Chapter 258 – I Won’t Collapse
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“Aaaaa…!!!”
A faintly audible voice, whose amplitude had weakened, was spattered from beneath the surface of the water.
Lenka, who had been screaming at her several times while submerging her face in the water in her bathtub, jerked her head up as her heart still did not calm down.
Water dripping with a clicking sound.
Roughly tidying up her bangs and her side hair, she wiped her warm face with her hand.
‘I’ll turn around…’
Embarrassment, shame, joy like anger…
All kinds of complex emotions fill her head.
She had her first relationship with Matsuda.
The impact this gave me was so great that even now I can’t come to my senses properly.
Even that wasn’t enough, and he let his hands touch her own private places freely.
Is that all? He even drenched the bedspread with the tide, bouncing on her waist, very vulgarly.
Halfway through her relationship, she still doesn’t understand why she came out and kissed her on her own.
It’s to the point that she can’t even raise her head.
She seems to have done other vulgar things too, but I don’t remember her very well.
What didn’t Matsuda say after the relationship ended?
And did she take a shower? She tried to look back, but her mind was foggy.
Maybe it was because she came back frantically as soon as she woke up at the hotel.
I remember just brushing her teeth and coming in Matsuda’s car.
That she couldn’t properly look at Matsuda, who was driving silently.
It’s not enough to have a relationship with her and even stay out with her… It’s absurd.
“Ha…”
After she let out a complicated sigh, Lenka closed her eyes and remained still.
Then, as the fog in her head clears, some scenes of what happened yesterday are drawn.
A thin mucus spurted out from Matsuda’s long, thick spot.
I vividly recall the feel of it on her skin.
It must have been very hot. As if it represents Matsuda’s personality.
After Matsuda touched her bottom, it also reminds me of the final kiss.
Receiving the moist tongue that invaded her mouth, she trembled and reached another climax.
“Huh…”
Even a mouse hole makes her want to hide.
What if you run into Matsuda at her cafe even though you are alone…
It’s a holiday today, and Matsuda isn’t working a day less tomorrow than she is, so she’s lucky to be working alone.
‘Is it fortunate…?’
I don’t know. But what is clear is that this shock… No, the aftertaste will last a long time.
Take a good rest at home today and take care of your mind.
Thinking so, Lenka touched her own inner thigh.
They say that the first relationship hurts… Surprisingly, the bottom is okay.
There were some uncomfortable sensations. But no pain
Is it thanks to Matsuda’s good work? Probably so.
Anyway, how will Chinami react when she finds out about this?
No, let alone react, could she see her face properly?
‘I should have refused…’
Going to the hotel like a person who is obsessed with something… This is all because of Matsuda.
In fact, her own fault is the biggest, but let’s just assume it’s Matsuda’s fault.
If she does this, she doesn’t want to look like her, and she feels like he gave him a shot, so her heart calms down a little.
After taking her very timid revenge, Lenka, who only knew herself, lay down on her bed after taking her shower, not even thinking of drying her wet hair.
Then I checked my phone.
There is a notification in the upper right corner of the Messages app.
I think it’s Matsuda. Did you contact me to make fun of yourself again?
I’m going to have to throw a bunch of swear at this time.
Lenka, who opened the app while calming her pounding heart,
[What are you doing? You say you work part-time?]
She furrowed her eyebrows when she heard the message from her classmate of the opposite sex, not the one she expected from Matsuda.
It’s sad not knowing why. It’s annoying, and it even boils over.
Not angry with her friend, angry with Matsuda.
She herself is so selfless, but she doesn’t even contact me saying that she’s okay…
Does she see everything to see now? She gave me a ride, so today is the end, is this?
He really can’t be a selfish guy. By now, you’re just laying down and sleeping, right?
I have a temper, I have a temper. All in all, I want to punch Matsuda in the face.
I would like to use the remaining one wish ticket and ask for five.
The time when my friend’s talk came was yesterday evening.
Come to think of it, I didn’t even look at my phone from then until now, when it was nearly seven o’clock.
Every night, her routine is to find information on new animations, but she forgot about it.
Even so, she had no intention of doing an overdue routine.
At least not now.
Took.
With a rather angry gesture, Lenka tossed her cell phone next to her on the pillow and lay down on her back, closing her eyes.
As she stays still, all kinds of strange memories of her come to mind.
At the same time, it seems that Matsuda’s ferocious self has even entered into her own self.
She is funny because she keeps imagining erotic things, but I also thought that she was natural.
They had sex for the first time in her life.
Being immersed in afterglow was a very natural phenomenon.
If you contact Matsuda directly, it seems like she won’t be seen, so let’s borrow Ino-chan’s power to run and leave MK a note from her?
No. Doing so makes her look like she’s obsessed with Matsuda, which hurts her pride.
“Under…”
It is frustrating for her to be alone like this, and her irritability wells up.
By the time Lenka knocked on her chest and tried to lift her upper body to eat something,
Ugh-!
Her cellphone, which she threw away, vibrated.
The first letter of [Garbage] Written at the top of the screen.
Seeing this, Lenka passed the time clearing her throat several times, and after about four beeps she answered the phone.
Afterwards, she said in a very curt voice.
“Why.”
– I can’t stand it.
“What?”
– Are you okay?
What in the world is this rootless context?
What is it that you can’t stand, and what is okay?
Lenka, who was in her bewilderment, was taken aback when a certain scene played in her own head.
