128. So was it good?
They say people usually wait a long time for the weekend.
For vertubers, weekends don’t seem to have much meaning either.
My second year as a streamer.
Actually, it is still 2 years, but considering the number of years that have passed, it is the 2nd year.
Thought that I had some free time, I picked up my phone and checked the time.
“It’s late…”
They said they would contact me after filming was over.
It’s a cold day, so why are we still doing it outside?
I was worried about my brother for no reason, so I clicked on the [Love Rides the Waves] Link and entered the comment window.
Even in episodes 4, 5, and 6, my brother doesn’t appear.
People consistently left comments urging them to bring back Kim Jin-jin.
[Haa… My brother. You make me crazy like this and then just disappear?]
It wasn’t the best comment, but it still had over 30 recommendations.
The thumb, which instinctively points toward the non-recommended point, stops moving due to reason.
“…Good brother. “Is it mine?”
Something not yet.
I felt like I wasn’t adjusting well yet.
Probably, the number of people recognizing my brother at school and other places is increasing.
There was no way a relationship could be established without hurting my feelings every time that happened.
And if it had been that kind of context, my brother would have complained to me first.
Even when the Pingtuk group says they want to lick the soles of Luca’s feet, my brother nods and says that he knows what that feeling is.
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I thought this was going too far, but it was clear that it would be a huge stress if my brother really expressed his dissatisfaction.
There weren’t many people around me complaining about the pain caused by their lover’s excessive obsession, but I often saw them on the Internet.
Don’t let me go anywhere.
I also take care of my cell phone.
Why are you neglecting yourself?
If my brother had said that I didn’t want to do a broadcast full of boys like that, I would have…
I shook my head, feeling a little downcast at my gloomy thoughts.
Yes. I guess that’s why we’ve been dating so beautifully until now.
-Weeeing
Ringing cell phone.
He was the person I had been waiting for so long.
[Hello?]
[Yes. Hello?]
The brief feeling of depression is completely gone.
[I just finished work, so I think I’ll take the manager’s car and go soon.]
[Are you going to stop by my house?]
My brother is silent for a moment.
[…Huh?]
[Uh…]
There was no answer, so I asked again, and my brother hesitated as if something was bothering him.
[Why? Are you busy with anything?]
[No. That’s not it.]
[Really?]
Then what is the problem?
[No. I’ll go. I’m waiting for you. Go in 30 minutes.]
[Have you eaten?]
[No. Hungry. If you didn’t eat, let’s eat together.]
[I understand! Then, I will prepare food!]
Oh my. Could it be that I haven’t even eaten until this hour?
I remember leaving quite early in the morning.
I felt sorry for my brother who was struggling.
After hanging up the phone, I was thinking about ordering a delivery, but I thought it would be a good idea to go to the supermarket right now, so I got dressed.
Yes. I went out to work and came home, so I should at least prepare the food.
Even so, my brother was the type of person who ate roughly when he was alone.
The empty interior of my brother’s refrigerator was always enough to make me nervous.
Today’s menu, which we will prepare by quickly putting the ingredients in a basket, is kimchi stew.
Since I worked in the cold, I definitely liked warm food better.
I think I can eat that since I made it yesterday.
I picked up a pack of pork neck meat, quickly paid the bill, and turned on the induction cooker.
When steam containing heat rises from the bubbling stew.
My brother came into my room.
“It’s cold.”
“Okay. Cold.”
My brother must have come back without removing his makeup, and today too he hung the padding on the hanger with a very idol-like face.
“What? “Are you going to prepare the meal yourself?”
“Yes! Especially because you worked hard today! “Why don’t you try Luca Tang’s homemade kimchi stew?”
I try to be even more charming on my brother’s face, which looks lifeless even though he is wearing white makeup.
But what was my brother’s reaction?
It looked a bit uncomfortable.
“Hey… It’s okay to order and eat…”
“No. “I wanted to feed you the food I cooked for you.”
When my eyes meet, my brother immediately avoids my gaze.
“Why? “Is it because you don’t want to eat the food I cooked?”
If this is really the reason, I might be a little hurt.
