Chapter 246 – 60. Counseling (1)
The role of the Academy Police Council is not limited to simply helping the guards and contributing to the maintenance of public order in the school.
Aside from the patrol team, which roams the academy to help those in need, guide or apprehend troublemakers, there are three other departments in the council.
One of them, Lauren Sylobus, a psychological counselor at the ‘Counseling Team’, was faithful to her work today.
A soft voice came out of her mouth.
“I see. Is your boyfriend insecure?”
“Yes, teacher… My brother is a much cooler person than I am… To be honest, I don’t know why he’s dating me…”
Sitting in front of Lauren was a young-looking female student. With her head lowered and the parting of the visitor wiggling her fingers, Lauren watched calmly. The sunlight shining through her window cast a long shadow between them.
“My brother is popular… He’s handsome and has a good body… He’s sincere… He has high grades, and his family is a high-ranking aristocrat.”
“Wow, what a wonderful boyfriend. What’s your personality like?”
“He’s very caring. He cares about me a lot… And tells me I’m pretty every time I see him! The day before yesterday when we went on a date in the West District—”
Lauren calmly examined her female student’s face.
Bright eyes, slightly reddish cheeks, slightly raised corners of the mouth.
‘Did I come here to brag about my boyfriend?’
Or, do you like your lover enough to make such a bright expression?
Lauren nodded or agreed with her intermittently as she listened to her girl’s story.
The most important attitude in psychological counseling is ‘listening’,
The next necessary skill is ’empathy’,
Unfortunately, the latter was impossible for the current Lauren,
She had to pretend to be working hard on the former.
Fortunately, the opponent was a kid who had just become an adult.
“······ But compared to her older brother, I’m a lot lower level··· My body is like that··· Compared to her older brother’s family, I don’t see much… My personality is so twisted·····. “
“Huh? What do you mean by that? I don’t think the student will bow down to anyone externally either?”
“Yes···?”
“I’ve seen a lot of kids at school, but I’ve never seen a friend as pretty as a student. You can be confident!”
“···Really?”
The corner of the girl’s mouth twitched for a moment.
‘Did you come to brag about yourself, not brag about your boyfriend?’
Lauren’s lip service wasn’t particularly empty.
The female student in front of her had a really not bad look.
She said it was not so strange that her flawless man was dating her.
“Still, there are many prettier women than me at the academy.”
“… The academy is the place where all the young ladies of the empire gather. It can’t be helped. I was very intimidated when I was a student too.”
“Eh, teacher too…? I don’t think so… You’re so beautiful…!”
“Ahaha, suddenly? Besides her face, the student has a kind heart.”
“······It’s true.”
The atmosphere in the counseling room became a little more comfortable. Lauren ‘adorned’ her face with a shy but happy expression at the sudden compliment. But she was no different from the first time inside her.
Even if Lauren is objectively more attractive than the pretty girl in front of you,
What would she mean if he was not by her side?
It has no value.
Even this body that catches men’s attention,
She will live a lonely life for decades to come.
All.
“Would you like your boyfriend to be different?”
“I don’t know. I wonder if my heart is too immature… Since I’m a girlfriend, I should trust him, but I keep not trusting him and I get anxious, so I think it’s my fault…”
“I see… If you’re 20 years old, is this your first love?”
The female student nodded her head.
‘I guess he really came for counseling.’
Lauren continued her words with a slightly awkward laugh.
“Actually, I was just like the student. My boyfriend is much cooler and more popular than I am, so I was always anxious. I wondered if I was being taken away by another girl.”
“Sir, teacher…? That’s nonsense! A man can’t kick a teacher!”
“…Are you not overestimating me?”
Hmmm, anyway.
“Students’ worries are perfectly natural. Dating and love aren’t always fun… But I hope you don’t get buried in these negative emotions.”
“Teacher… How did you overcome it?”
“I told my boyfriend honestly. He said that he was anxious because you were so handsome. He laughed for a while and said something. Do you know what he said? He said the same thing. He fears losing me to someone else, so he’s nervous every day… Men have the same worries as us. Look at it.”
“······No, if it’s a teacher··· It’s okay…”
“So you know what we did?”
“Please tell us.”
“We broke up.”
“······Yes?”
“My boyfriend is no longer my boyfriend.”
“That, what is that…?!”