Right before she gets out of the car, she shakes her head at Matsuda’s words that she will call her, and she instantly recalls what she had told her not to contact her for the time being.
She obviously said that. I don’t know why I only remember it now.
Anyway, that’s why such an absurd flow of conversation came out.
She doesn’t feel sorry for swearing at Matsuda… She’s just shy.
-Hello? Director?
At Matsuda’s urging, Lenka, who suddenly came to her senses, answered.
“I told you not to call me, why do you?”
– You said you couldn’t stand it.
“You trash bastard.”
-Do you have any plans to change your swearing repertoire?
“Shut up…! Because of you, I missed the pre-sale period for limited edition figures.”
Limited edition figure pre-sale period?
Why are you suddenly saying something that doesn’t even sound like this… I feel sorry for myself.
– Why is that because of me?
“Yesterday evening was preorder time, so…”
– What time is it in the evening?
“… Around six?”
-Isn’t that before we do it?
Lenka’s face brightened.
Because when Matsuda openly talked about her relationship, she felt a great sense of shame.
Swallowing even her saliva, she scolded Matsuda for saying something that was not in her heart.
“You made me crazy.”
-So, since it’s my fault, take responsibility?
“That, it’s not…”
-No. I’ll take responsibility. Can I give you two candies the day after tomorrow?
At those words, Lenka’s face became pouty.
“Two…? Shouldn’t it be right to give a total of three things: today’s, tomorrow’s, and the day after tomorrow’s?”
– I was worried that my teeth would rot, so I reduced it by one. Anyway, I didn’t know the manager wanted my candy so much.
“That’s not it…! You’re making fun of you who can’t do math…!”
– Was it like that?
“Your comprehension skills are also different… Did you cheat on the final exam to get 10th place?”
-That’s something you just can’t get over. It was a statement that denied my efforts.
“Well, what if I can’t just move on?”
-It’s a little too much to say right now, but I’ll let you know the day after tomorrow.
Something… Very dirty is about to happen.
My heart is pounding.
I don’t know if this is due to irritation or excitement.
No, in fact, I know what kind of feelings I have, but maybe I’m trying hard to pretend I don’t know.
“No, if you do, I will kill you…”
-Is it so. What were you doing?
“I’m lying down…”
-It’s me.
“Whatever…?”
-Shall we have a video call?
“No.”
-Why?
“Why do I have to look at your ugly face until today…?”
– It’s the first time I’ve heard that you’re ugly. Shocking.
“I’m glad you were shocked.”
-Are you going to keep climbing?
“That’s what I want to say…! Why is a guy younger than me messing around like that…!”
– You’re only a year older?
“Even if I’m only one year old, I’m your senior…!”
– Daewoo is working hard.
A cold wind leaked from Lenka’s nose.
Are you treating your seniors well? Sounds funny. Matsuda is clearly a psycho.
– Why are you laughing?
“You didn’t laugh? Seeing you say that kind of thing makes me sting?”
-It’s black again.
“Are you dissatisfied?”
-No. It looks nice.
If she was the usual Matsuda, she would have said that when she asked this question, she was about to become dissatisfied or that she would give her soul.
But today it was quiet. It seemed that he was thinking of his own feelings after the first experience was over.
Her tone is still blunt, but that’s over since she was blunt herself first, and she was uncharacteristically kind to Matsuda yesterday.
Matsuda’s appearance isn’t bad either. But she’s not natural.
For some reason, being selfish and coercive is the default for Matsuda.
It’s her true self, so I like it better…
She used to hate the look, but now that she doesn’t, she feels bored.
Lenka, who was reflecting on Matsuda’s proud and shameless appearance, suddenly shook her head.
‘No…!’
Deep down, she appreciated Matsuda’s attitude.
It was like someone who had been tortured.
If this is the case, how is she different from the heroine of the teaching assistant that MK recommended?
Let’s never fall for Matsuda’s witchcraft.
Her body has already collapsed, but her spirit is different.
It is to persevere and persevere.
Said Lenka, her eyes widening with determination.
“Cut it off. I want to rest.”
-Let’s talk for 5 more minutes.
“…”
Matsuda’s tone of voice perfectly captures her taste.
Hearing that, Lenka’s heart instantly melted.
“5 minutes…?”
-Yes. 5 minutes. Are you okay?
Her promise, which she made earlier, is completely shattered.
Come to think of it, it was like that every time. Even when she has a firm determination not to be swayed by Matsuda, she always knows when he is doing something and bends her knees.
It’s like a child looking at an adult.
Maybe her own mental age is young, if not far too young?
After thinking about that, Lenka replied in a hushed voice.
“Then… Just hang up after only 5 minutes?”
– Even if it’s 5 minutes, if you’re talking, you have to talk until the topic is over. That’s right.
That sounds funny.
Do you think a phone call with yourself is like karaoke service time?
“That is dismissal.”
– Why is the manager making a judgment? As a slave
“Don’t keep being a slave and a slave. Because it’s annoying.”
-Is it so. Are your thighs okay? Do you have any pain?
“I’m sorry…!”
Lenka flinched at Matsuda’s question about her condition and involuntarily pulled her legs together.
Feeling that her five minutes were going to be very long, she calmed down her strangely thrilling body and wondered how to turn her topic around so she could cry naturally.
“Don’t show off…!”
She eventually adjusts to reality and starts tickling Matsuda like she always does.