Then that doesn’t mean that all the dishes I’ve cooked so far haven’t been delicious.
“No! “That’s absolutely not true!”
“What’s wrong? “Did you get scolded by people there a lot today?”
My brother’s reaction seemed strange the more I looked at it, so I turned away from the food for a moment and walked in front of him.
“That’s not even it…”
“Look at me.”
I extend both hands and fix his face towards mine.
My brother reluctantly looks at my face.
What on earth is causing the shadow on his face?
I could feel him trying to avoid my eyes, so I slowly stroked his face.
“What happened today?”
An affirmation, not a question.
I didn’t think he would tell me if I didn’t do this.
“Tell me. Because it’s okay.”
Unlike before when I tried to avoid eye contact, my brother looks straight into my eyes.
Words seeking confirmation flowed from his mouth once again.
“Are you really okay?”
“It may be my brother’s business, so why wouldn’t I be okay with it?”
When I told him words of faith, telling him not to worry, my boyfriend’s heavy mouth slowly began to move.
“Today…”
“Yes.”
“Well… The filming was okay?”
“Yes.”
Stutter. Stutter.
He continued talking like a child who didn’t want to be scolded by his mother.
“But the director suddenly said to me… No. “Not to me, but to another female actor behind me…”
A chill down my spine.
When the name of a female actress was called, I felt my body tremble involuntarily.
“What did you do?”
I forced an answer towards my brother, who was shrinking again as if he was aware of me.
“He told me to fold my arms…”
I was able to guess who I was linking arms with without even having to ask.
“Ah~ What is it~ Me again. “I thought it was something very serious.”
I joke and hit my brother’s forearm.
“I was scared! “You set the mood so well.”
“Well… Really? Ah. “I also think you’ll hate it…”
…I don’t like it.
But that’s work.
I didn’t think I was a great adult, but I still thought that I had to distinguish between public life and life.
If you continue to be an actor, you can hold hands… Hug… Kiss…
As my thoughts continue, I feel that it becomes increasingly difficult to manage my facial expressions.
“…Doya?”
“Oppa. Do you just want to go and sit over there? “The food is almost ready, so all we have to do is set the table.”
“What I can help you with is…”
“It’s okay, just wait a moment.”
These facial muscles could not move as well as the mind.
I could tell without having to look in the mirror.
I think I look a bit ugly right now.
Ha… No… That’s the part I need to understand…
It’s not like my brother cheated on me.
The responsibility does not lie with you.
Yes. The director ordered it, so what can a rookie do?
If my manager tells me to do something, I do it too. I guess it was the same for my brother.
I was able to regain my composure only when the kimchi stew had already boiled sufficiently and reached a level where water had to be added.
“Please come and give me the spoon!”
“Ah. Huh!”
My brother got up and came next to me and took his dishes and spoons.
After safely placing the kimchi stew on the pot stand, we started eating.
“Whoa… Whoo…”
The stew was very hot, so every time my brother blew into it, white steam rose on the spoon.
“So, brother.”
“Huh?”
“That. Who is that actor with his arms crossed?”
“Uh… Is your name Ara? “I think you said ara?”
Who is Ara?
I slowly turned around, picked up my phone, and immediately entered the name of the web drama into the search box.
Ah. This person.
It was a face I knew because I had watched the drama until it came out.
When I clicked on the profile screen, I saw a slender woman with very distinct features smiling, showing her teeth.
“So what was the scene with your arms crossed?”
“Well… There’s a performance I showed you before.”
“Are you just telling me not to fuss with the idiot?”
“No. Aside from that, is there a scene in the next scene where it seems like the group is gathering together and having a meeting?”
I wondered if something like that had happened, but I just nodded.
“This was a scene where I wondered if I really needed to cross my arms, but the director told me to do just that…”
Is this a meal or a hearing?
As I watched my brother eat less and less, I thought I should stop talking about this.
Okay… Well… I just folded my arms…
Arms crossed…
Brother’s arms…
I lost my appetite and put down my chopsticks.
“…Oppa.”
“Huh?”
Still, I have the right to check this one thing.
“So did you like it?”
My brother’s head was shaking left and right as if it was running a motor.
