
[Is it a studio?]
[Yes.]
[Shall I pick you up?]
Did he notice that I wasn’t in a good mood?
My brother asked me very carefully.
[Yes. Please come.]
I think about 10 minutes have passed.
A knock was heard outside the door.
“Doya.”
It was the voice of my boyfriend, whom I like so much.
When I got up and opened the door, he smiled brightly and welcomed me.
“I brought you something to eat.”
He held out a black envelope in front of me.
“…What is it?”
“This is a convenience store roll cake.”
Naturally, he went to the sofa and sat me down. He peeled a disposable fork shell and gave it to me.
“Let’s eat.”
“Yes.”
When I stabbed a cake with a fork and put it in my mouth, my mouth was filled with sweet yet moist cream.
“You worked hard today.”
My brother pats my mumbling head.
I shook my head at the somewhat apologetic look on his face.
“No. I kept it short today. What.”
“Still. “It seems like some strange kids are also confused because of me.”
It wasn’t for my brother to apologize for that.
I didn’t do it because my brother told me to.
“That’s it. “It’s a broadcast full of strange people.”
Now that I was used to it, it didn’t really impress me, but it was clear that if people who weren’t familiar with the subculture watched my broadcast, they would wonder what this was.
“It’s all because I like you.”
Still, he must have felt a great sense of belonging to Ping Tukdan, and his brother was working hard to protect him.
My brother defends me by saying that even though those kids with a handsome face look like that, they are not bad kids.
“I understand.”
Only after putting a roll cake into his mouth did my brother stop explaining.
“Ha… But honestly, I don’t like it when girls confess their love to their older brothers.”
You say you love Han Tae-min. She said she was going to get married.
Of course, I knew that it was a very normal culture when I looked at comments made by idols and actors, but when I thought of my brother as the target, I felt like I hadn’t adapted yet.
“Oppa, don’t you think anything of it when you see the Pingtuk group talking to me?”
If you think about it, it was like that.
They even make perverted comments to me often.
“Because Luca-tan is everyone’s idol.”
…Don’t use your face like that.
My brother held my hand with a stern and solemn expression.
“And although everyone says that, it’s because they support us.”
That’s right.
This person has different roots.
The mindset of accepting it itself was different.
For my brother, I was Luca the vertuber from the beginning.
I thought it might be because I didn’t feel any discomfort about it.
But I…
“Oppa. Wait a minute.”
“Huh? Why?”
“Could you bow down for a moment?”
“Like this?”
When my brother lowered his upper body, I stuck out my tongue and licked the cream off the corner of his mouth.
“…You left this for me to eat?”
“No.”
My boyfriend laughs as if my behavior is absurd.
My brother’s hand stroking his head was so warm that I pressed the top of his head to ask for more.
I think it’s good that my brother is my own Han Taemin.
I feel a little bit like I am because of the bitter truth that I couldn’t bear to say out loud.
I hated it.
* * *
“Taemin! Really! The response is so good. Now.”
Inside the YM headquarters.
Before I started acting class, my manager dragged me into the seminar room, saying he had something to talk about.
“Ah… You mean that interview video?”
“Did you see the number of views on that?”
“Yes.”
“Almost 1 million in one week? There are a lot of comments. Now.”
I tried to find everything about me, but there was so much that I couldn’t even look at it.
“I think it was a godsend that we came up with the concept with an honest feeling at the time.”
Let the world know that I am a lover of vertubers.
Still, I thought this might help Doa, but I wasn’t that happy when I saw that the people who came in were treating Doa poorly.
I would rather feel sorry.
“As I told you before, I’ve just received offers to appear in TV shows or productions.”
“Yes.”
“Really. Did you get an offer with unconventional conditions for a rookie?”
Unconventional offer…?
When I blinked and asked what it was, the manager held out his cell phone and showed me a document.
“This is a drama that will be aired in the second half of this year. “This is the production company, and here are the works they recently worked on…”
After listening to the explanation, I swallowed my saliva out of nervousness.
“So you’re telling me to join in here?”
It wasn’t like I knew the director’s name, but I couldn’t help but be surprised when I heard the name of the work he was in charge of recently.
That’s because it was such a huge hit that even I knew about it.
There were a lot of 10-minute drama summary videos going around, and I remember occasionally watching clips.
“I was really surprised when I saw this offer, right? But I think the director is thinking of using some new faces. Taemin was also on that list.”
Check the written lineup once again.
This time, unlike last time, the main characters included the names of actors I knew.
Real celebrities on TV.
I got to work directly with them.
“I really recommend that you absolutely do this. “There are many cases where we cannot include the works of these people even if we try to include them.”
I understood that this was a great project, but I had doubts about whether it was right for me to do it.
Even if you use Amman, a rookie.
Is it okay to take the first month of acting experience academy and use it?
My self-esteem had already been significantly reduced while practicing, so my hesitation doubled.
“Uh… If you think about it more and give me the script, can I read it and make a decision?”
“Mr. Taemin. This is not an opportunity that comes every day. Really.”
The manager must have been frustrated with my reaction and looked at me with eyes wondering how to explain this.
“Don’t you want to succeed?”
I chew my lips at the word success.
In some ways, I may not have understood from his perspective.
Since I joined the entertainment agency, I receive this much push, but I try to turn it down.
But for me, this is.
For me, success is.
I closed my eyes and let out a short sigh.
“How long do I have to give you an answer?”
It was a time when serious consideration was needed.
