Chapter 35 – How Does a First Kiss Feel? #2
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Meow…
Miyuki, who was staring at the star sticker on the ceiling with dazed eyes, lifted her upper body when she heard the buzzing of mosquitoes in her ears.
After she drops her head like a zombie, it feels like her sanity is coming back a bit.
“…..”
Matsuda… Doesn’t exist.
Did it go down?
Come to think of it, while she was saying something to herself lying down, it seems that she hit the weak nightshade…
Miyuki, who had been touching the center of her forehead, suddenly brought his hand to her lips.
“Ah…!”
It was because he vividly remembered the kiss he had with Matsuda.
Pounding! Pounding!
His heart, which seemed to have stopped, beats rapidly, and his face heats up.
A faint scent of mint lingers in his mouth.
Gargle… Yes, it tastes like gargle.
When she talked to Matsuda, and when she put her lips together, she seemed to smell the distinctive scent of mouthwash from him.
And Matsuda’s tongue got in…
“Ahh…”
The soft, moist feeling of softly licking his teeth.
Recalling that, Miyuki was embarrassed and buried her face in his pillow.
In any case, it seems that the reverberation of the mouthwash that Matsuda used remains in her mouth.
But the mouthwash…
Could it be that in order to do this, he went to the bathroom before entering the room?
Did you ask to see the room with the intention of kissing in the first place?
‘Nope…’
Matsuda brushes her teeth quite well.
Even after lunch at school, she always does it unless time is tight…
Also, when Matsuda had a conversation with her father in her living room, she had come to brush her teeth.
Brushing your teeth after eating is what most people who care about cleanliness do.
So let’s not pass it off like this.
And she had a hunch that something nasty was going to happen today.
It’s not right to blame Matsuda.
Actually, she has nothing to blame.
Why? Even though I had plenty of opportunities to refuse, I didn’t.
Of course it was scary.
I had a vague fear because I had never kissed, and that feeling rose even more when I saw Matsuda’s serious face.
So she tried to refuse, saying don’t do it if Matsuda comes closer.
However, as soon as Matsuda offered her sincere apology, she was fine, and her heart pounding made her expect something.
[Sorry, Miyuki.]
As Matsuda looked back at her apology she had made, Miyuki pulled her pillow suffocatingly.
It’s a low-pitched voice, but it’s really nice to listen to because it’s lower, and I’ve been mentally stable.
It was a strange thing.
It’s just that your voice can change your emotions.
But suddenly, a question arises.
Maybe… How did she feel as Matsuda kissed her?
Couldn’t she be offended by the taste of lunch in her own mouth?
“Aaaaa…!”
Miyuki let out a choked scream at the pillow and kicked the bed sheet while crossing her legs.
It was because Matsuda seemed to be genuinely offended.
Even though she brushed her teeth… It wasn’t long before the reverberation of the food remained in her mouth.
No, no.
Matsuda only tasted like cleaner.
If so, he would have only tasted toothpaste in his mouth.
Miyuki, who was trying to regain her composure, came to think that she had eaten a melon right before they kissed her.
‘Oh right…! Melon…!’
Miyuki’s expression turned into a tearful expression as she took his face away from the pillow in shock.
If you ate the melon immediately after brushing your teeth, the taste could have mixed with the remaining toothpaste flavor, creating an odd taste.
If this is the case, it’s completely… Ruined, isn’t it?
‘Driving me crazy…’
I feel sorry for myself as if I am full of negative thoughts.
Bewildered, Miyuki unconsciously licked her lips with her tongue, and when she tasted mint again, she was surprised to herself.
“Oh really…!”
Having vomited out her stuffy heart with her voice, she sat with her father’s legs on her bed and gently closed her eyes.
Let’s think positively.
Yes, think of the feeling of kissing for the first time in your life.
“…..”
Miyuki’s shoulders softened.
Her body temperature rises as her cheeks turn red.
The corners of her mouth twitch naturally, and she can’t stay still because she’s impatient.
So sweet.
The pulse, which is currently beating fast in the good direction, adds confidence to this sentiment.
But I thought it wasn’t her proper kiss.
I guess it was because I was so upset.
It seems that you will know exactly if you try it one more time with her mind still intact…?
Miyuki, who had been thinking about various things with her face reddened, suddenly had these thoughts in her head.
‘What kind of relationship are we…?’
When I recall my time with Matsuda, it was definitely not a normal relationship.
Seeing that she even kissed her, she seems to have feelings for herself…
That said, it doesn’t seem like she’s dating in earnest.
That would also be the case, because Matsuda had never once said that she liked him.
Ordinary lovers date after one of them confesses.
Of course, there are cases where they develop into a couple naturally and without saying anything, but that’s very few, and most of them require confession.
Matsuda, who does everything he has to say, is definitely not afraid of confessing that he likes him…
Is she confused about what kind of mind she has?
Although she never said that she liked Matsuda either…
The problem seems to be not only this.
The first thing that came to mind was the name.
She calls Tetsuya by her first name and calls Matsuda her last name.
Matsuda, who had seen it from the sidelines, might have judged that she hadn’t gotten close enough to him yet.
‘Or are they just playing with me…?’
Matsuda is also tall and handsome, so she must have been hanging out with several girls.
Even though he was much better now, there was a possibility that he, who had lived a dissolute life in the first place, would think of himself as a pastime.
“…..”
It’s quite possible, so it makes me miserable.
Let’s not go so far as to delusion like this.