Lauren smiled silently and she showed the girl her left hand.
A sparkling jewel on the fourth finger.
“I’m married.”
“Wow, wow!”
“But students don’t.”
“···Why?”
“Marriage isn’t something that the parties decide on… How much trouble did we have to convince each other’s families back then…”
“Ah······.”
It was immature and immature.
It was hot and passionate.
Burning each other’s lives with the flame of love,
Never doubting that the light represents our bright future,
It was a day full of dreams and hopes.
At the same time, if Lauren could turn back her time, it was the time she most wanted to go back.
Of course, that was impossible.
She had already burned to the limit, and now only black, hard stones remained.
“······Sister, I’ve made up my mind.”
“Huh···?”
Lauren, who didn’t care about the title change from teacher to older sister, was taken aback when she heard the female student’s decision.
“I will dedicate my chastity to my brother.”
“Yes?”
“So I’m going to make ‘Factory’.”
“···No way?”
Lauren doubted her own ears for a moment.
What did this 20-year-old say now?
······Are you going to get pregnant?
“Are you crazy…?”
“Sister, think about it! I want to marry my brother. As soon as possible. And I will have a child. I will do everything with my brother anyway. If we change the order, it is easy to convince the family, I can fully bond with my brother, and the advantages are too overwhelming”
“Stop. Don’t do it.”
“······Yes.”
What is this doing…
She has just nearly ruined two lives on a counseling team that is supposed to care for students’ minds.
He also thinks he is not qualified to be a counselor,
Lauren preached to her female students the importance of contraception, the preciousness of life, and the necessity of pregnancy planning.
“So… If you’re good at contraception, you can have sex…?”
“That’s right. If your family isn’t from the East, it won’t matter.”
“Sister! Then tell me how to have sex!”
“What, what?! Sex…?!”
“Huh, I need to make sure that my brother can’t get out of me.”
The female student smiled grimly as she spoke to herself with the eyes of a snake watching her prey, leaving behind her earlier anxiety.
Lauren was taken aback.
Because she was her virgin.
She lacked the rich experience expected of a female student and her expert skills.
And this fact
Lauren was so sad.
Her boyfriend was a normal man, no, he probably had more sex drive than average.
But Lauren wasn’t interested in intercourse. She had no relevant knowledge or desire, and most of all, she was afraid of the myth that if a woman allows a man to flirt with her easily, the man will soon get tired of it and abandon the woman.
So Lauren declared her virginity before marriage.
If you get married, you won’t be abandoned.
My beloved boyfriend respected the values of his beloved lover,
They prepared for marriage earlier than others,
Eventually, on the fateful wedding day,
No, a month ago
Boyfriend passed away
“Unnie, thank you so much for consulting today! I think my worries have been resolved! I will come back often in the future!”
“Okay, bye.”
“If you marry that brother, you must come to the wedding! Come with your husband!”
Thud···.
When the noisy female student left, the counseling room fell into silence again.
“······.”
Even Lauren’s face, having thrown off her counselor’s mask, returned to a horrendous expressionless expression.
She sat in her chair, straining her body and staring intently at the wall in front of her.
Like a stone on the ground, still.
And then, in her mind, she recalled a time when she was more passionate than ever.
Then, naturally, a sticky feeling filled up in her heart.
Regret, longing, loneliness.
And despair.
Lauren had only these things left.
‘······ I should have done as the student said. Dedicated her virginity to her brother ··· pregnant with her brother’s baby ··· should have gotten married before graduation ···. I’m sorry… Because of my stubbornness…’
Tears did not flow.
Because there were no more tears to come out.
I just lethargicly repeat my regrets all day long.
She was a dry stone.
Residue left over from burning.
A woman who cannot die.
At that time, Lauren’s visit was opened.
“Hello, teacher. I am Jeong Ji-hoo, who recently became a probationary member of the Public Safety Association. Today, I came to experience the work of the counseling team…”
“… Uh… Ah, uh…”
The huge rock that filled her mind began to melt away.
* * *
‘I found a stone woman.’
I couldn’t help but laugh in my heart when I found a normal grade [Stone] Attribute girl.
I was satisfied with the fact that it was exactly what I was looking for,
Most appetizing of all,
It was her milk.
Huge breasts.
Lauren had bigger breasts than anyone I’d ever seen.