In any case, just as the bait must be firmly cast in order to get a bite, Yo seemed to have an ambiguous attitude of his own.
Since we decided to go play with Matsuda today, let her stay with him and see her reaction.
And if the response is good…
If it’s okay…
‘I don’t know…! Let’s go…!’
Click…
Miyuki was about to get off the bed, shaking her confused hair, but when she heard the sound of his hinges loosening, she screamed in shock.
“Kyaaaaac!!”
Kana, who was trying to sneak in like a thief, started a match.
“Aagh!! What!? What!?”
Miyuki, who confirmed that the person in front of him was her own sister, burst into anger.
“Oh sister! Why did you come in without knocking!!”
“No… I thought you were sleeping…”
“Are you sleeping…? At this time…?”
“Yes. What about Matsuda-kun? Did you come down alone because you looked tired?”
“Ah…”
It seems that he went down because of himself, who only stared blankly at the ceiling after the kiss.
That’s why the night was hit. Because there is no response even if I speak.
Miyuki, who controlled her surprised heart, asked.
“What about Matsuda-kun? Are you talking to Daddy?”
“No, I’m gone.”
“What…? Why…?”
Stupid Miyuki.
To her, Kana looked at her as if she were a strange person and answered.
“Why? I stayed there for an hour after coming down, so it’s worth going back.”
One hour…?
Are you saying it’s already been that long?
You didn’t even know how much time had passed, you were so bruised that you couldn’t even hear the car start?
Going crazy.
‘But what if I just leave…!’
While I was going to play…! I don’t think it’s too much.
Of course, he must have taken care of his current condition and been considerate…
I don’t know if I can track it.
Miyuki sighed and asked.
“Why is my sister here…?”
“To borrow a book. Do you have the novel you read last time?”
“I have. In the left corner of the bookshelf.”
“Take it?”
“Yes.”
“I’ll call Matsuda-kun that you woke up. He worried a lot.”
“Okay…”
Miyuki, who was about to lie back on the bed with a weak answer, jerked her head at a thought that ran through her head.
“Are you in touch…? How does your sister contact Matsuda-kun?”
“Ah… I got your phone number.”
Kana proudly waving her mobile phone in her hand.
Miyuki’s facial muscles twisted grotesquely.
“Why is your sister getting Matsuda-kun’s phone number?”
I have absolutely no idea what’s going on.
Kana said as she looked at Miyuki, her eyes doubled in size.
“It was great at sea. She’s action-packed, polite… So she got a number to call.”
Are you interested?
What kind of nonsense is this?
Miyuki, who had her mouth wide open, suddenly returned to her mind.
“Uh, the style that older sister hates is Matsuda-kun…? He has no manners… He is selfish…”
“Do you have good manners? Listen well… Didn’t you see what I did to Mom and Dad today?”
“That’s… That’s because it’s in front of adults…! To me, he just… Sarcastic… Makes fun of me all the time…”
Why did the criticism towards Matsuda come out of her own mouth?
Why are you trying to imprint Matsuda’s image negatively on your sister?
What are you afraid of?
If you do this, you will look completely stale and like a fox.
I’m going to die of self-pity.
“That’s just a joke. Well, since you are serious about everything, you might have taken it seriously.”
Even though he said something full of guilt, even the seeds are not being eaten.
There’s no point in doing this… I feel sorry for Matsuda.
Her mind wanders
It looks like it hurts, and it looks like it’s angry.
‘Why are you giving me a phone number…!’
“Anyway, thanks for the book. I will read it.”
Miyuki, who had been muttering to Matsuda inside, heard Kana’s words and stretched out her hand.
“… Come to think of it, that was what I was going to read. Give it back.”
Miyuki, who becomes dissatisfied and acts nasty.
Kana’s expression turned to bewilderment.
“What did you say…? Where did you give or take away?”
“Hasn’t it given to you yet? Did you mean to borrow it?”
“Why are you being so childish…? Are you a kid?”
“Give me anyway.”
“You’re not going to read it now.”
“I will read it now. I’m bored.”
Kana, who seemed to be full of spirits, threw a book in front of Miyuki.
“Are you okay?”
Miyuki, holding up the book and opening the first page, answered without even looking at Kana.
“Yes. Get out now I need to focus.”
“I’m sorry… I’m dumbfounded…”
When Kana grumbled and left her room, Miyuki threw her book on a pillow next to her and lay down on her back.
The character just stretches out.
Whenever you set the mood and kiss yourself…
Kana asked for her number, so I gave it to her.
Is it all good if it’s just a woman?
Is it this stupid Matsuda?
From Matsuda’s point of view, was kissing a light act that could be done with anyone?
Didn’t you break my habit?
Was it true that you played with me?
My stomach is simmering.
The reason Kana showed interest in Matsuda in a blunt way is because of the attitude he showed her.
If Matsuda had been as inattentive as before, Kana wouldn’t even have asked for her phone number.
No, I wouldn’t have even been able to meet my family in the first place.
I don’t know who made him change so much…
“I’m really stumped…!”
In her head, she tells me to listen to circumstances first,
Her heart tells her not to forgive Matsuda.
And the current Miyuki was raising her hand on his chest.
Miyuki, frowning at him, immediately grabbed her phone.
As she was about to run out of her house, she hesitated when she saw the book lying next to her pillow.
“…..”
It bothers her that she forced her to get the book she didn’t want to look at.
She eventually left the book in front of Kana’s room and left the house after knocking a couple of times.
